[RACHEL02189]

After Criss and his mom came in he walked over to Nikki, her mom, and Felix. "Thank god I thought you got lost for a second there"Felix said Criss said nothing as he looked at Believe. I would known if my brother is depressed echoed in his mind. "Christopher"his mother said. He looked at his mother than walked over to the production office. Nikki went in and saw Criss just pacing. "Criss something wrong?"she asked. "I'm nervous about having another reaction like JD had or my fans leaving me or me back on a suicide watch for another three days"he said. Nikki sat Criss down. "I'm going to show you something that came in just yesterday for you". She went into the closet and took out a box of letters for Criss. "These are from your fans"she remarked and Criss read some of them. We're behind you Criss, You've helped me realize that I'm suffering from depression and I'm getting help, I suffer from it and there's nothing wrong with it Criss were from some of the letters he looked at.

"You shouldn't worry Criss your fans are behind you one hundred percent and your crew will understand. JD was just in shock that he didn't see the signs but he's all right now". Criss smiled and gave Nikki a hug. "What would I have done if you wouldn't around"he said. "You'd be suffering in silence or you'd be with your father" she replied. Criss came back out with Nikki and walked over to Believe. In Believe everyone was sitting and talking but when Criss came in the place was quiet. Criss got on the stage and stood there. "You're probably wondering where I've been for the past three days. It's because I was under a suicide watch"he stated. "What JD finally thought it was time"Banachek joked. The crew expect George and Nikki laughed. "I wish but it's because I wanted to jump off the hotel next door"Criss replied. "That's not funny Criss"Luke remarked. "Guys what I'm trying to say is that I've been suffering from a moderate case of depression that jumped the fence to severe enough for me to be put on a seventy two hour pysch hold"Criss replied. "So it's true that you have depression"Doug stated. Criss nodded. George got up and walked on stage. He said nothing but gave Criss a hug. "Thanks cous"Criss whispered in his ear. "I'm here for you cous" he replied.