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A week had gone by and Criss was talking to his girlfriend Sandra. For some reason the converison went into a shouting match and Criss pushed Sandra to the floor. Criss felt the urge to hit her but when he saw Sandra on the ground he stopped and went outside. At JD's house JD and Lynn were packing a few things with Dimi for college when the phone rang. "Hello-Criss what's wrong-yea all right" and hung up. "What does Criss want?"Lynn asked. "He needs to talk to me about something" and left. At the house Sandra had left while Criss sat outside when JD came in the back way. "All right Criss what's going on?". "I don't know I have never felt that way before if I didn't catch myself I would of hit Sandra" Criss stated shaking a little. "Why would you have the urge to hit Sandra was the fight that intense?" as he walked over to Criss who looked scared out of his mind. "I got it from my birth father he abused my birth mom that's the reason she let mom and dad adopt me,"Criss replied wiping the tears away.

JD sat next to Criss. "JD what am I going to do what if I can't control that urge and I hit a woman". "Criss relax what your mom did was brave to give you a better life than the one you might of had. She didn't want you to be abused by a man that hurt her so bad you were born three months early"JD stated. "Yea I just hope I can control that urge so I don't end up like my father"Criss said. "I know you can Christopher" he assured Criss. "Thanks" and got up. "Also you coming to the party tomorrow for Dimi". "No I've got work to finish"Criss replied. "Criss you and Dimi haven't talked to each other since we told her the truth Criss come and see your niece off" JD remarked and left. That night after Believe Criss was outside near the loading docks. "Well you've got another trait from your mom needed somewhere quiet to think". Criss looked up and saw Nick in his wheelchair.

"Yea whenever I needed to think I'd find somewhere quiet and let my mind wonder. I guess your sister told you that she decided to tell the truth to me" Criss said walking over. "Yea I got to say Criss my sister made the right decision on giving you up. If she didn't you'd probably would of ended up either in foster care or worse six feet under" he stated. "Did you mean to kill my father or was it an accident?"Criss asked. "I saw what your father was doing to Melina. She was trying so hard to protect you while you were inside her so I grabbed a bat and hit Richard so he stopped I must of hit too hard because I broke the part of the spine where your head and neck meet killing him instantly. At first I thought I knocked him out so I called an amblunce for your mom". "But why did you go to jail you were protecting my mom and I?" Criss asked.

"The lawyers didn't see it that way. They saw it as manslaughter but to avoid life I took a plea with a chance of parol. The day of my parol hearing thou the car that was transporting me flipped when I woke up I couldn't feel anything below my waist but when I saw that one of the officers was bleeding bad I took off my shirt, dragged myself over and used all my upper body strength to put pressure on his leg. A few days later they told me my back was broking and I was paraylzed for the rest of my life"he replied. "So how did you get out did they grant you parol?"Criss asked. "No the officer that I saved has a brother that's a lawyer he looked over my case and found out that it was justifiable and that I shouldn't of gone to jail so they let me out".

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After talking to Nick Criss was heading to his car when he saw Dimitra. "Mom what are you still doing here?"he asked. "I wanted to talk to you about the party JD and Lynn are having for Dimitra tomorrow" she replied. "Count me out mom I'm busy"he stated. "Christopher you're doing it again" Dimitra stated. Criss looked at her. "What do you mean?"he asked. "You're avoiding you did it when Lynn brought Dimitra over to the house as a baby and you're doing it now. Christopher I know you still wonder what would of happened if you didn't give Dimitra up. I could tell than you knew that JD and Lynn wanted to start a family". "What I don't understand is this feeling of what if. Maybe Celine would of cleaned up her act she did when she was pregnant but if Celine kept Dimitra maybe she would of stopped" Criss said. "Christopher she wasn't going to stop after Dimitra was born. Dimitra would of either died or ended up somewhere worse. What you did was the best".

"Yea but it cost Celine her life" and Criss left. At her house Dimi was outside when JD came outside. "Dimitra dinner". He saw Dimi had a paper in her hand. "When were you going to tell me about my mother and her past" she asked not looking at him. "What do you mean?" JD stated. "That she was an addict was she using when I was inside her" she asked as she turned around . JD didn't know what to say. "I want the truth!!!" she yelled. "All right Dimi let me give someone a call" and went back inside. At his house Criss was swaying in his hammock looking at the lights of Vegas when his cell phone rang. "Yea" he said. "Criss it's time to come clean about Celine". "Why let Dimi think of her birth mother as a person who wanted to give her a better life than be forced to give her up because she was an addict"Criss replied. "Criss she found something that told her about her mother's past you need to talk to her you're the only person who knew her mother"JD suggested.

[DeppAngel]

Criss c'mon you have to face Dimi sooner or later! She's your daughter! let her know that you care for her!

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Criss got up and grabbed the keys to his car. When he got there JD was waiting for him. "She out on the porch" he said and Criss took a breath. "Dimi"Criss stated coming out. "Why didn't you tell me about Celine being an addict"she asked not looking at him. "We all thought it was best to keep that part out". She turned around. "Was she using when she was pregnant with me?"she asked. "No I told Celine she had to stay clean for Lynn and JD to adopt you. We had her followed everytime she went out with her friend just to make sure she stayed clean". "Did you really declare her unfit to raise me?" Dimi asked. "When she was about eight months I caught her about to do drugs. She told me that she changed her mind that she was going to keep her. I knew that wasn't right because she wasn't going to stay clean to take care of you so I went to court and they declared her unfit and when you were born I would have the right to either keep you or put you up for adoption" Criss remarked.

"Did she really have PPD?"she asked. "Yea after you were born and the adoption went through she went off the medication the doctors gave her for the PPD. Then I got a call telling me they needed me to come down because Celine had hung herself and left a note saying I'm sorry Chris,"he remarked. Dimi wiped the tears from her face. "Dimi everything that happened when we found out you were coming was for you. We wanted you in our family and even thou I'm your birth father doesn't mean your adoptive parents don't love you too". "I get it it's just everything I'm finding out about my birther mother it freaked me out thinking I could have a chromosne missing or I could have a disorder" she remarked. "Dimi we had you checked out just incase Celine did do drugs and you are normal expect for being straight A student and being on the honor role. That feature your grandmother is curious which side gave to you" Criss replied as Dimi chuckled.

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Banging head-i'm stuck

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After talking with Dimitra Criss went back to Serenity. When he got there Sandra was waiting for him. "Sandra". "Hey I wanted to see how you were and if you calmed down after this morning" she stated. "Sandra I have to apologize what you saw today was a side of myself that I got from my birth father". "I don't understand Criss"Sandra remarked with a confused look on her face. Criss took a breath. "I'm adopted Sandra and a few days ago I got to meet my birth mother and what she told me has thrown me for such a loop that I feel like I need a GPS just to get back to where I was" Criss stated. "That doesn't explain what happened this morning Criss you looked ready to hurt me" she remarked. "Let's go inside and I'll explain" and they went inside. They both sat down in the living room. "I found out that my birth father was abusive towards my mom. My mom didn't want me raised in that kind of enviromonment so she decided to give me up for adoption. She decided not to tell my father about my impending arrival so she went to stay with her brother untill the adoption would be finalized"Criss stated.

"What happened next Criss" she asked. Tears started to fall down his face. "My father found out somehow and decided if he couldn't have me than nobody could so he beat my mom so bad that they no choice but to deliver me" Criss replied. "So you were born early". "Yea three months early to be exact"Criss replied wiping the tears away. Sandra could tell this was tearing Criss's heart out. "Oh Christopher I know this is hurtful to find out about your past like that but you have to realize that you're not that man that did to her". "It's scarey to realize that there is a piece of me that lose control that easily. Like today if I didn't step back and catch myself I would of hurt you like my dad did to my mom" Criss stated. "Criss if you were like your birth father you wouldn't of step back and caught yourself you would of hit me but you didn't. You've got something your birth father didn't have self control over your temper" she replied. Criss felt better but Criss knew if he wanted his relantionship with Sandra to work he had to tell her about Dimi.

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"Sandra there's something else I should tell you" Criss stated. "What's that Christopher?" she asked. "I have a daughter" Criss stated. Sandra got up. "Why are you waiting untill now to tell me this" she replied. "Believe me Sandra it's hard to even talk about it"Criss remarked. "Where is she Criss is she with her mother back in New York?" she asked. "No her mother's dead and she doesn't live in New York"Criss replied. "Where is she Criss at some boarding school oversea where you're hiding her so the world won't find out about your child"she asked pist off. "Sandra take a breath I gave her up for adoption I wasn't ready to be a father and I knew her mother wasn't going to be either"Criss explained. "So do you know who adopted her?".

"Yea you would say it was an open adoption" Criss replied. "Do you think we could meet her if it's all right with her adoptive parents?"Sandra inquired sitting back down. "Sandra you've met her allready" Criss remarked. "What do you mean Christopher" She asked confused. "My niece Dimi she's actually my daughter" Criss replied. "Wait a minute your niece Dimitra is your daughter" Sandra stated shocked. Criss nodded. "When I found out Dimi's mother was pregnant I found out that JD and Lynn couldn't have a child so we decided to give the baby to JD and Lynn to raise"Criss replied . "Does Dimitra know that you're infact her birth father" she asked. "At first we weren't going to tell her because we made a death bed promise to my dad that she'd never find out but when JD and Costa went looking for their birth parents Dimi started to ask questions so we told her a few days ago"Criss stated.

Sandra looked confused. "I don't know what to say Criss this sounds like something out of a soap opera episode". You've got that right,Criss thought. The next day at work Criss was thinking as Costa came in. "Oh god I know that look you and Sandra broke up". "Not really I told her about my past and Dimi. After a few minutes of slience she grabbed her coat and left"Criss replied. "I can't believe you told her about Dimi" he said shocked. "What was I surprose to do lie to her you know how my body reacts to lieing I just had to tell her now I wish I didn't"Criss replied. Then JD came in walked over to Criss and hit him knocking him to the ground. "What the JD?" Criss stated getting up. "This is your fault Christopher". What are you talking about?" Criss asked confused. "Everyone knows that Dimi's yours and she's been getting calls from people wanting to talk to Criss Angel's bastard child she is so upset she cancelled the party for tonight and she doesn't want to go to college"JD stated and left. "Do you think Sandra did this?". "Sandra's not that vindictive Holly yes but Holly never knew". "Do you think that she'd tell Holly?". "They don't even know eachother"Criss remarked.

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Criss was angry at whoever release this story. He even thought it was Mastero but he knew Mastero wouldn't do that to him. Criss tried to talk to Dimi but she wouldn't talk to Criss or nobody which hurt Criss. At Believe Criss was thinking when he first saw Dimi as a baby or when he used her in a magic trick. Tears fell down his face. "Criss you all right?"a voice called out. He looked up and saw Nick. Criss got up and walked over to him. "Not really"Criss remarked. "Melina told me you have a child that you let your brother adopt". "But now the whole world knows about her. She's so upset at me that she won't talk to me, my brother hit me telling me this is my fault and the worest part of it I don't know who told"Criss stated. "Christopher if you're thinking Melina and I let this news out you've got it wrong. We wouldn't do that to you considering how long it took us to find you or for that matter get up enough courage to tell you who we are"Nick remarked.

"I knew you guys wouldn't do that to me. I just wish Dimi would talk to me" Criss said. At the house Dimi had locked herself in her room and she wouldn't come out unless to get something to eat. "Dimi please talk to us"Lynn begged. "No this is all his fault!!"she replied. She's got Criss's stubborness for sure Lynn thought. When she came down JD came in. "Dimi still locked in her room". "Yea did you talk to Criss?". "He keeps saying he didn't do it" JD replied. "Is that before or after you hit him considering you have scrapes on your knuckle like you punched someone"Lynn stated. Back at the hotel Costa was trying to find out who told the media about Dimi and Criss. "Costa". Costa turned around and saw his ex Stacey. "Stacey what are you doing here?". "I wanted to tell you something I talked to my sister Cindy you know the reporter for channel 23. She told me that she knows who told her about Dimi being Criss's daughter". "Who?" Costa inquired. "For two tickets to Believe I'll tell you"she said. Costa sighed. "All right who". Stacey pulled out a picture and Costa's mouth dropped.

In Criss's dressing room Criss was hiding trying to figure out who would do this when Costa came in. "Knock any I could of been naked"Criss replied. "Please I use to change your diaper when you were a baby beside I found out who told the press". "How and who"Criss replied standing up. "Let's just say I owe someone two tickets to Believe. It's your Chef Carlos". "You mean Chef Ed's friend who's been working at my house while Chef Ed is recovering from hernia surgery" Criss replied shocked. "It seems Chef Carlos has an addiction for gambling so he sold the story to pay his bookies"Costa remarked. Criss was ready to punch the guy or the wall.

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[Mindfreakhottie19]

i dont get this story! are you talking bout sandra or someone else? bc im rly confused :/