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A few days went by and Criss couldn't figure out why he was actting like this. Nikki's mother tried but she couldn't figure out it either. On a porch Criss was looking at the skyline. "They finally let you out" Nikki joked which made Criss smile. "I just wish I knew why I'm actting like this I had control over my depression now I'm losing it and my life as a magician is literally on the line"he replied. "Criss when did you dad pass away?"Nikki asked. "What does my father passing have to do with my depression?"Criss asked confused at the question. "Humor me Christopher"Nikki stated. "February 12 1998"he replied. "Christopher you came out about your depression to your brothers on your father's anniversary and that was the first time you had suicidal thoughts". "And I got the idea for season five on his birthday you think my father has something to do with my depression". "That's when you had your first bout of it according to your mother. Criss even thou it's been thirteen years since your father's passing you still mourn for him so much that your depression gets to a point that you want to die to be with me" Nikki stated. Criss said nothing and walked off.