[RACHEL02189]

Before she answered my phone rang and saw it was Criss. "Yes?". "Can you meet me in my office"he asked. "Yea sure". "I have to go see Criss for a minute but my offer to take you to Circus Circus is still up for grabs" and I walked off. When I got to Criss's office Zack and Criss were there. "What's up guys?"I asked. "Racheal something doesn't fit right with some of the stuff you've told us" Criss remarked. Why do I feel like I'm at the Spanish Inquistion. "You told me that you're in the baby of the family club but your sister is three years younger than you"Criss stated. "And Montel isn't your real last name". "When Zack did background check on you it only came up to when you're about thirteen than it's blank so what's going on Racheal?"Criss inquired. "It's complicated" I replied as my mouth went dry. "Racheal either you tell us or I'm going to have to find someone else to play Mimi". My heart was beating so hard as I stood there feeling like I was naked. I ran off as Criss followed me. He found me outside sitting on a bench crying

I wiped the tears off my face as Criss sat down nexts to me. "What's wrong?" he asked. "It's just that I've never talked about my past. It still hurts even thou it was years ago" I remarked. "Come on let's go up to my suite and we'll talk up there" he suggested. Criss took me upstairs and when I came in Ayala and Costa were there. "What the heck are you guys doing in here?"he asked surprised to see them. "We wanted to play some ping pong"Ayala replied. "I thought you were busy downstairs"Costa added. "All right guys I have to run some lines with Racheal so out"Criss remarked so Ayala and Costa left. "Mental note change locks,"Criss said as I giggled. Criss locked the door as I sat down. "All right Racheal spill it" as Criss sat down. "My name isn't really Racheal it was Britney and the Montels aren't my real parents they're my adoptive parents. I grew up in the mean streets of the Bronx with a drug addict mom. Some people were surprised I wasn't addicted to drugs when I was born"I replied. "What about your father?"he asked. "My father was abusive and would use me when my mom was too drugged out to make love to him". "" Criss replied.

"I had an older brother Fredrick and he tried to take me out of that life I had but one night he was arguing with my parents one thing lead to another and my father killed him," as tears fell down my face. "And I-I-I saw it. My father threated to kill me so I kept it quiet for my own life. I lived with the guilt untill I was about eleven. I decided to turn in my parents so I went to the police and told them what happened and where my brother's body was buried" as I wiped the tears away. "So your parents are in jail?"Criss said. "My dad is but AIDS took my mom before she went on trail for neglect and endangerment towards me. I was a mess Criss neglected, sexually abused. My social worker was scared that I was going to end up like my mom I had an seventh grade education and would cringe if someone just tried to touch me, so my social worker adopted me, changed my name and got me the help I needed to fuction in society"she replied. Criss gave me a hug as tears fell down my face