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After George finished hugging Criss he went back to his seat. "Criss I've got a question?" Luke inquired. "What is it?". "That day me and your brother got you out of your room and you had blisters on yor back was that because of your depression?". "Yea I would spend all my free time in bed in darkness"Criss remarked looking at the floor. "When did you realize that you were-" Banachek couldn't even say the word. "I had someone who realized it and with her help I got the help I needed and she's been there kind of like my guardin angel" Criss stated smiling. "Criss whatever happens we're behind you on whatever you need" Erich said. "Thanks". After everyone left Criss sat on the stage he looked at his wrist which had little scars on it. (Past) At the Airforce base Criss had finished shaving when he looked at himself in the mirror. Then he looked at his razor and took out the blade out of it. Criss put the razor to his wrist and cut it a little than again.

(Present) "Criss you all right?". Criss looked up and saw Nikki sitting infront of me. "I've got a confession this wasn't the first time I had those thoughts. Last year when you went to your cousin's wedding and I filmed my mine death episode I broke my razor and took the blade and nicked myself. For some reason I couldn't force myself to go deeper into my skin it felt like someone was holding my wrist preventing me from going deeper". "I think your father did that he didn't want you to end up with him just yet"she replied. Criss walked over to Nikki and hugged him as tears went down his face. Nikki just hugged him back. "Thanks for being there for me and my family through this journey" he stated wiping the tears away. "Considering me your guardin angel Christopher". The door opened and Dave walked in. "Criss NBC is here". "Do you mind coming with me?"he asked. "Sure" and they walked out of Believe.