[RACHEL02189]

Somewhere I was working at a bar but my mind was on my child and Criss. Even hearing a baby cry brought tears to my eyes. Outside I took out the trash and just looked at the stars. "Antonia" A voice called out. I turned around and saw a lady standing there . "May I help you?" I asked. "You don't know me but I know you have a baby boy named Nathanial that's been crying for his mother" she remarked. "He doesn't deserve me excuse me" I replied and started to leave. "Because you believe what your father told you he's wrong Antonia. You're following in your mother's footstep" she replied. I turned and looked at the woman "My mother left me because she lost her mind" I remarked. "She left because she was afraid of being a mother and she regretted it every waking moment of her life"the lady replied. "What would you like me to do go back to Criss and my son and say I'm sorry for abandoning you I can't" as tears started to fall down my face.

"Antonia Marsiol listen to me Criss misses you and so does your family. Go back to them"she stated . The lady walked over and gave me a kiss on my cheek when I opened my eyes she was gone. At Serenity Criss was holding Nathanial in his arm while looking at the sky. He saw a lonely star in the sky.


STAR LIGHT STAR BRIGHT LONELY STAR IN THE SKY. PLEASE BRING BACK ANTONIA TO ME AND OUR CHILD. HE NEEDS HIS MOM AS MUCH AS I NEED HER

Criss wiped the tears away from his face as Dimitra heard everything he said. A few days passed and I took a train to Las Vegas. As I got off my heart was in my throat. I walked to The Luxor hoping Criss was there. At Serenity Criss was feeding Nathan as Dimitra came down. "Don't tell me he woke you up again?" she inquired. "Believe or not mom he didn't god everytime I look at him it makes me think of Antonia I just wish I knew where she is" trying not let the tears fall. Dimitra gave her youngest child a kiss. "Don't worry Christopher she'll come back to you and her son"she stated. Then Criss noticed the time. "I should get going before Felix has a fit"Criss remarked giving Nathan to Dimitra. "I'll see you when you get home" and Criss left.