[RACHEL02189]

That night after my aunts and grandmother went to bed I found Criss laying in his hammock. "What you doing out here?" I asked. "Just needed time to unwind you I thought you'd be asleep" Criss replied. I walked over and sat on the hammock . "I'm nervous that I'm going to lose our son" trying not to cry. "Come here"Criss stated. I layed down next to him and Criss put his arms around me. "He's going to be all right we just have to stay positive that he's going to be all right. Just imagine Nathan taking his first steps right over there"Criss stated. I closed my eyes. "I see it and you chasing after him" I added with a smile to my face. "I can see him walking straight into your arms than you twirl him around in your arms with the biggest smile on your face" Criss described "I can see your mom and my grandmom clapping and smiling. My grandmother comes and takes him while you jog over and put your hands around me telling me that everything turned out all right". I opened my eyes.

"Just keep that imagine in your head and before you know it that dream will become a reality"Criss replied. Criss and I kissed and just swung in the hammock untill I felt someone shrugging me. I opened my eyes and saw my Aunt Rosa waking me and Criss up. "You guys fell asleep out here"she remarked. "Wow I've never done that before"Criss said. As I got up the hammock swung knocking Criss right onto the ground. "Oh Christopher I'm so sorry"I said trying not to laugh. "Not the first time I've landed face first in this grass" as he spit bits of grass out of his mouth. A knock came to the door. "I'll get it" my grandmother stated as I helped Criss up. Criss cleaned off the grass as his mother and JD walked in. "Hey mom" Criss said giving her a hug. "How are you guys doing?"she asked. "Just worried about Nathanial wondering if he's going to be all right"I remarked as Criss put his hands on my shoulder. "Don't worry you guys you've got family around you"JD said. "Thanks JD".