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That night Minnie decided to stay with Criss so he wouldn't be alone. As she slept Criss got up and paced around the living room as thought of Julie being paralyzed and him causing it ran through his mind. When the morning came Minnie woke up to find Criss wasn't laying next to her. "Christopher"she called out as she got into her wheelchair that kept on the side of the bed. When she came in Minnie saw Criss sitting in the window sill looking at the view. "Criss how long have you been out here?"she asked. "I don't know I just couldn't sleep thinking that I may of paralyzed Julie" he remarked. "Criss stop torturing yourself you saved her life by getting her off the road before someone who was either texting or not paying attention did more damage to her". "I shouldn't of moved her Minnie I didn't know she had two broking bones in her back and neck Costa always told me never move a person with back and neck injured they need to be as still as possible"Criss replied as tears fell down his face.

"Christopher she was unconscious she couldn't tell you her back or neck hurt so if there's possibility that she's paralyzed it's not going to be your fault" Minnie stated. "Doesn't make me feel any better Minnie I need to clear my head I'm going out"Criss remarked and left. The next day Criss went to the hospital to visit his brothers but to see Julie. As Criss drove his mind kept playing back the accident and how he handle it. Please don’t let Julie be paralyzed I’ll never forgive myself if she is Criss thought as he pulled in. In their room JD was watching television but he couldn’t enjoying it since Costa in the next bed was snoring. “I swear if we weren’t in hospital I’d kill him” JD said. “I can come back later” Criss said coming in. “No come on in,” and he did. “Grab a chair” JD said and Criss did. “So how you feeling?”. “Good I can’t wait to get home how are you I heard you went into shock”. “I feel like I’m still in shock the doctor told me and Luke that Julie had two bones in her neck and back broking. JD I picked her off the ground and brought her over to my car so she’s be all right. I’m scared that I might of paralyzed her” Criss stated.

“Criss you had no choice it was neither move her or have her get run over hurting her more” JD replied. “But if I did I’m going to think it’s my fault” Criss replied. “Christopher if god forbid it is don’t let it get to you. Accidents happens do you think I blame myself because I suggested a demonstration to you and didn’t go right no so don’t do that to yourself ”JD replied. “Thanks bro I’m going to check out Banachek and see if he still tripping on the medicine they gave him than go see Julie”Criss said. “Why you’re at it can you put this over Costa” JD remarked giving him a pillow. Criss walked over and smack Costa with the pillow waking him up. “What??”he called out. “While you’re in here see if they can figure out why you snore?”Criss asked and left as JD laughed.