10-03-2011, 11:10 PM
I slipped into the car next to her and wrapped my arm around her. With my other hand I smoothed away her tears and pulled her into my embrace.
"Shh, it's okay I pleaded."
She turned her back towards me and faced the window I backed off and sighed.
It was a mistake, I shouldn't have tried to kiss her. Obviously by the way she acted that was not what she wanted and I should have known better. The limo driver glanced at me through the mirror and I ushered him on to go.
Once we got back to the hotel she went to her hotel room and I went to mine. J.D. was sitting on the bed and just one look at him told me he knew something was up.
"You okay brother?"
"What's going on."
"She hates me."
"Told you it was a bad idea."
I sat down at the chair across from him and flopped my feet up.
"Dude, I tried to kiss her."
"I know, I know. And if I didn't before trust me I do now."
"Well what did she do?"
"She ran away."
I saw J.D. crack a smile. and I glared at him.
"Whatever i'm going to bed. The last thing I need right now is more drama."
"No, the last thing you need is another relationship."
I couldn't let him get that close to me again. Who knows what could happen. All I know is that all of the reasons would be bad.
I flipped through my scrapbook my friends made for me and laughed at all the memories. Whenever I was feeling down just looking at the pictures of us made me feel better.
I was scared I really was. But the fact is, I don't want to be scared anymore.