[RACHEL02189]

The next day Nikki was having breakfast as her mother walked in. "Good morning mom"she remarked. "I've heard that you've been talking with Christopher behind my back". "Mom I'm trying to help Criss as much as you are. I love Criss like a brother and I want to help him" she stated. "When I met Criss that day I saw in your eyes how worried you were for him"her mother remarked. "So what are you doing here?"she asked. "Criss wanted to talk to me I'll see you later". Her mother gave her a hug and left. In a private room Criss was pacing. The door opened and Nikki's mom walked in. "Christopher you're looking good considering the last time I saw you" as they sat down. "I've been thinking about what's going on and I think what's causing me to lose my grip on my depression" Criss stated. "What do you think it is?"she asked. "My dad's death when he passed away literally in my arms I felt lost. It felt like nothing mattered with out having my father around to watch me become what I've fought to become"Criss replied.

"That's when your first bout of depression hit" she replied. Criss nodded. "I remember just feeling like I was in this closed room with no way of getting out but after being told by my family and my mom to go back to magic I put those feelings I had and built a wall around them never to felt again" Criss remarked trying to hold back his tears. "But those feelings are breaking out"she remarked. "They would always appear around Febraury 12th and I would put them pack into the wall and fixs those cracks they came out of"Criss stated. "But it seems other cracks started to appear and the more you tried to fix those crack the more you started to feel those same feelings you had when your father passed"she replied. "But this time they were strong enough that I put my life on the line four time infront of all my fans. They were times where I would think of how I could die and make it look like an accident"Criss remarked wiping tears from his face. "Christopher losing family is the hardest thing to deal with. Nikki can tell you what happened with her when she saw her father die infront of her" she stated. Outside Nikki was wondering how Criss was doing. She knew what it felt to lose family espically a father. Maybe that's why she felt a connection to Criss. "Nicole"a voice called out. She turned around and saw her mother. "How's Christopher?" Nikki asked walking over.

"I think he's on the right road and I want to thank you for helping him get there" she remarked. Nikki gave her mother a hug. She walked over to the room where Criss had his back to the door. Nikki could hear him sniffing back tears. "Christopher" Nikki remarked. "Go away Nicole I don't want you to see me like this"he replied. She put her hand on Criss's shoulder. "What that you're human and you finally know what you're dealing with"she stated. Criss turned around as his face was tear stained. Nikki wiped Criss's face with her hand and gave Criss a hug as tears fell down both their faces