[RACHEL02189]

When Criss got back to the hospital my father was visiting. "Oh I'm sorry I'll come back later"Criss stated when he saw my father. "No please come in Christopher I wanted to talk to both of you"he remarked. Criss walked in and sat on the bed. "I wanted to say that I'm just so happy to finally see what I wasn't seeing the love you have for each other and I've talked to the priest at our church and he said that he'd be willing to do your wedding"Dennis said Criss and I looked at each other "That's all nice dad but Criss and I aren't getting married just yet" I remarked. "But Antonia you can't be unmarried with a baby it's frowned on in our family"he said. "Dad I'm not ready to get married and I know Criss isn't since he's been married once all ready"I replied. "Wait a minute you've been married before?"my father asked Criss in shock. "Yes but we've been divorced for a while now"Criss replied. My father looked like he was about to lose his mind. "Dad don't tell me you thought that after Dennis was born I was going to marry Christopher"I said. My father put Dennis back in the bassett "Yes now everything is ruined you're going to be an outcast in the family"he stated pacing. "Dad let's not go nuts here if you're not comfortable with me living back at home I'll live with grandmom untill I save enough to get my own place"I suggested.

"Honey this means you can't bring Dennis around the bakery it's disrespectful to parade your bastard child around" he said. "Dad we're not in Italy and it's not the 1800's woman have babies with out being married all the time" I replied. "I'm sorry honey" and my father left. "That was harsh"Criss stated. "Maybe I should of giving up Dennis"I thought out loud. "Antonia don't think that way please your father is just making you feel guilty into having Dennis" Criss stated. "Can you leave Criss I just want to be alone". I rolled onto my side and just stared out the window. That night Criss went to the bakery to talk to my grandmother. "Are you serious he said those things?"she stated in shock. "Yes and it's got Antonia wondering if she should of given Dennis up" Criss stated. "I'm going to kill that son of mine"she muttered. Then Criss's phone went off and saw it was his mom. "Yea mom what are you serious I'll be right there" and hung up. "What's wrong Christopher?"my grandmother inquried when she saw his face. "Antonia's gone she left the hospital nobody knows where she is"Criss replied.