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That night Sandra and Criss went down to Pure to blow off some steam but Criss couldn't stop thinking of Nicole. Criss got up and went outside as Sandra followed him. "Christopher what's going on?"Sandra inquired. "I just can't stop thinking of Nicole and why she tried to end her life" Criss replied looking at the tattoo of his parents' initals on his finger. "Come on Criss why should you care if some nut ball tried to off herself" she replied. Criss turned to Sandra in shock "Sandra she isn't a nut ball she's a girl who lost her boyfriend overseas" Criss said. "She probably tried to hurt herself just to get your attention she's such a drama queen"Sandra remarked. Criss couldn't believe what was coming out of her mouth "You don't get it Sandra I've been in her place and what she needs now is to know that she's got friends and family that will help her deal with the pain she's going through". "What she needs is to locked up in a mental hospital that where those type of people should be" Sandra stated.. "You mean people that want to take their own lives"Criss replied. "Yes it's immoral you can end up in hell becase of it"she stated. Criss had enough of listening to this "You know what I'm going home you can stay here" and Criss went into his office to grab his keys but Sandra followed him.

"What is up with you. You've been up and down disappearing for three days than you take offense to my beliefs". "Because last year I tried to take my own life four times but Nikki saw what was going on with me and helped me!!!" Criss yelled. Sandra took a few steps back. "You tried to-". "I've been diagonsed as having moderate depression. Those three days I disappeared is because I was commited for having suicidal thoughts and almost actting on them"Criss replied. "So Nikki was your savior?". "She suffers from it too and she saw it in me. With help from her mother who's my shrink I've been trying to get control of my depression"Criss replied. "Does your family know?". Criss nodded as tears fell down his face. "Oh Christopher I'm so sorry for saying those things I-I-I didn't know". Criss put on his coat and left leaving Sandra stunned.