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A few days had passed since the miscarriage and I just kept to myself and said nothing. Criss on the other hand threw himself into work. At the Luxor JD, Costa, and Lynn were talking. "I can't believe this happened to them I feel so bad for them"Lynn said. "When I went to drop off some stuff Antonia was outside just playing with the kids than Criss came down didn't say good-bye to Antonia and we left"Costa stated. "I noticed Criss threw himself into work and doing Believe. He won't talk about it and how he's handling it much less Antonia" JD remarked as Criss filed something. "I think it's time to talk to Criss and Antonia before they end up in divorce court"Lynn suggested. "Yea me too" JD replied. At the house the kids were asleep while I was having a drink of wine when Lynn came in.

"Hey Antonia". "Hey Lynn want a drink of wine?"I offered. "I talked to Criss and he wanted me to bring you to The Luxor he wants to talk to you". "Why didn't he just call me or come home". "I don't know I can't read Criss's mind lord knows he does it to me sometimes". "What about the kids?". "Don't worry Dimi is going to watch the kids so why don't you change and we'll go" she remarked. I put the glass down and went upstiars. In the office Criss was signing some stuff when Costa came in. "Hey Christopher"he said shutting the door. "Why Costa I'm busy" he stated not looking up. "I was thinking that maybe we could get some dinner before you have to do Believe tonight". "I don't know". "Please I could use the company JD is with Lynn and everyone else has plans you know I hate to eat alone"Costa begged. "All right". When they came out JD walked over. "Criss I need your help with something". "All right".

When Criss came in I was standing there. "What's going on here what's Antonia doing here. Where are the kids?"Criss asked. "Criss relax Dimi is watching the kids but we wanted to talk to you and Antonia alone". "About what?"I asked. "What happened in New York guys. You two haven't been yourself and I know first hand if you don't deal with the emotions you're feeling you're going to end up doing something you're going to regret"JD said. "JD I'm fine all right we don't need an intervention"Criss replied. "Criss before this happened you would go home to have lunch or make time to spend time with your wife and kids. Since Antonia had the miscarriage you've thrown yourself into work untill it time for Believe"Costa remarked. "And Antonia I've noticed you've bee n becoming distance with us and Criss. Drinking when it's like ten in the morning and sometimes ignoring the twins when they cry"Lynn said. Criss looked shocked when he heard that. "It's just so hard to forget what happened"I stated.

Lynn walked over to me. "I know I've gone through it myself before Dimi came into our lives". "You guys have been through so much in your lives that you're letting this miscarriage destroy your marriage you can't let it"JD stated. "Than what would you like us to do act like it didn't happen"Criss yelled out. "That's what you're doing right now Christopher if you want to jump this hurdle and start living again see a psychiatrist". "I don't need it JD we're fine"I replied. "Antonia Criss I thought we were too but we weren't so we talk to someone and he helped us enough that we got over that hurdle and had Dimi. I talked to the guys who help me and Lynn he sayes this guy is good" giving Criss a number. Criss looked at the number than at me. "All right". I walked over to Criss and gave him a hug.