[RACHEL02189]

When I got to the Luxor my heart was pounding in my chest and tears fell down my face. I was just about to leave when I saw Criss pull up in his Viper. "Thanks Bill" Criss remarked giving him the keys. The valet drove off and Criss was about to go in when he dropped his glasses on the ground. Criss picked them up as I walked up. "Christopher"a voice stated. Criss stood straight up. He turned around and saw me standing there with tears coming down my face. "A-A-Antonia"he stuttered as Criss walked down to me. "Yes Criss it's me,"I replied nervously. Criss just looked at me as I stood there. "I just had to see you and Dennis I missed you guys so much". "Nathanial. After you disappeared and told your grandmother what your father said she and I changed his name to Nathanial our son didn't deserve to be named after the man who made you leave me and him"Criss said putting his hand on my face. I put my hand on Criss's. "I let what my father said get to me and I shouldn't of". "It's all right Antonia you're back I didn't blame you for leaving I just wished you'd come back and my wish came true" and hugged me making me smile. "I love you Christopher and I'm sorry for doing that" as tears started to fall down my face.

"Antonia you don't need to apologize I'm just happy you're all right and safe"he replied as I looked into his eyes. "Do you think we can go back to Serenity I just want to hold my child"I replied as more tears fell down my face. Criss smiled as he went over to his bikes and grabbed the keys for them. "Hop on and we'll go see him right now"he stated. "What about work?"I asked a little nervous that Criss maybe putting his job at risk. "Don't worry" and we left. Back at Serenity Dimitra was rocking Nathanial. "John please bring Antonia back to her son and ours"she prayed. "Mom!!!" Criss called out. Dimitra put Nathan in his crib wondering why Criss wa back. "Mom!!!" he called out again. "Christopher what's with all-,". She saw me standing there. "Antonia" she said in shock. "Hi Dimitra" I said. She walked down as Criss just stood there. I walked over to Dimitra and gave her a hug as tears fell down her face. "Your grandmother is going to be so happy to know you're alive and well" she replied. "I know she will I missed her and everyone else" I said. Then Nathan started to cry which we all could hear from the living room. "Why don't you go upstairs and see your son" Criss suggested.

I took a breath and walked up the stairs when I walked to the crib and saw my son he stopped crying than looked up at me. "Hey Nathanial I'm your mommy" as tears fell down my face. I sat down in a rocker that was in the room with Nathan in my arms. As I held him he kept looking up at me like he knew I'm his mother which brought tears to my face. I ran my finger down his soft face than he grabbed my finger as I laughed a little. At the door Criss and Dimitra just stood there looking at me. Criss walked over and gave me a kiss. "I think we finally found out why you were screaming so much you were screaming for your mommy" Criss stated touching Nathan. Dimitra came in with her camera. "Christopher why don't you kneel next to Antonia". Criss put his hand on mine as he knelt next to me. "Smile" and we did. "I'm going to send that to your grandmother right now" and she left. When Criss got up I saw a ring on my finger. "It was your mothers your uncle gave it to me for when or if I was going to marry you but I want to give it to you as a reminder of your mom" Criss explained. I got up slowly and gave Criss a kiss as Nathan burped which made us both laugh.