Wishing on a star

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EVERSINCE I WAS OLD ENOUGH TO REMEMBER I WOULD GO OUTSIDE AND WISH ON A STAR SOMETIME THEY WOULD COME TRUE AND SOMETIMES THEY WOULDN'T BUT THERE'S ONE WISH I KEEP WISHING FOR AND I HOPE THAT IT WILL COME TRUE

"Antonia!!!"My father yelled. I walked in and went over to my father. "Yes daddy"I replied. "Your Aunt Carol needs your help in the store go help her"he replied. I've worked in the family bakery since I was fifteen I've seen my father work in the front as a clerk like I am to running the place after my grandfather passed away. My father is known as a world famous baker he's done cakes for celebrities, for people in offices, and some special occiasion like an opening of a casino to a movie theater, but for me I wanted to do somehing diffeent with my life instead of being a baker or god forbid a baker's wife. "Antonia!!!". I sighed and went to the back. "Yea dad"I replied. "Help your Uncle Johnny with the cookies we're running low" he stated as he went upstairs to finish some cakes. As I putting on an apron my uncle notice the look I had. "All right Tony what's wrong?"he asked. "I'm just so bored here. Don't get me wrong I love working here but I want to go somewhere than New Jersery"I stated a I put some butter cookies in the oven.

"Why don't you go to New York on a day trip?". I smiled. "Thanks Uncle Johnny"I replied. That night as we were closing up I was throwing some trash out and looked up. There in the sky was a lonely star shining bright so I looked up at it and closed my eyes. STAR LIGHT STAR BRIGHT FIRST STAR THAT SHINES BRIGHT IN THE SKY. I WISH I COULD FIND THE MAN OF MY DREAMS. Then my father came out. "Come on Antonia I'd like to get home before two in the morning"he called out. ALSO CAN YOU MAKE MY FATHER LOSE HIS VOICE as I went in.

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Back in Vegas Criss was looking at skyline from Serenity when his mother came over. "Christopher what's wrong you don't seem like you're here mentally?"she asked. Criss turned around to look at his mom. "I'm lonely mom it seems every girl I meet either loses interest in me or uses me for my fame" he replied as Criss slumped in his chair. "You'll find that girl Christopher" his mother assured him. "It just bugs me that everyone in the family has someone, Costa has a girlfriend, JD has Lynn, and George I set him up with his girlfriend and I'm the one living in this big house all by myself with a cat to keep me company. I just want to find that someone to marry and have kids with I'll probably be in my sixties by the time that happens" Criss remarked and went outside as his mother just sat there wishing she could help him. "Christopher why don't you come back to New York with me for a couple of days" his mother requested. "Maybe I should just to get my head out of this funk" Criss replied and kissed his mom. Back in New Jersey I was getting ready to go on my day trip when my father knocked on the door.

"Antonia" he said. I opened the door. "Where are you going?" when my father saw that I wasn't dressed for the bakery. "I'm going to take a day trip to New York” I replied fixing my hair. "Honey you're going to have to reschedule that grandma is coming home from her trip to Greece and I need you to pick her up” he said. "Why can't Aunt Carol or Uncle Johnny pick her up why am I always the taxi cab"I asked a little pist. "Sorry honey I need your uncle and aunt at the bakery maybe tomorrow you can go into the city but I need your help today". After he left I threw my hairbrush and tears fell down my face. After I calmed down I went to the car when my phone rang. "Hello"I said. "Antonia it’s dad your grandmother's flight was diverted to JFK". "Thanks dad” I stated and hung up. Not the way I wanted my trip to New York to be I thought as I drove out of the drive way.

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Inside the airport Criss and his mother were coming off the plane. "How you feeling Christopher?"she inquired. "Still the same"he replied. I hate to see Christopher so depressed she thought as she watched Criss sign some autographes. "Dimitra!" A voice called out. Dimitra turned and saw a lady walking over to her with her luggage. "Wilma what are you doing here in New York?" giving her a hug. "My plane got diverted to New York instead of New Jeresy"she remarked. "Did you have fun in Greece?"Dimitra inquired. "Oh Dimi it was the best trip I've ever had. Oh my is that Christopher what is he doing in New York instead of working in Las Vegas?" she asked. "Christopher is down in the dumps because he can't find his true love like I had with John so I thought I'd bring him to New York to clear his mind"Dimitra remarked. "I've got an idea my grandaughter Antonia is picking me up why don't we set them up?" my grandmother suggested. "Why not it couldn't hurt" Dimitra replied smiling. Outside I was listening to the radio while waiting for my grandmother.

The phone rang and saw it was dad. "Yes dad-I know dad I'm waiting for her-don't blame me blame grandmom. Yes dad-bye dad" and hung up. I was ready to run my phone over with the car when I saw my grandmom with two other people. "Antonia my sweet angel how are you?" she asked giving me a kiss. "I'm good if dad wasn't after me to get you and me back to the bakery. Who are your friends?" I asked knowing full well who they were. "This my friend Dimitra and her son Christopher". "Nice to meet you" shaking their hands. "Nice to meet you Antonia"Criss stated smiling like an idiot. "Are we giving them a ride back to their home or hotel?"I asked smiling too. "Well I was thinking maybe you and Criss could go out and let me and Dimitra catch up"my grandmother suggested. "That would be nice but dad wants me back at the bakery like a half an hour ago"I replied.

"And I would like to unwind" Criss remarked. "Christopher you came here to relax and get your head together so why don't you do this for me" Dimitra said. "And Antonia I'll take care of your father just because he runs that bakery doesn't mean he can work you like a dog"my grandmother replied. "All right here take my phone so dad doesn't low jack me"I joked giving my grandmother my phone. "And give me your phone Christopher I don't want your brothers or someone on your crew calling you" holding out her hand. Criss smiled as he gave his phone to his mother. "Blackberry too"she added. Criss gave it to her as he sighed. "You two have fun and we'll see you back at the house let's say around six for dinner"my grandmother suggested. "All right you guys don't want a ride back?" I asked as we got in. "We'll catch a cab now go have fun"Dimitra replied. "Do you get the feeling we're being set up?"Criss asked putting on his seatbelt. "Yes"I replied with a giggling to my voice. After we left my grandmother and Criss's mom gave themselves a high-five.

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As we drove Criss was looking around when he saw something. "Do you mind stopping?"he asked. "No Criss" I replied. I went into a parking garage and when we came out Criss jogged out while I followed. I found Criss looking at a building. "What's this?"I asked. "It's the building I did my broadway show in god so much has changed since than"he replied as he turned at all the people that were walking around. Criss sighed as we walked with the people. "I know the feeling Criss I thought I'd be this married person living somewhere than in New Jersey but things change"I remarked. "I know but I've been thinking of the past where did I go wrong in my personal life that I feel like I'm never going to have what I want: a wife and kids to pass on my knowledge like my dad did"he replied. "Don't worry Criss you'll find that person you just got to believe"I stated. "Thanks" as Criss smiled. "You hungry my friend's restraunt is around the corner" I suggested. "Sure" and we walked. Back at the bakery my father kept calling my phone but it kept going to voice mail. "God why isn't she answering" as he slammed the phone down.

"Will you relax you got to trust Tony"my Uncle Johnny said. "I trust her but I don't trust my mother"he replied. "What you think your mother is going to set her up with someone". "Yes probably some guy that will break my daughter's heart in a million pieces"my father remarked. At the restraunt Criss and I were talking. "So Antonia tell me something about you?"Criss asked. "Nothing much I live in New Jersey with my dad. I work in the family bakery since I was fifteen"I replied. "You don't seem happy about it". "Don't get me wrong it's fun but I really don't want to spend my life there. I want to explore the world see different things but I feel like my dad is trying to keep me his little girl forever"I stated. "I think every family wants that for their kids" Criss remarked smiling. I smiled. "Hey Antonia"A voice called out. Coming over was my cousin with some of his friends. "What up Derek I'm surprise my dad doesn't have you at the bakery"I stated.

"It's one of the prizes you get when you're still in school who's your friend?" he asked. "Criss meet my cousin Derek"I stated as they shook hands. "I know you you're Criss Angel I saw your show Believe last week it was so cool"one of his friends said as Criss smiled. "Don't tell me you two are dating?". Criss looked at me as he blushed a little. "I have a feeling my grandmother had something to do with this come on guys" and they left as we both blushed.

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After lunch Criss and I walked around. "So Antoniadoes your mom she work at the bakery with your dad?"Criss asked. Tears started to fall down my face that Criss saw. "You all right if I hit a sour spot in your-". "No its not that I miss my mom I haven't seen or heard from her in a long time. She'ssick Criss" I stated wiping the tears away. "You mean mental". "Yea she's in a mental hospital well that's what my dad tells me for all I know my mom is dead or on the street somewhere"I replied. "Well I'm sorry that I said that". "It's not your fault Criss we should get going if we want to make it on time for dinner"I stated smiling. At the bakery my grandmother was picking up a cake when my father came over. "All right mom where's my daughter and what's with the stawrberry and chocolate cream cake"he inquired. "I'm having some people over for dinner and your daughter is out enjoying the day" she remarked. "Yea with a magician I got a call from Derek telling me he saw Antonia with some magician named Criss Angel".

"Listen Dennis you can't keep your daughter locked up she wants to get married and have a life beyond this bakery" she remarked and left. When we got to my grandmother's house Criss saw his mother's car. "Well my mom's here" as we got out. We walked in and Dimitra was sitting there. "Hey mom" giving her a kiss. "Hello" she remarked as we sat down. "Where's my grandmother?"I asked. "She wanted to get dessert" Dimitra replied. "You want a drink Criss?"I asked. "Yea" and I went into the kitchen as Criss and his mom talked. "So how was your day with Antonia?"she asked. "Good she's a great person and I may ask her out" he replied with a smile.

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The next day when I arrived at the bakery My Aunt Rosa saw the smile on my face. "Someone had a fun in New York" she remarked. "Yea I even met a nice guy" I replied. My aunts sat me down and gather around me. "What's his name?" My Aunt Carol asked. "Christopher"I stated. "Where did you meet him?". As I told them my father came over. "What are you guys doing". "What we're talking about Antonia's date with Christopher"My Aunt Carol remarked. "Well talk later Antonia my office". While I was in the office Criss walked in and looked at some of the cakes and other pastery in the cases. "Can I help you?" as Criss looked up. "I haven't decided yet but is Antonia here"he inquired smiling. "She's in with her father right now do you want to wait"she asked. "Sure and I'd like to get a cake that I had and they told me they got it here"Criss replied. "Do you remember what kind it was?"she asked. "I think it was Strawberry and Chocolate cream"Criss replied smiling. "I think we have one let me see" she remarked. In his office my dad was not happy with me that I disobeyed him which I didn't but he didn't want to hear it. When I came out I went outside and screamed which made some of the birds fly away.

"What's all the noise out here?"my Uncle Johnny asked coming out. "Sorry I just had to release some steam dad thinks I was disobeying him by spending the day in New York instead of helping out here"I stated. "Don't worry Tony your father thinks everyone shouldn't have a life and that this place should come first". "Thanks unc". "Also your aunt is looking for you there's a guy looking for you"he replied. I went in like a bullet and went to the corner and saw Criss. "Is that the guy you were with yesterday?"My Aunt Carol asked. I nodded as I blushed a little. "He's got to be greek" as I giggled. "Does he have any brothers that are single"My Aunt Rosa inquired as everyone snickered. I went over. "See anything you like?"I asked in his ear. Criss turned around with a smile. "For a second there I thought you were hiding from me"he remarked. I snickered as my aunt gave Criss a box. "Here you go Strawberry and Chocolate cream cake". Criss took out his wallet about to pay when I told my aunt I'd paid for it. "I'll put it on your tab" she remarked smiling. "Come on Criss let's go outside before everyone comes out and stares at us" I suggested and we went outside.

After we left my father came out looking for me. "Where did Antonia go?"he asked. "Relax Dennis that guy she met yesterday came and they went outside to talk for a minute"my aunt remarked. Outside Criss put the cake in his car. "So what are you doing here expect getting that cake". Criss smiled. "Well I was invited to the opening of a club in Soho so I ws wondering if you would like to go with me". "I don't know Criss I've never been to a club before I wouldn't know what to wear"I stated. "Don't worry whatever you got you'll look great so how about it". "All right I'll call you on where you can pick me up later"I replied. "All right". Criss put his hand on my face and kissed me. While inside my father saw the kiss and was ready to blow his top. Criss got into his car and left as I felt like I was floating. I turned around and saw my father. Oh boy I thought as I walked in. "What was that who was that guy?" he asked. "That's the guy grand mom set me up with and he's taking me to a club opening tonight"I remarked. "Oh no you're not my daughter isn't going out with a gigolo"he replied. "Dad he isn't a gigolo and you don't run my life dad I like this guy so I'm going" and went to the back.

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Before I knew it I was getting ready for my date with Criss I was so nervous I was shaking a little. "Will you stop shaking Antonia" my aunt remarked as she did my hair. "I can't help it I'm so nervous I mean I've never gone out with a guy like Criss before. I mean he's a god in the magic world" I replied. "Well just make sure he doesn't make you disappear your father will have a cow"my aunt joked which made me laugh. Downstairs my father was pacing. "Stop pacing Dennis she's going to be fine" my grandmother stated. "I just don't trust this guy he just rubs me the wrong way" he replied. "You've always been that way since she was old enough to date". I came down and everyone was speechless my father on the other hand didn't look happy. "You look beautiful Antonia"my grandmother said. "I don't know that skirt is a little short and tight"he replied. "Come on Dennis honey you look great". "So where are you meeting Criss?"my aunt asked. "At the bakery I'm not ready to bring him here"I replied. As my grandmother got her car my dad put something in my bag. "I'll see you later daddy" and gave him a kiss.

"Don't forget your purse baby"he stated and we left. At the bakery Criss was waiting for me when my uncle Johnny came out. "Hey Criss why don't you come in before your fans find you" my uncle remarked. "All right" and Criss went in. "Why don't you sit down" and Criss did. "Criss I've got to warn you Dennis is very overprotected of his daughter Antonia". "Yea I guess that when I kissed Antonia I thought he was going to blow his top or kill me"Criss stated. "Criss eversince Antonia's mother lost her mind Dennis has raised her and he think nobody is good enough for his daughter". Know that feeling Criss thought. "But I think when he gets to know you Dennis will see that you will be great for Antonia". Then a knock came to the door they turned and saw me and my grandmother waiting outside. "Thanks for the advice man" Criss remarked shaking his hand. "Oh Criss before I forget give these to Antonia" giving him a bouquet of Baby's breath and Forget me nots. "Thanks" and Criss went outside and gave me the flowers. "Oh Criss this is so sweet" and gave him a kiss.

"Thanks but do you have a tissue I need to wipe my nose"Criss asked. I gave the flowers to my grandmother as I went into my purse but I found a small bottle in my purse. "What is this?"I asked. When I pressed the button it sprayed right into Criss's eyes. Criss screamed in pain as my grandmother and my uncle ran over. "What is that?" My grandmother asked. "It's pepper spray why do you have pepper spray?". "It's not mine"I replied. "Come on Criss let's flush out your eyes" and we took Criss outside as my grandmother stood there a little ticked

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I was so embarrassed and pist at the same time. I knew my father put that stuff in my purse but I was embarrassed that I didn't know what pepper spray was. "How's Criss?"my grandmother asked. "Good thank god Uncle Johnny is a volunteer fire men"I remarked. "Yea but I can't believe your father did that and with out telling you"my grandmother replied. "That's dad for you,"I said. My uncle and Criss came out and Criss's eyes were red and puffy. "Oh Criss I am so so sorry I did that I can understand if you don't want to see me". "Antonia it isn't your fault that happened" Criss said. "He'll be all right if they start to burn again Criss just flush out your eyes again"my uncle stated. "Well I think our club date is on hold for now"Criss stated. "How about this Criss I know a great restaurant we can go to it's private and I know the chef there so how about it". "All right"Criss remarked smiling. "And I'll drive"I replied. We got into the car and left but my grandmother and uncle weren't too happy with my father.

When we got there Criss was impressed he heard of this restaurant but he knew that he had to wait untill December just to get a reservation even thou it was September. I knocked on the door and a guy in a suit and tie opened the door. "Antonia hello there"he said in a french accent. "Hey JP you got my table for me"I stated. "For you I'd kick Donald Trump out come on in". We walked in and Criss was impressed. "So tell me how did you get a reservation here" as JP sat us. "I was here delivering some pies when a man started choking so I did the humlick on him and saved his life. A few days later I found out it was the owner's father I saved and he told me that if I ever needed a table here he'd give it to me and dinner was on him"I replied. "Talk about good timing" as Criss wiped his eyes. JP came over and gave us some salads. "And for dinner the chef is making something special for you and your date". I smiled and so did Criss. "So tell me something you haven't all ready told me about yourself"he stated. "Well I knew who you were before your mother introduced her and you" I said chuckling a little. "I had a feeling you did I'd be surprise if someone didn't know me"Criss replied. We talked about anything and for some reason I felt like it was just me and Criss in the restaurant

The waiter came over with grilled halibut with purred carrots with a nice reduction sauce while he gave Criss lamb welton with a great sauce and some spinach. "Thank you"we said. "You're welcome" and he went back into the kitchen. "Would like a taste Antonia?"Criss asked. "Same with you?". "No I'm allergic to fish but for some reason not shell fish which is weird my mom said". "Well would you like a taste of the carrots instead?". Criss took a taste of the carrots while I took a taste of the lamb. "That's good what do you think of the carrots?". "Good"Criss replied. After dinner we went for a walk to work off dinner. "I got to say that was a good meal not what I had in mind"he said. "Don't worry Christopher I had fun tonight maybe we can do the club thing tomorrow"I stated. "I wish we could but I have to fly back to Las Vegas tomorrow". "I guess this might be the last time we'll see each other"I stated a bit disappointed. "We could always write this might be the digital era but I still write letters with a pen and paper"Criss remarked. "All right". We got to the car and I went back to the bakery where Criss left his car. We got out of the car and I gave Criss a hug. "I don't want to let go"I whispered. "Neither do I"Criss replied as tears fell down my face. After that Criss got into his car and left. I stood there with tears falling down my face wishing I was going back to Las Vegas with Criss.

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As Criss flew back to Las Vegas he couldn't stop thinking about me and I was the same. Back at the bakery I couldn't stop thinking of Criss and everyone could tell including my father. A few months passed and I had just finished reading Criss's last letter and he was begging for me to come to Las Vegas which made me crazy but dad wouldn't give me the time to go which made me want to kill him. When my uncle Johnny came out to throw away some trash he heard me crying. "Antonia,"he called out. I came out of hiding wiping away the tears. "What's wrong?". "Dad he won't let me go see Criss in Vegas and I really want to go to see my man"I remarked. "You really love this boy" as he wiped the tears away.

"He loves me more" showing him the last letter Criss wrote to me. "My Antonia these pass three months feel like years I miss seeing your smile. Our last talk on the phone made me want to pull you through the phone to see you. If I could I'd fly down there just to run my hand through your silky long hair or to feel your warm lips on mine. No doubt this boy is in love and need a cold shower to boot"my uncle said. "I just wish dad would lighten up I should get back to work" and went back inside. As I worked my uncle showed the letter to my grandmother. My grandmother couldn't believe this letter and got an idea. While my father went on a delivery I was cleaning up when my Uncle Johnny and my grandmother came in. "Antonia" she called out. "What's up grandmom you need some help with something downstairs?". "No sweetie you're going to Las Vegas to see your angel" she replied. "That's not funny grandmom I've been trying to get dad to give me the time off but he won't beside Criss said that he's going to try to come back to New York for his mom's birthday" I replied sweeping up.

"It's not a joke Tony we have a bag all packed for you and a ticket to Las Vegas"my uncle stated. I turned around as tears fell down my face. My grandmother walked over to me and hugged me. "That boy loves you as much as I loved your grandfather so don't let that Greek boy get away"sghe stated with a smile. "Come on before your father comes back"my uncle said. I put my apron on the table and we left. Back in Las Vegas Criss was writing me another letter when a knock came to the door. "Come in"he said licking the envelope. JD walked in. "You've got a bit of a problem your alarm at Serenity is going off" JD stated. "Hammie probably set it off again I'll be back" and left. JD took out his phone and dialed a number. "It's all set mom he's on his way". When Criss got to Serenity he saw all the lights were off but he saw candles lights. He opened the door and when Criss walked in he saw a trail of roses heading to the living room.

Criss followed the roses and saw the fire place was glowing bright with a picnic of fruits and a bottle of wine. "Christopher"a voice said. Criss looked up and saw me standing there in a red dress that had a slit down the side with my hair up and wearing lip sticks that matched the dress. "An-An-Antonia"he stuttered looking like his mouth was on the floor. "Surprise"I remarked smiling. Criss went over to me and was about to kiss me but stopped. "Hold on"he stated and went to his stereo. He put a CD on and SAVAGE GARDEN I KNEW I LOVED YOU started to play.



There's just no rhyme or reason
Only this sense of completion
And in your eyes
I see the missing pieces
I'm searching for
I think i've found my best friend

"I heard this on the radio the day I left New York and every time I hear it you pop into my mind" he replied walking over to me. Criss put his hands on my face and kissed me. I felt like I was floating as Criss and I kissed.

I knew i loved you before i met you
I think i dreamed you into life
I knew i loved you before i met you
I have been waiting all my life

After we finished kissing we sat down and had our picnic than after that we went outside and we dance in the moonlight. "You're like an angel to me Antonia if I was betting man you'd be my lucky charm"Criss stated. I smiled as I looked into Criss's eyes. "I feel like I found the man I meant to be with" and Criss kissed me one more time. As we kissed Criss took my hair down so I took off Criss's shirt. Criss chuckled as we walked to the bedroom.

A thousand angels dance around you
I am complete now that i've found you

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When I opened my eyes I could feel the sun on my back but I could also feel my arm on Criss's chest as he was breathing. I put my head to his chest to hear his heart beating. It was the most romatic night I have ever had in my entire life. Then I felt Criss's fingers on my back going up and down. "Don't do that it sends shivers down my back"I stated removing his hand. Criss chuckled as he lookd at me just laying there. "Last night was magical Antonia"he said. "Yea it was Criss I didn't want it to end"I replied as Criss and I kissed. "Let's not" as Criss threw the covers over our heads. I giggled as I started to kiss Criss's neck. "CHRISTOPHER" a spanish voice yelled out. "Was that you?"Criss asked. "No" I replied as I pulled the blanket back. All of a sudden I saw two guys standing infront of the door. I screamed as I grabbed the blanket to cover my front. "Sorry" one of them said and shut the door. "Excuse me those two are going to be two former employees just relax Antonia I'll be back" as Criss put on his robe. Outside Doug and Ayala were sitting in chairs as Criss came out. "Are you two insane or just dieing to get fired" Criss asked shutting the door behind him. "We didn't know you had company" Ayala replied.

"What are you guys doing here anyway I rescheduled everything I have to do today". "You forgot you have the savenger hunt at the Believe store today" Doug remarked. "JD is taking care of that so get out before you're on the unemployment line!!"Criss replied ready to kill them. "And please tell your lovely woman we're sorry" and they ran out. Criss walked backed in and heard the shower running. He walked into the bathroom leaving his bathrobe on the floor in the bedroom. At The Luxor JD was doing the scavenger hunt when Doug and Ayala walked in. "Where have you guys been?"he asked. "We went to get Criss and found out he had some company that we walked into" Doug put lightly. "I swear you two are going to end being cut in half by Criss why don't you make sure everything in Believe is ready for tonight" and they left. Back at Serenity Criss made me breakfast and brought it outside to me. "Here we go" as he sat down. "This is wonderful Criss and your house is beautiful it lives up to the name Serenity"I replied. "Maybe after breakfast I'll take you on a tour of Las Vegas and tonight you can see me do Believe". "I can't wait to see it Criss" and gave him a kiss.

That night I came to see Believe and I felt like a kid in a candy store waiting for it. "Antonia" a voice called out. I turned around and saw Dimitra. "Dimitra nice to see you again" giving her a kiss. "Was Christopher surprise to see you at Serenity". "Yea I have to thank you again for helping me with it" I replied. "It's no trouble I could tell Christopher loves you I even heard him say he'd give up magic for you that's something most ladies have never done". I blushed. "Well enjoy the show and I'll see you later". Dimitra left as JD walked over. "Is that Antonia over there wow she's beautiful no wonder Criss rescheduled everything today" JD remarked. Dimitra just smiled as I walked into the theater.

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After Believe Criss took me to a club and my mouth fell to the floor. "You in shock" he asked. "You bet your sweet greek behind I am" I replied smiling. "Now let's see if you've got the moves"he stated. Criss took me out to the floor as the DJ started to play Show me how you Burlseque. I let the song move me annd Criss loved it. Some of the stuff I did my father would die if he saw me doing it but I think Criss enjoyed seeing my bad side which I didn't know I had. After the song ended Criss and I sat down. "Wow I didn't know you had a bad side"he stated. "I didn't know I had one either"I remarked smiling. As the night went on I was enjoying myself and I didn't want it to end. Back in New Jeresy Uncle Johnny was doing his work when my Aunt Carol came in with her phone. "Johnny you have to see this I found this on You Tube" and showed Johnny. "Is that Antonia wow don't let Dennis see that he'll blow his top"he said. "Look right there isn't that the guy who was in here a few months ago" pointing to Criss.

"That's Antonia's man Criss Angel"Johnny remarked. "Dam I should go to Greece to find a man"she replied as Johnny laughed. "What's so funny in here"Dennis asked coming in. "Nothing"Carol remarked. Then my uncle saw the phone and heard the music. He grabbed the phone and saw the video. "Is that my Antonia dancing like that"he asked shoked. "Come on Dennis she's doing some living"Johnny replied. "I knew I should of gone to Las Vegas to get her" and left angry. The next morning Criss took me shopping. "Criss you don't have to do this"I remarked. "Consider it a make over you need it. I want to bring out that girl who was at that club but with a little of that girl I fell for" as he kissed me. The shopping was awesome I even got some outfits which made Criss fall to the floor I even got my hair cut short down to my shoulder. Back at The Luxor JD, Costa, and Dimitra were waiting for us. "Where is Criss and his new girl".

"Come on Costa I've seen her and she's beautiful"JD remarked. "Probably another playmate"Costa said. Outside we pulled up in Criss's Viper Criss threw the keys to the valet and we went in. "I hope your brothers like me"I said a little nervous. "Don't worry if my mom loves you I've got what I wanted" he replied and kissed me.

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We got to the restaurant and his family was waiting for us. "I see you guys finally got here" JD remarked. "Guys this is Antonia the girl I met in New York" Criss replied. "Some people call my Tony if that's easy"I stated. The guys said nothing as they walked in. "Did I say something wrong?" I asked Criss walking in. "No my brothers are very protective of me sometimes they think that the girls I date are after one thing: FAME" Criss replied. "That's not me Christopher" and gave him a kiss. "Do I need to get the fire hose on you guys" JD stated. We sat down and started talking. "So Antonia where did Criss find you The playboy mansion"Costa asked. "Costa" Dimitra remarked. "Exactually we met at the ariport my grandmother and Dimitra are friends" I replied. "So you work at the airport?"Costa inquired. "Exactually she's works at a bakery in New Jersey"Criss replied. "Are you sure?"Costa inquired.

"Would I lie to you?"Criss asked as his brother rolled their eyes. "Why don't we order I'm straving" Dimitra suggested. After we ordered I went to the bathroom. "So Criss honestly where did you find a woman like that at The Burlesque review"Costa inquired. "You two really need to have your minds cleaned out" Criss remarked. "Well I still don't trust her"JD stated. "Please you never trust anyone that I dated. I'm surprise you haven't done a background check on her"Criss replied. "Come on Criss we're just looking out for you" JD admitted. "You guys remind me so much of Antonia's father he's the same way. If it was up to her father she'd still be at that bakery watching her life pass her by. Just give her a chance all right"Criss stated. "Please Criss you have a gut instict well I have a hussy instict and it's going off" Costa remarked. Criss got up making his chair fall to the ground. "You guys are wrong about Antonia she makes me feel like a real person not someone who's looking for her fifteen minuites of fame"Criss said a tad ticked off at his brothers. "Bull :mad: Criss she's using you every woman who you've been with since you became a hot item have used you but you were too blind to see it".

"You're wrong JD Antonia isn't like that"Criss replied. "Please Criss JD's right she's a drug to you and you're addicted to her"Costa remarked. "No you're wrong guys she makes me feel like I could give up magic and she wouldn't care" Criss stated. "Bull :mad: if you gave up magic she'd be out the door faster than Joanne was!!!"JD repliedstanding infront of him. I came out just as I saw Criss hit JD. "Christopher!!" Dimitra declared in shock. Criss just stood there when he turned and saw me . Criss looked down at his brother and his mother than left with out looking back. "Christopher wait!!"I called out going after him.

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Hey, you made it on here! Now, let's get some more people on this thread and get it going!

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Thanks Vertias god this is a pain. Now that I think of it I should of gone with the three pagers instead of the thirteen pager

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I ran after him and grabbed his arm. Criss turned to me. "Criss what's wrong why did you do that?" as we sat down. "I just had enough of them saying those things and I just lost my temper. I just never thought my brothers would act like that" he said. "They don't believe I really love you or you don't love me,". Criss nodded. "Maybe I should show them those love letters you wrote to me. If you didn't write those letters my uncle and grandmother wouldn't of sent me here to you," I replied smiling at Criss. For once I saw Criss smile . "Come on let's go home maybe we can pick up a pizza or Chinese"I suggested. We both got up and left. The next day I woke up to find Criss had left to go to work but he told me that I had the run of the house until he came home. At work Criss was in his office when a knock came to the door. "Come in" and George came in. "I heard dinner with the new girlfriend didn't go well"he stated. Criss sat back in his chair. "I know JD's looking out for me but it's different with Antonia she brings out parts of me that I turned off when Joanne divorced me". "Or when Holly left you," George added. "Maybe you should your brothers those love letters you wrote to Antonia those were gold. You knew how to write from your heart Christopher".

"George when I left New York I felt like I just lost the most valuable thing in the world and I was never going to see it again". "Like a lost treasure” George said. "George I would give up anything for her even magic if it meant keeping her near me” Criss replied smiling. "Criss you're love sick and she's the cure for your illness" and George left. That afternoon I went for a walk and saw they were having a food and wine expo. I got an idea and called Criss. At the office Criss heard his phone ringing and grabbed it. "Hello" he stated. "Hey baby I was wondering when's your next day off from Believe?". "Not until Sunday but Felix called to inform me he has to shut down it seems someone brought bed bugs to The Luxor” he said. "Well they're having a food and wine expo tonight and I was thinking maybe you and I could go to it” I suggested. “Sure that sounds great I’ll see you at home” and hung up. When I got back to the house Dimitra had just pulled up. “Dimitra what are you doing here Criss is at his office” I stated. “I thought I’d come and find out how you were after what happened last night” she replied as we walked in. “I talked to Criss and he told me that he lost his temper with what they were saying and I can understand that they’re just looking after Criss” I reamrked getting Dimitra something to drink. “I just hate it when they fight”.

“Show me a mother that doesn’t like their kids fighting” I replied giving her something to drink. “So what are you and Criss doing tonight since he doesn’t have to do Believe tonight?” Dimitra inquired smiling. “We’re going to a food and wine expo at The MGM Grand” I replied. “Aren’t you nervous that they might of invited your father?”she asked. “Honestly Dimitra I really don’t care if my father sees me with Criss” I stated. “Maybe that’s why my son loves you so much” which made me smile.

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One thing Dimitra was right about my father was there with my uncle Johnny. As they set up my father was mumbling under his breath. "I hate when you do that" he said. "I'm just hoping Antonia comes than I can have a talk with her and make her see that she needs to come back to where she belongs"my father stated. "Come on Dennis you know that's not true besides she'll come back when she wants to". "That guy is probably brain washing her into staying here. When I get my hands on that guy he's going to wish he never met my daughter" he replied. At the house I was fixing my hair when Criss came in. "Antonia you here"he called out. I came down with my hair in curlers. "I see we're going for the the fifties look"he joked. I went over to him and kissed him.

"Very funny Christopher why don't you change your clothing we're going to be leaving an a hour"I stated. "All right" and jogged upstairs. When we got to the expo there was a guy sitting at a table with different color arm bands. "Two please" Criss said. "All right any of you have allergies like milk, peanuts, soy, fish". "Fish" Criss remarked. They put a blue band on Criss's wrist. "This will tell our chefs that you have a fish allergy. Enjoy"the guy stated and we went in. "That's a good idea for people with food allergies" I replied. We both grabbed some wine and sat at a table. I looked around but didn't see my father. "So where do you want to start Criss?" I asked as he looked around. "How about appertizers?" Criss suggested. "All right". While we were in one area my uncle was getting some stuff from the back room when he saw Criss. "Hey Christopher" my uncle called out. Criss walked over. "Johnny how are you?" shaking his hand. "Good I almost didn't recognize you with out the puffy eyes" he joked.

"Yea so I guess Antonia's father is here"Criss asked. "Yea speaking of her where is she?" looking around. "She saw one of the booth is offering some tuna tar tar so she went to get some"he stated. "And by the blue wrist band you've got a fish allergy". "Yea"Criss replied. "Well I'll see you later" and he left as I came back. "So where do you want to try next?"I inquired. "How about some wine tasting" Criss suggested. "All right" and we went over to the wine.

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After some wine we decided to go over to the dessert. "Wow this section smells like heaven"Criss replied. "Yea it does". We went over to a booth that had canollis. "Not bad I love the chocolate chips"I remarked as Criss and I shared one. At their booth my uncle was slicing when he saw Criss and me. "Wow!!" My uncle muttered when he saw us together. "What are you wowing about?"My father inquired coming over. "Nothing" he said. My father looked up and saw us giggling. "Those two kids right there are very much in love" Dennis said. "Yea". "Wait a minute that's Antonia!!!"my father declared. "How do you know she doesn't look like her?" my uncle inquired. "The ring that's on her finger I gave her that for her birthday but that doesn't look like my daughter"he replied. As Criss and I tried a key lime pie I put a bit of whip cream on Criss's nose. "Antonia" Criss stated as I laughed. Then Criss did the same thing to me which made us both laugh. I wiped the cream off of Criss's nose and he did the same with mine. My father looked ready to blow his top when he saw the wrist band on Criss. "Dennis what do you have up your sleeve?" when my uncle saw my father's face.

"I got an idea where's that caviar" he inquired grabbing it. "Dennis are you crazy you'll kill him!"Johnny remarked. "He'll probably just get a rash or a belly ache". He waited untill I left and my father went over to Criss. "Here you go fresh from my booth" giving Criss the plate. "Thanks"Criss replied. My father went back to the booth as I came back. "What's this Criss?". "I don't know but it taster pretty-". All of a sudden Criss started to cough. "Criss you all right?". Criss started to cough harder so I sat him down. "H-hard to b-b-reath" he said gasping. I took a bite of the dessert. "Oh my god that's caviar you eat" as someone walked over. "Is your friend all right?". "No he must of picked up the wrong dish he eat caviar and he's allergic to fish"I replied. They brought over some oxgyen and the paramedics came to check on Criss. As they loaded him up I looked and saw my father with his arm folded and he had a devilish look to him. I walked over. "YOU :mad: you gave him caviar on purpose"I yelled at him. "He deserved it now I want you to get your stuff because you're coming home tonight with me". "No dad I'm not leaving him I love him and he loves me" I replied with force in my voice. "Oh please he doesn't love you"my father stated.

"Dennis why don't you shut up and listen to your daughter"my uncle said. I saw a whole silk cream pie and picked it up. "This is for Criss dad" and threw the pie in his face. I grabbed my purse and Criss's coat and left. At the hospital I was sitting in Criss's room as he slept when my uncle walked in. "Mind if I come in" he asked. "Sure" and sat next to me. "How is he?" my uncle asked. "Good they gave some epinephrine before it got worse. They're keeping him overnight for observation I can't believe dad did that to him"I replied. "I told your father not do that to him I should of stopped him I feel like its my fault he's here"my uncle stated. "It's all right I don't blame you just my dad who's a pain in the butt". "Well tell Criss I hope he feels better and I'll see you later" he stated. I gave my uncle a kiss and he left.

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The next day I was so angry at my father I was ready to kill him but I decided to calm myself. I knew my father loves me but he has such a weird way of showing it I thought. "Anybody here"A voice called out. I came out and saw Costa. "Hey Costa"I stated. "Where's Criss he didn't show up did he sleep in" he asked looking around. "Didn't you hear Criss is in the hospital he accidently eat cavair last night" I replied. "I don't want to sound like an idiot but what's cavair?"Costa inquired. "Fish eggs and with Criss's allergry it was a bad combo" I replied. "Really well thanks for the info" and left. After he closed the door Costa called JD. "We've got a problem and it's that girl I think she tried to kill Criss last night"he stated. At the hospital Criss was getting ready to be released as JD came in. "I wish you told us where you were I just sent Costa to your house" he stated as Criss put on his shirt. "Sorry it happened so fast" Criss replied.

"Criss did Antonia give you that plate of cavair?"JD asked. Criss stood up "What you think she's trying to kill me?,"Criss inquired. JD said nothing but Criss could tell by his face that he thought that. "JD she didn't try to kill me she knows I'm allergic to fish it was an accident" Criss remarked. "Well I think you should send her back before you end up in the morgue"JD replied. "Let's just go all right" and they left. Back at the house I cleaning up a mess I made when I heard the door open. "Christopher," I called out as I went to the door. The door opened and Costa came in. "Hey Criss isn't back yet" surprised to see him. "I know JD got him but I wanted to talk to you"Costa stated. "About what"I asked folding up a blanket. "JD and I think you should go home and forget about Criss". I turned around. "Shouldn't that be Criss's choice since this is his house"I remarked looking at Costa. "Antonia Criss is love sick but JD and I see what you're trying to do". "Excuse me you think I'm a gold digger that's bull :mad: Costa I told you how I met Criss" I said. "Since you got here you've wrapped Criss around your pinky and I can't let that happen" Costa replied. "Costa I don't know what you and JD have in your minds but I'm not that kind of person"I remarked.

"And you tried to kill him by giving him cavair"he replied. I was ready to slap Costa for that comment "Wait a dam minute I didn't give him fish eggs it was an accident I took Criss to a food and wine expo at the MGM and one of the dishes had fish egss in it I guess they didn't see the band on Criss's wrist-"I tried to explain. "You know what I've had enough of this bull :mad: I want you out of my brother's house or I'll get the police and have you removed"Costa ordered and left. When JD and Criss got to Serenity Criss saw a taxi was there with my luggage outside. Criss got out of the car and ran into the house and saw me coming down the stairs. "Antonia w-w-hat's going on?"he asked confused. "I really didn't want you to find out this way I'm going home"I replied not looking at Criss. "But why I don't blame you for what happened"Criss stated. "It's just your brothers don't like me and Costa ordered me to leave your house or he'll get the police to do it"I stated as tears were falling down my face. "Antonia don't let what my brothers sayes get to you. I love you" Criss remarked.

"Criss I can't be with you if your brothers don't think I'm right for you. Just remember what we had Christopher" and I kissed him. "Please Antonia don't go" Criss pleaded as tears fell down his face. "I'll always keep those letters near my heart. Goodbye Christopher"I replied. I walked out and got into the cab. JD closed the door as the taxi left. Good bye to bad news JD walked in and found Criss on the stairs with his hands over his face. Criss lifted up his face as tears came down his face. In the taxi I started to cry as well.

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Two months had gone by since I left and I hadn't heard one thing from Criss not even a letter. Inside I was helping my uncle with some pastries when I started to feel tired. "You all right Antonia?" he asked. "Yea I'm just tired"I remarked rubbing my eyes. "Why don't you get some air"he suggested. I went outside as my grandmother walked in. "Where's Antonia her father needs her"she said. "She's outside getting some air I think there's something wrong with her she looks awful and she's like erxhausted all the time. I think her father is running her hard Dennis needs to lay off her"my uncle expressed. My grandmother walked outside to see me just standing there. "Antonia" she said. I turned around and looked at her. "Your uncle is telling me you're under the weather" she said. "It's nothing grandmom just working hard"I remarked. My grandmother moved a piece of my hair away from my eyes. "Honey you know you can tell me anything no matter what your father has done or will do"she stated. "I'm pregnant"I replied with tears falling down my face. "Than why do you look so unhappy?"she asked.

"Dad wants me to give up the baby when he or she is born and I don't want to but he swear he'll kick me out and make sure nobody helps me with the baby"I replied . My grandmother looked ready to kill my father. "Does the father know?" she asked. "A few days ago I found out Criss was in town so I decided to go talk to him but when I saw him he was with another woman they were even looking at rings at Tiffany's. I just left before he saw me" as I wiped the tears away. My grandmother gave me a hug as I cried. "Honey I think you need to tell Christopher about this baby. Even thou he's with someone else he needs to step up"my grandmother suggested. "Thanks grandmom" and went back. When I got home I wrote Criss a letter and sent it. When it arrived thou JD or Costa took it and hid it from Criss. After not hearing from Criss for a few months I decided to talk to his mom. At a cafe I was having a drink when Dimitra and my grandmother came over. "Antonia how nice to see you again" she remarked. "Hi Dimitra I'm glad you came"I stated as they sat down. "Your grandmother sayes it's about Christopher. Did he do something to you" she asked.

"No it's not like that Dimitra I found out five months ago I'm pregnant and it's Criss's" I remarked. "Does Christopher know?" she asked surprised to be hearing this from me not Christopher. "I've written to him but I've gotten no replies but I thought someone in his family should know considering-". "Considering what?" she asked. "Her father is making her give the baby up for adoption" my grandmother stated. "I just don't get it why he hasn't sent me a letter back or called me about the baby" as tears fell down my face. "If you want to Antonia I'll find out why Christopher hasn't responded" Dimitra suggested. "Dimitra you don't have to do it I guess Christopher isn't ready to be a father but I'll still put his name on the birth certificate" I replied wiping the tears away. "Why don't I get you home before you father has a nutty"my grandmother suggested. We all got up and Dimitra just stood there in shock as we walked off.

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Back at office Criss was working with George. "So I heard you went back to New York why didn't you go see Antonia?"he inquired. "I couldn't force myself to go see her believe me I wanted to but I just couldn't" Criss replied. "Dam it Criss can you get me a pen out of JD's desk I always get a pen that dries out"George stated. Criss went into JD's desk and grabbed a pen but he saw something that was addressed to him. "What is it Criss?" George asked as Criss took them out. "They're letters addressed to me but why are they in JD's desk for?" Criss inquired. George got up and saw the return addresses on them. "They're from Antonia"George replied. Criss sat down and opened one of the letters.


Christopher,

Why haven't you answered my letters?? I keep waiting to hear what you think of what I wrote you. You always told me you sometimes wished that you found the right someone to have a family with. It hurts me that you don't even care enough to send me a letter or call me to tell me how you feel about becoming a father (Criss nearly fell out of the chair when he read that part). I've told your mom about the baby she seemed shocked that you never wrote back or told her about the baby. I really want to keep our child but I'm being forced to give him or her up by my father. I won't denine you're this child's father so when it's born your name will be on his birth certificate.

I love you Criss and always will
ANTONIA

"Oh my god!!!"Criss muttered putting down the letter. "What is it Criss?" George inquired. Criss was speechless but also very angry at his brothers for hiding these letters from him. Criss got up, put the letters in his coat and left leaving George in utter confusion Criss went to Serenity and was packing a bag when his phone rang. He looked and saw it was JD but he let go to voice mail. I can't believe they did this. I knew that they didn't like her but why hide these letters from me Criss thought. "Christopher!!"a voice called out. Criss came down and saw his mother standing there . "Mom what are you doing here?". "I need to speak with you about Antonia"she remarked. "Mom I know about the baby and what her father is pushing her to do"he replied. "But why didn't you write back to her Christopher?" she asked Criss sat down on the stairs. "Because JD and Costa hid the letters from me. I just found them in JD's desk. I'm just so angry at them for doing this they were the reason Antonia left that day"Criss stated trying to keep his temper at bay. "She left because of JD and Costa" Dimitra replied shocked that her sons would do this.

"Costa came over while I was at The Luxor he told Antonia that if she didn't leave that he'd bring the cops and have her arrested. When I got home and saw Antonia with her luggage I told her not go but she told me what Costa said. When I saw her leave I felt like a piece of my heart was ripped out and I was never going to get it back"Criss replied. "I think you should go back and see Antonia before that baby comes" Dimitra suggested. "Believe me I am" and Criss went upstairs to get his bag. At the bakery my father wanted me to meet with a adoption lady to place the baby with a couple, but I wasn't going to. "Antonia Marisol you are giving that child up or you are out of my house!!" my father ordered me. "Dad that's unfair you are putting me behind the eight ball you know I want to keep this baby" I stated standing my ground. "And you think the father is going to help he's never coming back to help you with this child!!" he declared. My grandmother and my uncle decided to get involved in the conversion.

"Dennis why are you being so mean to your only child. This child's impending arrival should be a happy occassion"my grandmother stated. "No it isn't my daughter isn't having a baby out of wedlock like some trailer trash hussy. She is giving that baby up and that's that" My father replied. "Or you're going to throw her out just because she wants to be a mother to that child"my uncle said feeling ready to punch my father. "Listen I took it upon myself when her mother went insane to raise her. Hell I came close to giving her up but I didn't and it was hard. I don't want my daughter to go through that pain I went through". "But I won't dad I've got my uncle and aunts to help me and I know that Criss's mom will love to see her new grandchild" I butted in. "Please the player probably doesn't give a flying canolli about this child that's why he hasn't been here to even acknowledge he is the father of this baby ".

As everyonre argued I felt a pain in my stomach and something coming down my leg. "Oh god!!" I declared. My grandmother turned around and saw a small puddle of blood on the floor. "Finally my prays have been answered"my father stated as my grandmother sat next to me. "Hey shut up Dennis this is serious!!!" my uncle yelled as my father stood and watched. "Grandma I'm scared" as tears rolled down my face. "It's going to be all right your baby probably wants to come out and give your father a swift kick in the head" my grandmother remarked looking at my father with evil eyes. "I'll go get the car" my uncle stated and left pushing my father to the side. Outside Criss had just pulled up as my uncle was going back in to get me and my grandmother. "JOHNNY!!!" Criss yelled out "Criss no time to explain just follow me we have to bring Anotina to the hospital!!"he yelled. Criss pulled behind as I came out. When I saw Criss I didn't feel as scared as I was before.

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As we drove to the hospital my stomach started to hurt more and I was afraid I was losing the baby. "Just hold on Antonia we're almost there"My uncle declared running every red light in town. My grandmother held my hand. "Just hold sweetie"my grandma whispered. "I swear Antonia if I get a ticket I'm making your father pay it"My uncle remarked which made me feel a little better. In his car Criss was following us like white on rice. He kept asking his father to watch over me and our unborn child again and again. We all got to the hospital and Criss parked his car and ran over as my grandmother helped me out. Criss came over and just picked me up. "It's going to be all right Antonia I'm here" he whispered. I put my arms around Criss's neck and just put my head against his chest listening to his heart pound in fear for me and our baby. As the doctor looked me over my uncle and grandmother sat in the waiting room with Criss.

"I betch you her father is to blame for this probably stressing her out to the point this happened" my uncle stated pacing. "Johnny it could be any reason this happened" my grandmother remarked. "I was ready to hit him when he saw the puddle of blood and said my prayes have been answered god he makes me so angry" as my uncle sat down. "But I'm glad you finally came Christopher" my grandmother stated sitting next to Criss. Criss smiled at my grandmother. "But I have to know why it took you this long to reply to Antonia's letters" my uncle asked sitting down. "Blame it on my brothers they weren't happy with Antonia and they hid the letters she sent from me. I just found them a couple of hours ago in my brother's desk when I went to get a pen for my cousin. I read that last letter and read that she was pregnant I nearly fell to the floor in shock"Criss replied. "Your brothers sound like her father" my grandmother stated as my uncle chuckled. "After I read that letter I knew I had to see her that's why I came here to talk to Antonia and explain what happened" Criss replied. "I just hope that she's going to be all right and that baby" my grandmother said. "I remember a poem my sister in law once read when her daughter was born" Criss remembered. "Why don't you say it Criss might help Antonia".

Precious one,
So small,
So sweet
Dancing in
on angel feet
Straight from Heaven's
brightest star
What a miracle
you are


"That's beautiful" my grandmother replied wiping a tear away. "Yea I just hope the man upstairs heard it"my uncle said. Time went by and still no word from the doctor which everyone thinking the worest. Then Criss started to say something in Greek. "Christopher are you saying?"my grandmother asked courious. "It's a pray my grandmother taught me in Greek. I said it a lot when my dad was diagnosed with cancer"Criss replied getting up. "I think since we've been praying wouldn't mind hearing one in Greek"My uncle stated. Everyone bowed their heads as Criss said the pray:

Υπόλοιπο αγγέλων Μαΐου εκτός από την πόρτα σας, Μάιος εσείς ακούει οι φωνές ότι τους τραγουδούν. Μάιος εσείς αισθάνεται την προσοχή αγάπης τους για σας, Μάιος που ακούτε το δαχτυλίδι κουδουνιών ειρήνης τους. Οι άγγελοι Μαΐου φροντίζουν πάντα για σας, Και να μην σας αφήσει να σκοντάψετε και να πέσετε, Μάιος σας αφορούν επάνω angel' φτερά του s, Μάιος σας κρατούν ψηλοί. Μάιος ψιθυρίζουν τη φρόνηση στο αυτί σας, Μάιος σας αγγίζουν όταν χρειάζεστε, Μάιος αφαιρούν από σας κάθε ίχνος φόβου, Μάιος που σας κρατούν από το αίσθημα της πλεονεξίας. Μάιος σας γεμίζουν με την παρουσία τους, Μάιος σας παρουσιάζουν αγάπη ανεξιστόρητη, Μάιος στέκονται πάντα εκτός από σας Και σας καταστήστε πάντα τολμηρούς. Μάιος σας διδάσκουν τι πρέπει να ξέρετε για τη ζωή εδώ και κατωτέρω. Μάιος σας γεμίζουν πάντα με την αγάπη τους και σας δίνουν το δώρο του γέλιου

In English:

May angels rest beside your door,
May you hear their voices sing.
May you feel their loving care for you,
May you hear their peace bells ring.
May angels always care for you,
And not let you trip and fall,
May they bear you up on angel's wings,
May they keep you standing tall.
May they whisper wisdom in your ear,
May they touch you when you need,
May they remove from you each trace of fear,
May they keep you from feeling greed.
May they fill you with their presence,
May they show you love untold,
May they always stand beside you
And make you ever bold.
May they teach you what you need to know
About life here and here-after.
May they fill you always with their love
And give you the gift of laughter

"That was beautiful Christopher I'll have to ask your mother what it means in English" my grandmother remarked wiping some tears away. A nurse came over to where they were all sitting. Everyone stood up like soliders. "Are you with Antonia?"the nurse asked. "Yes how is she?"Criss asked. "She and her child will be all right we're going to keep her overnight and than she can go home". "Can I see her?" Criss asked. "He's the father"my uncle stated. The nurse took Criss to me as my uncle and grandmother hugged as tears rolled their face.

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The nurse brought Criss to my room where I laying there asleep. "Don't stay too long she needs her rest"the nurse stated. Criss walked in quietly and sat on the foot of the bed. Criss turned and heard the baby's heart rate. "The baby has a strong heart like his father". Criss turned and saw I was awake. Criss smiled and so did I. "Antonia I'm so sorry for not responding to your letter my brothers hid them from me. I knew how they felt but what they did was wrong. I read what you wrote and I'm not going to be like that I won't flake on you or my responsibility toward this baby" he stated with some tears falling down. "I knew you wouldn't Christopher even with your new girlfriend" I remarked. "Girlfriend I haven't dated anyone since you"Criss said surprised. "But I saw you in New York with a girl and you went into Tiffany's with her" I explained. Criss took out his wallet and showed me a picture. "Is this the person you saw me with?"he asked. "Yes that's her"I replied as Criss put the picture back in his wallet.

"That's my sister in law Lynn" he remarked with a smile. I must of blushed five shades of red as we both giggled. Criss got up and gave me a kiss. "I'm going to let you rest and I'll see you tomorrow"he stated and kissed my forehead one last time before he left. At the hotel Criss was getting ready for bed and decided to check his phone. He saw his mother called ten times while he still hadn't returned his brother's call. He decided to call his mom first than deal with JD later. At Serenity Dimitra had fallen asleep on the couch when she heard the phone ring she woke up and picked it up. "Christopher"she said rubbing her eyes. "Did I wake you mom?" Criss asked. "It's all right I've been waiting for your call is everything all right with Antonia and her baby". "For now it was touch and go but she and the baby are all right"he stated. "Your brothers are wondering where you went and why you cancelled Believe tonight"she replied. "I'll deal with them later mom I'm too tired and too pist off at them right now"Criss replied sliding into bed. "If you would like I'll give them my two cents about it"she offered. "Let me sleep on it. Why don't you go upstairs to my room and sleep there I'll call you in the moring"Criss said. "All right good-night Christopher". "Good night mom" and hung up.

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The next day Criss came to the hospital to see me. "Hey Criss"I remarked while I sat in a chair. "How our baby?" he asked walking over. "The baby is doing good the doctor sayes that the baby is very active"I replied smiling. "Do you want to know what we're having?" he inquired. "No I really love surprises"I replied. "So do I" he said and gave me a kiss. "Now that's sweet" standing there was my grandmother. Criss blushed a little as I was getting up. "Please sit down sweetie" she remarked. "Unless you can go to the bathroom for me grandmom I have to" as I went to the bathroom. Criss and my grandmother sat down. "So Christopher what are you and Antonia going to do about the baby" she asked. "I don't know yet I have to deal with my brothers first" Criss stated. "And I'm going to deal with her father too". I came out as I looked at Criss and my grandmother talking.

"Now that's the smile I love to see"my grandmother said. "Thanks grandmom have you talked to dad yet"I asked. "Why don't you sit back down"Criss said helping me. Tears started to fall down my face as I sat down. "What's wrong baby?" my grandmother asked. "I'm scared about dad I know he's going to throw me out now that I've told him I'm not giving up this child"I remarked wiping away the tears. "Antonia if your stubborn father does do that you're going to be stay with me untill that little baby comes"my grandmother offered. "And I know my mom will help and keep me informed while I deal with my brothers back in Las Vegas" Criss added Then I started to smile which made my grandmother and Criss happy. At the bakery my father was working on some cakes when my grandmother came in fuming. "EVERYBODY OUT NOW!!"she yelled like a drill sergant. In the bakery when my grandmother says something you do it. Everyone left leaving my father there with my grandmother. "Come on mom this isn't the time nor the place"Dennis remarked.

"It is your daughter is scared and stressed out while you're forcing her to give up that baby isn't helping her so untill you get your head on correctly your daughter will be staying with me untill that baby comes"she odered. "Fine with me I can finally have that office I always wanted"my father replied. My grandmother was pist and smacked my father. "You should be ashamed of yourself Dennis"my grandmother said and left. At the hotel Criss was talking to his mom. "She's going to be staying with her grandmother and I was thinking you could be my eyes for me while I deal with JD and Costa"Criss stated. "I'll be your spy Christopher" she said. Criss chuckled. "Mom I love you"he replied with laughter in his voice. "I know you do sweetie"

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As Criss flew home he was trying not to lose his temper with his brothers but hiding those letters wasn't cool in Criss's book. At the airport George was there waiting for him. "Thanks for coming to get me"Criss stated giving him a hug. "And I made sure JD and Costa are at Serenity with your mother". "Thanks George for being beside me through this"Criss stated. "I can tell how much you love her Criss and what your brothers did is unacceptable in my eyes"he replied. "Thanks" and they left. At Serenity JD was outside with Costa and his mother. "How long do we have to wait here mom?" JD asked. "Yea I've got stuff to do"Costa called out. "You two were ordered by Criss to stay untill he comes home and George is getting him right now"Dimitra replied. "Why do I feel like I'm thirteen and I'm grounded" as Costa chuckled. The slamming of a door brought Costa, Dimitra, and JD to the living room. "Criss where have you been?" JD asked. "Yea and why the family meeting?" Costa inquired.

"It's about you two and what you did"Criss said with an angry tone. "What are you talking about Christopher"Costa said in shock. Criss went into his coat pocket and took out the letters. "I found these in your desk yesterday JD. They're from Antonia telling me she's having a baby my baby"Criss replied trying control his temper. "Are you sure it's yours"Costa asked. "Yea she's probably playing with you"JD added. "Joseph that's enough I know Antonia's grandmother and that baby is Criss's" Dimitra stated. "We were just watching out for Christopher mom Antonia isn't right for him" Costa replied. "Costa Antonia has been perfect in my life. She makes me feel like a normal person than a celebrity. I love her so much I'm willing to give up everything, the money, the fame, even magic to be with her" Criss replied. "You two must understand this is Christopher's love life and he knows which woman is best for him" Dimitra remarked. "We don't see it mom she's not like the other girls Criss has dated". "You know what I'm sorry you don't like her but once that baby comes I'm asking Antonia to move here and maybe when the times come I'll ask her to marry me so stop butting into my love life" Criss shouted. JD and Costa left walking past Criss. After they left Criss slumped down on the couch as his mother sat next to him. "You had that look Christopher"she said. "What look?"Criss asked sitting up. "Like you wanted to punch them. I've seen that look when some reporter said something about your break up with Holly I could see your hand folding into a fist but instead you just flashed the peace sign and left".

"You always knew how to read me mom. Before I forget Antonia wanted me to give this to you" Criss remarked. Criss took out a sonogram picture from his pocket. Dimitra was just in aww at it. "Look at that face and those hands"she said. "And the feet the baby looks ready to go dancing in there"Criss replied. Dimitra let out a big laugh. "It looks like it might have your nose"she said. "Great the kid going to need nose job at sixteen" Criss joked as Dimitra laughed. "Very funny Christopher do you know what you're having?". "We don't want to know but her grandmother sayes that since the baby is active and Antonia was the same way she thinks a girl"Criss replied. "I disagree there you were the same way inside me so it could be a boy too,". Criss smiled as he looked at the picture of the baby. "You know what I'm going to put together a baby shower for Antonia"she suggested. "Mom you're awesome Antonia would love that". "I'll give Wilma a call and see if she wants to help"she suggested. "Mom it's her great grand child she'll help like nothing else" he stated. "I'm going to call her now and start planning it" and went to the phone

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As the days passed my grandmother and Criss's mom were planning my shower. At the bakery my aunts and my uncle were thinking of gifts to get me. "I saw this little onesis that said Daddy's little angel". "Carol you have to remember they don't know what they're having so if it's a boy it isn't going to work"my uncle Johnny reminded her. "Well I'm getting her this baby bag and I'm going to fill it with bottles, onesis, socks, and some diapers". "I may just go down to the store and buy a pallet of diapers for her"My uncle joked. "You were invited to the shower". "Well I'm delivering a cake to the house. Wilma asked me to make a baby shower cake for her"he replied. "Won't you know who be upset"My Aunt Rosa said referring to my father. "Wilma said he can go pound sand if he doesn't like it" he replied. "Carol I just got an idea Antonia loves lemon drop cookies why don't we make some for the shower"my aunt Rosa suggested.

"No that's a great idea". At my grandmother's house I was thinking when she came in. "Hey baby how's the little one doing?". "It's doing good been playing trampoline with my bladder thou. Grandmom do you think dad will ever come around to me having this little person"I asked rubbing my belly. "Sweetie there's one thing that your father got from your grandfather and that's stubborness in time he will come around" giving me a hug. "Thanks I talked to Criss last night his brothers are trying to be happy but Criss can tell they're putting on a show just to make Criss happy" I replied. "Why don't you come to the bakery with me I know everyone wants to see you". I smiled as I got up. At the bakery my uncle was filling the cake with Chocolate and Almonds. "Why are you putting Almonds in it?" someone aasked. "Because it's my niece's favorite she loves Almonds. I also added some Almond flavoring to the cake too" he stated. "I wish Dennis was the same way since it's his grandchild coming".

"I know but you know him. Get me some baby colors for the cake"he asked. "Got it". "Hey Johnny what do you think of this" a sculpture asked. One of the sculptures had made a baby wearing a shirt with Criss's insinga on it. "That is terrific Antonia will love that just put it somewhere where Dennis won't see it"he replied. "Got it". Downstairs my aunts were filling the racks when my grandmother and I walked in. "Oh my god Antonia!!"My aunt remarked coming over to hug me. "Hey Aunt Carol"I said. "Honey sit down put your feet up so they don't get swollen"she stated. I sat down as my aunt put up my feet. "So how are you feeling?" my Aunt Carol inquired. "It feels kind of weird to feel the baby moving inside me" I stated smiling. "But it all worth it when you see that baby for the first time. Have you thought of any names yet?"she asked. "How about Bastard?". My father stood there in the hall with his arms crossed. "Dennis that's rude and uncall for"my grandmother replied. "Well it's true that guy doesn't give a flying canolli about that baby and she's going to raise that child on her own"he said.

"It isn't true daddy Criss does care he was there for me when I started bleeding. He even carried me in and I could feel his heart pounding in fear for me and this baby"I replied. "Once that kid comes he's going to go running back to his celebrity life and forget all about you and that bastard". Tears started to fall down my face . "Oh Dennis look you made her cry"My Aunt Carol said giving me a hug. "Why don't you go back to work and stop upset your daughter" my grandmother suggested and he did. "It's all right sweetie your dad is just insensitive moron" my aunt said. Then my uncle came down and saw me. "What's happened is she all right?" he asked as I wiped the tears away. "Her father came down and upset her"my grandmother stated. "Come on sweetie why don't we go shopping on your daddy's dime. I saw a cute little outfit that I can see your baby in"my aunt suggested. "Here use this I'll charge to his expense account"my grandmother said giving my aunt a card. "Thanks grandmom" and we left.

Upstairs my uncle came up and was upset. "You look ready to kill someone" a scupltor remarked. "Antonia was downstairs she was happy untill her father came in and said some stuff making her cry and probably doubt having that child. It just makes me so angry at Dennis for doing that to her. I know Criss loves Antonia I saw the fear in his eyes when we rushed Antonia to the hospital she came close to losing that baby" flipping a bowl of strawberries. "Oh my god Dennis got her so stressed out she was rushed to the hospital!!!" someone said in shock. "Yea but someone up there heard us and safed that baby. When I saw how happy Criss is when he walked into her room I knew Criss loved Antonia as much as everyone in this bakery does for her"he replied calming down. "I've got an idea that might show her father how much we care for Antonia" someone said.

"What's that?"Johnny asked. "Everyone showing up for her shower it will show Dennis how much Antonia is loved here". "Now that's a good idea now let's finish her baby shower cake"my uncle stated. "And I'll go down to see how those lemon drop cookies are coming".

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Back in Las Vegas Criss was packing some stuff when a knock came to his door. He came down and at the door was George. "You ready to go Criss?" he asked. "Yea let me get my bag" and went upstairs. When he came back down George started to chuckle. "What's so funny?"Criss asked as he put down his bag. "I think you have a stow away in your bag"he stated. Criss looked down and saw a tail hanging out of it. He open the bag and Hammie was laying down in there. "Hammie what am I going to do with you?" as Criss took him out. "I think Hammie wants to go with you" as Hammie walked off. "Come on I'm going to miss the flight" and they left. At the bakery my uncle was loading the cake while my aunts had the cookies. "Did you put the sign on the door?" he asked. "Yup shall we go before Dennis comes". They got into the truck and left. At my grandmother's house I was looking at myself in the mirror and my baby belly. Two more weeks and you'll be here I thought as I felt the baby move inside me.

"Antonia you ready?". I came down slowing looking wonderful. "You look beautiful my dear". "I was a little worried that the shirt might not fit" I replied smiling. "Don't worry you look like any mother to be shall we go Dimitra is probably waiting for us" she suggested. "I wish Criss was here to help with the baby shopping I really wanted some of his input since it's his baby too"I remarked. "He probably wishes the same thing baby"she replied giving me a kiss. My grandmother always had a niche of making me great. My mother grabbed the keys and we left. At Dimitra's house my aunts and Dimitra were putting stuff out. "This is so nice of you to let us use your house Dimitra" my Aunt Carol stated. "It's no problem and that cake is wonderful Antonia is going to love it" she replied. "Mom" a voice called out. Christopher came in with a platter of cold cuts. "Here's the platter" passing them to his mother. "Thank you baby" giving him a kiss. "I can't believe you made it Criss"my uncle remarked coming over with some present. "I really wanted to be here for this" Criss replied. "With all these gifts Criss should go rent a uhaul truck"my uncle stated as Criss chuckled. "She's here"my Aunt Rosa called out. "I'm going to hide" Criss remarked

As I got out Dimitra came out and gave me a kiss. "You ready to go?"I asked. "I just need to get my purse why don't you come in for a minute"she replied. We went in and everybody yelled surprise. "Oh my god!!"I declared as everyone hugged me. "Do you really think you really get away on not having a baby shower" my aunt replied. I didn't know what to say. "Why don't you sit down" and I did.

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In the kitchen Criss was hiding out as his mother came in. "I'm surprise you weren't out there to surprise her"she said. "I just needed to think about something" he remarked. "What is that Christopher?" walking over to him. "I want to ask Antonia to marry me but sometime I get a feeling telling me I'm making the wrong choice right now" he replied. "Christopher I know you love Antonia and I know she loves you too but it sounds like you're letting what your brothers been saying cloud your mind" she said and went to the living room. In the living room I was enjoying the party. "So have you and Criss come up with any names?". "No we haven't had time to do it I just wish he was here"I replied putting my hand on my belly. My aunt looked up and saw Criss walking over but told her to be quiet. "Don't worry sweetie he'll be there for you"she replied. With out warning I felt a hand on mine I looked down and saw the tattoo on the finger.

I turned around as tears fell down my face. "Surprise" he said as we kissed. "Come on you two that's what got my niece pregnant in the first place" my uncle called out as we laughed. "Everyone has to be a comedian"I muttered. "Come on you two let's open some of these gifts". We walked in and Criss sat next to me. All the present were cool some were so sweet than Dimitra came in with a DVD. "What's that mom?" Criss asked. "It's something me and Dimitra did" my grandmother stated. Dimitra put it in and it was a video college of me and Criss with baby picture. I put my head on Criss's shoulder as tears fell down both of our faces. "Aww Criss you were cute as a baby" my aunt said. I took Criss's hand and put it on my stomach which made Criss smiled. "I love you Antonia" he said softly. "I love you too Christopher and so does your child"I replied softly. "And I can't wait for him or her to be here" Criss replied as he kissed me. After the video everyone clapped and cheered. "How about some cake" My grandmother said and my uncle brought in the cake. I couldn't believe it and either could Criss.

"Oh Uncle Johnny thank you" giving him a hug. "Anything for my little Tony congraulation sweetie" he replied. "Criss I want to give you something" My uncle stated and they went into the kitchen. "Criss I want to give you something that belonged to Antonia's mother my sister". He took out a beautiful diamond ring. "I heard you talking about maybe marrying Antonia and I think it would be a nice geasture to use the wedding ring that belonged to her mother" he said. "Thanks" Criss remarked as he put the ring in his pocket. As the party started to wind down Criss offered to take me home. "All right I'll be home soon call me if that child decides to come" my grandmother remarked. "I will grandmom" and we left. "So what did you think of the shower?" he asked. "It was nice including that little gift from my grandmom and your mom"I replied. "Antonia what was your mother's name?"he asked. "Natilee" I stated. "If the baby is girl we'll name it after your mom"Criss suggested. "What if it's a boy do you want to name it after your dad"I asked. "I don't know I know it's tradition but I want to do something different" Criss remarked. "What name it after you like Christopher Junior" I stated.

Criss snickered. "That would be cute it something to think about". "All right how about Anthony?"I said. "What about Samual?" Criss suggested. "Jonathon?" . "Jonathon Sarantakos it doesn't sound right"he said as turned a corner. When we got there I saw my father sitting there. "Oh god what is he doing here?"I muttered. "Just stay in the car" and Criss got out. "What are you doing here trying to get some photos"he asked. "What about you trying to make your daughter think I don't care about her and my child she's carrying"Criss replied. "I think that after that child comes you are going to run right back to Las Vegas and forget about my daughter and that baby. She needs to give that child up" he replied. "You may think that but I don't I will be there for her and that baby"Criss said. "Yea right to you she was just a one night stand and the baby was just an added bonus"my father remarked. In the car I saw Criss making a fist so I got out of the car to stop this. "Christopher daddy stop it!!" I called out.

"Stay out of this Antonia I'm going to teach this gigolo a lesson" My father stated getting ready to hit Criss. I pushed my father down to the ground. "Dad I love Criss and he loves me. He's going to be there for me when this child comes". "How do you know that Antonia he's just going to run once you have that baby and you'll be raising it on your own like I did with you"he stated getting up. "It's not going to be what you went through when mom had to leave she was sick dad. Please dad all I want from you is to be happy that I'm bringing your first grandchild into this world soon and Criss wants to be a apart of his child's life". My father said nothing just left. I started to cry as Criss held me.

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When my grandmother came back Criss was sitting in the living room. "Christopher what are you still doing here?" she inquired hanging up her jacket. "I thought I should stay just in case"Criss replied getting up. "You look worried don't tell me her father came by". "Yea he really upset her I just don't understand him on why he's trying so hard to upset Antonia it's like what I'm going through with my brothers" Criss remarked. "Nobody knows why he's actting like this and I wish I knew why"she replied. "I should get back and help my mom clean up tell Antonia I'll see her tomorrow and you have my cell if the baby wants to come tonight" Criss said. "Yes see you later Criss" and he left. My grandmother walked in and saw me asleep. She gave me a kiss and left the room. The next day Criss was doing some work on his computer. "If I move that, reschedule that, change the time to one" he muttered. "Christopher what are you up to?"his mother asked walking over.

"Just fixing my schedule for when the baby comes"Criss stated. "Christopher you can't plan that it comes natural unless the doctor intervenes"she replied. "I just want to be there for Antonia when the baby comes"Criss stated. "Criss I know you do sweetie"Dimitra said giving him a kiss. "I met Antonia's father reminds me of JD and Costa,"Criss said. Dimitra snickered. "I was so ready to hit him mom but Antonia intervenes before I did". "Thank god I wasn't in the mood to bail you out for assault" as Criss chuckled. "I wonder with our family history with babies being born early if the baby will be too" Criss stated. "Well You still hold the record for being the born the earliest Criss. You could of been a January baby but you decided to come a month early on the worest snow storm that year" his mother remembered. "So you've told me mom" Criss replied. The phone rang and Criss picked it up. "Hello hey Antonia I'll see you there" and hung up. "What did Antonia want?". "Her appointment was moved up I'll see you soon".

He gave his mom a kiss and left. At the office I was waiting as Criss walkedi n. "I thought you were going to miss it" giving him a kiss. "I think my dad is on my side no traffic" as I laughed. "Antonia Carlos"the nurse called. Criss helped me up and we went in. After I got ready doctor came in. "How you doing Antonia" he asked. "Good this is the father". The doctor shook Criss's hand. "Well let's see how the baby is doing". The doctor started the ultrasound and Criss held my hand as tears fell down his face watching it. "It looks like the baby is ready to come out but probably not for another week" The doctor stated. Criss snickered. "I wouldn't count on that all the babies on my side of the family have come early I was a month early" Criss stated. "I was a week early but the funny thing is it was the same day my mom went to ther doctor and he said that I wasn't ready for another two weeks" I added snickereing. My doctor tried not to laugh as I sat up. As we drove home I was thinking of boys names. "What do you think of the name Henry if it's a boy?"I asked. "No how about Harry?".

"And his middle name would be Houdini,"I joked as Criss laughed. "Criss I think we need to change directions"I remarked. "What do you mean?"Criss asked. "I think my water just broke"I replied. Criss looked down and saw my pants were wet. "Hold on" and Criss did a u-turn as I held on to the door. At the bakery my grandmother was working on some stuff when my uncle walked in. "So how's Antonia?"he asked. "A little stressed out but what do you except with her father" she remarked. Then my Aunt Carol walked in. "Wilma Dimitra is here" she stated. My uncle and my grandmother came out as Dimitra was standing there a little jumpy. "Dimitra what are you doing here?"My uncle asked. "I got a call from Christopher Antonia is in the hospital the baby's coming" she replied. "Johnny grab my jacket from my office" my grandmother stated. "I want to come too let me get my coat" and ran upstairs. When my uncle got up there my father saw him grabbing his jacket. "Where's the fire?" he asked. "If you care your grandchild's coming" and left.

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Going good. I just added your response to my Group Project Story as well as my own. Let's get some more contributors on this thread, shall we?

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As I got situated Criss called his mom what was going on and to get my grandmother . "CHRISTOPHER!!" I yelled. Criss went in as I was holding on to the side of the bed ready to rip it out. "Just relax it will go away in a few minutes"the nurse said. After the contraction ended the nurse asked if I wanted an epidural. "You bet your :mad: :mad: I do"I replied. "Nice language Antonia" Criss stated coming in. "Let me put this way Criss either I get the medication or you may end up with a broking hand from me squeezing it so hard" I stated. Good point Criss thought. "I'll get it for you" and the nurse left. "I hope it's soon" as I took Criss's hand. "Just relax Antonia"Criss said. Yea right I can't wait to they find a way for guys to have kids I thought as I squeezed Criss's hand. When my grandmother and Criss's mom came Criss was outside with an ice pack on his hand. "How's Antonia?" My grandmother inquired. "Ready to rip the kid out she's getting an epidural right now"Criss replied. "And she squeezed your hand during the contraction"his mother stated. "You go it"Criss replied sitting down. "I almost broke your father's hand when I was having JD" Dimitra remembered.

"What do expect mom I've seen the baby pictures of JD I'm surprise they didn't perform a c-section with JD's head" Criss replied as my grandmother tried not to laugh. "Having Antonia's father was a pain in every which way know to man I was ready to perform the c-section myself to get him out"she added. "Well this one was ready to come out before we even got to the hospital he came extremely close to being born in the parking lot of the hospital" Dimitra stated putting her hands on Criss's shoulder. Criss felt ready to disappear if they went into details. The doctor came out and said that they could go in. Thank you god Criss thought . They came in and I felt the way I did when Criss and I made this baby. "So what do you think you've got coming a little girl or a little boy" My grandmother said as she sat down. "I don't really know we still haven't figured out a boy's name for the baby"Criss said sitting next to me.

"What about naming it after your father Christopher?"Dimitra suggested. "I don't know mom I want to do something different even thou it's Greek tradation" Criss replied "What about Nathanial that was your grandpa's name Antonia" my grandmother suggested. "Nathanial Sarantakos has a nice ring to it" Criss replied. Then my uncle walked in with some flowers and teddy bear. "I just couldn't resist the teddy bear for the baby"he said. I smiled. "He or she is going to love it"I stated giving him a kiss. "So how far did the doctor said you were?". "About five to six so it may take a while"I stated. "We'll be here as long as it takes Antonia"my grandmother remarked giving me a kiss on my forehead.

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Back at the bakery my father was cleaning up as my aunt came in. "I'm surprise you're not at the hospital waiting to see what Antonia has"she said. "Carol do you think I'm being too hard on Antonia and Criss?" he asked. "Why would you think that?" as my uncle put down his broom. "It's something Antonia said that the only she wanted from me was to be there for her when that baby comes" Dennis replied. "Why don't you go down to the hospital and be there for Antonia and that baby your grandchild"she suggested. My father smiled as he grabbed his jacket and left. At the hospital Criss decided to stretch his legs while I rested. He walked out into the waiting room where his mom, my grandmother, and uncle were there asleep. Criss pulled up the coat over his mom and gave her a kiss. While Criss walked around my father came in and saw me asleep. My father walked in and heard the baby's heart beeping. He sat next to me and just touched my cheek as I woke up.

When I saw my father I was kind of shock. "Daddy what are you doing here?" I asked sitting up. "I thought I'd fullfil your wish by being here for you and your child,". taking my hand. "I also want to say I'm sorry for treating you and Criss the way I did. I guess I felt like I was losing my little girl and I didn't want to" he replied as tears fell down his face. "Daddy you're never going to lose me you're much as apart of me as this little baby is to me. I'm just glad you're here" I stated smiling. My father gave me a hug as Criss just stood outside smiling. Thanks dad Criss thought as he went to the waiting room. After he left the nurse walked in. "Let see if it's time to have this baby"she said. She checked me and found out the baby was ready to come. "I'll go get the doctor" she stated. "Oh god I can't believe it"I said a little nervous. "I'll go find the father"my father remarked. "Just hurry up I don't want Criss or you to miss it"I replied. Criss went to the lobby as his mother and my grandmother woke up. "Is it time?" Dimira asked. "I don't know I thought I'd let Antonia rest for a while" Criss remarked. Then my father came out which surprised everyone. "Dennis what are you doing here trying to get Antonia-". "No the baby's coming come on". Everyone got up and went in.

I felt like I was in a circus with all the people in there: the doctor, nurses, my grandmother, my uncle, Criss's mom, Criss and my dad. "You know what it's a little crowded in here I just want the father and the mother right now!"the doctor decided. "We'll be outside waiting Antonia"my grandmother stated giving me a kiss. "I'll go with them" my father said but I didn't want to let go of my dad's hand. With out warning Criss looked a little white. His mother saw it and caught him as he passed out. "Christopher!!!" as they put him on the floor. The nurse got some smelling salt and Criss came to. "You all right?"I asked as Criss got up. "I don't know what happened I started to feel light headed than everything went black"he replied. "Criss if you want to I'll stay with Antonia if you think you're going to pass out again"my father offered. "Do you mind Antonia I just don't want to faint again"Criss said honestly. "It's all right I just don't want you in the hospital with a concussion or worse splitting your head open like a watermelon"I replied. Criss gave me a kiss and went outside with his mother.

When my grandmother saw Criss coming out she asked why he was coming out. "I blacked out and Antonia didn't want me to fall down again and split my head open so her father is in there with her instead" Criss admitted blushing a little. "I'm just happy that Antonia's father decided to come to his senses"my grandmother stated. "All right now what do you think we got coming?"my uncle inquired. "I say girl"my grandmother said. "I'm with you on that Wilma"my uncle replied. "I'm betting on boy" Dimitra stated. "This coming from a woman who has three of her own" as everyone chuckled. "I'm with my mom I think I got a son coming" Criss remarked. A few minutes later a baby's cry filled the hall and my father walked out. "So what is it a little boy?" Criss asked. "Or a girl?"my grandmother added.

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"Congratulation it's a boy!!"he declared. Criss hugged his mother as my uncle hugged my grandmother. "Συγχαρητήρια ο άγγελός μου" (Congratulations my angel) Dimitra said to Criss. "Why don't you go in there and see your figlio" (son in Italian) my father told Criss. He went over to my father and thanked him for standing in for him. When Criss walked in he saw me holding the baby. "Hey" he stated walking over. Criss gave me a kiss as he sat on the bed. "I can't believe he's here" as tears fell down my face. "He has your fingers" Criss said. "But he has his father's eyes" as I gave him to Criss. "Well what do you think we should name this angel" Criss asked. "How about John Dennis named after both his grandfathers"I suggested. "How about Dennis John instead it sounds better" Criss said. "Yea it does sound better what do you think Dennis?". The baby just burped and Criss and I laughed. Back in Las Vegas JD and Costa were talking.

"So what do you think of Criss asking Antonia to move here once that kid comes" JD asked. "Well we've got two weeks to talk him out it"Costa stated. The phone rang and JD saw it was mom. "Yea mom what's up?". "I thought you would like to know that Antonia had the baby Christopher has a son named Dennis John" she stated. "Thanks mom I'll tell Costa give Criss our love" and he hung up. "You don't look happy?"Costa remarked. "The Sarantakos early baby gene hit Antonia had the baby a little boy named Dennis John"JD replied ready to swear.

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The next day at the bakery my grandmother told everyone about the arrival of Dennis which made everyone happy as can be. My father even made cookies that looked like cigars and passed them out to everyone which made people laugh. At the hospital I was sleeping while Criss was on the phone with his manager. "Yea seven pounds six onces born at 5:44 in the morning. I'm on cloud nine right now. Yea I'll get some sleep you sound like my mother Dave" and hung up as he rubbed his eyes. "Criss go back to your mom's house and get some sleep before you crash"my grandmother suggested. "Yea I'm starting to feel like I'm about to. When Antonia wakes up tell (yawn) her I'll be back later"Criss replied.

"Do me a favor Criss give me your car keys you're taking a cab home"my grandmother stated. "I swear you've been friends with mother too long"Criss joked as he gave her the keys. "Thank you I'll see you later in the day maybe" as Criss went to the elevator. When Criss finally got back to the house he saw two more cars in the driveway. Criss got out paid the guy and walked in. He opened the door and saw JD and Costa in the living room. "What are you guys doing here?" he asked. "We thought we'd come to see the new addition to the family". "That's good but right now my battery is running on empty so I need some sleep so I'll talk to you guys later" Criss stated and walked up the stairs. At the hospital I was feeding Dennis when a knock came to the door. "Hold on please" I asked as I grabbed a cloth. I put it over me and told the people to come in. "Sorry to disturb you but we just had to see the baby"my aunt Carol remarked. "Just give me a second" as I burped him. "Sound like his grandfather" My aunt Rosa stated as I smiled. I gave my aunt Carol the baby as I fixed myself. "What's his name?"she asked. "Dennis John"I replied. "Well hello there Dennis welcome to the family".

"He is soo adorable look at those hazel eyes"my aunt Rosa said. "And his toes makes me want to have another one" my aunt Carol remarked. "I heard you almost broke Criss's hand when the contractions hit". "Yea thank good for epidurals"I stated. "Believe me your uncle Johnny kissed the guy who gave me an epidural saying he saved him from being punched out or worse" All of a sudden I looked sad. "Antonia what's wrong?"aunt Carol inquired. "I'm nervous about Criss's brothers they weren't too thrilled about me and my pregancy. They hid those letters I sent to Criss about the baby if Criss's cousin didn't need a pen Criss might of not known about Dennis"I stated. "Don't worry sweetie if your father can change his mind than so can his brothers" she replied as I started to feel a little better. "All right say cheese"my aunt Rosa remarked. "Cheese" we said as the camera's flash went off.

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When Criss finally woke up and got cleaned up he saw JD and Costa were still there. "Hey guys where's mom?"he asked. "Went to see the baby. Criss I have to ask do you think that baby is yours"Costa inquired. "I swear you guys aren't going to let this go. I know this baby is mine. It has my eyes" Criss replied going into the kitchen. "Maybe we should look into a DNA test"JD suggested following Criss. "You guys are going to drive me insane. Look I don't give a flying you know what about what you guys thinks. Dennis is my son and when I go back to the hospital I'm going to ask Antonia to move to Nevada". At the hospital Dimitra was holding Dennis. "He's so cute reminds me of when Christopher was this age" she remarked smiling. "How are JD and Costa handling that the baby's here?",I asked. Dimitra didn't say. "Still the same maybe I should let my father talk to them" as Dimitra snickered. "I swear Antonia John is looking down at this little baby and smiling". "Mom you took the words out of my mouth". Dimitra looked up and saw Criss. "Hello there Christopher" she said as Criss gave her a kiss.

"Hey sweetie" giving me a kiss. "Well I should get going here you go dad" Dimitra remarked which made Criss chuckle as she gave Dennis to him. "Bye Dimitra" I said. "So they're letting you out tomorrow". "Yea my grandmother has the room all set for Dennis". "Antonia there's something I want to ask you?" he asked. "What's that Criss?". Before he could say anything the doctor came in. "Hello Criss Antonia how's Dennis?"he asked. "He's good he's got his father's appettie" I joked. "Criss why don't you bring Dennis out into the hall I just want to check his eyes and the lights in here are terrible"The Doctor suggested. "Sure" and they went outside. "I didn't want to say anything infront of Antonia but I got this court order asking for a DNA test to prove that your the father of Dennis" showing Criss. He saw it was ordered by JD and Costa.

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Those mother :mad:Criss thought. "You know what hold off on the test I've got two guys that need their heads looked at". "All right" and the doctor left as Criss came back in with the baby. "Is everything all right?"I asked a little worried. "Everything's good he's a healthy little newborn. Antonia I have to finish up something at the house so I'll see you and Dennis later" giving me the baby. "All right" and Criss left. When he got back to the house his mother was making dinner. "Mom have you seen JD or Costa?"he asked. She turned around and saw the look on Criss's face. "What's wrong you look like you're ready to kill them"she replied. "I'm about to they went and got a court order to do a DNA test on Dennis to make sure he's mine"Criss said trying to keep his temper under control. "Are you serious?" she asked surprised. "Yes and they ruined what I was going to ask Antonia" he replied sitting down. "What's that?" she inquired sitting down. "I'm going to ask Antonia to move to Las Vegas and live with me at Serenity"Criss stated ready to pull out his hair. "Oh Christopher I think it's my turn to deal with your brothers and see if I can get them to drop this αηδίες" (nonsense) his mother remarked. "Thanks mom what would I do with out you" as he gave his mom a kiss. Dimitra picked up the phone and called JD.

"Yea mom what can I do for you?" he asked when he answered the phone. "I need you at the house and bring Costa with you please"she remarked. "All right mom" and hung up. When they got to the house JD and Costa saw their mother sitting in the dining room. "JD πλευρά εδώ τώρα!!" (JD Costa in here now!!) she called out in Greek. The guys walked over and sat down. "Θα επιθυμούσα να ξέρω γιατί έχετε το νεύρο για να φτάσετε μια δικαστική απόφαση στο α κάνετε μια δοκιμή DNA σε Criss' γιος του s για?" (I would like to know why you have the nerve to get a court order to a do a DNA test on Criss's son for?) she asked in greek. "Because we don't think that child is Criss's she could be playing Christopher"Costa replied. "Σας ξέρω αγάπη Christopher αλλά you' αγοριών επαν παίρνοντας το πάρα πολύ μακριά. Εκείνο το παιδί είναι ο Christopher I' το δ στοιχημάτισε τη ζωή μου σε το και ξέρω ότι ο Christopher" (I know you boys love Christopher but you're taking it too far. That child is Christopher I'd bet my life on it and I know Christopher would to). "All right I know that the DNA test was over the top. We still don't trust Antonia how do we know if this girl wants her fifteen minutes of fame?" JD asked. Dimitra took out one of the letters I wrote to Criss. "Αυτός ο ήχος συμπαθεί μια γυναίκα who' s που προσπαθεί να πάρει δεκαπέντε λεπτά φήμης της? Αγαπά το Christopher πάρα πολύ και κάνει έτσι το Christopher" (Does this sound like a woman who's trying to get her fifteen minutes of fame? She loves Christopher very much and so does Christopher). JD and Costa read the letter and realized they were actting like ηλίθιοι (idiots). "All right mom we'll leave Criss and Antonia alone and drop the DNA test". "That's all I wanted"she replied and left the room.

On the stairs Criss had listened in. "I think they knew you were angry to do the whole conversation in Greek mom"Criss said to his mom. "Whenever I was angry at one of you what did I do?"she inquired. "Spoke in Greek you did that with dad too when you didn't want me, JD or Costa to know what you're fighting about" Criss remembered. "Why don't you go back to the hospital and ask Antonia what you were going to ask her" and gave Criss a kiss.

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When Criss got back to the hospital my father was visiting. "Oh I'm sorry I'll come back later"Criss stated when he saw my father. "No please come in Christopher I wanted to talk to both of you"he remarked. Criss walked in and sat on the bed. "I wanted to say that I'm just so happy to finally see what I wasn't seeing the love you have for each other and I've talked to the priest at our church and he said that he'd be willing to do your wedding"Dennis said Criss and I looked at each other "That's all nice dad but Criss and I aren't getting married just yet" I remarked. "But Antonia you can't be unmarried with a baby it's frowned on in our family"he said. "Dad I'm not ready to get married and I know Criss isn't since he's been married once all ready"I replied. "Wait a minute you've been married before?"my father asked Criss in shock. "Yes but we've been divorced for a while now"Criss replied. My father looked like he was about to lose his mind. "Dad don't tell me you thought that after Dennis was born I was going to marry Christopher"I said. My father put Dennis back in the bassett "Yes now everything is ruined you're going to be an outcast in the family"he stated pacing. "Dad let's not go nuts here if you're not comfortable with me living back at home I'll live with grandmom untill I save enough to get my own place"I suggested.

"Honey this means you can't bring Dennis around the bakery it's disrespectful to parade your bastard child around" he said. "Dad we're not in Italy and it's not the 1800's woman have babies with out being married all the time" I replied. "I'm sorry honey" and my father left. "That was harsh"Criss stated. "Maybe I should of giving up Dennis"I thought out loud. "Antonia don't think that way please your father is just making you feel guilty into having Dennis" Criss stated. "Can you leave Criss I just want to be alone". I rolled onto my side and just stared out the window. That night Criss went to the bakery to talk to my grandmother. "Are you serious he said those things?"she stated in shock. "Yes and it's got Antonia wondering if she should of given Dennis up" Criss stated. "I'm going to kill that son of mine"she muttered. Then Criss's phone went off and saw it was his mom. "Yea mom what are you serious I'll be right there" and hung up. "What's wrong Christopher?"my grandmother inquried when she saw his face. "Antonia's gone she left the hospital nobody knows where she is"Criss replied.

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Criss was in disbelief he couldn't believe that I disappeared like that. When Criss got there Dimitra was talking to security. "Mom what happened?"he asked. "She just left we have her on the cameras leaving in a taxi cab" the security guy stated. "I can't understand why Antonia left you and Dennis" Dimitra asked, but Criss knew why. Criss sat down and ran his hands through his hair when a nurse came over and whispered something in his ear. Criss got up and went with the nurse. In the nursery the doctor was checking Dennis over. "What's up doctor?" Criss asked. "It seems Dennis has jaundice we're going to put him under some UV lights"he said. "Did Antonia know about this?" Criss inquired. "No we just diagnosed him"he replied. "Thanks doc" and Criss went back to his mother. "So how's Dennis?"my grandmother asked when Criss came back. "He has jaundice"Criss replied. "Don't worry Christopher he'll be all right it's common for some babies to get it". "You even had it"Dimitra remarked. That made Criss feel a little better. "Where do you think Antonia went?" my grandmother asked. Every one had the I don't know look on them. Criss sigh and went over to see Dennis. At the bakery my dad was baking when my grandmother came in.

"EVERYONE OUT NOW!!!!" she yelled and everyone ran out leaving my dad with my grandmother. "What now mom I'm busy" he stated. "Did you know your daughter has left the hospital leaving Dennis there". My father said nothing as he walked off. "Christopher told me what you said to your daughter saying she can't bring Dennis around the bakery calling him a bastard. What you said might of sent your daughter over the edge to make her abandon her son" and my grandmother left unhappy at my father. Downstairs Johnny was working when his wife came in with tears coming down her face. "Carol what's wrong?" he asked as he hugged his crying wife. "It's Antonia she's disappeared leaving Dennis and Criss"she remarked. "I bet you that your brother had something to do with it"he said comforting his wife. "Me too"Carol stated wiping the tears away

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When it came time for my baby to leave the hospital my grandmother took him in untill Criss's house was ready for him. Back in Las Vegas Criss was setting up a few things but he still wished he knew where I was. Not even a letter or a phone call. My grandmother got so worried she filed a missing person's report on me. At the bakery my aunt made missing posters and my uncle posted some in the window which my dad took down. "Why did you do that Dennis this is your daughter that's missing" he said. "Listen I've seen this before her mother was the same way" and started to go back upstairs. "Wait a minute you told everyone that Natilee lost her mind when Antonia was a baby"he remarked surprised. "So I lied she left me in the middle of the night not even a note telling me why she left. When Antonia got old enough I made up that her mother lost her mind and was in an insane asylum somewhere"he replied. "Do you exactually know where your wife is?"Johnny inquired. "Ex-wife I divorced after she had been gone for two years and no I don't know where she is furthermore I don't give a rat's behind where she is!!" and he left. At my grandmother's house she was changing the baby's diaper as a knocked came to the door.

"Hold on please". She finished and went to the door where Dimitra was standing. "Hey Dimitra come on in I was just changing Nathan's diaper"My grandmother remarked. "I see you changed his name to your husband's name" she said sitting down with Wilma. "Criss and I were talking about changing his name but we're keeping his middle name the same so his full name will be Nathanial John Satantakos. How's Christopher doing on his side" she asked. "He's doing good he just can't understand why she did this for. They were so happy together Christopher was going to ask her to move to Las Vegas so he could watch his son grow up"Dimitra stated. "I know I'm just as shock as you were Dimitra but I've talked to Criss he said I'm welcome to come to Las Vegas to see my great grandson".

The next day my grandmother brought the baby to the bakery before she left to bring him to Criss. When she brought him in everyone came over and saw him. "Oh my god he's so cute". "Look at him I just want to take him home with me" as my aunt Rosa picked him up. "Well this is the last time you'll see him I'm bringing him to his father in Las Vegas but he's going to keep us informed on him" my grandmother said as my uncle Johnny came in. "Have you heard anything about Antonia?" he asked. "No they're still looking but nothing yet"she replied. "You are so cute Dennis"Aunt Rosa remarked smiling at him. "It's actually Nathanial Criss and I decided to change it he doesn't deserve to be named after his grandfather so his full name is Nathanial John Sarantakos" my grandmother stated. "I like that better Wilma"Aunt Carol replied giving the baby to my uncle. "I can see a bit of Antonia in his face and smile. I just can't believe she's gone leaving this sweet little boy behind" wiping a tear away. "It's going to be all right she'll come back"my grandmother assured everyone. Everyone gave Nathan a kiss and Wilma put him back in the carrier. My Aunt Rosa took her camera and took a picture of him. "Bye" and she left.

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A few days went by since my grandmother brought Nathan to his father. Criss was doing a pretty good job being a single father but he still wish that I was there with him. At the Luxor JD came in to see Criss asleep on the couch. "Hey Criss wake up"JDsaid shaking Criss. Criss woke up. "Does Nathan need to be feed?"Criss asked wiping his eyes. "No Lynn is watching him remember. Boy you look wiped" JD replied as he pulled a seat over. "I'll tell you this Nathan's lungs are fine I'm surprise my neighbors aren't complaining about the noise"Criss stated. "How much sleep have you been getting?"JD inquired. "Three maybe four hours a night"Criss replied muffling a yawn. "Why don't you throw some water on your face and wake up"JD suggested. After Criss left the office Lynn came in with Nathan. "No wonder Criss can't keep a nanny for long Nathan won't stop crying" she remarked putting him on the desk in his carieer. "I can tell Criss looks like he hasn't had a good night sleep for a couple of days now"JD replied. "I just got Nathan to sleep. Just listening to this kid cry is making me want to get my tubes tied"Lynn said.

A few minutes later Nathan woke up and started to scream. "Now I remember why we have one kid"JD remarked picking up Nathan. "Tell Criss I can't watch Nathan I don't have the patience. Try finding a saint or someone that's deaf" and she left. "It's all right Nathan everyone can't help it that you're blowing out their ear drums"JD stated as Criss came in. "I guess Lynn couldn't take it either" as he took Nathan from JD. "Criss I can't believe I'm going to say this but I think you may need Mom for this kid before you end up losing your mind from a lack of sleep or your hearing from his yelling"JD suggested. "Give me the phone". In New York Dimitra was having lunch with Wilma. "So how's Criss doing?" Wilma asked. "The last time I talked to him the baby's being extremely fussy" Dimitra replied. "Yea Antonia was a ten on the fussy side Dennis had to give her to me just to get some sleep before he lost his mind" Wilma remembered. The phone rang and Dimitra picked it up. "Hello"she remarked.

"Mom I need you I'm on the verge of going insane!"Criss requested. "Just relax Christopher I can hear Nathan in the background screaming"she replied. "Looks like Nathan has something from his mother"Wilma stated as Dimitra smiled with a grin. "Please mom I haven't slept in two days I've lost four nannies including Lynn I'm at my wits end"Criss begged. "Christopher stop begging just let me pack a bag and I'll be there". "Please hurry"he begged and hung up. Dimitra and WIlma chuckled as Dimitra went to pack a bag

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Somewhere I was working at a bar but my mind was on my child and Criss. Even hearing a baby cry brought tears to my eyes. Outside I took out the trash and just looked at the stars. "Antonia" A voice called out. I turned around and saw a lady standing there . "May I help you?" I asked. "You don't know me but I know you have a baby boy named Nathanial that's been crying for his mother" she remarked. "He doesn't deserve me excuse me" I replied and started to leave. "Because you believe what your father told you he's wrong Antonia. You're following in your mother's footstep" she replied. I turned and looked at the woman "My mother left me because she lost her mind" I remarked. "She left because she was afraid of being a mother and she regretted it every waking moment of her life"the lady replied. "What would you like me to do go back to Criss and my son and say I'm sorry for abandoning you I can't" as tears started to fall down my face.

"Antonia Marsiol listen to me Criss misses you and so does your family. Go back to them"she stated . The lady walked over and gave me a kiss on my cheek when I opened my eyes she was gone. At Serenity Criss was holding Nathanial in his arm while looking at the sky. He saw a lonely star in the sky.


STAR LIGHT STAR BRIGHT LONELY STAR IN THE SKY. PLEASE BRING BACK ANTONIA TO ME AND OUR CHILD. HE NEEDS HIS MOM AS MUCH AS I NEED HER

Criss wiped the tears away from his face as Dimitra heard everything he said. A few days passed and I took a train to Las Vegas. As I got off my heart was in my throat. I walked to The Luxor hoping Criss was there. At Serenity Criss was feeding Nathan as Dimitra came down. "Don't tell me he woke you up again?" she inquired. "Believe or not mom he didn't god everytime I look at him it makes me think of Antonia I just wish I knew where she is" trying not let the tears fall. Dimitra gave her youngest child a kiss. "Don't worry Christopher she'll come back to you and her son"she stated. Then Criss noticed the time. "I should get going before Felix has a fit"Criss remarked giving Nathan to Dimitra. "I'll see you when you get home" and Criss left.

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When I got to the Luxor my heart was pounding in my chest and tears fell down my face. I was just about to leave when I saw Criss pull up in his Viper. "Thanks Bill" Criss remarked giving him the keys. The valet drove off and Criss was about to go in when he dropped his glasses on the ground. Criss picked them up as I walked up. "Christopher"a voice stated. Criss stood straight up. He turned around and saw me standing there with tears coming down my face. "A-A-Antonia"he stuttered as Criss walked down to me. "Yes Criss it's me,"I replied nervously. Criss just looked at me as I stood there. "I just had to see you and Dennis I missed you guys so much". "Nathanial. After you disappeared and told your grandmother what your father said she and I changed his name to Nathanial our son didn't deserve to be named after the man who made you leave me and him"Criss said putting his hand on my face. I put my hand on Criss's. "I let what my father said get to me and I shouldn't of". "It's all right Antonia you're back I didn't blame you for leaving I just wished you'd come back and my wish came true" and hugged me making me smile. "I love you Christopher and I'm sorry for doing that" as tears started to fall down my face.

"Antonia you don't need to apologize I'm just happy you're all right and safe"he replied as I looked into his eyes. "Do you think we can go back to Serenity I just want to hold my child"I replied as more tears fell down my face. Criss smiled as he went over to his bikes and grabbed the keys for them. "Hop on and we'll go see him right now"he stated. "What about work?"I asked a little nervous that Criss maybe putting his job at risk. "Don't worry" and we left. Back at Serenity Dimitra was rocking Nathanial. "John please bring Antonia back to her son and ours"she prayed. "Mom!!!" Criss called out. Dimitra put Nathan in his crib wondering why Criss wa back. "Mom!!!" he called out again. "Christopher what's with all-,". She saw me standing there. "Antonia" she said in shock. "Hi Dimitra" I said. She walked down as Criss just stood there. I walked over to Dimitra and gave her a hug as tears fell down her face. "Your grandmother is going to be so happy to know you're alive and well" she replied. "I know she will I missed her and everyone else" I said. Then Nathan started to cry which we all could hear from the living room. "Why don't you go upstairs and see your son" Criss suggested.

I took a breath and walked up the stairs when I walked to the crib and saw my son he stopped crying than looked up at me. "Hey Nathanial I'm your mommy" as tears fell down my face. I sat down in a rocker that was in the room with Nathan in my arms. As I held him he kept looking up at me like he knew I'm his mother which brought tears to my face. I ran my finger down his soft face than he grabbed my finger as I laughed a little. At the door Criss and Dimitra just stood there looking at me. Criss walked over and gave me a kiss. "I think we finally found out why you were screaming so much you were screaming for your mommy" Criss stated touching Nathan. Dimitra came in with her camera. "Christopher why don't you kneel next to Antonia". Criss put his hand on mine as he knelt next to me. "Smile" and we did. "I'm going to send that to your grandmother right now" and she left. When Criss got up I saw a ring on my finger. "It was your mothers your uncle gave it to me for when or if I was going to marry you but I want to give it to you as a reminder of your mom" Criss explained. I got up slowly and gave Criss a kiss as Nathan burped which made us both laugh.

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Back at the bakery my grandmother was doing some work as Uncle Johnny walked in. "Have you gotten a new picture of Nathan yet?"he asked. "I don't know I haven't checked my mail yet since Dimitra left". She went to her computer and punched up her email. When she opened the email from Dimitra tears fell down her face. Johnny ran to his wife. "Carol come here it's important!!!". "What John" she said. "Just come with me" taking her arm and bringing her to the office. In the office my grandmother had tears falling down her face. "What?". My grandmother moved away and on the computer was a picture of Criss, Nathanial, and me. "Oh my god is that Antonia?"she asked surprised. My grandmother nodded as she read the email.

IT WAS LIKE A DREAM WHEN I SAW HER STANDING THERE LOOKING A LITTLE NERVOUS. I GAVE HER THE BIGGEST HUG I COULD MUSTERED FOR YOU. IT SEEMS LIKE ON CUE NATHAN STARTED TO CRY AND CRISS JUST SAID WHY DON'T YOU GO UPSTAIRS AND SEE YOUR SON. AFTER A FEW MINUTES WE WENT UP AND SAW HER JUST SITTING IN THE CHAIR HOLDING NATHANIAL. I THOUGHT I'D SURPRISE YOU BY SENDING THIS PICTURE

"Thank god she's all right" Aunt Carol remarked. "Wilma print that up I want to show this to someone"Johnny said. Upstairs my father was working as Johnny walked in. "Hey Dennis I got something for you". "What I'm busy" Dennis replied. He put down the picture and my father couldn't believe it. "She decided to come back to her child and the man she loves. Maybe you should think twice before you open your mouth and try to destory someone's life" and he left as my father looked at the picture

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When Criss got to The Luxor everyone was wondering why he was late. "I got a surprise when I got to work Antonia was there waiting for me"Criss stated. "The woman who abandoned her child. What did you do?" Costa asked. "Before we go any farther JD and Costa I want you to know that if you do anything to upset Antonia I'll disown you guys faster than I make myself disappear you made me lose her once I won't let you guys do it again"Criss replied. "So where is she Criss?" Ayala asked. "She's at Serenity getting to know her son"Criss replied and sat down to work. At the house I was changing Nathan's diaper as Dimitra came in. "Wow Antonia and he didn't even get you" she said as I got him dressed. "I helped my uncle and aunt with their son when he was a baby so I got pratice at dodging a shower from a baby boy,"I said as Nathan chuckled. "You think that's funny don't you".

"I'm just happy you're back Antonia I could tell Criss missed you so much he just couldn't stop thinking of you" Dimitra replied. "I felt the same way everytime I heard a baby cry I'd think of Nathan when I saw him for the first time I would just tear up" as a tear fell down my face. Dimitra gave me a hug and told me everything was going to be all right. "Thanks Dimitra" and we left the room as Nathan fell asleep. When it came time for lunch Criss went back to the house. "Anyone home" he called out. I came from outside holding Nathan. "I thought I'd looked around with our son" I stated smiling. "I don't know what it is Antonia but since you came back Nathan hasn't been so fussy I think he wanted his mommy"Criss said smiling. "Maybe" as I gave him to Criss. "Where's my mom?". "She wanted to get something for dinner to celebrate my homecoming" getting a bottle for Nathan. "I warned JD and Costa to keep their mouths shut about you or the baby or I'd disown them faster than I disappear"he stated. "Thanks Christopher" as he gave the bottle to Nathan.

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A week went by and I was swimming as Nathan slept upstairs but I had the baby monitor on. A knock came to the door so I got out to get it . I opened the door and JD was there. "Hey JD"I stated. "Antonia. Come on Criss you've got a meeting that you're going be late for"JD said coming in. "Just give me a second to grab something from my office" and Criss went back to his office as JD sat down. "So how you doing JD?"I asked drying off. "Good how are you adjusting to being a mother" he inquired. "Good it was difficult at first but it getting easier"I replied putting a bottle in the microwave. "Come on JD before Felix has a nutty"Criss remarked. "Criss you going to try to be home for lunch?" I inquired. "I'll try but if the meeting goes later than expected I'll give you a call" Criss replied. I walked over and Criss gave me a kiss than left. "So this is where you go for lunch"JD remarked. "Yea Antonia saves Nathan's lunch bottle for me since he's always asleep when I get home from Believe" Criss replied.

JD just smiled at his younger brother. "What's with the smile?" he asked. "I'm seeing you in a whole new light Christopher and Antonia" and they left. After I fed Nathan the phone rang. "Hello"I said. "Antonia it's so good to hear your voice" a voice remarked. "Grandmom it's so good to hear your voice" picking up Nathan. "When Dimitra sent me that picture of you holding Nathan tears just fell down my face"she replied. "I'm sorry for putting you and the family through that I-". "Antonia you don't need to apologize your father made you doubt yourself but we're just happy you're all right" she replied. Then Nathan gurgled. "Was that Nathan?". "Yea he's getting so big grandma Dimitra sayes he's reminds her so much of Christopher when he was a baby"I replied. "I'm going to try to come out so I can see you and my great grandchild"she said.

"Just tell me when and where and I'll make the arrangement"I stated. "All right but there is a surprise coming to you from me". "Thanks grandmom" and she hung up as a knock came to the door. I went to the door with Nathan in my arm I opened the door and my uncle Johnny was at the door. "Oh Uncle Johnny what are you doing here?" giving him a hug trying not to hurt Nathan. "There's a bakery's convention here so your grandmother sent me instead of your father"he replied with joy. "I'm so happy to see you" as I tried not to cry. "Is that Nathanial god he was just a peanut when I last saw him"he stated. "Here sit down and you can hold Nathan"I stated. We sat down and I gave him to my uncle. "Oh Tony you made such a pretty little baby with Criss" he replied. "Dimitra said the same thing"I replied. Then my uncle noticed the ring on my finger. "I see Criss gave you your mother's ring". "Yea he said that you gave it to him for when or if he proposes marriage but he gave it to me so I could remember my mom"I replied. "Your grandmother said something to me she thinks your mother may of sent this little boy to you and Criss for a reason"he stated.

"Yea he's taking over for his dad when Criss retires from magic" I joked which brought a smile to my uncle's face. "Shoot I have a gift but I left it at the hotel". "Don't worry Uncle Johnny you can give it to me before you leave Las Vegas"I said smiling. Then we noticed Nathan fell asleep in my uncle's arm. At The Luxor Criss had finished the meeting and went to his office. When he got there Costa and JD were waiting there. "Criss can we talk to you alone" Costa inquired. "Sure" Criss remarked and they went into the office. "What's up?" as Criss sat down. "We would like to apologize for the way we treated Antonia and hiding those letters on you"JD stated. "Seriously you're not doing this to make me happy or you got your butts chewed out by mom" Criss said. "No when Antonia left we saw how sad you were"Costa said. "We just couldn't see how much you and Antonia love each other untill now" Costa added. Criss got up and walked over to his brothers. "Thanks guys" and gave his brothers a hug.

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"How sweet". The guys turned around and saw me standing there with Nathan in his carrier. "What are you doing here?" Criss asked as Costa took the carrier. "I thought I'd come down and bring Nathan down to see where his daddy works" I replied as Costa took him out. "He's getting so big" Costa remarked. "Makes you want to become a father Costa?" JD inquired. "Survey sayes not yet" as everyone chuckled. Then Nathan started to chuckle as Costa made faces. "Ladies aned gentlemen my brother has lost his mind thanks to his nephew Nathan"Criss announced as JD tried not to laugh. "Well I did hear you do lose it when you have a baby"JD jokely said . "Excuse me" and I walked to the bathroom. "Did I say something wrong?" JD asked. "I should of told you Antonia's mother went crazy when Antonia was a baby her grandmother thinks she had a extreme case of post partum depression which made her mother go crazy to the point where she's in a mental institution somewhere"Criss replied. "I'll go find Antonia and apologise" and JD left.

Outside I was thinking when JD found me. "Hey Antonia I wanted to apologise for making that remark Criss told me about your mom"he said. "It's all right JD you didn't know" I replied. As JD and I talked a woman was watching us from a far. She just stared at us untill she saw my uncle coming over with a bag. "Antonia I thought I'd drop this off," giving me a bag. I opened the bag and it was a picture of a woman holding a baby. "That's your mom holding you as a baby I thought you'd like it"he remarked. "This looks like the woman who told me to go back to Criss and Nathanial. She told me that my mom didn't go insane she was afraid of being a mother and regretted it"I replied. "What else did she tell you?"JD asked. "She told me that Nathanial was crying for his mother. At first I didn't understand why she called him Nathan untill Criss told me that he changed our son's name from Dennis to Nathan"I said. "But how did she know that you were pregnant or even dating Criss?"JD asked. "She probably saw me with Criss maybe she saw me pregnant when I was walking around New Jeresy or New York"I suggested. "But how did she know that you have a son and what his name is"My uncle inquired. "God only knows"JD stated. "Come on let's go inside". As we went in I turned and saw the woman walking off

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Three months had passed since I came back to Criss and my son. Nathan was growing like a weed also Criss and I were reconnecting which made everyone happy. That afternoon Criss was in Believe pacing when Kaylia came walking in. "Christopher why the pacing you worried about tonight's show for some reason?" she asked. "It's not that it's what going to happen at the end I'm going to propose to my girlfriend Antonia and I'm kind of nervous about it" he replied. "You're going to ask Antonia to marry you. Christopher that's so sweet I can't wait to see it"Kaylia remarked. "I'm also worried that my brothers are going to do something stupid even thou they say they love Antonia I just get that feeling that-". "They're lying to you"she finished Criss's sentence. "Yea"Criss replied. "Christopher this is your life and if you want to propose marriage to Antonia do it"she remarked. "Thanks Kaylia" and gave her a hug. "Do you have the ring?" she asked. Criss took out of his pocket and showed it to her.

"It's a Marquis cut diamond with her birth stones around the diamond". Kaylia whistled as she gave it back. "Criss if god forbid she doesn't want it I'll take it" she stated as Criss laughed. At Serenity I was feeding Nathan as Criss walked in. "Daddy's home"Criss said coming into the kitchen. Nathan started bouncing in his high chair like he was on a trampline. Criss gave him a kiss than wiped his mouth. "Puree carrots nice," as he gave me a kiss. "So you ready for tonight?" Criss asked. "Yes but I'm kind of nervous about leaving Nate here with a person I don't know"I admitted. "Antonia Jessica is my assistant and a mother so don't worry about it. She's going to be a great babysitter beside it either her or Ayala and Gerard" Criss said as I chuckled. "All right why don't you finish feeding your son before you have to get going" she replied getting up. As I made Criss a sandwich I watched Criss feed Nathan. "Here comes the airplane," as Criss made airplane sounds. I chuckled. "There we go now let's clean you up"Criss stated picking him up. "And when you come back your lunch will be ready"I called out. After Criss went up with Nathan the door bell rang and I jogged over to get it.

I opened it and nearly fell over standing there was my grandmother and my Aunt Carol and Rosa. "Oh my god" as I gave them hugs. "It's so good to see you baby" my grandmother remarked. "Come on in"I stated. "Where is that little cutie?" my Aunt Rosa said. "You talking about me or Nathan"Criss asked coming down with him. "I swear Criss you are so funny sometime"Aunt Carol stated. "What do you expect now who wants to hold this cutie?". "Great grandmothers first" and Criss gave Nathan to her. "Please come into the kitchen I was making Criss a sandwich before he has to go back to The Luxor" I replied. We all walked in. "Please ladies first"Criss remarked as they all sat down. "So what's been going on with you two?"Aunt Rosa asked as I gave Criss his sandwich. "Nothing much but tonight you ladies are invited to my show Believe tonight" Criss stated. "Can't wait Johnny said it was wonderful" Aunt Carol said. "That show was the first time I saw the magic side of Criss"I replied. "But who's going to watch Nathan?"my grandmother asked. "My assistant Jessica" Criss replied with his mouth full.

"Christopher that's not polite to talk with your mouth full" My grandmother stated. Criss wiped his mouth. "My apology"Criss replied. Then I noticed the time. "Criss you're going to be late". "Well on that note I'll see you ladies tonight" Criss said. Criss gave me a kiss and than the other ladies. As he did that my aunt Carol pinched his butt. "Aunt Carol"I stated. "Couldn't resist" as Criss blushed. "Goodbye" and he left.

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At the house everyone was getting ready. "This is going to be so much fun" Aunt Carol remarked. "I know but I get this feeling that Criss has something up his sleeve"I stated as my Aunt Rosa did my hair. "What you think Criss is going to propose to you?" Aunt Carol suggested. "Maybe you know I should go check on Nathan" I remarked and went to his room. At the Luxor Criss was pacing in his dressing room when a knock more like a banging came to the door. He opened the door and Kaylia was there. "Kaylia why are you banging on my door" Criss inquired a little confused at it. "It's your son Christopher Antonia just brought him to the hospital with a high fever and he was blue"she replied. Criss grabbed his keys and left like a mad man. At the hospital I was thinking the worst about Nathan as my grandmother and aunts assured me it was probably a respiratory infection. "I hope Criss got my message" as I looked around. "Don't worry baby Criss is probably on his way running every red light in the area to get here" Aunt Carol stated which made me smile a little. My phone rang and saw it was Christopher.

"Antonia what happened with Nathan is he all right?"he asked. "I don't know I went in and he was blue around his lips and when I felt him he was hot. God I'm thinking the worst Criss"I replied trying not to cry. "Don't worry sweetie I'm almost there," as Criss caught off a guy. "Sorry"Criss yelled out the window. "Just don't get yourself arrested please" and hung up. After Criss hung up he ran a red light as he turned a corner not knowing a cop was hiding. The officer turned on his lights and sirens as Criss saw it in his review. ":mad: !!!" Criss declared as he slammed his fists on the steering wheel. Criss pulled over as the officer got out of his car. "Do you know you ran a red light and was doing ninety-five in a forty-five zone?" the officer asked. "Listen officer I'm in a hurry my son was just rushed to the hospital" Criss replied. The officer asked Criss for liscene and registeration which Criss gave him. The officer went back to his car as Criss just sat there as thoughts of his son and what he was going through hit him. Come on my son is probably being visited by my dead father Criss thought. The officer came back, gave Criss his registeration, liscene and a ticket.

"A hundred and ten dollars!!!"Criss replied in shock. "That's what you get for speeding and running a red light". The officer went back to his car as Criss said some choice words to him in Greek. I should flipped the guy off while I had the chance Criss thought as the cop left.

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When Criss finally got there I ran to him and hugged him. "How is he?" Criss asked. The doctor came out and asked for me and Criss to come with him. I took a breath and went with Criss. "How is he?" I asked. "It seems your son has serve case of Bacterial Pneumonia". "Is he going to-". Criss couldn't say the word as tears were falling down our faces. "Right now we have your son on some heavy antibodics but he's breathing so bad that we had to put him on a breathing machine"the doctor stated. "Can we see him?" I asked. "Maybe tomorrow if anything happens we'll give you a ring"the doctor stated and left. I just held onto to Criss as I started to cry. "It's all right Antonia" as he hugged me. When we came back I went over to my grandmother and hugged her as I cried. "What's wrong with Nathan?"Aunt Carol inquired. "He has a serve case of Bacterial Pneumonia"Criss replied sitting down as tears fell down his face too. My Aunt Carol gave Criss a hug. "It's going to be allright you two if what Dimitra has told me about you Criss that baby is going to survive"my grandmother remarked. "I should call my mom and tell her I'll be right back" and went outside. At The Luxor JD was closing up when his phone rang.

He saw it was Criss. "What's going on Criss how's Nathan?"he asked. "Critial he has bracterial Pneumonia and on a breathing machine"Criss replied. "Do you want some company?" JD asked. "I just need you to call mom. JD I'm getting that feeling again" as tears fell down Criss's face. "When dad died Criss don't think that way Nathanial isn't going to die you just have to believe"JD said. "Thanks," and hung up as I came out. "This isn't what I had in mind for tonight" Criss replied as I sat nex to him. "Me either" with a bit of a giggle. "Do you want to go home or stay here?"Criss asked. "Why don't we go home there's nothing we can do here but I want to be here early to see my son"I remarked. "Why don't you get your aunts and grandmother and we'll go home" Criss replied. "All right" and went in. After I went in Criss went into his pocket and took out the ring. He sighed and put the ring back into his pocket.

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That night after my aunts and grandmother went to bed I found Criss laying in his hammock. "What you doing out here?" I asked. "Just needed time to unwind you I thought you'd be asleep" Criss replied. I walked over and sat on the hammock . "I'm nervous that I'm going to lose our son" trying not to cry. "Come here"Criss stated. I layed down next to him and Criss put his arms around me. "He's going to be all right we just have to stay positive that he's going to be all right. Just imagine Nathan taking his first steps right over there"Criss stated. I closed my eyes. "I see it and you chasing after him" I added with a smile to my face. "I can see him walking straight into your arms than you twirl him around in your arms with the biggest smile on your face" Criss described "I can see your mom and my grandmom clapping and smiling. My grandmother comes and takes him while you jog over and put your hands around me telling me that everything turned out all right". I opened my eyes.

"Just keep that imagine in your head and before you know it that dream will become a reality"Criss replied. Criss and I kissed and just swung in the hammock untill I felt someone shrugging me. I opened my eyes and saw my Aunt Rosa waking me and Criss up. "You guys fell asleep out here"she remarked. "Wow I've never done that before"Criss said. As I got up the hammock swung knocking Criss right onto the ground. "Oh Christopher I'm so sorry"I said trying not to laugh. "Not the first time I've landed face first in this grass" as he spit bits of grass out of his mouth. A knock came to the door. "I'll get it" my grandmother stated as I helped Criss up. Criss cleaned off the grass as his mother and JD walked in. "Hey mom" Criss said giving her a hug. "How are you guys doing?"she asked. "Just worried about Nathanial wondering if he's going to be all right"I remarked as Criss put his hands on my shoulder. "Don't worry you guys you've got family around you"JD said. "Thanks JD".

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When we got to the hospital I was so nervous about what he'd look like. We walked in and I looked inside and saw him in a little bed hooked up to a little breathing machine. Tears fell down my face as Criss put his arm around me. "Stay strong sweetie"Criss whispered. "Do you mind going in I just need to steady myself"I asked. "Sure" and Criss walked in. After Criss washed his hands he walked over to Nathan. "Hey man you're putting your mommy through the ringer" as Criss touched him. "He knows your voice his heart rate goes up everytime you talk"the nurse remarked. "That's my ισχυρός" Criss said. "What does that mean?"the nurse inquired. "Strong one it's what my dad use to call me when I was kid"Criss replied. "You must be a preemie when you were born"the nurse remarked.

"A month early my mom use to tell me that I was so eager to come out that I picked the day when the worest snow storm hit New York. I came close to having my father delivering me in the hospital's parking lot but they got into the hospital in time for me to be born in the ER of the hospital"Criss remembered. "Really"the nurse said. "Yea my mom told me that I became extremely Jaundice to the point where they thought I was going to need a liver transplant. She told me that my father never left kept calling me ισχυρός and untill the day he passed from cancer he always said that I lived up to the nick name" Criss replied as Nathan held his father's finger. The nurse took a piece of tape and wrote STRONG ONE on it and put it on Nathan's station. "Maybe he can live up to his father's nick name"the nurse remarked as Criss smiled.

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After I took some quick strong breaths I went in and saw Criss just talking to Nathan. "How is he?"I asked a nurse. "He seems to be doing a little better it seems he's living up to his nick name strong one". I walked over and put my hand on Criss's shoulder. "I was wondering if you were going to come in" he said. "Just needed to get my strength isn't that right sweetie"I remarked touching his feet which he liked. After an hour my gandmother and Dimitra showed up so we traded places. "How's Nathan?"my grandmother inquired. "They say he's responding to the antibodics so he doesn't have my allergy to it thank god"Criss remarked. "He looks so helpless in there"Dimitra stated. "Mom he response to talking and touching so just becareful of the montioners" Criss suggested. "I see he has your nickname Antonia quello forte (Strong one in Italian). "What do you mean Wilma?"Criss inquired.

"When Antonia was born she swolled meconium and her lungs were so ingested with that stuff the doctor thought she wasn't going to survive but your grandfather determine to make sure his first granddaughter survived he kept calling you quello forte everytime he saw you. Then a week later when your grandfather and parents came to see you. You were giggling, moving your arms and legs. The nurse said that everytime they said quello forte you would look at them so they knew your brain wasn't affected either"my grandmother remarked as tears ran down my face. "I never knew that". "Well now we know we have two strong ones"Dimitra stated. "Let's just hope we can make it three mom" Criss said "Why don't you two go home and relax for a while we go see Nathan"my grandmother stated "All right "I remarked We gave them kisses good-bye and left. At the house my Aunt Carol was on the phone with my uncle. "That's terrible Carol how is he?"he asked. "He's a sick little boy. They put him in the NICU last night. I just hate to see Criss and Antonia going through this".

"Just tell Tony I'm praying for her and Criss". "All right sweetie" and hung up. "Who was that?" my father asked. "Carol she wanted to tell me that Nathan is in the hospital with bacterial pnuemonia"he replied. "Poor kid that's something no parent should go through seeing their child so helpless" my father stated. "Wait a minute here are you feeling sorry for Criss and Tony?" my uncle inquired a little surprise at him. "Johnny you know when Antonia was born she inhaled meconium I remember feeling so helpless wondering if I was going to lose her. Now my daughter is going through it with her own child maybe it's a sign from my father wanting me to be apart of my daughter's life again and see my grandson grow up"my father stated

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That night I woke up to find Criss wasn't there. "Christopher" I said looking around. I got up and went to the hall to see the bathroom light on. I knocked on the door. "Hold on please". The door opened and Criss came out with a bottle of Pepto Bismol in his hand. "You all right?" I asked. "Yea I think I just eat a bit too much of the food your aunts cooked us" he replied. "That's my aunts for yea I think we have left overs for a month". Criss put his hand on his stomach as it gurled. "Don't say that my stomach is all ready upset and I'm not in the mood-excuse me" and Criss ran into the bathroom. I could hear him vomiting. After Criss came out I told him he could take the bed and I'll sleep on the couch. I think he understood so I tucked Criss in, took a blanket and pillow. "Good night Criss hope you feel better" and went downstairs. Before I knew it I got woken up by Hammie licking my face."Thanks tuna breath"I muttered. Hammie left as I got up to go to the kitchen.

In the kitchen Chef Ed was scrapping some of the leftover down the disposal and some in the trash. "Good morning Antonia"he remarked. "Good morning I see Criss asked you to throw of this stuff out" I stated. "Yea I came in just as JD took him to the hospital he looked horrible"he replied. "Yea I think he was praying to the porclain god all night I'm surprise Criss didn't wake me up"I stated. "Well I should finish this up before your aunts wake up"he replied. "All right and I'll get dressed to see how my son and boyfriend are doing" I stated chuckling. Just than a knock came to the door so I went to answer it. I opened the door and standing there was my father. "Hello Antonia"he stated.

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I went outside with him. "Dad what are you doing here trying to make me feel worse than when I left my son and Criss?"I asked. "Listen Antonia I'm sorry for doing that to you but I'm here waving the white flag. I heard from your uncle that your son is in the NICU with Bacterial Pneumonia I just want to be there for you" he replied. "I don't know dad after everything you did to me even after my son was born how can I trust you". "You just have to Antonia and I swear I won't interfer with your plans on raising Nathanial or if or when Criss decides to marry you if I do you can throw me out of your life" he stated. "I'm going to keep you to that dad now come on in". When we came in my grandmother and my aunts were awake. "What is he doing here?" grandmom inquired surprised to him. "Trying to hurt your daughter more"Aunt Rosa added. "Listen dad is here for me and my son. I want everyone to play nice now I'm going to get dress and see my son". "Where's Christopher?"Aunt Carol asked. "He's at the hospital probably being treated for dehydration from throwing up last night"I stated and went to get dress.

"You just had to cook Rosa are you trying to kill someone"my father replied. "I helped too"Aunt Carol added. "Really maybe that's why Antonia is here and Criss is suffering from food posioning at the hospital"my father said. At the hospital Criss was in the ER with an IV bag hanging. "What is this your third bag?," JD asked. Criss with his hat over his eyes rasing four fingers. "Way to get to know Antonia's family with a moderate case of dehydration and food posioning" . "At least I stopped puking"Criss stated. "Criss you had nothing left in your system you were dry heven when we got here". "I wonder if I'll still have a gag reflexs after this"Criss joked. "At least you haven't lost your sense of humor Criss"JD said.

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While Criss was in the ER I went upstairs to see Nathan. He was doing good they took him off the breathing machine last night but he was still a little wheezy. "At least the antibiotics are doing good"the nurse stated. "I'm happy he doesn't have his father's allergy to penicillin"I replied. "I heard he's downstairs in the ER I hope nothing bad"she said. "Just a moderate case of food poisoning"I replied. "Well we have to take this little angel to get some x-rays to check his lungs so why don't you go downstairs and see how his father is". "All right" I remarked. As I was leaving I noticed a cross was hanging from the little bed Nathan was in. "Where did this cross come from?"I asked. "A lady came in here late last night and asked me to give it to Nathan. She said she was your aunt". "Thanks" and left. When I got to the ER my aunts were downstairs visiting Criss and apologizing for what they did. "We're so sorry Christopher that you got food posioning"Aunt Rosa remarked. "No problem things happened" Criss said smiling. "Come on guys give Criss some air all right" I stated. "We'll be outside waiting for you" and they left. "So what number bag are we on?".

"Ending of-can you pass me that basin over there I'm going to blow chunks again". I gave it to him and few seconds later he was throwing up. "God when this stop"he repelied laying back down as I poured the vomit down the sink. "I see he did it again"the nurse said coming in. "And I think I pulled a stomach muscle too" Criss added rubbing his side. "I'm going to see if I can get you some companize and maybe a banana bag to get some vitamins back into your system" the nurse suggested and left. I brought a chair over and held Criss's hand. "I saw Nathan and he's off the breathing machine"I said. "So he's responding to the antibodics"Criss stated. "Yea thankfully he doesn't have your allegry" I remarked. "My mom told me she's got everyone praying for him at our church in New York"Criss replied. "Criss my dad's in Las Vegas he showed up at the house this morning". Criss sat up a little. "If he tries to break us up I'm-" but Criss layed back down as a bit of dizziness hit. "Relax Christopher I warned him and he said he's waving the white flag but my grandmother is keeping an eye on him" I stated. A knock came to the door and it was JD.

"Antonia the doctor wants to see you upstairs they have Nathan's x-ray back". "You get better Criss and when they release you I want you to go home, get into bed and get some sleep. JD make sure anything my aunts give him isn't made by them please"I ordered. "All right". I gave Criss a hug and left.

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I went upstairs hoping Nathan was going to be all right. When I got there my father was there with Dimitra and my grandmother. "Good morning Dimitra I see you've met my father"I stated as she gave me a hug. "Yes I have so how's Christopher I heard him running to the bathroom again and again last night"she asked. "He's got a morderate case of food posioning and he's still blowing chunks" I replied. "I wonder how he got sick Chef Ed knows how to keep things clean"she wondered as we kept our mouths shut. A nurse came over and told me the doctor was ready to see me. "Honey do you want one of us to come in with you just incase?"Dimitra inquired. "Do you mind Dimitra?"I asked. "No" and we went in. My father sighed and sat down. "What's wrong Dennis". "I don't understand why she asked Dimitra than me"he said. "Dennis you've tried everything from trying to get her to give Nathan up for adoption to making her feel like she's going to be a bad mother. You just have to give her time to trust you again"she replied. "I guess you're right why don't we go in and see Nathanial" my father suggested and they went in. My father after he washed up walked over. "Hey there Nathan it's grandpa" as he held his little hand. "How's our little ισχυρός (strong one)" my grandmother asked. "What does that mean?"my father inquired.

"It's Greek for Strong One it's Nathan's nickname and considering his parents he's living up to it"The nurse remarked. "Yea I almost thought I was going to lose my Antonia but dad never let me think that way"Dennis stated. My grandmother smiled than she noticed a cross. "Dennis look at this I remember you gave this to Antonia's mother for her birthday before Antonia was born"she replied. My father looked at the back and it had my mother's name and her birthday engraved on it. Back at Serenity Criss did what I said and went to bed. After he took a shower and got into some clean clothes Criss got into bed but he just couldn't fall asleep so he sat in bed and watched television. When I got back it was quiet. "Good afternoon Antonia" Chef Ed stated. "Hey Chef where are my aunts?". "They went back to New Jeresy but I think they thought it was time to go before they got someone else sick"he stated as I snickered. "Is Criss home?". "Yea he's upstairs in bed I brought him up some tea and so far I haven't heard running"he stated. I went up there and went in to see Criss asleep. I closed the door and after taking off my shoes I gentlely climbed into bed and put my arms around Criss.

I closed my eyes and before I knew it I saw myself in the backyard with Criss running after Nathan. My grandmother, Criss's mom, and my dad watched as we chased after him. My father was trying not to laugh. After Criss caught Nathan he took me in his arm and told me that everything was going to be all right. When I opened my eyes I saw Criss was staring at me.

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"Were you watching me sleep?"I asked. "Yes,"he admitted as I smiled. "You look so peaceful like you were sleeping beauty". "And you're my prince to wake me"I remarked as we sat up. "So how's our boy doing?". "He's doing great the doctor sayes that he might end up with ashtma when he gets older because the pnuemonia left some scars on his lungs but Nathan may be able to come home soon"I replied. Criss gave me a kiss. "I told you everything was going to be all right but-". "But what Christopher?". "There was something I was going to do the night Nathan got sick,"Criss said and went to his desk drawer. He took out a ring box and went back to bed with it. "Open it". I opened the box and it was a ring. "Oh Christopher this is beautiful" as I tried not to cry. "So will you marry me Antonia?" he asked. "Yes Christopher I'll be thrilled to be your wife"I replied as the tears started to fall. Criss put the ring on my finger than gave me a kiss. When my father and grandmother came home I was helping Chef ED.

"Hey Antonia". "Did you guys have a nice day after seeing Nathanial?"I asked wiping my hands. "Yes how's Christopher?"My grandmother asked. "I'm feeling better"he replied coming down the stairs. "Criss before I forget your mother is having dinner with your brothers tonight"Dennis said. "I guess it's just the four of us". "But you're having soup the doctor told you to stay on broth and tomorrow we'll try solids"I said. "One chicken broth on the rocks ED"Criss joked.

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After we had dinner and relaxed my grandmother noticed I was somewhere else. "Antonia may I speak to you in private?" she asked. "Sure" and we went outside out of earshot of the guys. "What's the matter you look like you've got something else on your mind"she remarked. My grandmother could read me like a book. I put my hand in my pocket and pulled out a ring. "Criss asked me to marry him and I said yes"I replied. "Than why do you look like you're jumping off Niagra Falls with out a barrel?"she asked. "I'm nervous about how dad is going to react to this after everything he's done I get that feeling that I'm going to regret accepting Criss's proposal" as I looked at the ring. "Antonia it's going to be all right this is your life and I'll make sure your father keeps his opinions to himself even if I have to askCriss for help"she remarked. "All right" and we went back. "So what were you two ladies talking about?"my father inquired. "Well it seems Criss and Antonia have something to tell us"my grandmother remarked. "So what is it?". I sat next to Criss and held his hand

"Criss asked me to marry him and I said yes"I stated and showed them the ring. My father looked speechless as my grandmother gave Criss a kiss. "What do you think daddy?". My father got up and walked over to Criss. "Welcome to the family Christopher," holding out his hand. Criss got up and shook his hand. I almost thought for a second my father was going to deck Criss. "And for my wedding gift I'm going to make you guys your wedding cake". I got up and gave my dad a hug as tears fell down my face. "Thank you daddy" I stated. "You're welcome sweetie" and gave me a kiss. The next day at The Luxor his mother, and brothers were having breakfast as Criss walked in. "Good morning" Criss said. "You look much better than yesterday Christopher" Dimitra stated. "Thanks" as he sat down next to her. "So have you had anything solid since last night?". "I had something lite and I kept it down" he replied. "Well let's good"Costa stated. "I have something to tell you guys". "Don't tell me you're burying yourself alive for the third time"JD asked. "No but thanks for the idea. I asked Antonia to marry me and she said yes" Criss stated with a big smile on his face. His mother gave him a big kiss as his brothers congraulted him. "So how did Antonia's father take the news?" Costa inquired. "He welcomed me into his family and offered to make our weddning cake"Criss replied.

"I thought he may have you whacked"JD joked as Dimitra held in a laugh "Where is your bride to be?" Dimitra inquired. "She's packing to go home for a little while her grandmother has some stuff at her house that she's been saving for when Antonia got married"Criss stated.

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After I finished packing I was a little nervous thinking my dad was playing me but my grandmother kept telling me that if he was my father was going to end being burying with Jimmy Hoffa which made me feel better. I brought my bag down as Dimitra walked in. "Hey Dimitra"I stated wondering if Criss told her than she hugged me which answered my question. "I see Christopher told you that we're enaged"I replied. "And I'm so happy I knew he would sooner or later" Dimitra stated. "How are JD and Costa handling this?"I asked. "I don't know it's hard to read them sometimes"Dimitra stated. "I just hope they don't do something that will hurt Criss or me"I hoped. "Me too" Dimitra added. "So you ready to go see Nathan-Dimitra how nice to see you" My grandmother remarked coming down the stairs. "I heard we're going to be in-laws soon" which made my grandmother chuckle. "Do you want to go with us to see Nathan?" I asked Dimitra. "Sure shall we ladies" and we left. At The Luxor Criss was working when a rap on the window made him look up. He saw it was my father. Criss got up and opened the door.

"Dennis what can I do for you?"Criss asked. "Do you think we could get some lunch I'd like to talk to you"My father remarked. "Sure"Criss replied and locked the door. At the restaurant they sat down. "So what do you want to talk about?" Criss asked. "Well first I'd like to apologize for the way I actted towards you and Antonia. I just felt like you were one of those guys who would break my daughter's heart but after seeing everything you've done I finally realize that I was wrong about you". "Thanks I know that you're just watching out for Antonia since she's your only child. My mom would be the same way if the roles were reversed"Criss remarked.

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When we got to the hospital I felt pretty good considering. We went up and saw one of the nurses coming out of the nursery. "Antonia, Dimitra, Wilma I was just about to call you I have some good news for you"she stated. "What's that?" I asked. "It seems Nathan has been moved out of the NICU for now and if he keeps making the progress he's making he should be home at the end of the week" she replied. I felt like doing flips down the hall way my grandmother looked ready to do cartwheels the other way. "I have to call Christopher about this he'll be so happy"I replied and went to call him. In Believe Criss was working on a trick when he started to laugh. "What's so funny Criss?"Kaylia inquired. "Sorry (giggling) I forgot to take my phone out of my pocket and it's on vibrate,"Criss replied taking it out. He saw it was me. Criss went off-stage as a woman walked in. "Excuse me I'm looking for Christopher I have an important letter for him and nobody is in his office"she remarked. "I'll get him for you" and Kaylia came over as Criss hung up his phone with a smile on his face. "You look happy Criss" Mastero stated.

"That was Antonia Nathanial has been moved out of the NICU. The doctor sayes that if he keeps on this road he may come home at the end of the week" Criss replied. Kaylia gave Criss a kiss as the rest of people clapped in joy for Criss. "That's wonderful also there's a lady outside looking for you. She has a letter for you and nobody was in your office to give it to"she stated. "I guess the guys went to lunch why don't you guys too and we'll meet back here afterwards" Criss remarked. "All right" and left as Criss went to the stage where the lady was sitting. "I hear you're looking for me"Criss said. The lady got up. "Yes but I made up that lie saying I had something for you I wanted to talk to you about your girlfriend Antonia"she said. "Lady if you're some crazed fan-". "No it's nothing like that Christopher you see I'm Antonia's mother". Criss's jaw fell to the floor "Wait a minute Antonia's mother is in a mental ward after having a breakdown when Antonia was an infant"Criss explained. "That was the lie her father came up with when I abandon her"she remarked. Criss looked confused as he sat down.

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"But how did you know about me and your daughter for one reason?"Criss asked. "Well the pictures of you guys in the papers and magazines. I even saw you with Antonia when you came to see her in New York" she remarked. "When we walked around New York she would always get a feeling someone was watching her I guess she was right"Criss stated. "Criss I know you have like a thousand questions and so do I about my daughter even my grandson". "You saw Antonia when she was pregnant didn't you". "Yes but there were times where she looked sad"she remarked. "It's because her father wanted her to give Nathan up for adoption but she fought hard to keep him" Criss replied. "Dennis can be a P.I.TA. sometimes"she said. "P.I.T.A?"Criss asked. "Pain in the :mad:" as Criss chuckled. Then somehing came to Criss's mind. "Were you the one who told Antonia to come back to me and Nathan" Criss asked. "Yes I have a friend at the hospital that Nathan was born at she told me what her father did and that she left Nathan. I didn't want Antonia end up like me regretting abandoning her child so I made her see that she needed to go back to her son and to the man she loved"she replied as Criss smiled. "So you know that Nathan got sick too"Criss said.

"When my friend told me what happened I knew Nathan needed some help from his grandmother so I left a cross that Dennis gave me a long time ago. When Nathan finally comes home can you give that necklace to Antonia for me?" she asked. "Why don't you give to her yourself I know Antonia would love to meet her mother" Criss stated. "No I just can't do it" she remarked. "I asked Antonia to marry me and she accepted. Listen even thou Antonia may think you're somewhere in a mental ward she still misses you and I can tell it everytime my mother comes to visit so why don't you go see your daughter" Criss suggested. "Mom" a voice called out. Coming out of the shadow with tears falling down was me.

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I walked over to her as Criss stood there feeling like an odd man out. "You know what why don't you two talk while I exit stage left"Criss suggested and left as we sat down. "You remind me so much of me Antonia"she said looking at me. "Mom why did dad say you were in a mental ward for?" as I wiped the tears away. "I don't know baby maybe he couldn't let you know the truth that I left you because I got scared about how I'd be a good mother to you" she replied. Outside Criss was looking at a magazine when his mother walked over. "Christopher I thought you were working on some new illusions for Believe are you on a break?". "Sort of it's something I think Antonia should explain to you and her family"he replied. "Don't tell me she's breaking up with you"she stated. "No mom we're still going to get married just something from her past has come back"he replied. "Christopher I do hate it when you go vague on me" Dimitra stated. Criss chuckled as they went into the production office.

After about an hour I came out and walked over to the production office where Criss was working on some stuff. I walked in and sat down. "So how was the family reunion?"he asked walking over to me. "It's weird all my life I thought my mother was in an asylum but she was somewhere else". "So are you going to tell your father you know the truth about your mother?"Criss inquired sitting next to me. "Honestly Criss I have no clue on how to tell my dad about this" as I put my head on Criss's shoulder. "Don't worry Antonia I'm here for you if you need me"Criss stated. "Thanks baby". A knock came to the door and saw it was my grandmother. "Come on in Wilma"Criss said. "I was wondering what was taking you so long sweetie"she asked. "Sorry I kind of got caught up in something" wiping my eyes. My grandmother sat down and saw how red my eyes were. "Is everything all right with Nathanial?"she asked nervous. "He's fine grandmom I met my mom for the first time today" I admitted. My grandmother looked shocked. "Your mother did she escape from the mental hospital she was in?". "No Wilma it seems she left thinking she wasn't going to be a good mother I guess Dennis made up that lie to cover for her or something" Criss remarked.

"That must of been a shock to you sweetie"my grandmother stated. "Yea but we talked and I told her that Criss and I are going to get married she wants to be apart of it". "Well I think that's a good idea baby" my grandmother stated. "Now we just have to tell dad that mom is back in town"I said.

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On the plane I kept thinking of meeting my mom. I couldn't believe that she was alive but why didn't my father tell me when I got older about her. "Antonia you all right?" my father asked. "Just thinking dad"I replied looking out of the window. "About what?"he asked. "Mom"I replied. "I know you wish your mom was here to help you with your wedding" giving me a kiss. "Dad if mom wasn't in an asylum but she left when I was a baby you'd tell me when I was old enough to understand," I asked looking into his eyes. For once in his life my father was speechless. "So would you?". My father said nothing and that spoke volumes to me. When we landed we went to the house to drop off the luggage. "Honey can we talk for a minute?"my father asked. We sat down on the couch as my father looked at me. "So what do you want to talk about?". "What I should of told you when you were older but I didn't know how to tell you. Your mother isn't in an asylum she abandoned you and me when you were just a baby" he replied.

"So you just kept up with the lie instead of the truth". "I guess I was so angry at your mother for leaving you when you were just a little baby I had to make sure you never wanted to see her but I realize now that was selfish of me"he stated. "I'm glad you decided to come forth with this because before we left I met her". My father looked like he was ready to jump. "Are you sure it was your mother"he stated. "The ring Uncle Johnny gave Criss to give me she noticed it she told me it was her wedding ring. Only Criss and the family knew that dad she knows about Nathan and that I'm getting married"I stated. "So that cross was hers wow". "Dad I'm going to let you soak this in so I'm going to go to the bakery"I said. I grabbed the keys and left

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When I got to the bakery the place was crazy so I decided to sneak in the back. After I parked the car I went in to find my uncle baking some pies. "Hey unc"I said. He turned around to see the biggest smile I could have on my face. "Tony what are you doing here I thought you'd be in Nevada with your son"he replied giving me a kiss on the check. "Well for your information Nathanial is doing wonderfully he's out of the NICU and should be home soon but I do have some good news to add" I stated. "What your father finally get that lobotomy we all know he needs" my uncle joked which made me chuckle. "I wish but I am getting married"I replied. My uncle dropped the tray he had in his hand as he turned around in shock. "You serious?"he asked. "Yes Criss asked me to marry him and I accepted" showing him the ring. "Can I ask one thing is Criss still breathing?". I laughed. "Yes Criss is still among the living dad didn't try to kill him lord knows that went through my mind"I stated. "I'm so happy for you your aunts will be going nuts when they hear this" giving me a hug that took me off the groud. Right on cue my Aunt Carol and Rosa came in. "Johnny you all right I thought I heard a pan drop".

My Aunt Rosa nearly fell when she saw me. "Oh my god Antonia what are you doing here?" she asked giving me a hug. "Don't tell me your father made you come back because I'll beat him-". "Relax daddy didn't do that I came back to deliver some good news about Nathanial and my self"I stated. "Nathan must be doing good for you to be here"Aunt Carol remarked. "Yes and I'm getting married" showing them the ring. My aunts let out a scream that only dogs could hear my uncle even put his hands over his ear to muffle the sound. "How did your father reactted to this did he hurt Criss in any way" Aunt Carol inquired. "No he shook Criss's hand and said welcome to the family. Also for his wedding gift he's making my wedding cake"I replied smiling. "Oh baby I'm so happy too bad your mom couldn't be here"Aunt Rosa stated. "That's another thing dad finally told me the truth about my mother"I remarked. "Are you all right with it?" my uncle asked putting his hand on my shoulder. "Yea"I stated. "Well we should get back I'm so happy for you" and my aunts left. "So what are you going to do now that you know the truth have Criss hire a PI to find her" my uncle asked cleaning up his mess.

"Exactually I've met her already Uncle Johnny she came to The Luxor wanting to see me so she went to Criss for help. I kind of walked in on it and was just in shock when I saw her"I said. "Are you sure it was her and not someone claming to be her"he asked. "I thought of that but she left a cross at Nathan's bedside and I heard grandmom say that dad gave that to her for her birthday. Do you remember when you gave me that picture of mom and me when I was a baby and I told you that a woman came to me and told me to go back to Nathan and Criss. It was mom who did that so unless someone is playing a dirty trick it has to be mom"I said.

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When I finally got back to Las Vegas I felt great. I got my wedding dress and when I called Criss he told me that he has a surprise for me which I love. At the airport a limo was there waiting for me. The door opened and Criss got out looking as handsome as I met him. I gave Criss the biggest kiss and hug I could give him. "I missed you while I was gone"I remarked looking into his eyes. "So did I" he replied as I push a piece of his hair from his face. "So what's the surprise?"I asked. "Come on"he remarked and we got in. As we drove Criss was telling me that his mother was thrilled when he told me that we were getting married. "When I told my uncle he dropped a sheet of pies onto the floor". "I think my mom dropped a glass on the floor when my brother JD got engaged" Criss replied. "So what's the surprise Criss I'm dieing to know" getting ansty. "We're almsot there just relax before I have to put you into a straight jacket" Criss joked.

A few minutes later we got there. We got out and I saw it's the hospital Nathan was at. Tears fell down my face when I realized we were bringing Nathanial home. I gave Criss a hug. "Are we bringing our son home?" I asked. Criss nodded. "The doctor told me yesterday that we could bring him home but I wanted to wait until you came home so we could do it together" he replied. I wiped my tears away as we went in. As we went up I felt so happy that everything was coming together. We got upstairs and one of the nurses saw us. "Christopher Antonia it's so good to see you are you happy that Nathanial is finally coming home" she asked. "I'm ready to hold my son and not let him go"I stated with the biggest smile on my face. "We both are" Criss remarked. "Well the doctor is giving him the once over than you can take him home" she replied. After we finished talking the doctor came out. "So is our son all right can we take him home". "Why don't you come with me for a minute" the doctor stated. We went to his office and sat down. "I really don't know how to tell you guys this after everything Nathan has been through". Criss and I held hands. "Doc you're scaring us what's wrong with our son?" Criss inquired. "

It seems a rare reaction to the dosage of antibodics that Nathan was on has taken some of Nathan's hearing away"he stated. "You mean Nathan's deaf?"I asked. "I'm sorry to tell you this but this is rare for this to happen". "Will he ever hear?"Criss asked. "I don't know here's a number of a specialist that deals with hearing"he stated. The doctor left the room as Criss and I let what the doctor just said sink in. Back at the house Costa, JD, and Dimitra were putting together a little surprise party for Nathan and me. "Thank god Nathan is coming home after everything he's been through" Dimitra stated. "I wonder how Antonia reactted when they went to get Nathan" Costa wondered. As we drove home we couldn't stop looking at Nathan as he slept wondering what step to take next with him.

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When we finally got home Criss looked upset. "What's wrong Criss?"I asked walking over to him "I just feel like I got punched in the stomach knowing that Nathan may never hear our voices" he replied. I gave Criss a hug. "It's going to be all right Criss after we get him into the house and situated we'll call those doctors and set up appointments for Nathan" I stated. "Thanks I needed that pick up" and gave me a kiss. I got Nathan as Criss grabbed my luggage. We got to the door but as Criss put his key in the door opened and JD was there. "JD what are you doing here?"Criss asked surprised. "Do you really think that we let you come home to an empty house when you're bringing your son home from the hospital". He opened the door and standing there is his mom and Costa. "Surprise"they said as we walked in.

"Mom Costa what a nice surprise" Criss replied as Costa took my suitcase and brought it upstairs. "Why don't you sit down and I'll take this little fighter upstairs" Dimitra stated as she took Nathan. We sat down as JD went into the kitchen. "Did you know about this?"I asked Criss. "No I swear I'm just as surprise you are but we won't tell them about Nathan until we have all the facts"Criss replied. "All right" as everyone came back. "So how was New Jersery Antonia?"Dimitra asked. "Good my grandmother told me that she's been saving for when I get married as a wedding present"I replied taking a drink. "Good Criss won't go bankrupted” Costa joked as Criss snickered. "What about your wedding dress?"Dimitra inquired. "I got it my father wanted to come and had tears coming down his face when he saw it on me"I stated. "Christopher you all right you look like you're somewhere else" Costa asked.

"I'm fine just thinking"Criss said. "About what?"JD inquired. "It's nothing excuse me I need to use the bathroom" and Criss walked off. "Antonia what's up with Criss he looks like someone told him Believe is shutting down and he's been fired from The Luxor" JD asked. "He's probably got a lot on his mind about the wedding and stuff". "I'm going to see what's taking him so long" and JD got up. Criss snuck into his office and made a call to one of the doctors.

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"They're saying that the antibiotic my son was on damaged his hearing. All right we'll see you Friday" and hung up. "Criss". Criss looked up and saw JD standing there. "How much did you hear?"Criss asked. "That Nathan could be deaf why didn't you tell us?"JD asked. "I just found out myself all right but don't tell mom or Costa Antonia and I want to get all the facts together before anyone starts worrying"Criss stated. "Criss I can tell just by looking at you and your body language that you are worried about your son". "I am scared that Nathan will be deaf and he'll have to fight with his disability" Criss replied. JD gave his brother a hug and told him everything would be all right. "Now let's forget about Nathan maybe being deaf and enjoy this little party" JD remarked smiling. When they came back Dimitra was bouncing Nathan on her knee. “Look who woke up from his nap” I stated as Criss sat next to me.

“He looks so good before you know it he’s going to be talking” Costa stated. “Great just like his father a motor mouth” JD joked which made Criss chuckled. “So have you guys decided on where you’re going to have the wedding yet?”. “Not yet my father wants me to be married in New Jersey and I know Criss wants to get married where you got married Dimitra” I stated as Criss blushed. “Well you guys got plenty of time since you haven’t even set a date yet” JD said. “Yea” Criss remarked. With out warning a big noise hit the house making everyone jump. “What the hell was that?”I asked. Criss got up. “My neighbor he’s blasting so he can make a garden for his wife” closing the door to the back. I looked at Nathan and he didn’t let out a cry. “That’s odd Nathan didn’t even make a peep” Dimitra stated. “That loud of a noise would of made any baby cry or scream” Costa said. Criss and I looked at each other. “Christopher is there something wrong with Nathan’s hearing?”Dimitra asked as I picked up Nathan.

“The doctor told us that because of the dosage of the antibiotics a rare reaction happened Nathan lost some of his hearing” Criss remarked. “How much?” Costa inquired. “We don’t know the doctor gave us some numbers to call to find out just how much of Nathan’s hearing is gone” I stated. “We were going to wait to tell you until we knew more” Criss replied looking at the floor. Dimitra got up and gave her son a hug. "Christopher we’re here for you” Dimitra told him. “For whatever you need Criss” JD added putting his hand on Criss’s shoulder. “Same with you Antonia” Costa said. “Thank you” and we gave them all hugs..

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A week had pssed and Criss was at The Luxor trying to work but Nathan kept popping into his head. "Christopher". Criss turned and saw John and George. "Hey guys didnt see you come in"he replied. "Criss we've been calling you but you weren't answering your phone we were afraid something happened" George remarked. "Sorry just got a lot on my mind" he apologized. "You have been somewhere else mentally everything all right with you and Antonia?"John inquired. "We're fine"Criss said. "You'd tell us cous"George asked. "Yes guys I would"Criss replied. "All right" and they left as JD came in. "How's everything going seriously?"JD inquired sitting down. Criss sat back in his chair. "Not good Nathan has about a seventy percent hearing lose so he's going to need hearing aids". "What about sign language you and Antonia going to take classes in it". "Maybe" as Criss sighed. "Well don't worry Criss kids Nathan's age can pick sign language like that" snapping his fingers.

"Also Antonia's nervous about telling her father about Nathan she's afraid he may blame me somehow and make Antonia call off the wedding"Criss remarked. "If he tries too Antonia will fight him like you did with me and Costa" JD assured him. "Thanks bro" giving him a hug. Back at the house I was teaching Nathan some sign language I knew. "See Nathan this mean hungry" showing him. "This means mommy". He just smiled. "Come here you" picking him up. We went into the kitchen to get something to eat. "Apple"I stated showing him. Then I heard the clock chime noon. "Looks like daddy will be home soon for lunch". I went back into the living room and put him on the floor as Hammie walked by. Hammie gave Nathan a rub which made him giggle a little. "You be nice to the kitty"I stated. Outside Criss pulled up but instead of going in he sat in his car thinking. He wondered if Nathan could still hear him when he talked to him or would Nathan just be a deaf child that couldn't speak well. His phone rang bringing him back.

"Hello"he said. "Christopher are you ever coming in or you like your lunch delivered to your car?". Criss looked at the door and I was standing there with my cell . Criss smiled as he shut off his phone. He got out and walked over to me. "Sorry just started thinking about Nathan"he stated. "Well come on he's in his high chair ready to have lunch with you and me". Criss put his arm around me and gave me a kiss. "I love you Antonia" he remarked. "Come on before Nathan starts crying" and we went in.

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When we came in Nathan was banging on his high chair. "All right sweetie" as Criss sat down across from Nathan. "So how is Nathan today?" Criss asked. "Good he's been looking outside a lot at the birds and he's trying to walk but he mostly falls on his butt"I remarked. "Well at least he's trying" as she gave Criss his sandwich. "Criss what's wrong you've been somewhere else since the doctor told us about Nathan"I asked. "I don't know sometime I wish it was dream and Nathan wouldn't be deaf he'd be a normal child not disabled" Criss remarked. "Christopher I know this is hard but it's going to get better as Nathan gets older". "Why does it feel like it won't to me"he replied. "Why don't you feed Nathan before he goes nuts" I suggested giving Criss some apple sauce. Criss sighed. "All right buddy time for some apple sauce". Nathan opened his mouth and Criss put some in. Nathan let a little fall down his mouth which made Criss giggle. "You're funny sometime" he said. I watched as Criss fed his son and Nathan kept drooling apple sauce a little which was making Criss giggle. Then Criss took a bit of the apple sauce and did a bit of drooling himself making Nathan laugh. Me I tried not to laugh as he did that.

Like father like son I thought as Criss wiped his mouth and Nathan's. "There we go now it's time for me to have some lunch before I go back to work". Then Nathan did something with his hands which I saw. "Criss Nathan just signed to you"I stated smiling. "What did he say?" Criss inquired. "Hungry". Criss smiled. "Should we count that as his first word?"Criss wondered as I picked up Nathan. "I really don't know Criss". Then Nathan smiled and Criss saw something. "It looks like he cut his first tooth too" as I looked. Criss took out his phone and took a picture of Nathan smiling.

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I'm sure there's some medical procedure to reverse Nathan's hearing loss.

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When Criss got back to the production office he saw nobody was there which kind of shocked him considering he was the last to leave for lunch. Criss was about to open the door when he heard someone whistle. Criss turned around and saw Stacey one of the front desk clerk waving her hands at him. Criss walked over. "Either you're trying to get my attention or you're flagging a cab"Criss joked. "Some guy named Dennis stopped by looking for you he left his number for you" giving him the paper. "Thanks Stacey" and took out his cell phone and dialed the number. "Hello"the voice remarked after a couple of rings. "Dennis it's Criss they told me you were looking for me". "Yes Criss I was in town on a lay over from California I was wondering if Antonia is at the house or is she with you?" he inquired. "No she's at home with Nathan" he replied. "So Nathan is finally out that's wonderful" Dennis said. "Yea"Criss stated in a somber tone. "Criss you all right is there something wrong with my grandson?" he asked. "Dennis just talk to your daughter she'll explain everything to you" Criss replied. "All right Criss" he remarked and hung up. At the house I put Nathan down for a nap and when I came down the door bell rang. I answered the door and my father was standing there.

"Daddy what are you doing here" giving him a hug. "I was in town so I wanted to see you. I called Criss but when we were talking he sounded somber for some reason" he said. Come on in dad" and he came in. "So what's wrong I hear the same tone in your voice that I heard in Criss's. Is Nathanial all right?" her father inquired. "No daddy when we brought him home the doctor told us that because of the dosage of the antibodics a rare reaction happened Nathan lost about seventy percent of his hearing" I remarked. "So Nathan is going to be deaf?"my father stated a little shocked. "The doctor say that maybe when he's older we should look into Cochlear implant"she replied. "Who knows about this?". "Just Criss's family right now" trying to stay strong. "Why didn't you tell us were your family too Antonia?" he asked feeling like he was ready to blow his top. "Because I was afraid that you'd blame Criss somehow"I replied. My father was speechless as tears started to fall down my face. "Aww sweetie" giving me a hug as I finally broke down.

"I was scared that you'd go back to your old ways"I replied inbetween tears. "Honey I've learned my lesson I wouldn't of done that to you or Criss" he said. "Thanks daddy" I replied wiping the tears away. "If you want to I'll let the people at the bakery know about Nathan all right" he suggested. "Thanks daddy" as he wiped the rest of the tears away. At the production office Criss was sending his mom the picture of Nathan when JD came in and saw the picture. "Now that's a cute picture Criss mom may make that her screensavor on her computer" JD stated as Criss sent the picture. "Before the picture was taken Nathan signed something to me"Criss stated with a grin. "Seriously what was that?"JD asked curious. "Hungry" as Criss snickered. "Great he's your son all right". "Very funny" Criss stated. A knock came to the door and Criss saw it was me. "Hey what are you doing here where's Nathan?" giving me a kiss. "My dad wanted to spend some time with his grandson and I finally told him about Nathan". "How did he react do I need to run to Mexico?" he jokely asked. "No he understand why I didn't tell him". "That's good so I was thinking maybe you and I can have some time together maybe go out to dinner"Criss suggested.

"What about Believe?"I asked. "Believe or not Antonia Criss has been planning this for about a couple of days so tomorrow he has to do an afternoon and two evening show"JD said. "I don't know if I should leave my dad with Nathan all by himself". "I'll make you a deal Antonia I'll check up on him saying I'm just dropping off some stuff for Criss"JD offered. "Well let me call my dad first" and picked up the phone. At the house my father was playing with Nathan when his phone rang. "Hello" he said. "Daddy I was wondering if you wouldn't mind watching Nathan for a little while Criss wants to take me out to dinner" as Criss nibbled at my neck. "Sure baby if I need you I'll give you a call". "All right" as I tried not to laugh with Criss nibbling at my neck. I put my hand over the mouth piece. "Cut it out or you're going to sleeping on JD's couch tonight". Criss stopped. "Well have fun". "Thanks dad"I replied and hung up. I went over to Criss and slapped him. "Why don't you go take a cold shower before we leave" I suggested to Criss as JD chuckled.

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At dinner I was having a nice time with Criss it got my mind off of Nathan and what was going on. "So when do you think we should get married?"Criss asked. "I don't really I was thinking maybe Valentine's Day but I know that week is hard for you since your dad passed away during that week"I stated. "What about somewhere during the spring". "All right but we have to make a decision about what church to do it at. The church your mom got married at or the one I was baptized at"I stated. Criss looked like he was ready to pull our his hair with that. "I don't know I want to do it where my parents got married but I already did that and you know how that worked out" Criss remarked. "I know my dad wants Father Roman to marry us but it would have to be at my church now I feel like pulling my hair out now"I said as Criss smiled. "We'll figure it out".

"We should before we get married on your birthday" I replied as Criss snickered. "I got a great idea why not get married here in Las Vegas"Criss suggested. "What at one of those drive through chapels my father would have a stroke if we did that"I replied. "No we'll have at Serenity my backyards big enough for a wedding"Criss suggested. "And I can find out if Father Roman can come from New Jersey to marry us"I replied. "Now what date should we do it?". "Well on a date you don't have to do Believe"I joked. Criss chuckled. At the house my father was watching television when JD walked in. "Dennis sorry to distrub you I'm just dropping some papers off for Criss". "Allright". "Where's Nathan?" JD asked closing the door. "I put him down for the night how's Criss doing?". "Wonderful Believe is taking off and Antonia is happy that Nathan is healthy" JD remarked. "Have you heard anything about when they're getting married because I want to make sure Father Roman is availible"he said. "I hope he doesn't mind doing a wedding in a Greek Orthodox church because I know Criss might want to get married at the same church my parents got married at" JD said and left.

When we got home my father was outside enjoying the view. "Hey daddy was Nathan any trouble?" I asked. "No but I have to ask you something?". "If it's about the wedding Criss and I finally figured it out" sitting on the bench with him. "What church are you going for his or yours?". "Niether we're going to get married here at Serenity we can ask Father Roman if he wouldn't mind flying here" I replied. "What if it rains sweetie we're not going down to one of those drive through chapels" Dennis stated. "If that should happen Dennis we can use my theater"Criss said coming out. "It's a nice idea but I really wanted you to get married in the same church you were baptized at"he stated. "I know daddy so we decided to have Nathan's baptism at the church I was baptized at instead" I remarked. My father gave me a kiss and a hug. "I'm going to check on Nathan"Criss stated and left. Upstairs Criss called his mom and told him what they planned. "That's wonderful sweetie now I talked to Father Takas and he said that he can do Nathan's baptism in a few weeks at the church you were baptized at". "Mom we decided to do it at Antonia's church to please her father"Criss told his mother. "What about me Christopher you told me you'd either get married or have your son baptized at our church!!". "I know mom but we decided to get married here and-". His mother said some choice words in Greek and hung up. Can't please everyone Criss thought hanging up the phone.

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When it came time for Nathan's baptism we all went back to New Jersey but I could tell Criss was somewhere else. "You all right baby?"I asked putting my hand on his shoulder. "It's my mom she told me she's not coming to Nathan's baptism tomorrow". "I guess she's still a little upset that we're doing it at my church than hers"I replied. "Yea I just wish there was someway we could make my mom and your father happy"he stated. "I know sweetie" and gave him a kiss. "I love you Antonia". "I love you too Christopher". When we landed my father was there with my grandmother. "Hello sweetie how are you?" giving me a hug. "I'm good" as Criss came out with Nathan. "Oh my god look how big he's gotten is Nathan walking yet?" she asked. "Nathan's holding on to stuff but when he tries he falls on his butt,"Criss replied as Nathan held out his hands. "I think Nathan wants his mommy"my grandmother stated. I took Nathan from Criss. "I think Nathan needs a diaper change"my father said. Criss looked at his shirt which had a big wet stain on it. Not again Criss thought. "I think we may need to tighten his diapers when we change him" I suggested.

"Or start potty training early"Criss replied as my father chuckled. After I changed Nathan and Criss changed his shirt we went to the bakery. When we got there my uncle was waiting out in the back for us. "My sweet little Tony is here" giving me a hug. "Hey Uncle Johnny how are you?". "Good hey Criss"he stated. "How's everything Johnny?"Criss asked as my grandmom came out with Nathan. "Pretty good but I need Antonia's help with something". "And that is?" I asked. "Well I wanted to surprise you with this but I remember you making a pie that everyone loved and a lot of the customers are wondering what happened to it so I was wondering if you could teach me how to make it" he asked. "Sure you want to watch Christopher?"I asked "Sure" and everyone came in. After I washed my hands and put on an apron. Criss and Nathan watched as I mixed the ingredents. As they mixed Criss smelled it in the air. "That's heavenly"Criss remarked. "I think Nathan thinks the same he's drooling a little"my uncle pointed out. I giggled as Criss wiped his mouth. After I made the filling I put it aside and made the crust. "All right I just heard some one's stomach growl"my uncle stated. Criss blushed. "That is Criss's stomach I know that rumble anywhere" I remarked smiling.

I took a spoonful of the filling and let Criss taste it. "Oh my god that's awesome!" Criss declared. I filled the pies and put them in. After they were done I cut into one and gave a piece to Criss. I took Nathan from Criss as he eat it. "Antonia you may have to teach this to my mom this is wonderful"Criss replied. After the pies cooled my uncle brought some out to the customers. They were gone before he finished putting out the rest. "Antonia you still have the touch"my uncle replied. I smiled. My aunt Rosa saw me and gave me a hug. "I missed you so much Antonia" she stated. "I miss you guys too". The door bell rang and a guy came in. "Wow that's the priest from my church"Criss said. "Father Takas he's from your church"my aunt replied. "Yea he baptised my brothers and me, also married my mom and dad"Criss replied. Criss went out and said hi to the father. "Christopher how's Las Vegas going?" shaking his hand. "Good what are you doing here in New Jeresy?"he asked. "Well Father Roman is sick so he asked me to do a baptism for him tomorrow". "Let me guess The kid's name is Nathan parents Chris and Antonia" Criss replied. "How do you know that?" he asked. "Antonia bring out Nathan," Criss called out. I came out with Nathanial.

"Meet my fincee Antonia and my son Nathanial". "What a wonderful child and your fincee is beautiful" he remarked. "Thank you Father". "Here's your order father" my aunt Rosa stated. "I see you like the maple apple pie"I stated. "Exactually it's my sister's favorite every year for her birthday she asks for it I'll see you tomorrow" and the father left. "Well I should give my mom a call telling her that Father Takas is doing the service tomorrow just not in our church" Criss stated and went to call his mom.

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After we finished at the bakery Criss went to go see his mom. At the house JD was just pulling up. "Hey JD nice to see you again"Criss joked. "Giving up magic for comedy". "I think you just lost your sense of humor which I don't think you had to begin with"Criss remarked. "At least I had my kid after I got married"JD stated. "That's below the belt JD" Criss replied. As the arguing escalated Dimitra came out. "Christopher Joseph stop it!!" She called out. "He started it"JD stated. "Did not"Criss replied. "God you two are grown men not little kids now get in the house now" she ordered and they went in not after Criss stuck his tongue out at JD. After they cooled their jets JD apologized and so did Criss. "That's better now you left a message for me Christopher saying you had some news about tomorrow" as they all sat down. "Yea I ran into Father Takas at Antonia's father's bakery it seem the priest that was surpose to do Nathan's baptism got sick so Father Takas is filling in". "Really" Dimitra stated smiling a little. "Yes and mom even thou it's not at our church I really want you there and I know Antonia and Nathan want you there too. Beside it would seem stupid for the godmother not to be there"Criss replied.

"You want me to be your son's godmother" she stated. Criss and JD thought she was going to start crying "Yea mom and Antonia's uncle Johnny is going to the god father so are you going to be there?". "Yes Christopher I'll be there for my god son" and gave him a kiss. At the bakery my Aunt Rosa was watching Nathan as I talked to my uncle. "Where did Criss go?" he asked putting some lobster tails in the oven. "He went to go see his mother and there's something I want to ask you Uncle Johnny". "And that is what?" grabbing a tray of lemon drop cookies. "I want you to be my son's god father". Out front my aunt and my father were talking when they heard the tray slam to the ground. They went in and saw Uncle Johnny giving me a hug. "Is everyone all right?" she asked. "Yea Antonia asked me to be her son's god father" he replied. "Antonia do me a favor the next time you want to tell Johnny something wait untill he has nothing in his hands" my father asked as my aunt and I giggled.

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The next day we were all getting ready for the baptism. My father even closed the store for the day My aunt Rosa joked that it was one of the sign of the apocalypse that my father closed the bakery. At a hotel Criss was trying to do his tie while I got Nathan dressed in the other room. "Dam it!!" Criss called out. "Need some help Criss?" I called out. "Pease before I lose my mind" he asked. I put Nathan in the playpen and went to help Criss. "I should look into clip on ties,"he replied. "Tell me again why I have to wear this?". "Because in my family the men will put on a suit and tie for church I even put Nathan in a cute outfit with a tie untill he's put into his baptism gown. There we go" I stated. Criss turned back and looked at himself in the mirror. "Thank you" and gave me kiss as he tried to unzip my dress but I pushed him back. "Slow your roll Mindfreak your mother and your brothers will be here soon". After I finished talking a knock came to the door. "See now go answer the door while I get our son" and left as Criss went to get the door.

He opened the door and my grandmother was there with my father. "You look very striking Christopher"my grandmother stated giving Criss a kiss. "Thank you Wilma" as they came in. "Antonia running late again. I've got your mother downstairs waiting for us"my father remarked. "You're car pooling with my mother you have the patience of a saint Dennis"Criss stated as my father chuckled. "Be nice Christopher" as I came out with Nathan. "What's so funny?". "Inside joke"Wilma stated as my father took Nathan. "Shall we?". "Criss your necklace"I stated. "Excuse me"Criss remarked and went into the bedroom. "If it's that cuff necklace-". "No daddy it's a cross that's special to Criss" I replied. Criss came out as he put on his Believe necklace. "Criss my daughter just told us that cross is special to you" my father remarked. "Yea it has my favorite word but it also has my father's initials on it" showing them. "That's nice Christopher to have a little of your father near you"my grandmother said. "Shall we?" and we all left. When we got to the church everyone was going in. "This is such a beautiful church"Dimitra stated as Criss help her out of the car. "And after this we have a party at the house"my father said. "Oh dad I wish you didn't"I remarked. "It's no trouble" he replied. "It's not that Dennis I have to get back to Las Vegas for my show tonight we were going to leave after the baptism" Criss stated.

My father looked upset. "Criss why don't I stay behind and I'll catch a flight tomorrow" I suggested. "All right shall we go in" and we all went in. The baptism went wonderful Nathan was an angel as my uncle held him as Nathan got bapitized. After the bapitism Dimitra was talking to my uncle Johnny as Criss and his brothers came out. "Too bad you can't stay for the party"Costa stated. "I wish I could but Felix will kill me if I miss this"Criss said feeling a bit disappointed. I came down with Nathan in my arms. "Be good Criss and no joining the mile high club"I stated kissing him. "Come here buddy" as he took Nathan from me. "You be a good boy and I'll see you tomorrow" and gave him a kiss.

He gave Nathan back and got into the taxi to take him to the airport. After Criss got to the airport and changed his clothes he got into the plane and left. At the party everyone was talking and having fun. "Are you serious he really did that to the priest"my uncle said as I walked over to him talking to Dimitra. "What's so funny?"I asked. "She was just telling me that at Criss's bapitism he gave the priest a shower". Whoops I thought trying not to laugh. Then JD came in and he didn't look happy. "JD what's wrong ?"Dimitra inquired. "That was Felix Criss's flight never got to Las Vegas it crashed somewhere" he replied.

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"What happened before they lost contact with the plane?"I asked. "They said that Criss was on the line saying pilot than dead before they lost it". "So the plane could be anywhere from here to Las Vegas"Dimitra remarked. "I'm afraid so mom they've started looking near Bare Mountain than they'll take it from there" JD said. I ran out as tears fell down my face. My father saw me run out and went over to the crowd that had gathered. "What's going on I put Nathanial down for a nap and I watch my daughter run out with tears coming down her face". "Criss's plane went down they're not sure where exactly" my uncle stated. Outside I looked at the sky as the moon shined like a big star. I went into my pocket for a tissue and I saw I had Criss's Believe necklace in my pocket. I remembered Criss gave it to me when the clasp broke I guess I forgot to give it back to him so he could get it fix back in Las Vegas. "Antonia" a voice said. I turned around and saw my dad walking over. "Hey dad" I remarked. "I just heard about Criss's plane going down you all right" he asked. "I'm scared dad what if he didn't survive the crash. What if they never find the airplane for all they known it probably landed in the hover dam or something".

My father hugged me trying to calm me down. "Honey don't think that way all right it won't help making you upset thinking the worest when he's probably wondering if he's going to see you, his family or Nathan again you just have to hope and pray he's all right"my father remarked. "I can't help it daddy it just reminds me of when grandpa died on 9/11 seeing those planes hit the towers knowning that grandpa was in the tower when it fell". I just started to cry as my father hugged me telling me Criss was going to be all right. "I hope so daddy" as we both went in. After everyone left I tried to get some sleep but I kept having nightmares of being at Criss's funeral. I went downstairs and went to the kitchen for a drink. After I got the water I looked out the window and saw a star falling through the sky like a firework.

STAR LIGHT STAR BRIGHT THE ONLY STAR IN THE SKY I WISH MY FINCEE IS ALL RIGHT AND HE IS SAFE WHEREEVER HIS PLANE MAY OF FALLEN. MAKE SURE HE IS FOUND SO MY SON DOESN'T HAS TO REMEMBER HIS FATHER BY PICTURES AND VIDEOS

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In the mountains Criss woke up. He got up slowly as he put his hand against his head. Criss pulled it back and saw his head was bleeding. Before he got up Criss looked at his legs and made sure no bones were sticking out or they were broking. They weren't but Criss felt pain in his shoulder and saw he dislocated it. Criss got up slowly and saw that the pilot's body hanging over the steering wheel of the plane. The guy must of had a heart attack while flying Criss thought as he put his coat over the dead body. Criss knew one thing he had to try to pop his shoulder back in or risk nerve damage. Criss took a breath as he positioned himself between the door and the cockpit. Here goes nothing and rammed his shoulder untill he heard a pop. After saying a few choice words Criss took his belt and made a sling for his arm. Criss tried the door but it wouldn't open for some reason so Criss saw one of the windows had popped out so Criss got out that way. He got out and saw he was in a forest and saw some mountains too. I wonder if they can see the plane with all these trees Criss thought. He looked at the plane and couldn't believe he survived such a crash.

Down near the bottom some hikers were getting ready. "You got the tent Fred?". "Yup do you have the food and water Tina?"he asked. "Yup let me get satellie phone" and went into the trunk as a ranger rolled in. "How you doing?" Fred asked as Tina shut the trunk. "I just wanted to tell you that a plane might of crashed around here"the ranger stated. "Do you know if they're any survivors? "Fred asked. "Don't know it might of crashed late last night the last comm was that the pilot might of had a fatal heart attack while he was flying". "How many people were on the flight?"Tina asked. "One person a male first name Christopher"the ranger remarked. "If we find it we have a satellie phone just in case so we'll call the ranger station if we find anything"Fred said and the ranger thanked them.

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A few hours had passed since the crash and Criss had washed up. The gash wasn't as big as Criss thought considering the blood that washed away in the river. When he got back Criss found a first aid box and with a little help from a broken window Criss put a couple of butterfly strips on the cut. After he finished cleaning himself up Criss went to get his phone to see if he could call for help but unfortunely his phone was just a piece of trash. Dam it he thought. Then about of dizziness hit him. I must have a concussion or something as he sat down under the broken plane wing. After the dizziness passed Criss wondered if he'd ever be found or see me and Nathan or his family again. Back in New Jersey I was trying to keep myself busy so I wouldn't worry about Criss and his plane crash so I decided to work at the bakery while Dimitra watched Nathan for me. At Dimitra's Nathan was still trying to walk but just could get it. "Don't worry Nathan you'll be walking in no time" she remarked picking him up. "Anyone home" a voice called out. Dimitra turned around as Costa came in "Costa please tell me you've heard something about Christopher?" she asked. He shook his head. "Nothing yet from JD"Costa remarked as Dimitra sat on the couch after putting Nathan in his playpin.

"This is so hard not knowing where Christopher is" she said. "I know it's driving me crazy too not knowing if Criss is with dad or not" Costa added. "Antonia is trying to keep her mind off of Criss's disappearance so she's working at her father's bakery"Dimitra stated. At the bakery my father came down looking for me. "Rosa where's Antonia?" he asked. She shrugged her shoulders as my dad went to the back. When he got to the back Johnny was working on some breads. "Johnny have you seen Antonia?"my father asked. "She was just here a second ago try outside near where we park the cars it's always been her hiding spot" he replied. My father went outside and heard me crying. He followed the sound untill he found me. "You all right sweetie?" he asked kneeling infront of me. "I came out here to check my messages and there was one from Criss. Telling me that he forgot to grab his necklace from me. Dad what if this is the last time I ever hear from him and he's with Grandpa and his father up in heaven" as tears fell down my face again. "Oh Antonia you have to stop thinking that way Criss is going to be all right and they'll find him alive with probably some cuts and bruises" he assured me.

"I keep having the same dream of going to Criss's funeral I'm so scared dad". My father got off his knees and gave me a hug as I cried in his arms. "Antonia I know you're scared everyone is but you can't let it control you. Now I want you to gather yourself and go to Dimitra's and be with your son. If we get a call here saying they found Criss you'll be the first on the list all right". "Thanks dad" as I gave him a kiss. My father went back in as my grandmother came in. "Where's Antonia?" she asked. "I sent her home she's in no shape to work with Criss missing and presumed dead it's just killing her inside" Dennis replied. "I'm glad that you're helping her through this terrible time Dennis". "It reminds me so much of what happened on 9/11 not knowing if dad was alive or dead untill you get that call saying they found his body. I just hope they find Criss so Antonia doesn't lose it mentally"Dennis remarked. "I'm going to church to say a pray for Criss" and my grandmother left.

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Up in the woods Tina and Fred had gotten lost. "I can't believe you forgot the map" Fred said ticked. "You told me you-". Tina stopped as Fred knocked into her. "Why did you stop?" he asked. "Look" she replied. There in the clearing was the plane and Criss underneath the wing looking like he was asleep. They jogged over as Tina put her hand on Criss. "He's alive Christopher wake up" she remarked. Criss opened his eyes and saw Tina. "Who are you?" he inquired. "My name is Tina are you hurt anywhere?" she asked. "My chest hurts a little and I have a massive headache" Criss stated as Fred came over. "My boyfriend's a doctor let him check you out". Fred looked over Criss as Tina used the satellite phone. "Well so far you don't have a blown pupil which means you're not bleeding in the brain. How's your breathing". "Good". As Fred touched Criss's right side Criss winced. "I think you might of broking some ribs have you been peeing or vomiting blood". "Just spitting I think I cracked a tooth" Criss stated . "Yea right infront which we call the hockey look"he joked.

"I called the park rangers they'll be up to help get Criss down" she stated. "Can you stand Criss?"Fred inquired. Criss got up but the wildreness started to spin so he sat back down. "Everything's spinning" Criss replied. "Looks like you're being flown out Criss if you're getting dizzy"Fred stated. "Can I use the phone I want to call-" than Criss went out. Fred checked his pulse. "He must be bleeding internaly his pulse is getting weak"he remarked. That night I was feeding Nathan still thinking of Criss and if he was still alive when the phone rang. I got up and answered it. "Hello" I stated. "Antonia they found Christopher!!"Dimitra exclaimed. "Is he alive?". "Yes JD got us a flight to Phoenix" she replied. "Let me call my dad so he can watch Nathanial" and hung up. At the bakery my father was working on a cake. "Have you heard anything on Criss?"one of his scuplters asked. "Nothing yet I hope they find him for his family and mine"he replied. My uncle Johnny came running in. "Dennis Antonia's on the phone they found Criss!!". Everyone in the bakery cheered and hugged for joy. "Is he all right is he alive?". "She's doesn't know his family got a flight for Arizonia tonight she needs you to watch Nathan"he replied. "Tell her I'll be right there".

At the airport everyone was getting on the plane as I showed up with my dad. "Thank you daddy for driving me" giving him a hug. "It's no problem now get on that plane and go be with Criss"he replied and I got on. Thank you grandpa for keeping my man alive I thought as the plane took off.

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Inside the plane everyone was on pins and needles but for me my mind kept bringing me back to the vision of Criss and I talking about Nathan walking on the grass at Serenity while the family including my father and Criss's family watching as Criss chased after Nathan. When we landed an officer was waiting for us with a another car. We got off one by one and the officer walked over. "You must be the Sarantakos's " shaking our hands. "How's our brother?" JD inquired as I held onto Dimitra's hand. "He's good considering what the plane looked like. Criss did have some internal bleeding but he survived with just having his spleen removed" the officer remarked. "Do you know what caused the crash?" Costa inquired. "From what your brother said is that the pilot had a fatally heart attack. Why don't we get into the car and I'll take you to Christopher". We all got in and left.

At the hospital Criss was in bed asleep. In his dream he was marrying me and he could see Nathan in a little texudo with JD holding him with all the ushers. He saw his mother smiling with tears coming down his face. My father with the biggest smile on his face. "Christopher" a voice said. He opened his eyes and saw me. "Antonia"he replied. "Thank god you're all right Christopher I almost thought I was going to have raise Nathan on my own" touching his face. "While we were going down you were the last thing on my mind seeing you playing with Nathan in the back yard of Serenity" as tears fell down his face. I wiped his face and gave him a kiss. "Your mom and brothers are outside waiting I won the coin toss to go in first". Criss chuckled. "I love you Antonia" he stated as I went to the door. "I know Christopher now get better so we can get married"I replied and left.

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The stars were aligned for Criss. After a few days of recovering from surgery Criss got to go home which made us want to jump for joy. At the entrance to the hospital Dimitra and I were waiting while I held Nathan who kept fidgeting like a worm. "Relaxing sweetie daddy will be out soon" I stated. The door opened and Criss came out in wheelchair but when he got out of it he walked over to us and gave us hugs. "It's so good to be out of there"Criss remarked. "It's just good you just lost your spleen and not your ability to walk" Dimitra replied as Nathan kept fidgeting. "Come here buddy" Criss stated and took Nathan. For some reason Nathan put his arm around Criss's neck like he was trying to give his father a hug. Dimitra smiled as I just stood there. "Why don't we get back to Serenity before JD and Costa decide to argue who will live there"Criss joked. When we got there JD was outside with Costa, Ayala, George, and the rest of the Mindfreak Crew. Criss got out and everyone gave him a hug.

"It's good to have you back Criss"George stated. "It's good to be back"he said. I took Nathan out and put him on the ground for a second while I helped Dimitra out. Nathan got up and started to walk to Criss which JD saw. "Antonia Criss turn around!!" he called out. We turned around and couldn't believe it. Criss got down on his knees and let Nathan walk into his arms. The crowd clapped with delight. "Now that's a welcome home gift" Criss said hugging Nathan. "Yea it was"I stated. That night after everyone left and I put Nathan to bed Criss and I went into the pool to spend some time together. When I came out I saw Criss just staring at The Luxor Light. "What's you thinking Criss?" I asked as I swam over. "I was thinking of the plane crash and how in those last few minutes before it crashed you and Nathan were on my mind and how I may never see you or him again or that I wouldn't see him grow up". "Believe me Christopher when JD told me about that the crash I thought of you and how Nathan would never see his father again" I remarked putting my hand on his shoulder. Criss smiled at me and gave me a kiss. "I love you"he stated. "I love you too Christopher" and kissed him back.

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A few weeks went by and Criss was playing with Nathan in the back yard before he left for work. "Christopher come on you're going to be late for work" I called out. "Coming dear"Criss said coming in with Nathan. When he came in Criss gave me a kiss. "Ok buddy I'm going to put you in your high chair so you can have some breakfast" Criss stated. Nathan banged his fists on the tray which was his way of saying: GET ME OUT OF THIS THING. "Don't be so grumpy Nathan it's just untill you have breakfast than you can out" Nathan then put his thumb against his forehead and wiggled his fingers. "Antonia what is he saying?"Criss asked as he made the sign again. "He's saying dad Christopher" I replied. Then he put his thumb against his chin while wiggling his fingers. "And that?". "Mother" I stated. Criss smiled as he did the same sign again and again. "So he's saying mom and dad". "Or parents" I replied. Criss replied by signing good which I did too. Nathan smiled as Criss gave him a kiss on the forehead.

When Criss got to The Luxor JD was on the phone. "Yes mom everything is fine here. Nathan is doing great he's picking up the sign language like nothing else. I love you too bye mom" and hung up as Criss walked in. "You just miss mom Criss". Criss put his index finger up and his right one just twirled the top of it. "Criss speak I don't know sign language yet"JD said. "Sorry I'm just practicing I said when" Criss replied. "A few minutes ago and she's wondering if you and Antonia are ready for the wedding in two months"he replied. "Yes we were and a few weeks we're going down to visit Antonia's father to make plans for our wedding cake" Criss replied. The rest of the crew came in and the day began.

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Before anyone knew the wedding day was two days away. Criss put up a bit of my family up at The Luxor while my grandmother and father stayed with us. At the house my grandmother, Dimitra, and my father were outside while Criss was chasing Nathan around. As I sat down and watched I realized that dream I kept having was coming true. After Criss caught Nathan my father walked over. "So you guys ready for the wedding?" he asked. "Yea it seems like we were planning it and now it's the day after tomorrow"Criss replied giving Nathan to my father. "Now I heard you have an episode to film tomorrow"Wilma stated. "Yes Criss is trying to get into the guiness book of world records by disappearing a hundred people"I said. "That's great I can't wait to see it tomorrow" my grandmother remarked. As I got up the world started to spin but Criss stead me before I fell.

"You all right Antonia?"he asked. "Yea just got up too fast excuse me" and went inside as Dimitra and my grandmother followed. I went into the kitchen to get some water as they came in. "Antonia are you sure you're all right?"Dimitra inquired. "Yes I just got a little dizzy that's all Dimitra". "Antonia Marsela Valestro you're hiding something" my grandmother replied. I turned around. "All right but keep your mouths shut I found out a month ago I'm pregnant"I stated. My grandmother and Dimitra looked ready to jump up and down. "Oh sweetie when are you going to tell Christopher?"Dimitra asked. "Tomorrow I have it all set and there's another surprise which I'm not telling you I want to surprise everyone" I remarked. "All right sweetie I can't believe Nathan is going to be a big brother"my grandmother stated. My grandmother looked ready to do a jig or something as they left the kitchen. Outside my father was talking to Criss when my mother and grandmother came out. "Is Antonia all right?"my father asked. "She's fine Dennis she just has the jitters about the wedding"Dimitra said sitting down. "All right I just don't want her to get cold feet"Criss replied. "Believe me Christopher she won't get cold feet"my grandmother replied.

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The next day at The Luxor Criss was going over a few things with the lady from the world records as I came in with Nathan. Criss saw me and smiled as Nathan was clapping. "Excuse me" and Criss went over to us. "Hey Antonia what are you doing here I thought you'd be at the house going over the wedding details for tomorrow" giving me a kiss. "Nathan was getting cabin fever so I decided to take him for a walk before he went postal"I replied. Nathan held out his arm. You want to get out don't you,Criss signed. Nathan nodded. All right. Criss unbuckled him and picked him up as the world record lady walked over. "Well everything is right to the letter Christopher I can't wait to see this illusion in a while. Is this your fincee I noticed the picture in your office"she stated. "Antonia this is Kimberly she's from Guiness World Records". We shook hands. "Is this your son Nathan he's so cute" Kimberly remarked as Nathan stared at her with his hand in his mouth.

"Yes he is". "I'm going to use the ladies room so I'll see you in a while" and she left. "Criss before you bring the crowd in for the show I need to tell you something but I want to wait untill my dad, and your family gets here"I stated. "Sure what's up your sleeve baby"he asked. "You'll see". Then Criss made a face as he sniffed around. "Either we got a dead fish in the vents or Nathan needs a change". "Why don't you go change him before someone thinks there's a dead body somewhere"I suggested. Criss grabbed the diaper bag and went to the door as Luke came in. "Looks like someone needs a change or a bath" he replied. "And if you don't watch it Luke I'll hide the dirty diaper in your car" Criss joked. After Criss left Luke walked over. "You got the CD?" he asked. I went into my bag and took out the CD. "It's got the heart beats and the sonogram Criss is going to be blown away when he finds out" I stated.

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When Criss came back his mother and his brothers with my grandmother and dad came in. "Look who I found in the artium"Criss remarked. "You magically brought them here Criss" I joked. Criss gave me a kiss. "Hey loverboy cool it down save something for the honeymoon" JD called out. "Do I need to get the hose on you two?" Costa added. "All right now what's this surprise you have for Criss I'm like on pins and needles dieing to know" My father remarked. "Hold your horses dad first I got to make sure it's ready" and went over to Luke who gave me a pair of earphones. "Put these on Criss". Criss gave Nathan to my grandmother and his hat to me. "All right now close your eyes and I want everyone else to be quiet". Criss lowered his head and closed his eyes. I pointed to Luke and the screen came on. As Criss listened to his children's heart beat I saw tears coming down his face. "Criss open your eyes"I remarked. He looked up as he opened his eyes to the television screen.

For once in Criss's life he just stood there. "There's more Criss". When JD saw what was on the screen he went behind Criss who looked ready to faint. "Say something Christopher"his mother said. "I-I-I- don't know what to say mom" Criss replied. "Criss you're going to be a father again to twins!!!"my father exclaimed. I walked over to Criss and took off the headphones. "Are you happy Christopher?" I asked looking into his eyes. He looked at me and nodded as he gave me a hug. Everyone clapped and cheered as Criss and I hugged. "I can't believe it twins". "I almost had a heart attack when the doctor showed me two heart beats I thought he was seeing doubles for a second there"I replied. After I spung the surprise Criss and his crew got ready for the episode. When the crowd came in Criss came out and welcomed everyone. "Before we start filming I have something to say. Before you guys came in my soon-to-be wife gave me a a surprise. She relieved in her own way that I'm going to be a father again-,". The crowd cheered and scream. "To twins". Everyone's mouth fell to the floor even his crew was stunned. In the back I blushed. "I can't believe he did that" My grandmother stated. "That's Christopher for you" Dimitra replied

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That night Criss came back to the house to grab a few things before he left to stay at Costa's house. "You ready for tomorrow Christopher?"I asked. "Yes but I'm still feel like I'm floating with me getting into the Guiness book of world records and you telling me about the twins"he stated. "Consider it a wedding gift from my grandfather and your father"I replied. "Yea I'll see you tomorrow at the altar Mrs Sarantakos"Criss stated giving me a kiss. "See yea tomorrow" and Criss left. The next morning when I woke up everything was getting ready for the wedding. I went outside as they set up the chairs for the ceremony. I came back inside as my grandmother came back in with my wedding dress. "I got your wedding dress I hope it fits considering what we found out yesterday" she remarked. "Just put it in my room grandmom". She went upstairs as my father came in with Nathan in his stroller. "Oh daddy you didn't need to take Nathan out for a stroll" I stated. "Well I woke up and he was banging on his crib so I decided to take him on my walk and I think he enjoyed it" as Nathan smiled.

"Why don't you take a shower and take Nathan up to change his diaper"I suggested. "All right come on buddy" and they went upstairs. After they left my phone in my purse started to beep. I took it out and saw Criss was texting me.

CRISS: ANTONIA I MISS YOU SOOOOOOOOO MUCH BUT I KNOW THIS IS TEMPORARY UNTILL YOU'RE COMING DOWN THAT AISILE LOOKING WONDERFUL AS TEARS COME DOWN MY FACE

ANTONIA: OH CRISS. I DON'T KNOW WHETHER IT'S THE TWINS OR I HAVE BUTTERFLIES IN MY STOMACH BUT I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE YOU STANDING THERE AND WHEN THE PRIEST SAYES I NOW PRONUNCE YOU HUSBAND AND WIFE I CAN'T WAIT TO KISS YOU.

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As the time for the wedding got closer I was getting jumpy. "Don't worry Antonia everything will be all right"my father stated. "I'm just jumpy or the twins are" as I chuckled. The door opened and Lynn walked in with the phone. "Antonia it's Criss". I took the phone. "I swear if you're pulling out-". "No I'm going to be late JD left his shoes at his house and my best man left the rings in his hotel room at The Luxor". "Hey just be thankful I remembered it now instead of at the altar" I heard in the background. "If you want to Lynn can drive back to the house to get the shoes to save you some time" I suggested. "No we're almost at the house so I'll be there I swear" and hung up. "What's up if he's pulling out he's going to buried next to Jimmy Hofa" my father stated. "Cool the jets dad JD forgot his shoes and his best man left the rings in his hotel room"I replied. "All right" and my father went to tell the people about the delay. Outside George was on the phone with JD. "You're on your way to the ER does Antonia know all right just make it fast" and hung up. When George turned around he saw my father. "Mr Valestro you spooked me" he said.

"George what's going on who's heading to the ER". "It's nothing sir"George replied. "George Antonia's happiness is number one today and if Criss is playing games because he's having second thought he's going to wish he never got involved with my family"my father declared. Before George could say a word Dimitra walked over. "Where's Christopher the wedding starts in an hour". "It seems someone in the groom's party is heading towards the ER while Christopher lied to my daughter. George here knows why now spill it before I explode with anger"my father remarked. "Come on George what's with the misdirection" Dimitra inquired as Lynn came over. "All right when the limo pulled up Criss bent down to pick up the ring he dropped but the limo driver wasn't paying attention and hit Criss with the door". "Why not tell my daughter the truth?"my father asked. "JD and Costa didn't want to get Antonia upset so they decided to pull some misdirection" George replied. "Oh my god is Criss all right?"Lynn asked. "They think he may of broken his nose"he replied. "Well let's just tell the people the lie and we don't tell Antonia the truth but when Criss gets here I want to talk to him"my father stated. "I'll join you with that conversion Dennis"Dimitra added

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As I waited for Criss I wondered if I was getting misdirected. A knock came to the door and Lynn opened it and it was my dad telling me Criss was here and just need two minutes to get into position. I nodded as he closed the door. Downstairs on the other hand my grandmother and Dimitra were using some foundation powder to cover up some bruising around his eyes and nose. "Hold still Christopher" his mother stated. "And I thought my make-up artist for Believe was a pain in the butt"he muttered "There we go not bad maybe I should of become a makeup artist" my grandmother stated. "Let's get this wedding going before everyone leaves" my father suggested. Criss got into position and my father went to get me. As Criss stood there he was praying that nothing else would go wrong. I came down and Criss couldn't stop starring at me as my father walked me down. I got up and Criss took my hands. "You look like an angel"he stated. I blushed.

The wedding was going great untill I saw a drips of blood coming from Criss's nose. "Criss there's blood coming out of your nose"I whispered. Criss put his hand to his nose and he saw it was dripping blood. "Excuse me for a second. This is the worst time to get a nose bleed"Criss apologized. JD took him to the side. "Talk about great timing"JD said. "I don't care if I have to stick a tampon up my nose just stop it"Criss stated. "Let's go to the bathroom we may have to do that"JD muttered. I could tell Criss felt like he was ruining the day but sometime things happened. A few minutes later Criss came out with the bottom of his nose taped up like you would if you broke your nose. "Afterwards we're going to the hospital" I whispered as we finished. Criss and I were about to kiss when I started to feel sick. Not now please I uttered than it passed and we kissed. After the cermony everyone was talking as I pulled Criss to the side. "I'm so sorry about what happened just now I'm so embrassed"he apologized. "Criss I know you broke or banged your nose"I stated. I took a napkin and wiped Criss's face to see the bruises.

"How?". "I got a kneen eye for stuff now is your nose broking or badly bruised"I stated. "Broking I have to go back to have it set"Criss replied disappointed. "Criss have JD take you back to the hospital to get your nose set before you end up having a nose job later in life"I said. Criss smiled as my father came in. "Come on you guys you've got guest waiting for you". "Dad Criss has to go back to the hospital to get his nose set or it's going to heal wrong and end up with nose problems"I remarked. "I'm sorry to ruin this"Criss apologized. "No problem come on I'll drive you myself"my father said and they left.

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FROM futala1989

LOL that tampon comment killed me! I've been reading this all day and I love it! More please

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As the months went on Criss was enjoying the fact that he's becoming a father of twins but I was nervous. During a lunch break Criss went over to FAO Schwartz to look around at the baby stuff. After he finished there Criss came back to see JD with Nathan. "What's Nathan doing here?"Criss asked as he felt a lump in his throat. "Lynn brought him down Antonia is in the hospital with high blood pressure"JD remarked. A sense of panic ran through Criss. "Before you go nuts go to your wife and I'll keep this little kid with me"JD replied. Criss gave his son a kiss and left like a bullet shot out of a gun. At the hospital I was in bed with a pressure montioner attached to my arm taking my blood pressure every hour. I was about to call JD when my phone rang and saw it was Criss. "Criss thank god JD found you"I replied. "Are you all right are the twins coming?" he asked.

"No but if my blood pressure goes up any higher they may so hurry up"I stated. "I'm coming" and hung up. When Criss came in the doctor was just about to take my pressure. Criss walked to me and hugged me than took my hand as he sat down. "Just to fill you in if Antonia's blood pressure has gone up we're going to have to deliver those twins"the doctor told Criss. "I understand" Criss replied. He took my pressure than I saw a smile on his face. "Your pressure went down a little if it keeps going down those twins may not be born tonight" the doctor replied. "Thanks doc" Criss remarked as tears started to fall down my face. The doctor left and Criss gave me a kiss on the cheek. "Thank the man upstairs,"I muttered. Criss wiped the tears from my face. "Criss I'm nervous what if the kids are born early?". "Don't worry about that these kids won't be born for another two months" Criss assured me. He put his hand on my belly than smiled. I closed my eyes and fell asleep as Criss got up. Back at The Luxor JD was getting ready to leave with Nathan when the phone rang.

"Yea Criss how's Antonia?"he asked. "So far so good do me a favor tonight keep Nathan with you. I'm going to stay here to keep Antonia calm or just incase the twins have to come" Criss asked. "Sure and don't worry". "Thanks" and hung up

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The next day in New Jersey my father and my uncle were working on a cake. "So how's Antonia doing?"my uncle asked. "So far so good from Dimitra she say that Antonia is doing great trying to stay off her feet but with a one year old and the husband working it's hard" he replied. Then my grandmother came in looking worried. "Mom what's wrong?" my father asked. "I just got a call from Lynn you know JD's wife she informed me that last night they kept Nathan overnight because Antonia is in the hospital for high blood pressure, but Criss stayed with her just in case so I'm going to go down there to help out any way I can"she remarked. "I think that's good mom just keep us informed all right". She gave them a thumbs up and left. "Poor Tony that's scary think to happen because it could lead to preclampsia than they're going to have nochoice but to deliver the twins" my uncle stated.

"I know that's what scares me considering what they're going through with Nathan" my father replied. At the hospital when I woke up I saw Criss asleep in a chair next to the window. He looked cute. The door opened and the nurse came in. "How you feeling?"she asked. "Good the headache's gone"I replied. "Well your blood pressure has stablized but he's going to put you on strict bed rest untill those twins come"she remarked and left. When she closed the door Criss woke up. "Hey sleepyhead how did you sleep?"I asked as Criss got up. "Not bad what did the nurse say?"he asked . "Good news my blood pressure has stablized bad news he's going to put me on strict bed rest untill the twins come. Criss how are we going to do this considering you're working and there's going to be nobody to look after Nathan since he's running around like a speed demon"I worried. Criss rubbed my legs. "We'll figure it maybe I'll see if Lynn can watch him some days and I can take some time off from Believe to watch him at night"Criss suggested. "Criss your show is on a hot streak you can't shut it down on certain nights you could burn out so to speak"I replied.

"Don't worry about me worry about those babies and keeping your blood pressure down," he stated and gave me a kiss. "Now I'm going to go to The Luxor and talk to Felix about maybe cutting some of the late night shows for a while". "Just go brush your teeth and change your clothes first"I suggested as Criss snickered. As Criss was opening the door to Serenity a taxi pulled up. The door opened and Criss's mom and my grandmother got out. "Mom Wilma what are you guys doing here" giving them hugs and kisses. "Lynn called and told me about my granddaughter so your mother and I decided to come down to help you with Nathan so Antonia can keep those twins inside her"Wilma replied. "I love you guys so much and remind me to send flowers to Lynn for this" Criss remarked. "Well why don't you grab our stuffs and bring them in and than you can drop us off at the hospital to see Antonia?"Wilma suggested. Criss smiled and went to get their luggage.

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FROM Veritas

Seems you and Curlye are the only ones writing stories on this thread. Me? I'm still stalled. Keep up the work, dearie--you're the only one keeping this thread alive.

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THANKS :)

At the hospital I was a little nervous if Felix would let Criss cut some of his shows. Considering Criss is bringing in more people to The Luxor than Carrot Top probably. Maybe I should call my grandmother to help me I thought than dropped it. My grandmother just retired from the bakery a few days ago I can't do that to her she should be going on cruises or enjoying her retirement considering she's been working there since I was born. The door opened and Criss walked in. "Christopher what are you doing back so soon?" giving him a kiss. "I had a surprise at my house and it's going to help us with the problem of you being on strict bed rest and watching after Nathan untill the twins are born" he said. "Criss don't tell me you called your mother that's asking too much of her considering she has to put up with some of the escapes you've done" as Criss rolled his eyes. "I swear you have to got to stop hanging around JD and Costa"he joked as I snickered.

"Maybe we should let your brothers help with Nathan"I suggested. "Let's not go that far neither of them are ready to deal with a kid like Nathan" as we chuckled. "All right enough of the jokes come on it"Criss called out and the door opened as my grandmother and Dimitra walked in. "Grandma Dimitra how did you find out" as they gave me a hug. "Lynn ratted us out but I would say in a good way" Criss replied. "Now don't worry sweetie about us or your son. You just take care of you and those twins that are in you"my grandmother stated. "I'm surprise you didn't bring dad with you"I said. "We want to keep those babies in not get them out" my grandmother remarked as Criss held in a laugh. "I'll let you ladies talk" and Criss started to leave but Dimitra closed the door. "Where are you going Christopher?" she asked. "I have to get to Believe mom"Criss stated. "Nice try but it's Monday Criss don't think we're going to do all the work while you hide behind your work tonight and tomorrow untill these twins are born you're going to help out with Nathan"My grandmother stated.

"But-". "No buts Christopher there will be no clubs or hanging out with your friend now why don't you get your son from JD before Lynn ends up adopting him"Dimitra replied. "All right" and he left. "And I thought you only used that on dad Grnadmom"I stated giggling. " I could of used you when they hit adolescent Wilma"Dimitra remarked as we all chuckled.

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A month had past and I was on bed rest while my grandmother and Criss's mom helped out with help from Criss of course. At The Luxor Criss was getting ready for Believe when he started to get a sicken feeling. JD came in and saw Criss. "You all right?" he asked. "Yea I guess I'm just a little nervous about Antonia and how close she came with delivering the twins"he replied. "And I can tell you still are why don't you snick out the back and I'll tell the the crowd that the twins maybe coming"JD suggested. Criss took out his phone and called the house. At the house I was in bed watching television with Nathan when the phone rang. "Hello"I stated. "Antonia how are you?"he asked. "Good I'm watching television with Nathan. My grandmother is asleep and your mom is in the pool swimming"I replied. A knock came to the door and saw it was Dimitra.

"I thought I'd put Nathan to bed for you"she said. "I got Criss on the phone I think he's nervous"I whispered as I gave the phone to Dimitra. "Christopher don't worry everything is fine here just do your show and I'll see you in the morning"she stated. "All right mom thank you again for helping us out and tell Wilma the same thing" he remarked. "I will" and gave the phone back to me as she took Nathan. "Have a great night and I'll see you in the morning"I stated. "Allright and if the twins decide to come tonight just give JD a call and he'll pull me off stage"Criss said. "I will" and hung up. The next morning I woke up with Criss next to me with his hand on my stomach. I smiled as I pulled his hand away and got up. I went downstairs to get something to drink when I saw a note on the table. Took Nathan out for the day call if you us. I smiled but as I went back upstairs I got a sharp pain. "CHRISTOPHER!!!"I screamed. I tried to go up the stairs but the pain got worse so I slide down as water fell down the stairs. "CHRISTOPHER HELP!!!". Criss stired and saw I wasn't there. "Antonia"he said.

"CHRISTOPHER I NEED YOU!!!" I yelled as loud as I could. Criss grabbed his shirt and ran to the stairs where he saw me. "Get the phone and call for an amblunce the twins are coming fast!!". Criss went back into the room and grabbed the phone.

911: THIS IS 911 HOW MAY I HELP YOU

CRISS: YES I NEED AN AMBLUNCE TO **** ***** RIGHT AWAY MY WIFE IS IN LABOR WITH TWINS

911: ALL RIGHT SIR WE'LL GET THERE AS FAST AS WE CAN

"CHRISTOPHER I NEED YOU". Criss hung up on 911 and ran out and down the stairs. "I need to push"I replied. Criss went blank he didn't know what to do he wasn't a doctor and he'd never delivered a baby before. Criss was started to feel the same way he felt when Nathan was born and I could tell. "Christopher don't you pass out on me I need you to help me" I stated. I watched as Criss passed out and fell down the stairs. "You have got to be kidding me" I stated. I was on the stairs ready to give birth while my husband was on the floor knocked out like a boxer. Then the sliding door opened and my mother came in. "Mom"I remarked surprised to see her. "Just relax Antonia let me check Criss,". She propped Criss up who was out like a light. "Well he's going to be no help" as my mother came up the stairs. My mother saw one of the twins was crowning. "All right Antonia I need you to push hard". I pushed as hard as I could. "Hold on sweetie we got a cord wrapped".

She took out a switch blade and cut the cord. The baby came out crying its lung out. "It's a girl sweetie"she said smiling. My mom grabbed a towel that was outside and wrapped the baby in it. "She beautiful mommy" as tears fell down my face. "Can you get up so your next kid isn't born on the stairs?". I tried but I couldn't. "Oh god I think number two wants to join the party"I said. My mom took the first baby and laid her on the ground. "All right sweetie you got to push hard"she stated. "Can't too tired" I replied. "Honey look at me you can do it now push" she called out like a drill sergent. I could hear an amblunce coming as I pushed. When Dimitra and my grandmother got back they saw the amblunce and Criss sitting in one with an ice pack on his head. "Christopher what happened?" Dimitra asked. "Antonia had the twins and I passed out again hitting my head" he replied. "But who delivered the babies"my grandmother asked. The door opened as the paramedics came out and my mother too drying her hands.. "Nataliee"my grandmother said in shock. "Wilma oh my god" giving her a hug.

"Mom meet Natilee Antonia's mother"Criss stated. "You delivered the twins" Dimitra stated. "Yup the twins are fine and so is Antonia. How are you Criss" she asked. "With a slight case of embrassement and a headache I'm fine"he replied with a smirk on his face. "I'm going to go in and see Antonia"my grandmother remarked as Dimitra got Nathan out of the car. My mother smiled as Dimitra brought Nathan out.

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Inside I was in bed holding one of the twins when my grandmother walked in. "Oh Antonia"she said. "Grandma" I replied as she came in. "How are you are the twns all right"she asked. "The girls are fine grandmom here why don't you hold one of them," giving her one as Criss walked in with the ice pack in his hand. "How your head Criss?"I asked as he sat on the bed. "Not bad I can't believe I did it again I'm getting such a case of dejavu"Criss replied. "What's her name?"my grandmother asked trying not to laugh at Criss's reply. "Well we wanted to honor both of our hertiage since Antonia is Italian and I'm Greek we picked two name each just incase and she is named Verida"Criss remarked getting up.

"Your father is going to do flips when he sees this baby" as a tear fall down her face. "And this is Zoey" Criss stated showing my grandmother. "They're beautiful" as my grandmother gave Criss a kiss. Them Dimitra and my mom came in. "Oh my god they are so beautiful reminds me of when you were a baby Christopher"she remarked as Criss gave her Zoey. "I got to say you two made the most georous kids that I've seen in a long time"my mom stated. Criss and I smiled as we looked at each other. "I should get Nathan and introduce him to his sisters"Criss suggested and went to get Nathan. "Before that happens this little one need a quick change"Dimitra said. "Let me help you Dimitra you might be a little rusty"my grandmother stated as I tried not to laugh. My grandmother gave me Verida and went with Dimitra. "Your grandmother is still funnier than ever. I'm surprise Nathan isn't talking is there something wrong with him" she asked.

"He's deaf mom doctors don't know if he'll ever talk but we've been teaching him sign language and he goes to a speech therpist every now and again"I stated. "Oh sweet heart I'm so sorry" she remarked. "It's not your fault mom the medication they gave him when he had that infection the dosage was high that it took almost all his hearing but we're learning how to deal with it as he is"I stated. Then Criss and Nathan came in. "Look Nathan that's your little sister Verida" Criss stated. "B-aa-bby"Nathan said. Our jaws fell to the floor. "Yes baby very good Nathan"my mom replied giving him a kiss. Criss put him down on the bed and he crawled over to me. He sat next to me as I showed him the baby. Dimitra and my grandmother came back with Zoey. "Did I just hear Nathan speak?" my grandmother inquired. "Yea he some what said baby"Criss replied. "I have to get a picture to show your father back home". Criss took Zoey as my grandmother went to get her camera. Back at home my father was checking his mail. "Come on Dennis I'd like to get home before my wife thinks I'm having an affair"my uncle called out. "Hold your horses just got one more email to check". When my father opened it he couldn't believe it. "Johnny come in here pronto!!!"my father called out. He came in. "What's up?". "Look it's from my mother".

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I THOUGHT YOU'D LIKE TO KNOW THAT YOUR TWINS GRANDCHILDREN HAVE ARRIVED EARLY. ANTONIA AND CRISS HAVE NAMED THEIR DAUGHTERS VERIDA AND ZOEY. HERE'S A PICTURE OF THEM YOU MAY NOTICE SOMEONE NATLIEE CAME AND HELPED DELIVER THE TWINS AT HOME. NATHAN EVEN SAID SOMEWHAT OF A WORD HIS VERISON OF THE WORD BABY HOPE EVERYTHING IS WELL AND WE'LL SEE YOU SOON

"Oh my god look at Nathan and the babies they are adorable"my uncle stated. My father said nothing as he just looked at my mother smiling in the picture.

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The next day while I was asleep Criss was on the phone with JD. "So they were delivered at home nice Criss" JD stated. "Do yo really think I planned to have a home birth. I guess the girls wanted out in the worest way" he remarked. "I heard you passed out again". "Don't remind me my head still hurts" Criss replied rubbing his head. "Well give my love to Antonia and I'll come over later to see the girls"he stated and hung up as my mother came down. "Verida is asleep and Zoey is changed". "Natilee can I speak with you for a minute?" Criss asked. They went outside. "What were you doing here yesterday Antonia told me you just came through the side door like the Phantom" Criss stated. "I came to see Antonia I hadn't seen her since that day and I missed your wedding-". "Antonia wanted you there but she didn't know where you were. Natilee if you're living on the street why don't you live here and help us with the twins and Nathan" Criss suggested. "It's a nice offer Criss but I don't know". "Natilee I want you to stay here not only for your grand children but for Antonia. I want her to have the same relantionship I have with my mom. Please Natilee" Criss asked.

"Let me think about Christopher". When they came in Dimitra walked in. "Where's Antonia and the twins?"she asked. "Zoey is in the playpin while her sister is sleeping like her mom"Criss replied. "I guess the twins were up half the night". "Most of it was for midnight snacks"Criss said as my mother playfully slapped him. "Very nice Christopher and why aren't you at work?" his mother inquired. "I took the day off to be with Antonia and the kids"Criss stated. "Where's Nathan I got him some sherbet for after dinner" putting it away. "Wilma took him to his speech therpy appointment they should be back soon" Natliee said. "Well I'm going to put on my bathing suit and go for a swim" Dimitra statedand started to walk up the stairs when one of the babies started to cry. "Sound like Zoey excuse me ladies" and Criss went upstairs. When he got there I was in the room feeding her.

"You are fast" Criss stated checking on Verida. "She woke me up like this last night how's our other girl". "Sleeping your mother put her down a few minutes ago and I asked her to move in here" Criss replied sitting next to me. "Why Christopher?" I asked. "Two reasons: One to get to know her grandchildren and two to get to know her daughter too" he replied smiling. I gave Criss a hug as Zoey burped. "Takes after her father"I said as Criss chuckled. Three months had passed and everything was working out. We finally got the twins on a schedule and Nathan was saying word but not complete sentences. My mother took Criss up on his offer and moved in with us and I got to say the first week with the twins she was a god send. That morning I was bed with the flu. "How you feeling?" he asked. "The same you shouldn't be near me you may get it too" I stated blowing my nose. "Please I've had Bronchitis, Laryngitis, and food poisoning I don't think the flu will kill me" feeling my forehead. "You're still pretty warm I want you to just take care of yourself and let your mother take care of the kids all right" Criss requested.

"Can you get me another blanket I'm cold" shivering a little. Criss took one of the blankets from the closet and put it on me. He gave me a kiss on the forehead and went downstairs to see Nathan having breakfast while the twins were playing on the carpet. "How's Antonia?". "Still the same but-". "But what Criss?" she asked. "I just think she has something else than the flu so if you can make an appointment to see a doctor I'd like that to put my mind at ease" Criss remarked. "Sure I know one that makes house calls now have a good day at work". Criss gave his childrens kisses and left. Around two Criss was in Believe when JD came in. Criss stopped and went over to his brother. "You never come in to interupt rehearsel unless something's wrong"Criss inquired. "Natilee called she needs you to come home it's about Antonia". Criss felt his heart drop into his stomach the tones in his brother's voice were the same tone he had when he called Criss to come home when his father got sick. Criss grabbed his coat and keys and left.

When he got home Natliee was outside smoking. She put out the ciragrette as Criss got out. "Natilee what's wrong?" Criss asked. "You were right about Antonia not having the flu. She has cancer". Criss felt like his legs were about to give away so lean against his car. "What type of cancer-PLEASE DON'T LET IT BE STOMACH CANCER. "Leukemia Criss stage two"she stated trying not to cry. "Is Antonia upstairs?". She nodded and Criss went in. Upstairs I was looking at the stars as Criss walked in. "I guess my mom told you". "Yea I can say that I'm happy it isn't the cancer that killed my dad" trying to lighten the mood. "Criss I'm scared I don't want to die" as tears fell down my face. "Don't worry sweetie I'm going to be here to help you"Criss stated. I turned to him. "Criss I know that but you have to make me a promise"I stated "What's that?" he asked. "Don't stop doing magic I don't want you to do what you did when your father got sick". "I promise Antonia" and hugged me as tears fell down our faces. That night Criss cancelled Believe and while I slept he looked out the window at all the stars.

STAR LIGHT STAR BRIGHT FIRST STAR I SEE TONIGHT
PLEASE DON'T LET THIS CANCER TAKE MY WIFE FROM ME OR HER CHILDREN

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Back in New Jersey my father was sleeping when he heard the phone ringing. My father got up and answered it. "Hello" he said. "Did I wake you?". "Criss why the late night ring?" my father asked sitting down. "I had to tell you something and I know Antonia may kill me because of it but I think you need to know" Criss replied sitting in his office. "Criss you're giving me the chills what's wrong with my little girl?"he asked. "Antonia has be diagnosed with stage two Leukemia". My father nearly dropped the phone. "Dennis you there?,"Criss said. "Yea are they sure?" he asked. "They looked over the results twice she's got cancer" Criss remarked. "My god thanks for the heads up I'll let her grandmother know" and hung up. That morning my father had a meeting with my aunts, uncle, and my grandmother. "What's with the family meeting Dennis?"my Aunt Rosa inquired. "What I'm about to tell you is to remain between us nobody else needs to know" he stated. "Don't tell me Criss and Antonia are divorcing"My grandmother said reading to bite her nails.

"No I got a call from Criss late last night about Antonia she's be diagnosed as having stage two Leukemia". "Oh my god are they sure?" my uncle inquired. "Criss said they ran the test twice. Antonia didn't want us to know so no phone calls to her all right". "Is she going to need a bone marrow transplant?" my grandmother inquired. "Don't know so untill I get more information from Criss keep this to yourself all right". Everyone agreed and went to work. In Vegas Criss was working but mentally he couldn't stop thinking of his father and what he went through and wondered if I was heading that way too. "Criss" a voice called out bringing Criss back to reality. "Sorry what's up Costa"he inquired. "What's up with you. You're here physcally but mentally you're like in another world what's up you and Antonia having problems with the twins?" he asked. "No nothing's wrong excuse me" and Criss left. It's been a week since my cancer diagnosis. I asked Criss not tell anyone (I didn't know he had all ready told my dad). Downstairs Criss was feeding Zoey as my mom came down with some food she made for me. "She wasn't hungry"Criss said burpring Zoey.

"She took one look at the food and ran to the bathroom with her hand over her mouth" she replied. Criss put Zoey down on the blanket with Verida. "I just wish this was a dream I keep having flashbacks of my dad's battle with this disease" Criss stated sighing. My mother put her hands on his shoulders and assured him everything would be all right with me. "I hope so"Criss muttered. Then his phone went off so Criss picked it up as my mother put the food away. After Criss finished the call he muttered something under his breath. "I got to go". Criss gave his kids kisses and left.

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When he got to The Luxor Criss saw his brothers, Felix, and Dave sitting in the production office waiting. Criss walked in and asked what was going on. "Please have a seat Christopher" Costa asked. Criss knew something was up considering Costa never calls him by his full name. "Criss we've noticed a change in you and it isn't good"JD stated. "You've be moody, leaving at a moment's notice, being defensive when we want to know where you're going or where you are" Dave said. "You've been late for Believe which is odd and you've like cancelled three Believe in a row" Felix added. "And you've become forgetful about appearances or filming schedules too"JD remarked. "What we're trying to say that are you on drugs or drinking too much"Costa asked.

Criss got up shocked at the allegations he was hearing from them "Wait a minute you staged an intervention because you think I'm on drugs or becoming an alcoholic" Criss replied. "And what about Antonia we haven't seen her since the twins were born and everytime we want to come over you say it isn't a good time or we meet you here" Costa stated. "Come on Criss doing something to Antonia that you don't want us to see". "Oh my :mad: god I just wanted some privacy at my house considering you guys show up with out warning sometimes"Criss replied defensively. "Than what about you being late you have never been late in your whole live even when you were born"JD stated. Criss headed for the door. "You know what I'm out of here this is stupid and I'm sorry I'm so perfect that I can't have some bad moments now leave me the :mad: alone" and opened the door. "Christopher if you leave you can forget our agreement" Felix called out standing up. Criss turned around. "You're going to fire me because of these accusations"Criss inquired shocked. "How about this Criss you take a drug test if it turns out you're clean than we'll drop this" Dave suggested. "All right just give me the cup you can even watch if you want to" Criss remarked with scarcism.

When Criss got back I was sitting outside and I could tell Criss was in a bad mood. "Criss you all right?" I asked walking over. "Just pist off my brothers, Felix, and Dave staged a :mad: intervention because of all the sneaking around I've been doing since your cancer diagnosis they thought I was on drugs or becoming an alcoholic. They even accused in their own way that I was hurting you. Then to make me even more angry they made me take a drug test or be fired from The Luxor"Criss remarked. I gave Criss a hug. "I'm sorry sweetie " I said. Criss gave me a kiss as my mom came in with Nathan. "I see someone's up how you feeling baby"she asked. "Good". Then one of the twins started to cry. "Looks like Verida up"Criss stated. "And you know Zoey will be up soon too. Nathan why don't you stay here with mommy while daddy and I go get the twins" putting him on the ground. Upstairs Criss and my mom were getting the twins when Criss heard something fall and Nathan crying. Criss put Zoey back into her crib and went to the foot of the stairs to see me on the floor out cold. "Oh my god Natliee call 911!!!"Criss called out as he ran downstairs

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At The Luxor JD was walking past The Believe theater and saw a sign that said Believe has been cancelled and tickets would be refunded. "What the heck is going on here?" and called Criss but got his voice mail instead. "Christopher give me a call when you get this" and hung up as Felix walked over. "The results came back Criss isn't on drugs and where are the people for Believe the show starts in thirty minutes"Felix inquired. "He cancelled and I can't get a hold of him either"JD replied. "JD you figure out what the :mad: is going on with Criss or he may lose what he has here" and Felix walked off as Costa came over. "Felix looks pist". "He's beyond pist come on we're taking a trip to Serenity and find out what is going on with Criss" and they left. When they got there Jane was there with the twins and Nathan. "Jane where's Criss, Natilee and Antonia?" JD inquired. "I don't know Natilee was here when I arrived and informed me that I might have to stay the night than she left in a taxi with a suitcase" she remarked. "Do you know where she was going?" Costa inquired.

"I heard her say to the driver something about Saint Elizabeth's hospital"she replied. JD and Costa said good-bye and went to the car. "Saint Elizabeth is like ten miles away when LV General is probably a mile from here this isn't making any sense," JD stated than something hit JD like a lightning bolt "Wait a minute did she say Saint Elizabeth". "Yea why something click in your head" Costa inquired. "Yea Saint Elizabeth is a hospital that deals with cancer patients they're the best in Neveda Criss goes there to visit the sick kids that are admitted there" JD stated. "What you think Criss has-". "Not Criss Antonia must have cancer come on" and they left. At the hospital Criss was in my room just watching me sleep as my mother came in with coffee. "Christopher go home there's nothing you can do for Antonia right now" my mother stated. "I don't want to I want to be near my wife right now" he replied. "Criss why don't you tell your brothers and your boss about Antonia before you end up losing everything you have"my mother suggested.

"I can't Antonia promised me not to"Criss replied. "What are you going to tell your boss and your brother tomorrow about why you cancelled Believe tonight" she inquired. "I'll figure something out" and went out to the hall. Criss threw away the rest of the coffee and just sat there thinking. "Please dad don't take Antonia away from me"Criss prayed. As Criss sat there JD and Costa came around the corner and saw Criss sitting there. "I guess you were right Antonia does have cancer that's why Criss has been so forgetful and stuff. He's been surporting Antonia as much as he can"JD stated. "Come on let's get out of here before Criss sees us" and they left. That morning Criss came back to the house thankful that I was going to be all right. He walked in and the place was quiet too quiet. "Jane"Criss called out. "Shhhhhh Criss you'll wake the twins". Criss was surprise to see JD walking down the stairs. "JD-w-w-what are you doing here and where's Jane?" Criss inquired. "We sent her home" he replied going into the kitchen. "What do you mean we"Criss asked wondering what was going on. He walked in and found Costa feeding Nathan. NO NATHAN NOT PLAY EAT Costa signed.

"All right am I overtired or in the twilight zone?" Criss asked confused. "Why don't you go upstairs and get some sleep Criss and please try not to wake the twins they were crying up a storm last night" JD begged. "I can't I got a meeting with Dave" Criss remarked. "He rescheduled" Costa replied as he wiped Nathan's mouth. "All right but Nathan has speech therapy today and-". "Don't worry bro I'm going to take this little bugger to therapy"Costa replied picking him up. "So go get some sleep Criss all right we've got everything under control". Criss went upstairs and took a shower. After he finished Criss lay down and fell asleep

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When he woke up Criss got up and went to see his daughters. When he walked in Criss saw his niece Dimi and Natilee changing them. "Have a nice nap Uncle Criss?" Dimi inquired taking off the diaper. "Yea how are the girls?" Criss asked as he kissed Verida's head. "Zoey's cranking and Verida has been doing her imperssion of a worm" Natilee replied. Criss chuckled. "Dimi why don't you go downstairs and warm up some bottles for these two"Criss suggested. "All right" as Criss took over. "Criss did you tell your brothers about Antonia?" she asked. "I was just about to ask you the same thing when I got back I found them here for a second I thought I was in the twilight zone now Little Dimi is here something is up with my family and it's creeping me out" Criss replied as he finished. After they fed the babies Costa came in with Nathan. "How was therapy?" Criss asked. "He's been trying to say mommy but it sounds more like gummy" Costa stated. "Daddy" Nathan said as Criss picked up him up. "I better get going see yea later".

"Costa if you see JD tell him I need to talk to you both at The Luxor say around five"Criss asked. "Sure" and left. At The Luxor the guys were having a drink as Criss walked over. "Why the meeting Criss?"JD asked as Criss sat down. "I want to know what's going on . I find you guys in my house taking care of my kids than finding Dimi helping Natilee this afternoon". "What we can't help you out considering Antonia-". JD jabbed Costa in the chest. Now it was making sense to Criss. "How did you find out about Antonia?"he asked. "When Jane mentioned St. Elizabeth it started to come together. You've been putting Antonia first and being there for her while she's going through this"Costa replied. "Why didn't you tell us Criss you know we'd help you?". "Antonia didn't want anyone to know about the cancer" Criss said. "Does her family know?" JD inquired. "Her father knows I called him but Antonia doesn't know so keep this to yourself all right do not even tell mom because than she'll tell Antonia's grandmother"Criss requested. "Our mouths are sealed Criss but if you need help just call us please".

"All right" and gave his brothers a hug. In New Jeresy my father was worried sick about me. Even thou Criss had been giving him updates on me he really wanted to be there for me and everyone could tell. As my father was making a cake the phone rang so my uncle got it. "Hello hey Criss how's Antonia. Seriously is she all right. That's good talk to you later" and hung up as my father walked over. "Johnny what was that about is Antonia all right?" he asked. "She's in the hospital right now suffering from anemia and dehydration" he stated. "You know I can't take this I have to see Antonia this is driving me insane" as he went to his office. "Dennis what a minute Antonia doesn't know that we know about her cancer" Johnny reminded him. "I know that Johnny but I feel so helpless knowing my daughter is fighting for her life and I can't help her" as tears started to fall down his face. "I know Dennis we all feel that way but what are you going to tell Antonia when you show up there"my uncle asked. "I'll figure it out when I get there" and went to make some arrangements.

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Back in Las Vegas Criss came and got me from the hospital. "Well the jig is up with my brother they figured it out about you" he stated as we drove home. "Your brothers are good I'll give them that"I remarked. "I had to tell Felix too he was ready to suspend me or something with all the cloak and dragger rountine"Criss admitted. I laughed a little as we pulled up. When I got out my mother was waiting for us with Nathan. When I got out Nathan saw me and ran as I picked him up. "Oh I missed you so much baby" giving him a kiss. He smiled and gave me one too. "Come on Antonia you need to rest" my mother stated. We walked in and I sat on the couch with Nathan next to me. "Criss can you help me with something in the kitchen for a minute"she asked. "Sure" and went to the kitchen. "I didn't want to say this infront of Antonia but I got a call from Johnny Dennis is on his way to Las Vegas"she told Criss. Criss sighed.

"Antonia isn't going to like this" as Criss came out. "What's going on Criss my mother making you her guinea pig with her cooking"I joked. "No I've got some news that you may not like. Your uncle called your father is coming for a visit"Criss stated. I felt ready to hide under a rock. "How am I going to explain to my father about my cancer and why I've kept this from him for this long" I asked as tears of worry fell down my face. "Antonia relax take a breath we'll explain it to him but don't get yourself in a tisty all right" Criss stated. I took a breath and Criss gave me a hug. When my father finally landed in Las Vegas Criss picked him up. "How was the flight?" Criss inquired as they walked to the car. "Good Criss I'm sorry to do this to you considering what's going on I just needed to see my little girl" he replied.

"Dennis it's all right just remember Antonia doesn't know that you know about the cancer because if she finds out you and I are going to be facing a pretty ticked off woman". My father nodded as they left. At the house I was outside with my mother. "Antonia don't worry your father is going to understand"she assured me. "Mom you don't know what dad put me through when I started to date Criss or when I had Nathan. I just don't want dad to turn into that person again" I replied biting my nails. "Antonia your father can't blame Christopher for you getting cancer now relax". "Antonia daddy's here" he called out. My mother came in as he was looking at Verdia. "She's adorable reminds me of when Antonia was my little baby principessa" (princess in Italian). "When I was delivering her that's what hit me the day Antonia was born" she remarked. "Yea I remember we were at the bakery and you were filling some cannolis when your water broke. I think Johnny even slipped in it so I had to bring you and him to the hospital"my father remembered. "And you fainting as Antonia was being born. You fell like a redwood tree-TIMBER" as my father chuckled.

"Now I know where Criss got it from" I said coming in with a bandana on my head. "Criss why don't we go see what Nathan is doing upstairs in the playroom"my mother suggested and they left. My father looked like his jaw was on the floor. "You all right daddy?"I asked as we sat down. "I'm just in shock what happened you just don't look like my Antonia. You've lost so much weight and your hair where's your long brown hair that was down to the middle of your back". "I gave it to chairty. Daddy there's something I need to tell you and I want you to know I was going to tell you about this"I stated. "What that your mother lives with you and Criss I don't care it's nice to see your mother considering,". Tears started to fall down my face. "Tony don't cry what's wrong" as he wiped the tears away. "I've got Leukemia" I remarked. My father was speechless. "Antonia I have a confession to make and I don't want you to be mad at me or your husband, but I've known about your diagnosis for two months now. The reason I came down here was that I felt so helpless knowing my only child is fighting a disease that took your husband's father". I gave my father a hug as tears fell down both our faces. Criss and my mom came down with Nathan and Zoey.

"You guys all right?" Natilee asked. I got up and gave my husband a kiss. "Thank you for going behind my back and telling my father about the cancer" I stated. "So I won't be needing a room at The Luxor or worse sleeping in my office on that fold out bed" he asked smiling. "No I'd probably do that same if the tables were turn"I said. "Now that's done can I hold one of my new grandbabies?"my father asked. "Here you go Dennis meet your granddaughter Zoey". My mother gave him Zoey as I put Nathan next to his grandfather. Then Nathan put his hand out and moved it back and forth. "Antonia what is he saying?" my father asked. "It's the sign for Grandpa" Criss replied. "That's right Nathan I am your grandpa"

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That night while Criss and I decided just to have a night to ourselves my mother and father watched the kids "Just don't kill each other please?"I asked. "Very funny Antonia"My mother replied as we left. "So Nat how long are you going to stay with them untill you disappear again?"my father asked. "Real funny Dennis I'm staying around this time my daughter needs me" she replied. "Really where were you when she was a baby I'm sorry you ran away I had to lie to our daughter about you" he stated. "A nut house real original Dennis" she remarked. At the restaurant Criss and I were enjoying our meal. "This is nice just the two of us with out the kids"Criss stated. "Yea with out me vomiting from the Chemo," I added. Then JD walked in. "What's JD doing here?"I asked a little nervous. Criss got up and walked over. "What are you doing here is mom all right?"Criss inquired. "Mom's fine but the police were just called to your house your neighbors were complaning of loud noises, and stuff breaking"JD replied. "Thanks" Criss said as I walked over. "Something wrong?"I asked.

"Yea your parents are reactting WWII at the house come on" he replied. When we got to the house my parents were in two seperate police cars while the EMTS were looking over the kids. We got out of the car and Criss went over to the cop as I went to check on the kids. "You the owner of this house" the officer inquired. "Yes what happened are my kids all right?" Criss asked. "They're fine now the two adults one of them says she lives here". "Yes she's my wife's mother Natilee. She been helping out with our kids and my wife since she has cancer" Criss replied. "YOU :mad:" my father yelled out. "Same to you and the :mad: you rode in on"Natilee yelled back. "Let me guess they're divorced". "Long story but yea am I going to need to bail these two out"Criss asked. "No we'll let them cool off but I'd keep them seperated"the officer replied. "Thanks" and the officer left as I walked over. "I guess they still harbors some animosity towards each other"I replied. "Reminds me of the way my brothers actted towards you when we first started dating"Criss remarked. My father yelled out something nasty in Italian.

"Do I really want to know what he just said"Criss asked. "Let's just say it's a word we don't say around the kids and we don't want it to be their first word either"I said politely. YIKES Criss thought. "Well it looks like my dad is staying in a hotel"I remarked. "I'll get him a room at The Luxor" Criss stated and went to make a call. The next day at The Luxor my father came down to see Criss swinging one of the babies in the carrier. "Good morning Dennis" he said. "Good morning and let me apologize for last night I guess I've got a lot of animosity towards Natilee that just let lose". "Next time go outside" Criss suggested swinging Zoey back and forth. "I see you've become a personal swinger for Zoey"he joked as Criss snickered. "For some reason the girls loves this and it's a good work-out for my arms" as my father smiled. Then Costa came out. "Criss Verida is stinking up the place"he stated. "Well change her I'm a little busy I stop and this kid's going to be screaming her lungs out"Criss replied. "I'm your brother not your nanny"Costa stated. "Just do it all right" and Costa slammed the door waking up Zoey. Thanks Costa Criss uttered as Zoey started to cry.

"You seem a bit stressed out"my father remarked. "Yea with Antonia being sick, the reactment of WWII, and Zoey having Colic it's getting to a point where I'm ready to tear my hair out"Criss admitted. My father picked up Zoey rocked her and whispered something in her ear than she fell asleep.

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Criss looks shocked as my father put her down softly. "How did you do that?" Criss asked. "Antonia had Colic too so I use to rock her and whisper in her ear than she fell asleep" he stated. "What did you whisper?". "Old Italian secret Criss" Dennis said. The crew came out of the office and left as JD came out with Veridia screaming. "Criss I'm sorry but you have to take the kids home or we're going to get nothing done" JD stated. "I can't Antonia's at Chemo, Natilee is in jail-". "Wait a minute Natilee's in jail"Dennis stated shocked. "Yea she had an outstanding warrent"Criss replied. "You figure it out Criss"JD replied as my father picked up Verida. "Come on let's take them home" and they left. When they got home the kids were still crying. "God Nathan wasn't this bad" Criss remarked. "I don't know what to tell you Criss" as my father took Verida out and Criss took Zoey out and they walked them for a while. "Maybe they're hungry?" Criss thought. "Nope I know that cry this isn't it"my father replied.

"Can't be dirty diaper Costa changed Verida before we left". "What about Zoey?" my fater asked. Criss held her up to his nose and almost fell to the floor. "We have a winner I'll be right back" and Criss went upstairs with Zoey. "Now what's the matter with you sweetie you were fine when we left now you're screaming your lungs out" my father said to Verida. He checked her forehead and her diaper just incase Costa didn't do it. "You're not hot or need your diaper change"he stated. "I got Zoey to stop crying I put her in her crib what about this screamer"Criss remarked taking her from my dad. "I've got no clue maybe she's just cranky". "Just like you were Christopher" A voice replied. "Am I hearing things or is my mother here?" Criss asked. "Turn around" my father replied. Criss turned around and coming out of her room was his mother. "Oh my god mom what are you doing here?" as Dimitra took Verida. "Costa called me last night about Antonia. You should of called me Christopher if you were this overwhelmed" she replied. "In all honesty Dimitra my ex-wife was helping them untill something happened that the police had to be called and she's in jail on an outstanding warrent"my father explained.

"Costa told me that you and your ex-wife decided to react WWII last night" she replied as my father blushed in embrassement. "Christopher why don't you go back to work and me and Dennis will watch the kids". The phone rang and Criss got it. "Hello-yes this is he. What-what hospital thank you" and hung up. "What's wrong Criss?" my father asked when he saw the look of panic on his face. "Antonia was rushed to the hospital she threw up blood after her chemo". "Go to her Christopher we'll call your brothers and explain"his mother stated. Criss grabbed his keys and ran. At The Luxor JD was grabbing some asprian out of his desk. "God the last time I had a headache like ths Dimi was teething" he stated. "Pass it over god those kids have their father's lungs"Costa replied. The phone rang and JD grabbed it. "Hello hey mom thanks for helping us I thought-what are you serious thanks I'll tell Felix" and hung up. "What's wrong?". "Antonia's in the hospital she puked up blood after her chemo treatment Criss is with her right now".

Costa started to bite his nails. "What's wrong Costa?". "I remember a few days before dad passed he puked blood do you think Antonia maybe dieing". "Don't say that Costa that's bad luck in my book"JD stated. "But what if she is JD and she's not telling Criss to spare him"Costa inquired. "Costa Antonia wouldn't do that to Criss they love each other too much to hide secrets so stop talking about death untill we know for sure"JD replied.

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When Criss finally got to the hospital he wonder if I was on my way out. Criss asked what floor I was on but they told him to wait because the doctor wanted to talk to him. Criss felt like he was about to get the news that I was either dying or dead. Please dad don't take Antonia away I need her as much as I needed you growing up Criss prayed. "Mr. Sarantakos". Criss looked up and saw the doctor. "How's my wife?" Criss asked. "Why don't we talk somewhere privately" the doctor replied. Back at the house JD and Costa came over to see if there was any word about me. "Nothing yet but no news is good news" Dimitra remarked. "I'm just hoping Antonia isn't dying or worse dead" JD stated. "We all hope not JD"my father replied biting his nails. As night began to fall my father looked outside at the stars. "What are you looking at Dennis?" Dimitra asked walking over.

"Just the stars Antonia loved wishing on stars I think she got that from me. When I was a kid I loved wishing on stars" he replied. "I remember when Antonia was missing after Nathan was born Criss was looking outside holding Nathan wishing for Antonia to come back and his wish came true”Dimitra replied. “Now I’m just wishing my only child gets to live to see her children grow up” my father stated as tears fell down his face. Dimitra gave my father a hug as tears fell down both their faces. At the hospital Criss just walked around before leaving. They told Criss that the cancer might of metastasizes into my bones but they wouldn’t know until tomorrow. Criss walked in and saw me just laying there. Tears just fell down his face as memories of his father played his mind and the heartbreak of losing him to a disease which may now take me. Criss walked over to me and took off his wedding ring than put it on top of mine. “Σ' αγαπώ Antonia” (I love you Antonia) Criss whispered in my ear. Before Criss knew it he was at the children’s ward. He could hear Pinocchio playing and the song When You Wish Upon A Star

Fate is kind
She brings to those to love
The sweet fulfillment of
Their secret longing

As Criss listened to the song memories of when we first met at the airport so long ago the way I smiled at him or how just talking to each other made us happy.

When you wish upon a star
Makes no difference who you are
Anything your heart desires
Will come to you

Criss wiped the tears away and decided to go home. When he got outside Criss looked up at the sky and saw a star outshining all of them in the sky Criss took a breath and stared at that one bright star and said:

STAR LIGHT STAR BRIGHT THE BRIGHTEST STAR IN THE SKY TONIGHT PLEASE LISTEN TO WHAT I SAY. PLEASE SAVE MY WIFE FROM THIS DISEASE I DON’T WANT HER TO LOSE HER AGAIN. I LOVE HER WITH ALL MY HEART AND I’D GIVE UP EVERYTHING EVEN MY LIFE TO KEEP HER WITH ME SO PLEASE TAKE THE CANCER AWAY FROM MY WIFE.

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When Criss got back the house was quiet. “Christopher” a voice called out softly. Criss turned around and saw me going outside. Criss got up and followed me outside but his backyard was a graveyard. “Christopher”. Criss saw me in a white dress and followed me until he almost fell into an open grave. When Criss got his balance he turned and saw the gravestone that said:

ANTONIA SARNTAKOS
A WIFE AND MOTHER WHO
WILL BE MISSED

Criss looked at the grave and saw me floating above it. “No Antonia don’t leave me”. “Goodbye Christopher” I stated. “No Antonia stay here I need you!!”Criss cried as rain started to fall. I disappeared and the open grave became a covered grave with our wedding rings sitting ontop of the grave stone. “NOOOOOOO!!!” Criss exclaimed. “Christopher wake up!!”. Criss woke up and saw he was on the ground outside. Criss looked up and saw his mother standing on the other side of the hammock. “You all right I heard you screaming” she replied as Criss got up. “Yea just had a really bad dream,” spitting the grass out of his mouth. “What time is it anyway?” he asked. “Eight what time did you get home last night” she asked. “I don’t know” as he sat in a chair by the pool . “Christopher I know you’re scared about Antonia and her cancer” his mother replied sitting next to him. “Scared I’m :mad: terrified. The doctor suggested that Antonia be giving the last rites and make sure all of her affairs are in order”Criss replied as tears fell down his check.

Dimitra saw her son was in pain and wished she could take some of that pain away. Inside my father was listening to them wondering if I was going to see my grandfather up at the pearly gates. My father took his keys and left. When Criss got back to the hospital he kept walking to my room as thoughts of the dream played in his head. NO ANTONIA DON’T LEAVE ME. When he got to my room he heard my father talking. “I remember you in your little first communion dress. You looked so cute in that dress I just wanted to put on top of a wedding cake” he said

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Criss cleared his throat. “Oh Criss hi” he said wiping away the tears. “I’m not disturbing you” Criss remarked. “No have you heard anything yet”my father asked. “Nothing yet” as Criss came in. “I like what you did with your wedding rings giving her yours” he stated. “Just my way of saying I’m here for you when I can’t be” Criss replied. “I heard you talking with your mother and how scared you are about losing my daughter and I’m right there behind you. I don’t want to lose my only child either” trying not to cry. The doctor walked in and saw them standing there. “Christopher how nice to see you and this must be Antonia’s father”. "Yes how is Antonia anyway have her labs come back”Criss asked. “Well the good news is her cancer hasn’t metastasized to her bones”.

Criss breathed a sigh of relief and so did my father. “Also it seems her body is fighting the cancer” “That’s great news” my father replied. After the doctor left Criss sat down. “I’m going to call the family” and my father left. “Christopher”A weak voice said. Criss turned and saw I was awake. “Antonia it’s good to hear your voice” Criss replied. I looked and saw Criss didn’t have his ring on. “Criss where’s your wedding ring?”I asked weakly. “Look at yours”,he replied. I turned my head and saw it. “I wanted to be near you even when I wasn’t”. I smiled and gave Criss a kiss than a hug. Out in the hall my father just watched and smiled. “Thank you dad for keeping my little neonata (baby girl in Italian) alive” my father whispered. A few days passed and I got to come home. The doctor told us that I was getting better which made me happy. At the house Dimitra was cleaning up as Nathan was outside with JD and little Dimi cleaning up. "That's good Nathan now put it in the bag" which he did. In the front Costa was picking up his butts when a taxi pulled up and my uncle and my father got out.

"Hey Johnny Dennis nice to see you again I'm surprise you didn't bring your mother with you"Costa remarked. "She's on a cruise but we did send her a message about Antonia's turn around so when is Criss and Antonia be back". "Soon we're all cleaning up the house and the back yard". The door opened and Dimitra came out with Verida. "Costa can you go upstairs and get Zoey for me?"she asked. "Sure" and Costa went in. "Let me see my granddaughter Dimitra" taking her from Dimitra. They all came in as Nathan came running in. “Nathan oh my god he’s gotten so big the last time I saw him” Johnny stated. Nathan started to sign something to Johnny. “What is he say Dimi?”my father asked. “Uncle he’s calling Johnny Uncle”she replied as my uncle smiled.

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*BTW this is a home remedy for posion Ivy*

"Mom I can’t find the diapers and I need one now”Costa called out. “I’ll be right back” and Dimitra went upstairs. “Why does Costa remind me so much of your wife sometimes” Dennis said. “Why don’t you sit down Dimi why don’t you take Nathan outside to play for a while”JD suggested. “Come on Nathan let’s play” and they went outside as my father put Verida in the playpen. “It’s so good to hear that the cancer is pulling about face and running away”Johnny stated. “Everyone is including my mother I think the people at Holy Trinity were about ready to ask my mother for rent money because every minute she had she was down there praying for Antonia”JD replied. “Everyone in our family was the same every chance they got they were at St. Marks praying we may have to give them money to replace the kneelers there”my uncle joked. “Well it seems everyone’s prays were answered”Dimitra remarked coming down with Zoey. The door opened and Criss and I walked in. My father walked over to me and gave me a hug. “it’s so good to hold my daughter”he whispered. “Thanks dad”. “First things first why don’t we get Antonia situated in the bedroom first and than we can say our hellos”Criss suggested.

Dimitra helped me upstairs and into bed. “Thank you”I remarked. “It’s no problem Antonia” as my uncle came in. My uncle gave me a hug that felt like vice grip but I didn’t care I was just happy to see him. Downstairs as Criss was putting away my bag Nathan came in and tugged on Criss’s pant leg. “What Nathan?”. He started to act like he was itching. What itches Criss signed and Nathan pointed to his legs. Criss picked him up and put him on the island in the kitchen. He rolled up his pant legs. “JD can you come here for a minute?” Criss called out. “Coming” and JD went into the kitchen. “Is this what I think it is?” Criss asked showing JD the rash. “If you’re thinking Posion Ivy you are correct sir”JD replied. Itches Nathan signed. “What’s going on in here?” my dad asked. “Nathan got Posion Ivy on his legs" Criss replied. “Well first we need to take off his clothes before the sap gets to anywhere else on his skin or worse his eyes” my father stated. “I’ll get a towel”. “After that *we’ll run a hot bath and put the oatmeal in it than a half a cup of baking soda. We’ll let him sit in that as long as he wants*”. Criss took off his clothes and put them on the floor and JD got the towel to wrap Nathan in.

“Now you have to wash those clothes in hot water no other clothings with it also wash your hands so you don’t infect yourself”my father stated. “Good idea I could see Criss trying to doing Believe while trying to fight the urge to scratch” JD joked as they washed their hands. Come on buddy time for a bath Criss signed. Then Nathan made a quack sound. Yes ducky can come too Criss signed. “Come on let’s go upstairs” as my father grabbed the baking soda and the oatmeal.

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After everyone had left Criss walked into the bedroom ready for bed. "How's Nathan I heard he got posion ivy on his legs"I inquired. "He's good the bath helped and my mom remembered an old remedy that she used to stop the itching so he can get some sleep"he replied getting into bed. "That's good do you think you know where he got it?"I asked. "Bets me but I called the gardener and asked him to come over and see if we have any posion ivy or sumack bushes hiding,". I started to snicker. "What's so funny?"he asked. "I was just imagining you trying to do Believe with head to toe Posion Ivy"I replied still giggling. The imagine came into Criss's head and he started to laugh as well. Around two as we slept I got woken up by Hammie's meowing. "Hey Hammie Nathan needs us"I asked him. I got up and followed Hammie to the twin's nursery. I saw Verida was up. "Hey sweetie can't sleep" as I rubbed her legs. Then she started to cry a little so I picked her up and sat down in a rocking chair.

In the bedroom Criss woke up and saw I wasn't there. There we go you just wanted to see me, Criss could hear over the baby montioner. I missed you too and your big brother and sister. Criss just listened as I talked. After a few minutes Verdia fell asleep and I put her back in the crib. The next day I woke up and saw Criss wasn't there so I got up and went downstairs to see Dimitra and my uncle talking while they were feeding the twins. "This is cute"I stated coming down. "Antonia what are you doing up so early?" he asked. "Just felt like getting up where's Criss and Nathan"I asked sitting down. "Criss took Nathan to the doctor his posion Ivy was swelling his legs". My poor baby I thought. "How are the twins?". "Good Verdia is cool as a cuke but Zoey is fussy at times just like you were"my uncle replied. "Was Criss a cool baby?"I asked Dimitra. "No he was extrememly fussy it seems JD was the calm baby"she replied. "I guess Zoey takes after her father and her mother" my uncle replied as we laughed. When Criss got home with Nathan he saw me outside. "Hey baby"Criss stated giving me a kiss.

"Hey how's Nathan?". "Better the doctor said that he'll be fine sometime poison ivy does that to kids Nathan's age so he prescribed some antihistamines" Criss replied. Criss put Nathan down. We're you good for daddy and the doctor I signed and he nodded. "After the doctor gave him an orange flavored lollipop"Criss replied. Then Nathan asked where the twins were. They're out with grandmom and Uncle Johnny I signed back. Nathan frowned and folded his arms. "Someone's mad" Criss stated. "Come here sweetie" and he walked over to me so I picked him up. Don't be mad the twins were getting fussy and grandmom said that they become less fussy when they go for walks but grandpa said he has a surprise for you when he gets back" That lit up his face. Then Hammie came out and Nathan saw him. "Kitty" pointing to Hammie. Criss and I smiled and gave Nathan a hug. "That's good Nathan Hammie is a kitty" Criss stated. Nathan got down and patted Hammie. "S-s-s-oft" he stuttered. "Yes that's right Hammie is soft"I replied.

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When my uncle and Dimitra came back we were swimming in the pool. My uncle and Dimitra came out with the twins still in the strooler. "How was the walk?" Criss asked getting out with Nathan. "Good it seems they get less fussy when they're taking for a walk" Dimitra remarked. "Aby"Nathan said. "Almost Nathan it's baby"Criss replied. "He's getting there with the talking"my uncle said. "Before you know it he'll become his father a chatter box"I joked as Dimitra tried not to laugh. "HEY!!"Criss replied. "No that would be your father Criss doesn't talk as much"my uncle stated as everyone snickered. "What's so funny out here" a voice called out. Nathan signed grandpa and he was right it was my father with a box. "Inside joke daddy so what do you have in the box?" I asked getting out. "Well Dimitra told me what happened with Nathan so I brought him a surprise which we will all have after lunch". He opened the box and everyone saw what it was. Then Nathan signed something.

"That's right Nathan it's cookies it looks your favorite chocolate chip"Criss replied. Nathan gave his grandfather a hug which made my father smile. That night Criss woke up and found I wasn't in bed. He got up and went to the twin's room but I wasn't there. He started to get nervous so Criss went downstairs and saw me sitting outside under the moonlite sky. Criss walked slowly and when he got closer he saw me holding a picture of me and my mom in my hand. Criss could tell I was missing my mom. Criss decided to go back to bed before I saw him. At the production office the next day Criss was on the phone as George came in. "Thanks we'll talk about more later" and hung up. "What's going on Criss?"George inquired. "Nothing where's Costa and JD?". "Believe or not Costa is at the dentist and JD made sure he went this time"George replied. Criss snickered. "Costa hates the dentist more than I hated needles as a kid" Criss replied. "I wish he'd get over the fear like you did"George stated. Then my uncle came in with my dad. "Johnny Dennis what are you guys doing here?"Criss inquired standing up. "Just came to see what you were doing Criss what's going on George?"my uncle stated. "Nothing much" George replied.

"George why don't you show Johnny the warehouse I need to talk to Dennis alone" Criss asked. "Come on" and they left. "So what's up Christopher?" as they sat down. "Last night I saw Antonia sitting outside holding a picture of her mother and for some reason it made my heart break seeing her like that"Criss said. "I know I kind of feel responsible because of the argument we had and getting arrested for it" he remarked. "Well I wanted to tell you I hired a PI to find Natillee and bring her back into Antonia's life" Criss replied. "Christopher that is wonderful" my father remarked. At the house I was watching Dimitra play paddy cake with Nathan. I could see my mom doing that and tears started to fall down my face. "Antonia you all right?". I turned around and saw Lynn. "Oh Lynn didn't hear you come in yea I'm fine just watching Dimitra play with Nathan"I replied wiping the tears away. "I came over to just check you out" and we sat down. "Lynn have you ever felt that something been taking from you again and again" as she check my blood pressure. "What do you mean Antonia?"she asked.

"I just miss my mom and everytime I have her something happens that makes her disappear". Lynn could tell just by face I missed her. "Everytime I watch Dimitra play with Nathan or helps me with the twins it reminds me of when my mom did that or when she came back and helped deliver the twins. I just wish she'd come back"I remarked. Lynn gave me a hug. "I know the feeling my mom died when I was pregnant with Dimi. When I saw Dimitra holding Dimi for the first time I wished with all my heart my mom could of seen her granddaughter before she died". "Thanks Lynn it makes me feel a little better to have someone know what I'm feeling"I replied. "No problem and your blood pressure is good". Then Dimitra came in as Nathan ran over to me. "Mommy mommy" he said. I picked him up and he hugged me which brought a smile to everyone in the room including me.

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A few months went by and Criss was in the office thinking when JD came in and sat down. "I hear Johnny and mom are watching the kids". "Yea" Criss stated. "Criss what's wrong you don't seem to be here mentally"JD replied. "Last week Antonia started to feel sick and hot. I took her temp and it was 103 so I took her to the hospital her cancer is coming back in full force. The doctor is saying she's going to need a bone marrow transplant to have a chance living cancer free"Criss stated. "Did you get tested?". "I won't match our blood types won't work together. Her uncle put out the all hands on deck with her family but so far nobody matches her"Criss remarked. "Have you found her mother yet?"JD inquired. "Nope". JD saw the nervousness and sorrow in his brother's face. "Christopher she's going to survive to see her children grow up"JD assured her. "I hope so I don't want to lose her"Criss replied. JD walked over to his brother and gave him a hug. At the house I was outside as my uncle just stared at me with tears falling down his face. "You all right Johnny?" Dimitra asked.

"I'm scared that Antonia won't see her children grow up"he replied wiping the tears away. "Nobody matches her?". "Not even her father Dimitra". Dimitra gave Johnny a hug and assured him that everything will be all right. That night Criss was sitting outside The Luxor looking at the sky as Costa and JD watched from a distance. "I wish there was something we could do to help Criss and Antonia" Costa remarked. "Me too I hate seeing Criss like this reminds me of when dad was dieing the feeling of helplessness knowing someone you love is leaving and you can't stop it"JD stated. Criss looked at his wedding ring and saw some of the jewels remind him of the stars he wished on but there was no stars in the sky. Criss got up and walked over to his brother as they gave him a hug. "It's going to be all right Christopher". Criss took a breath. "I wish god would give me a sign that I'm not going to lose her" wiping the tears away. All of a sudden the lights on the streets went out one by one, than The Luxor light went out. "What's going on?'JD asked. Criss looked down the street as all the lights were going out untill the whole city of Las Vegas was out.

"What the hell happened?". "Black out the last time I saw this they were filming OCEAN'S 11"JD said. Criss looked up and saw a bright light in the sky. Criss closed his eyes. STAR LIGHT STAR BRIGHT THE ONLY STAR IN THE SKY I WISH FOR MY WIFE NOT TO DIE FROM CANCER. After Criss opened his eyes all the lights in Las Vegas turned back on like magic. "That was eerie". "It's like someone turned off all the lights in Vegas so Criss could see that bright light in the sky"Costa stated

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The next day Criss was watching me play with Nathan. "Christopher you all right". He turned around and saw JD. "I'm scared that I'm going to lose Antonia and those kids won't rememeber their mother" as Criss wiped the tears from his face. "So you haven't heard anything about Antonia's mom". "Not even my PI can find her she maybe Antonia's last hope on surviving"Criss remarked. "All right Nathan mommy needs to rest why don't you go see what uncle JD has for you" and he ran in as Criss came out. "Criss I'm-fine"I replied catching my breath. "No you're not Antonia you need to relax a little". I pulled back Criss's hand. "I'm fine Christopher don't baby me"I snapped back as I went in. Criss walked in as I sat down. "Antonia I'm not trying to baby you I just want you to take it easy all right" Criss explained. "Why because I'm dieing I want to spend as much time as I can with my children Criss like you did with your father before he died" I stated and went into the kitchen as JD came out.

"Criss let her do this she doesn't want her kid to remember her as a person who may lose her battle with cancer". Criss watched as I fed the twins. "I need some air" and Criss took his keys than left. Criss drove untill he ended up near a shelter he goes to. Criss got out and watched the people walk in hoping one of them was my mother. "Christopher is that you?". Criss looked up and saw Jill. "Jill nice to see you again" he said walking over. "What are you doing here and in this part of town" she asked. "Just needed to clear my head" he replied. "George told me about Antonia I'm so sorry" she stated. "Thanks I just wish I could find her mother she could probably help her daughter" Criss said. "Why don't you come insicde for a while and bring your car into the lot before you end up with just the shell of the car so to speak"she stated. "You mean they can strip a car right down to the metal that shaped a car" Criss said surprised. "Criss they are kids in this neighborhood that pick a car clean so fast they should work for a NASCAR pit crew"she replied. "WOW" Criss exclaimed as he drove his car into the lot.

As Criss parkedthe car he saw a couple of kids playing basketball. "Hey I know you you're Criss Angel the guy who floated in The Luxor Light"the kid stated. "Don't forget he walked up to the light too numb nut". "Jason how many times do I have to tell you about name calling"Jill stated. "Sorry"he replied. "Just becareful and if anything is missing from Mr. Angel's car they will be hell to pay" she warned as she and Criss went inside. When they got to the cafeteria some of the people were cleaning up. "Thanks Dimitry for washing the dishes"she said. "No problem"he replied. "I see you need the roof fixed"Criss stated. "Yea and the heater broke down again I don't know if there's enough in the budget to fix it" she said as she gave Criss a cup of coffee. "How about this Jill I pay for the heater to be fixed or if need be get you a new one"Criss suggested as they sat down. "Seriously Christopher you would do that for me" she stated smiling.

"Jill look at what you've done with this place. It was an old school ready to be toren down but you with a little help from the church and donation you gave this place new live. A place where teenage mothers can get their high school dipolmas, Keep those kids off the street, and give the homeless somewhere to go instead of sleeping on a sidewalk or worse ending up in jail for mugging or killing someone"Criss replied. "I see where you're going Christopher and I'll take you up on your offer" Criss smiled. "Thanks" and gave her a hug. "Before I forget you know how I've been looking for my mom well I found her she walked into this place a few months ago" Jill stated. "Wow congrates Jill"Criss replied. "Jill Samual is asking for you something about the bathroom clogging up again". That voice. Criss turned around and saw Natilee. "Criss meet my mom"Jill stated.

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"Christopher!!". "You know Criss mom"she said. "Know her she's my mother in law"Criss replied. "Wait a minute your wife is her daughter and my sister"Jill remarked shocked. "Christopher what are you doing here?"she asked as Criss got up. "Natilee I've been looking for you Antonia needs you"he said. "No she doesn't Criss she's pretty off with out me"Natilee replied. "It's not true Natilee Antonia needs a bone marrow transplant or she's going to die. So far nobody matches her you and Jill could be Antonia's only hope of surviving "Criss stated. Natillee wasn't sure on what Criss was saying. "Mom Criss isn't lieing she is dieing his cousin told me"Jill said. "Not even her father matched her". "Nope Natilee just get check so I don't lose my wife and my kids don't lose their mother"Criss begged. "All right Christopher for Antonia and you I will" she replied. "I'll get tested too" Jill stated.

"Thank you both you may of just save Antonia's life"Criss remarked. That night I was waiting up for Criss when the phone rang. "Hello"I said. "Antonia". I couldn't believe my ears. "Mom oh my god it so good to hear your voice where are you?". "I'm at the hospital getting tested I ran into Criss at a shelter and he told me what was going on with you. I swear Antonia if I knew you were that sick I would of come back to Serenity than going back to the street," she stated. Tears started to fall down my face. "There's something else I want to tell you but I want to tell you face to face". "All right mom is Criss there?" I asked. "Yes hold on" and she gave the phone to Criss. "Yea". "Thanks for bringing back my mom Criss"I replied. "Thank my dad I guess he doesn't want you to come up just yet" he said. "I love you Christopher". "I love you too Antonia" he remarked. After Criss hung up Jill walked over. "You all right Criss". "I'm just happy that my wife maybe able to live"he stated. "Here's hoping". The next day my mom came back to the house and I gave her such a hug. "I missed you mom" Antonia said. "I'm so sorry that I left Antonia-". "Mom it's all right so what did the test results say". "Your mom matched you but another person is a perfect match"Criss stated. "So is this person?" I asked. "She's your half sister"my mom stated. "I have a sister"I said a little shocked. "Yes a few years after I had you I did some stuff that I'm not proud of and because of it I got pregnant but I wanted to give her a better life so when she was born I gave her up for adoption" my mom remarked.

"What does she do now?"I asked. "She runs that shelter in Northern Las Vegas that I've been to donating money or my time when I have it"Criss said. "Can I meet her?" I asked. Criss went outside and brought Jill in. I walked over as JIll smiled a little nervous. We stared at eachother for a while. "You must be Antonia" she stated. "Yea you must be Jill why don't we go outside and talk". "All right" and we walked outside together

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When it came time for the transplant my father and grandmother came down for surport. At the hospital my mother and Criss were there waiting. "I hate waiting" Criss muttered pacing. My mother was watching him and was getting dizzy watching him go back and forth. "Criss relax and sit down before I break your legs you're making me dizzy" she replied. Criss sat down. "Sorry it's just hard wondering if Antonia will be all right" Criss replied. "Criss everything will be all right". Then my father walked over to us. "So you paid guys to be with you and you ended up with another child what the heck Natilee you running away from every child you give life too"my father remarked. "I gave her up for adoption Dennis I didn't want to raise her on the streets" my mother replied. Criss stood up before what happened at the house happened here. "Dennis either keep your opinions to yourself or leave I don't want what happened at the house happen here all right"Criss remarked. My father couldn't believe what Criss just did he had never seen this side of him. Criss hated showing that side of himself but sometime he had to bring it out. The doctor finally came out and said everything went well for now but I had a long road a head of me.

When they got back to the house Dimitra asked how I was. "She's good so far but as the doctor sayes she has a long road ahead of her" Criss replied. "Why don't you go take a shower Christopher and change your clothes". "Yea I should I smell a little ripe"Criss said. "You smell like you jumped into a pile of dirty diapers"JD stated. "Becoming a comedian JD I'll be right back" and Criss went upstairs. Then Nathan came in and tugged on Dimitra's pant leg. "Yes Nathan". He shook his hand from side to side. "JD can you help Nathan he needs to use the bathroom". JD came in with Zoey. "I'll trade you mom you take Zoey and I'll take Nathan to the bathroom" giving Zoey to her. JD took Nathan's hand and they went to the bathroom.

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After Criss took his shower and got dressed he saw JD helping Nathan change. "Didn't make it to the bathroom?" Criss asked. "Yup maybe you guys should of waited on potty training" JD remarked. "You try changing three diapers at once and we'll talk"Criss replied. JD rolled his eyes. "I'm sorry I'm just ready for this nightmare to be over" rubbing his eyes. JD got up and gave his brother a hug. "Don't worry Criss she'll be fine" he assured him. "Thanks". Nathan came out with his pants on his head which made Criss and JD laugh so loud that everyone could hear them. "What so funny up there?" my grandmother called up. "Just Nathan being funny Wilma" Criss replied catching his breath.

No Nathan they go on your legs not your head JD signed. "I guess some things never change"Criss remarked. "Why don't you show your son how to put on his pants and I'll meet you downstairs"JD stated. Nathan you are so funny Criss signed. When JD came down Dimitra asked what was going on. "Nathan put his pants on his head god I've never laughed so hard in my life" JD stated. "Christopher did that when he was young"Dimitra stated. "But Nathan had underwear on not going cammodo like Criss"JD remembered. Dimitra tried to hold in a laugh as the memories started to come back. "Like father like son"Wilma said. When I finally got to come home I felt like I had been run over by steam roller. "Just relax we're almost home"Criss stated. When we got home the place was eeriely quiet. "Where are the kids?"I asked as Criss helped me to his mother's room. "JD and Lynn took the twins for a couple of days, my mom brought Nathan to New York to show him off to her friends who haven't seen him since he was baptised"Criss remarked. "My mother and dad don't tell me-".

"Nope your mother is helping your donor get better and your father and grandmother are coming by later just to say hi. I put them up at Casear's Palace" Criss replied. "What about you don't you have to do Believe?"I asked. "When Felix heard what you went through he gave me a week off so you can get better" giving me a kiss. "What would I do with out you Christopher?" I asked. "Now I'm going to let you rest. If you need me I'll be my office so I won't be far,". Then Hammie came in and sat on the bed. "Come on buddy she needs her rest" Criss remarked. "Leave him Criss it's kind of relaxing hearing him purr" I stated. "All right but if he gets to be a P.I.T.A just kick him out" he said. "P.I.T.A what does that mean?". Criss snickered. "Your mother gave that nickname to your father Pain in the :mad:" as I chuckled. "And he has lived up to it" I replied. Criss gave me one last kiss and left. Around five Criss was on the phone with his mom. "That's good mom yea she's doing good she's in your room resting. I thought it would be easier for her. I love you mom tell Nathan mommy's home and getting better. I will mom and give a kiss to Nathan for me" and hung up as a knock came to the door. "Come in". The door opened and my mom came in with some flowers.

"Hello Christopher how's Antonia?"she asked. "Good she's in my mom's room taking it easy"she replied. "Where are the kids?"she asked. "My brother JD and his wife have the twins for a couple of days and my mom decided to take Nathan to New York to show him off to her friends who haven't seen him since he was a baby"Criss replied. "Who's watching Antonia when you do Believe?". "My boss Felix heard about Antonia's transplant and he gave me a week off with pay"Criss remarked. "You're good Christopher" she stated. "Criss can you help me I need to use the bathroom"I called out. "Let me do this one" Natilee suggested and went in. I hung my legs over waiting when I saw my mom walk in. "Mom what are you doing here?"I asked. "I came to see how my little girl was doing" helping me up. "I feel like I've got no energry"I said. "Just take it easy sweetie Criss is here to help you" as she helped me to the bathroom. "Thanks mom". When I came back to bed Criss had some soup and grilled cheese on a tray for me. "I thought you could use something soft for right now" Criss said as I got comfortable. "Thanks sweetie" as he put down the tray. "I should get back to my patient call me if you need to go somewhere Criss"she suggested. "Bye mom"I stated and Criss walked her to the door.

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For the next few days Criss took good care of me and we got to spend some time together alone which hasn't been easy considering. "How you feeling today?" Criss asked as we sat outside together. "I have a bit of energy when are the twins surpose to come home"I asked. "Today I think"Criss replied. "Are you picking them up or is JD and Lynn bringing them?"I asked. "Anyone home" A voice called out. "I think we have the answer right here" Criss replied. Criss got up and went inside to find JD with the twins. "Thanks for taking care of the twins for a few days"putting Zoey and Verida on the counter. "You're welcome and I have to say this Verida has your lungs when she screamed my neighbors complained about the noise and Zoey is a mover and grover she wouldn't stay still for five second so we could change her" JD stated. Criss chuckled. "If these kids weren't born here I'd say we got the wrong kids at the hospital" Criss remarked as JD snickered. "Hey JD"I said coming in. "It's good to see you up and around"he stated giving me a hug.

"Thanks for taking care of the twins". "No problem"JD repliedand left. Verida started to whine a little. "Let me see Verida for a minute Christopher". Criss took her out and gave her to me. "I missed you so much"I whispered into her ear as Criss came over with Zoey. Verida smiled and Criss's jaw fell to the floor. "Look at Verida she's got her first tooth no wonder she was screaming" Criss replied. "Criss look at Zoey she's got her first tooth too"I added . "I guess these two cut their first tooth together" as I smiled. Then Zoey yawned. "Looks like someone's ready for a nap"Criss replied. Then something started to stink. "And I think Verida needs a change or you ripped one"I stated looking at Criss. Criss took a whiff. "I think Verida cut the cheese instead of me. Come on let's go check" and we went up the stairs.

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A few months went by and Criss was going over a few things. "Yes make sure that everything is ready by seven o clock. Thanks" and hung up as JD came in. "I talked to Lynn and she's happy to take Nathan for the night but who's watching the twins"JD asked. "Costa and Doug". "Why don't you just leave them with Freddy Kruger those two are idiots at watching kids"JD remarked. "Come on JD" Criss remarked. "Remember when Nathan went through the nudist stage Costa fell asleep while watching him and he ran up and down the hall in his birthday suit. Felix was ready to kill you or Costa for that moment,"he stated. "And when you asked Doug to change Verida's diaper he didn't put it on tight enough and the diaper leaked all over the back seat of the Lambo". "And I still can't get rid of the smell of poop out of the car to this day"Criss stated. "Why don't you call up Antonia's grandmother and see if she would like to watch the kids for you".

"It would be good but her grandmother had to have knee replacement surgery a few days ago" Criss stated. "Why not her mother she's still living with Jill". "All right" and called Jill. At her house Jill was going over some bills as her mother helped her. "Wow look at all the donations you've gotten through Criss" she stated. "Criss doesn't want the place to close and if I can figure out how to fill this out I can get a grant from the govenor of Las Vegas"Jill replied. The phone rang and Natilee got it. "Hello Christopher how are you?". "I'm good I need a favor from you do you think you could watch the twins and keep them overnight. It's our wedding anniversary and I want to make it perfect for Antonia" Criss stated. "What does Criss want mom"Jill asked. "He's wondering if we wouldn't mind keeping the kids overnight since it's their weddning anniversary". "That would be all right just got to do a few things". "Send them over around five while we do a little baby proofing"Natilee remarked. "Thank you ladies" and hung up.

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At the house I was playing with Verida when a knock came to the door. "Come in" and Lynn came in. "Hey Lynn"I stated getting up. "How you doing?" giving me a hug. "Better the doctor sayes that the transplant took hold so I'm hoping that the cancer is finally gone"I replied. "Well Criss wanted me to tell you that he has a surprise for you tonight since it your anniversary so JD and I are taking Nathan for the night". "Right now Nathan and Zoey are having a nap. It's strange whenever Nathan gets sleepy Zoey does too but this one has her father's energy" as Verdia started crawling away. "Get back here you" picking her up. "Dimi was the same way use to wear out JD and I. Don't even get me started on walking I swear it was like she had a motor that just let lose"Lynn stated.

"Dimitra was telling me stories of Criss and those days the last time she came up here". "You must tell me some and I'll tell you some that she told me of JD" she offered as I snickered. "I'll keep that in mind"I stated. "Why don't you get me some stuff for Nathan and I'll watch this little one for you". "All right" as I started to go up I heard a thud and Nathan crying. I ran up to his room and saw he fell out of his bed. "Oh baby come here". I gave him a hug. HEAD HURTS he signed. I checked his head and saw he was bleeding. At the Luxor Criss was finishing up a few things when his phone beeped meaning a text. He looked at it and saw it was me saying:

NATHAN AND I ARE AT THE HOSPITAL NATHAN FELL OUT OF BED AND HIT HIS HEAD. DO YOU MIND MEETING US THERE NATHAN KEEPS ASKING FOR YOU. LYNN IS WITH THE TWINS

Criss grabbed his keys and left, At the hospital Nathan was nervous. Where's daddy me want daddy he signed. "He's coming baby don't worry" I stated. Me hate needles. just like your father I signed back. "Nathanial Sarantokas" a nurse called out. I picked up Nathan and we went in. "Oh my husband is coming can you bring him back here when he comes" I asked. "Sure" and we went in. In the ER they checked Nathan out. "Well he doesn't have a concussion but that cut is going to need some stitches" the doctor said. ME WANT DADDY NOW!!! I picked him up. "It's all right buddy". "I guess he doesn't like needles" the doctor said. "Yea he gets it from his father do you mind if we wait untill my husband come" I inquired. "Sure just have the nurse come and get me when you're ready" and the doctor left.

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WHERE'S DADDY?? Nathan signed. "I don't know baby but let me call him now just stay right here all right". He nodded and I went outside. On the road Criss was stuck behind a guy doing twenty in forty mile zone. His phone went off and he saw it was me. "Antonia how's Nathan?". "He's scared and he keeps asking for you where are you?". "Hold on. Come on it's the long pedal on the right"Criss yelled out the window than beeped the horn. The guy replied by flipping Criss off. "Just watch your temper Christopher Felix or nobody on your crew wants to sign you up for anger management classes"I warned him. "You sound like my mother Antonia tell Nathan I'm on my way and I'll be there soon I swear"he stated. "All right" and hung up. After he hung up he said some choice words in Greek under his breath.

When I came back in Nathan wasn't in his room. "Excuse me did you move my son?" I asked the nurse. "Let me see. No he should still be there". "Well he isn't". "Marcus we've got a code Adam lock it down" she replied. When Criss finally got there he saw cops swarming the place.. "What's going on?" Criss asked a nurse. "A little boy is missing from the ER" she replied. Criss than saw me talking to one of the cops. "ANTONIA!!" Criss called out running over to me. I gave Criss a hug as I cried. "It's Nathan he's missing someone might of taking him". "It's all right Antonia they'll find him". "How Christopher he can't hear people calling for him"I replied.

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"Just relax Antonia let me see if they'll let me in I know some of Nathan's hiding places"Criss stated and went over to the cops. After Criss explained to the cop he let Criss in. Criss saw cops and nurses looking everywhere. "Nathan"A nurse called out. Criss looked around and under sheets that were hanging over some of the beds but Nathan wasn't there. Come on Nathan where are you Criss thought. Then something came to Criss. He went over to the nurse's station. "You can't be behind there" the nurse remarked. "Where do you keep your lollipops?"Criss asked. "Why?". "My son has my sweet tooth and he loves orange lollipops". "We keep them in the nurse's lounge"she replied. "Show me" and they went to the nurse's lounge. They went to the lounge but everything was just as they had left it. "He isn't in here". Criss stomped his foot on the ground.

All of a sudden Nathan popped up from behind some lockers. Daddy as he ran to him. Nathan why did you run off you scared your mother and me to death Criss signed. Went to find you. "I'll let everyone know we found him"The nurse stated and left. Back at the house Lynn was talking to Natilee while Jill was playing peek a boo with the twins. "I wonder what's taking Criss and Antonia so long"Natilee stated. "Probably a full house at the hospital" Lynn said. The door opened and Criss and I came in holding Nathan's hand. "Ranmy"Nathan remarked as he ran to Natilee. "Close Nathan it's granmy" giving him a hug. "What took you guys so long?"Jill inquired. "Long story" I replied. "Well I got some stuff for the twins for Natilee and Jill and a bag for Natha"Lynn said. "Lynn I love you to death"I stated. "I know I know" she stated smiling. Nathan walked over to the babies and gave Verida a kiss on the cheek. "Where's a camera when you need it"Criss stated. Lynn walked over and told Nathan he was going to have a sleep over at her house.

Nathan smiled as I went over to my mom. "Thanks again for doing this"I stated. "No problem you guys have fun"she said as she put Verdia in her carrier. "Happy anniversary sis"Jill added putting Zoey in her carrier too. "Come on I'll walk you out"Criss stated as I went over to Nathan. Now remember to be nice to uncle JD and Aunt Lynn. You do what they say and don't go running off all right Nathan nodded as Lynn took his hand. "Come on I know your cousin Dimi wants to play with you". "Lynn before I forget he can't wash his hair for twenty-four hours, this is for if he complains of a headache" giving her some medication thedoctor gave me. "All right and if I have to take him to the hospital I'll give you and Criss a call" Lynn remarked. Outside Criss helped my mom and Jill put the kids in their car. "Good-bye Christopher and have a nice night" and they drove off as Lynn came out with Nathan. All right buddy you be good for Aunt Lynn and Uncle JD and we'll see you tomorrow. Nathan gave Criss a hug and a kiss than waved good-bye.

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After the kids left Criss took me into his arms and kissed me. "Now that the kids are taking care of I would love you to go upstairs and there's a present on the bed for you". I gave Criss a kiss and went upstairs to find a retrangle box with a big red bow on it. I opened the box and it's a red dress almost the same one that I wore the night we made Nathan. Tears fell down my face. Oh Christopher and went to get ready. When I finished getting ready I looked at myself and tears fell down my face as thoughts of what Criss and I have gone through. "You ready Antonia?" he called out. I wiped the tears away and came out to a darken room with candles lighting the way. I look down and saw rose petals. I followed the petals to Criss standing there with a picnic with the same food we had that night.

"I thought we could revisit the first time we had a picnic". Tears started to fall down my face Criss walked over as the tears flowed. "Oh Christopher I don't deserve you"I said as Criss wiped the tears away. Criss kissed me and took a yellow handkerchief out of his pocket and put it around my neck. When he took it away I felt something around my neck. "Take a look"Criss stated and I looked into a mirror. It was beautiful it had all of the color birth stones of the kids and on the sides was mine and Christopher's. "I turned to Criss and gave him a kiss. "Come on let's enjoy this". He sat me down but before he did Criss went over to the stereo and put in a CD. When I heard the song I couldn't believe it. "Do you remember this song Antonia?" he asked sitting down indian style.

"Yea it's I KNEW I LOVED YOU it's the song we first danced to"I remembered. "Everytime I hear this song you pop into my head. From the first time we met to the day we got married"Criss stated. I smiled as I got up and went behind the couch. I came out with a something big. Criss got up and walked over. "This my gift for you". Criss opened it and when he saw tears fell down his face. It was painted picture of him and his father. "I have a friend in New Jeresey that does execellent painting and I asked him to do this". Criss gave me a kiss. "I wish my dad was still alive he'd tell me I made the right deicision by marrying you" he replied. "I have a feeling my grandfather would of been the same way". Criss put the picture down and we sat back down to eat. After we finished Criss startedthe song over and we started to dance.


I knew i loved you before i met you
I think i dreamed you into life
I knew i loved you before i met you
I have been waiting all my life

"I love you Christopher Sarantakos"I stated. "I love you too Antonia Sarantakos" he remarked as he twirled me. I giggled than I put my head on his shoulder as the song played.

There's just no rhyme or reason
Only this sense of completion
And in your eyes
I see the missing pieces
I'm searching for
I think i've found my best friend

After we finished dancing Criss said he had one more gift for me. Criss brought me over to a blanket and we sat down. Criss took out his phone and texted something than sat down. All of a sudden fireworks went off. I couldn't believe this. Criss and I just watched as the fireworks lite up the night sky. "Happy anniversary"Criss remarked. "Happy Anniversary too" and we kiss.

A thousand angels dance around you
I am complete now that i've found you

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When I woke up I noticed that I was outside on the lawn with Criss next to me. I was just about to get up when I looked down and saw that I was naked as a jay bird under the blanket. I turned to Criss who was naked as well. "Criss wake up"I stated nudging him. "Five more minutes mom"Criss muttered. I giggled. "Criss wake up we're outside on the lawn". Criss not realizing he was naked got up. "Criss there's a full moon out right now"I stated trying to make him realize what was going on. Criss looked at his hamock where his pants and underwear were hanging. Criss looked down and saw he had nothing on and he was showing everyone what god and genetics gave him. I put on my dress and threw Criss the blanket which he wrapped around himself. I couldn't stop giggling as Criss put his pants on. "Why are you laughing I got a seventy-five year old woman as a neighbor and I probably just gave her a heart attack"Criss replied embrassed. "Or you just gave that woman a thrill that your fans would die to see" as we went in. "i can't believe we fell asleep outside butt naked my mom is going to kill me when she finds out"Criss stated.

"Criss relax don't worry about your mother just make sure your brothers don't find out"I said. "If they find out I'm never going to live it down"he worried. "Don't worry Christopher nobody will find out unless your neighbors took pictures" and went to change. After Criss and I changed a knock came to the door. Criss opened the door and saw something in his mail box. He saw it was from the neighborhood society. "Who's at the door?". "I got a ticket for a hundred dollars from the neighborhood society for indicant exposure"he replied. I couldn't stop giggling. "You know you're paying half?". "Hey I'm not the one who flashed his 'junk' to the nieghbors"I stated. Criss saw the look and went running after me.

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Ding dong I woke up to myself and Criss in bed with our clothes all over the floor. I grabbed my robe and put it on. When I opened the door I saw it was my dad. "Surprise sweetie"he stated giving me a kiss. "Daddy what a surprise whatare you doing here" as he came in. "I wanted to give you and Criss your anniversary gift" he stated. "Well let me get Criss he's upstairs getting dressed". I went upstairs and Criss was coming out of the bathroom with a towel wrapped around himself. "Who's downstairs don't tell me JD dropped off Nathan or worse your mother with the twins" he inquired as he put on pants. "It's my dad so why don't you put on a shirt and go say hello" I replied throwing him one.

Criss put on the shirt and went downstairs. As my father was enjoying the view Criss saw the ticket that the neighborhood society gave him for public nudity. Criss took it and put it in his pocket as my father turned around. "I swear Criss I love this view". "Now you know why I built this here"Criss replied as they sat down. "Where are the kids it's so quiet?". "JD has Nathan and Antonia's mother and sister have the twins it's their anniversary gift to us"Criss replied. "So daddy what's your gift?"I asked coming down. "I don'tthink it will top what Criss gave you that Criss got a ticket from your neighborhood society for public nudity" getting something out of bag. Criss blushed. "Let's just keep it between us all right". My father put the box on the table when Criss and I opened it I almost died. "I heard you guys had to throw away your top tier of the wedding cake so I made you a copy of it". I gave my dad a kiss. "Thanks dad" giving him a kiss. "Yea Dennis this is wonderful"Criss replied. "I also was wondering if you'll do a favor for me". "What's that daddy?" I asked. "Well I talked to the mayor last night and she has told me that since the bakery is turning 100. She decided to rename the street after the bakery" my father stated with a smile on his face.

"Oh my god congraultion daddy!!!" giving him a hug. "We're going to have a block party and the money raised will go to MAKE A WISH so do you guys mind coming to the celebration maybe help out"my father inquired. "Sure I'll even make sure some of the crew shows up"Criss replied. "Antonia I need to talk to you outside for a minute privately". "Sure dad" and we went outside.

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While Criss put the cake away my father and I went outside. "What's wrong dad is grandmom all right?" I asked. "She's fine but it's Johnny the cancer's back and this time the doctor say it's fataly". "How long does he have?" I asked trying not to cry. "Three months maybe else. Listen I think you should come home with me tomorrow before grandpa decides to take him". "Sure"I said. My father gave me a hug as Criss just watched us. After my father came in and went to the bathroom Criss came out to see me staring at the view. "So who's dieing?" Criss inquired as he put his arms around me. "Three years after 9/11 My uncle was diagonsed with Non-Hodgkin's lymphoma. It took him two year but he went into remission but it's come back and there's nothing more for the doctor's to do. My uncle's dieing"I stated. "You mean your uncle Johnny?"Criss asked. I turned to Criss and buried my head into his chest as I cried. My father watched us as Criss just held me.

Back at The Luxor Criss had come back to grab something when he saw Costa. "What are you doing here I thought you'd be with Antonia having a children free day" Costa remarked. "Antonia's father came down to give us an anniversary present"Criss replied not looking at Costa. "Christopher is Antonia all right is her cancer back?" Costa inquired. "No her uncle's dieing of cancer"Criss replied. "What kind of cancer?" Costa asked. "Non-Hodgkin's lymphoma Antonia's going back with her father tomorrow". "I remember hearing about firefighters that were down when the towers fell and helped out have gotten that cancer and other types"Costa stated. "Believe or not her uncle was in New York helping out down there. God I feel so bad for her she's so close to her uncle" Criss replied. "Just like you were to dad Criss"Costa remarked. "I'll call you later" and Criss left

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Before I knew it the day of the bakery's anniversary had come. Criss was amazed at everything. "Oh look they have a dunk tank"I stated. "Dunk dunk" Nathan called out. "Antonia". I turned around and saw my aunt Rosa walk over. "Hey I can't believe this happening the bakery is turning a hundred" she replied. "I know I remember coming down here and baking with grandpa" I remembered. "Where are the twins?" she asked. "Unfortunely both of them got ear infections and the doctor didn't think flying would be best so my brothers are watching them back in Vegas". "Dunk dunk"Nathan stated. "I guess Nathan wants to dunk someone. You want to dunk grandpa" and Nathan nodded as Criss and I chuckled. "Come on Nathan let see if we can sneak a cookie" and they went into the bakery. As they left tears started to well up in my eyes.

"You all right baby?"Criss asked putting his hands on my shoulder. "I just wish my uncle could see this. Right now he's at a hospice house dieing of cancer and-". Criss hugged me. "It's all rigt Antonia I know this is hard but everything will be all right now let's have some fun today"Criss suggested. I gave Criss a kiss. "Thanks Christopher" and we went inside as my father was giving everyone a pep talk. "Now who wants to be the first person in the dunk tank?". "Granpa"Nathan called out as my father chuckled. "Maybe later"my aunt Rosa stated. "How about Criss?". Everyone looked at Criss as Criss stood there like a deer in headlights. "Dad we do that the dunk tank will make all the money untill Criss gets broncititis or worse The flu. I hate dealing with a sick husband"I objected. "Hey"Criss said. "All right than you go in"my father remarked. "All right"I said. "Mommy dunk"Nathan called out. "All right Nathan you get to dunk mommy". Thanks alot dad I thought. The block party was cool Criss even let people throw pies at him which I enjoyed watching I even filmed it to show it to JD and Costa.

Nathan was having fun too he got to dunk me which made him jump for joy and made my father laugh. While I dried off my aunt Carol came in wiping some tears away. "Hey Aunt Carol I guess you just saw Uncle Johnny". "Yea he's fighting not to die but the doctor said it a matter of time" she replied. "Listen when Criss's father got sick they gave him three months and he lived for three years maybe Uncle Johnny may prove his doctor's wrong"I said. "I'd love to see that how's everything going?". "Good Nathan is having a ball he even tried to throw a pie at Criss but miss but Aunt Rosa picked him up and put the pie in his face". My aunt laughed.

"Are you serious?'. Before I could answer I started to feel dizzy so I sat down. "You all right?" she asked. "Yea just a little dizzy and for reason Criss's after shave is making me naucious"I replied. "The same thing happened to me when I was pregnannt"My aunt stated.

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A light blub came on as I looked at my aunt. "Could you be pregnant again?". "If I am I'm having Criss fixed can you go run down to the store and get me a test". "Sure" she replied and left as Criss came in. "You're missing it baby your father is bringing out the cake". I got up and we went outside to listen to my father's speech. When my father brought out the cake I started to feel naucious. "You all right you look green?"Criss inquired. "Excuse me" and ran into the bakery. Don't tell me I got her pregnant again Criss thought as he went in. When he came in I came out of the bathroom to see Criss standing there with the deer in the headlight look again. "Do you think we might of made a baby on our anniversary?"Criss inquired. "I'm not sure the symptoms are different I never got naucious when I smelled your aftershave with the girls and Nathan" I said. "Do I need to go down to the drug store-?". "My aunt went to get one". Almost like magic she came back and I went upstairs to the bathroom.

As I did the test my aunt and Criss waited. Then my father came in. "Why are you two hiding in here the place is going nuts". "We're waiting for Antonia"Criss replied biting his nails. My aunt was pacing. "Wait a minute I know those looks Antonia could be pregnant again". "Maybe she's not sure"Rosa replied. "If she is Criss you need to be fixed before you end up with enough kids for a baseball team"my father stated. Don't I know itCriss thought. I came down with the stick in my hand. "So are you or aren't you?"Criss asked. "Aunt Flo is here"I remarked. "Sorry baby" and they gave me a hug. My aunt looked at the test for the fun of it. "Antonia this sayes Positive" she said showing us. "It could be a false positive" my father suggested. "How about when I get back to Las Vegas I make an appointment with my doctor to make sure all right". We all went outside to enjoy the rest of the block party.

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A couple of days passed and Criss was in his office chewing his nails as JD came in. "What's up the last time I saw you do that is when Antonia almost had the twins. Why you nervous?". "Antonia could be pregnant again she's at the doctor's right now". "I swear you two are like rabbits. You know if she has triplets you may need to get fixed"JD remarked. "I may do that if that happens" Criss stated. "Well don't worry all right" and JD sat down. As the day went on Criss still hadn't heard from me which was making lliterally climb the walls. When the phone rang Criss ran for it and saw it was me. "Antonia oh my god how are you?". "Criss do you mind coming home"I asked. Criss said sure and hung up. When Criss got home I was outside just looking at the skyline. "Hey you all right?". "My aunt just called my uncle died today" wiping away some tears. "I'm sorry baby" giving me a hug. "He went peacefully thank god"I stated. "Well at least he didn't suffer" Criss said. "Me too but something good came out of it I'm pregnant"Ireplied smiling a little.

"But I thought you got your period-". "Break out bleeding it sometimes happens with pregnancy"I stated smiling. "Antonia if it's a boy why don't we name him after your uncle if he didn't suggest you taking a trip to New York we probably wouldn't of met" Criss suggested. "And Criss if we're having triplets this time you're making an appointment to get fixed". "Deal" as we chuckled.

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When the day of the funeral came we flew back leaving the kids with Criss's mom and his brothers. "So when are you going to tell your family we got another kid coming?"Criss inquired as we arrived at the church. "Don't know and thanks for coming with me"I stated. "No problem" giving me a kiss. We got out as my father came out. "Hey baby I'm glad you came nice to see you again Christopher"my father stated giving him a hug. "Sorry about Johnny dieing"Criss said. "Thanks so where are the kids?". "My mom and my brothers are watching them in New York for us"Criss replied. "We didn't think kids should be at a funeral especially two that are teething"I added. "Good point shall we" and we went in.

The funeral was beautiful and the church was almost filled with my uncle's fire fighter friend and people from the bakery too. After the funeral we went to a hall for some lunch. At the hall I was feeling naucisous and the smell of the food was making me want to run to the bathroom with my hand over my mouth so I went outside to get some air. When I came out I saw my mom smoking. "Oh sweetie what are you doing out here" she asked.. "Needing some air". "Morning sickness getting to you?". "How did you-Did Criss tell you?"I asked surprised. "Believe or not Nathan said bigger brother soon so I realized he meant you were pregnant again" she remarked as I snickered. "Criss and I decided if the baby's a boy we're going to name it after Uncle Johnny"I said. My mom gave me a hug. "He told me that seeing you get married and having kids was the best gift god ever gave him. Even thou you were his niece he consider you a daughter" she replied.

Then my father came out. "So how is everyone?" he asked. "Good just talking"my mother remarked. "Antonia there's something Johnny wanted to give you something" giving me an envelope. I opened it and it was a letter that said:

MY DEAR TONY,

I JUST WANTED TO SAY THAT I ALWAYS CONSIDER YOU A DAUGHTER THAN A NIECE. SEEING YOU GROW UP TO THE WOMAN YOU BECAME. FINDING LOVE WITH CHRISTOPHER, BECOMING A MOTHER TO NATHAN, VERIDA, AND ZOEY AND ALSO A LOVING WIFE TO CHRIS. THE ONE THING I REMEMBER THE MOST IS YOU BAKING WITH EITHER YOUR GRANDFATHER OR ME. THE RECIPES THAT YOU MADE AND BAKE WERE THE GREATEST SO I WANT YOU TO KEEP THAT TALENT ALIVE SO I WANT YOU TO OPEN A BAKERY JUST LIKE YOUR DAD IN LAS VEGAS. I LOVE YOU AND I'LL MISS YOU

I looked inside and saw a check. Tears fell down my face. "He left me some money to open my own bakery in Las Vegas"I stated as my mother read the letter. "You had your grandfather ideas for cookies, pies and cakes Antonia"my father remarked. "I have to tell Criss"I stated and went inside. I walked over to Criss and showed him the check. "What are you going to do with this?". "He wants me to open a bakery in Las Vegas"I remarked as Criss gave me a hug. "That's great"Criss replied. "That's awesome sweetie"my aunt Carol stated giving me a hug. "I just hope I can put it together before baby number three comes"I replied. "Did you say baby?". I turned around and saw my father. I nodded. "I'm going to have antoher baby" as tears fell down my face. My father gave me a hug. "oh sweetie I'm so happy for you"he stated. "That's not all if it's a boy we're going to name it after Uncle Johnny". The place clapped and cheered as my father congraulted us and toasted to a healthy and hoping a baby boy

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As we drove to Criss's mom's house we thought of how to tell Dimitra about the baby. "My mom is going to think the only thing we do is have sex" as I chuckled. "How are we going to tell her that we've got another kid coming?" I asked Criss. "I have no clue". When we got to the house Costa was outside smoking. "I see mom won't let you smoke in the house anymore"Criss replied coughing a little. "How was the funeral" putting out the cigarertte. "Not bad but I have some good news"I stated. Then Criss sat down putting his head inbetween his legs. "You all right Criss?"Costa asked as we walked over. "Just feeling dizzy" as he started to sweat a little. "Criss did you have any fish?"I asked. "I-don't-think-so"Criss replied coughing.

"You must of I remember what happened when my father gave you that caviar. Costa call for an amblunce"I replied. "I did have-some-soup but it was disguesting"Criss stated trying to catch his breath. "MOM!!"Costa called out. She came out. "Costa don't yell I just put Nathan down for his nap". "I need one of Criss's Epi pens" he replied. Dimitra went back inside as Criss tried to stay awake. Dimitra came out and gave me the pen which I stabbed into Criss's thigh. The amblunce came and put some oxgyen on him. As this went on Nathan was at the door watching as they put his father into the amblunce and I got in too. After we left Dimitra and Costa saw Nathan at the door. "Nathan what are you doing?" as she picked him up. "Baby coming" he asked as Costa and Dimitra looked at each other.

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When I got back to the house Dimitra was there. "Dimitra what are you doing up?" I asked hanging up my coat. "I wanted to talk to you" she replied. I sat next to her a little nervous. "What do you want to talk about?"I asked. "When were you and Criss going to tell me ". "About what?"I asked. "That you and Criss have another child coming"Dimitra stated smiling. I blushed wondering how she knew. "If Criss didn't eat Ciuppin we were going to tell you. How did you know?"I asked. "After you left in the amblunce with Criss Nathan was at the door and he said baby come so I put two and two together" as I chuckled. "He did the same thing with my mom. He's his father's son"I stated. The next day Criss was getting ready to be checked out when his mother came in. "Mom what are you doing here I thought Antonia was coming with the kids?"he inquired. "Criss something happened last night"she asked. Criss felt a lump in his throat thinking my cancer was back. "Are the kids all right?" he asked. "The kids are fine it's Antonia she miscarried last night" his mother replied.

Criss sat down as tears fell down his face. "Is she all right?". "So far she's at the house. JD and Costa took the kids out for her seck" she remarked. "Was she alone when it happened?" Criss asked with a lump in his throat. "She yelled for me when it happened. She needs you right now Christopher"his mother remarked. Criss got up and gave his mom a hug. "Thanks for being there mom when I couldn't". In New Jeresy my uncle was looking over a few thing when my grandmother came in. "Dennis Christopher is on the phone for you". He picked up the phone. "Criss how are you I heard what happened last night I should of told that Ciuppin is fish stew Johnny loved that stuff"he said. "Thanks but I'm calling on Antonia's behalf". "Criss what's wrong is her cancer back?" he asked. "No she lost the baby last night"Criss stated trying not to cry. "Is she all right?". "Yea my mom was with her when it happened"Criss stated. "Well when she wants it I'll come down to see her"he remarked. "I'll tell her I should go see how she is" and Criss hung up. After my father hung up he sat back in his chair wiping away tears. "Is Antonia all right are the kids all right"my grandmother inquired.

"The kids are fine it's Antonia that isn't. You know how I told you she's pregnant again well last night she had a miscarriage" he replied. "Poor Antonia was anyone there I know Criss was in the hospital"she inquired. "His mother was I'm going to tell Rosa and Carol" and got up. At the house I was in bed just staring out the widnows as tears fell down my face. Criss just stared at me than came in. He took his shoes off and crawled over to me. He hugged me as I started to cry. As I cried tears fell down his face too. "It's allright Antonia" he kept telling me as I just held on Criss.

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A few days had passed since the miscarriage and I just kept to myself and said nothing. Criss on the other hand threw himself into work. At the Luxor JD, Costa, and Lynn were talking. "I can't believe this happened to them I feel so bad for them"Lynn said. "When I went to drop off some stuff Antonia was outside just playing with the kids than Criss came down didn't say good-bye to Antonia and we left"Costa stated. "I noticed Criss threw himself into work and doing Believe. He won't talk about it and how he's handling it much less Antonia" JD remarked as Criss filed something. "I think it's time to talk to Criss and Antonia before they end up in divorce court"Lynn suggested. "Yea me too" JD replied. At the house the kids were asleep while I was having a drink of wine when Lynn came in.

"Hey Antonia". "Hey Lynn want a drink of wine?"I offered. "I talked to Criss and he wanted me to bring you to The Luxor he wants to talk to you". "Why didn't he just call me or come home". "I don't know I can't read Criss's mind lord knows he does it to me sometimes". "What about the kids?". "Don't worry Dimi is going to watch the kids so why don't you change and we'll go" she remarked. I put the glass down and went upstiars. In the office Criss was signing some stuff when Costa came in. "Hey Christopher"he said shutting the door. "Why Costa I'm busy" he stated not looking up. "I was thinking that maybe we could get some dinner before you have to do Believe tonight". "I don't know". "Please I could use the company JD is with Lynn and everyone else has plans you know I hate to eat alone"Costa begged. "All right". When they came out JD walked over. "Criss I need your help with something". "All right".

When Criss came in I was standing there. "What's going on here what's Antonia doing here. Where are the kids?"Criss asked. "Criss relax Dimi is watching the kids but we wanted to talk to you and Antonia alone". "About what?"I asked. "What happened in New York guys. You two haven't been yourself and I know first hand if you don't deal with the emotions you're feeling you're going to end up doing something you're going to regret"JD said. "JD I'm fine all right we don't need an intervention"Criss replied. "Criss before this happened you would go home to have lunch or make time to spend time with your wife and kids. Since Antonia had the miscarriage you've thrown yourself into work untill it time for Believe"Costa remarked. "And Antonia I've noticed you've bee n becoming distance with us and Criss. Drinking when it's like ten in the morning and sometimes ignoring the twins when they cry"Lynn said. Criss looked shocked when he heard that. "It's just so hard to forget what happened"I stated.

Lynn walked over to me. "I know I've gone through it myself before Dimi came into our lives". "You guys have been through so much in your lives that you're letting this miscarriage destroy your marriage you can't let it"JD stated. "Than what would you like us to do act like it didn't happen"Criss yelled out. "That's what you're doing right now Christopher if you want to jump this hurdle and start living again see a psychiatrist". "I don't need it JD we're fine"I replied. "Antonia Criss I thought we were too but we weren't so we talk to someone and he helped us enough that we got over that hurdle and had Dimi. I talked to the guys who help me and Lynn he sayes this guy is good" giving Criss a number. Criss looked at the number than at me. "All right". I walked over to Criss and gave him a hug.

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After talking with JD, Costa, and Lynn Criss and I realized they were right we were distincing each other and not taking care of what happened in New York so we decided to go see the theripist. The next day when JD arrived he didn't see Criss's car. JD went to the office and Costa was there. "Where's Criss it's not Monday". "He's taking some time off I guess the invention got through to them"Costa replied. "I hope so I don't want to see those two divorce"JD stated. "Is what you said true you and Lynn saw someone". "I wasn't lieing we needed to talk to someone because we were getting close to divorce"JD replied. Then my mom came in. "Natilee how can we help you?" Costa inquired. "I was talking to Wilma did Antonia have a miscarriage while in New York?".

"Yea". She sat down. "How is she doing?". "She was becoming distance with the kids and Criss but she and Criss are seeing a therapist"Costa remarked. At the house Criss was changing Zoey's diaper when Nathan walked in. "Mommy where's mommy" he asked. "Mommy went outwill be back soon"Criss replied. "Stinky"Nathan stated "You're not kidding"Criss replied as he tried not to throw up. After he finished Criss put Zoey in her crib for a nap as Criss took Nathan downstairs. When he came down I was just coming in. "Hey guys how you doing?" giving them a kiss. "Nathan was wondering where you were"Criss said. "What am I going to do with you Nathan" giving him a kiss than a hug. Criss smiled as I put Nathan on the floor. "I got a call from your mom Wilma told her about the miscarriage". I said nothing. "Antonia why didn't you tell your mom" Criss asked. "I guess with what going on it slipped my mind". Criss walked over to me and gave me a hug.

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Before I knew it it was the twin's birthday and everyone including my family came down to celebrate. "You sure you want to do this?"Criss asked me as I changed Zoey. "Criss it's been four months since the miscarriage. I just to enjoy the party we're throwing for the girls"I replied smiling. Then Nathan tugged on Criss's pants. "What Nathan?"Criss asked. Uncle JD here he signed. "All right come on let's go see uncie JD" and they left. Downstairs JD, Lynn and Dimi were there. "Hey guys nice of you to come". "Come on Nathan let's go swing outside"Dimi suggested. Nathan jumped up and down as they went outside. "So how are you Antonia doing?". "Better I think the therpy helped so thanks"Criss replied. "No problem we just didn't want to see you and Antonia divorce after everything you've been thorugh"JD stated.

"So where are the birthday girls?". "Verida is outside with mom and Zoey is having her diaper change"Criss remarked. "And I see we've started solid foods" JD stated as he pointed to a stain on Criss's shirt. "I think when I feed them I may wear a rain poncho and googles"Criss remarked. "Hey guys"I stated as I came down with Zoey. "Let me take the birthday girl"Lynn suggested. I passed her to Lynn and we all went outside. Outside Criss's mother was holding Veridia's hand as she tried to walk. "She's trying"Dimitra said. "They're both holding on to stuff but Criss think Zoey's going to walk first"I remarked sitting down. "Christopher was ready to walk the day he was born"Dimitra stated as Criss blushed. "Nathan didn't walk he ran"I said as everyone laughed. "Where's your father and Wilma I thought they were coming today?"my mother inquired. "And where is Costa?"Dimitra asked.

"I talked to Costa he's sick"Criss replied. "And dad couldn't make it out and my grandmother caught the flu from my Aunt Rosa". As we talked I put Zoey and Veridia down on the grass. "So Antonia have you thought of where you're going to put the bakery yet?"Lynn inquired. "Not in the The Luxor Criss's sweet tooth is going to get Criss a gut"JD joked. Criss rolled his eyes. "I haven't decided yet I've been looking thou". "Mommy" Nathan called out. We turned around and we saw Zoey walking with Veridia following untill they fell on their butts. Everyone cheered as Criss and I picked them up. "Now that's one way to celebrate a birthday"Criss remarked. "Mommy"Verdia stated. "Did she just say mommy?"Criss asked. "Daddy"Zoey stated. Everyone chuckled but Criss and I had a big smile on our faces.

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After everything that happened the months seem to fly by before I knew it was Criss's birthday and I was throwing Criss a surprise party at Serenity and with a little help from his brothers I hoped to keep the party a surprise. My father even offered to make the birthday cake for Criss which I couldn't wait to see. At the house I making sure everything was ready as my grandmother was helping Nathan wrap a gift for his father. How's it going, I signed to Nathan. He showed me and I gave him a kiss. Very good daddy may not want to unwrap it because you did so well. That made Nathan smile. "So when are JD and Costa bringing Criss home?"my grandmother inquired getting a drink. "Around seven I just hope dad gets here with the cake"I worried. "Don't worry your father has never been late"she replied sitting next to Nathan. "Well let's just hope he doesn't start now"I muttered.

A knock came to the door so I went to answer it. I opened the door and standing there with the cake was my dad. "Daddy thank god I almost thought you wouldn't make it" giving him a kiss. "Well I had to make a pit stop in New York" he stated. Stepping out of the truck was Dimitra. "Dimitra I thought you couldn't get a flight out because of the winter storm warning in New York" as she came in. "Well I knew your father was bringing the cake so I asked if he could give me a lift which he was happy to do" giving my dad a kiss which made my dad blush. "Well come on Criss isn't surpose to be here untill seven". When Dimitra saw what I had done to the place. "Antonia this place is amazing Christopher is going to go bonkers when he sees this"she stated. "Question how are you keeping Criss away?"my father asked. "Well his brother packed his schedule and he has a rehearsal for Believe than around six thirty Felix is going to come down to tell Criss that a water pipe broke in Believe so he canceling Believe and tells him to go home for the night than surprise"I explained.

"And if something goes wrong?". "I told JD to knock him out tie him up and put him in the trunk of his car and bring him here". That made Dimitra and my grandmother and father giggle. "Well Christopher knows I'm coming so I'm going to see him I'll see you later". "Hold on we can both play the game"my father stated and they left. "I think your father likes Criss's mom"my grandmother stated. "Grandmom please that's like dating you no offense"I replied trying to get that thought out of my head. Back at The Luxor Criss was reading some of the birthday card the loyals sent him when he saw his mom and my father walk in. "Mom Dennis how nice to see you" giving his mom a hug. "Happy birthday Criss"my father said. "Thanks so what brings you down here?" Criss asked my dad. "It's a funny story I was devilering a cake to Planet Hollywood when your mom calls me up and infos me that because of the winter storm warning they cancelled some flights including your mothers so I offered your mom a lift to Las Vegas". "That's one way to save on airline miles"Criss replied.

"Christopher are you OK you look a little pale". "It's nothing mom you know me I get white when we go into the winter months" Criss stated rubbing his side. "Why you rubbing your stomach?"my father asked. "I just eat something that's not sitting right"he replied. "Have you been vomiting Christopher?". "I did this afternoon after lunch" he replied a little embrassed he was having this conversation with his mother and father-in-law. "Criss have you had your appendix taking out?"my father inquired. "I don't think so why?". "Because I think you maybe spending your birthday on an operating table having it removed". ":mad:" Criss muttered. "What's wrong?". "The pain is getting sharp instead of dull"Criss replied. "Dimitra find either JD or Costa we have to Criss to the hospital"my father remarked. In Believe JD was on the phone with me. "He hasn't figured it out yet and Felix is all set for his part". "That's great also your mother and my father should be down there and they know about the party so just play along with their story"."All right" and hung up as Gerard came running in.

"JD we've got a problem a big one"he stated catching his breath. "Don't tell me someone let the rabbit out of the hat". "No but it's worse your mother and Antonia's father just took Criss to the ER Criss maybe having his appendix taking out". JD's mouth fell on the floor. "Are you pulling my chain?". "No". Back at the house I was putting some of the platters in the refrigator when the phone rang and saw it was JD again. "What's up JD Criss wants to come home". "Something unexpected came up". "What Criss have an interview that ran later?". "Worse my mom and your father just took Criss to the ER Criss may need his appendix talking out tonight". "Are you kidding me JD am I being punked?"I asked as my grandmother walked over. "I wish you were you better cancel the party the guest of honor won't be there" and hung up. "Baby what's wrong?" she asked as I hung up the phone. "I've got to postpone the party"I replied. "Why Criss stuck in another state?" she inquired. "I wish dad and Dimitra just took Criss to the ER he may need his appendix taking out tonight"

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Well my dad and Dimitra were right Criss had to have an appendectomy. When Criss woke up he saw me just looking out the window. "Antonia"he muttered. "Hey baby" giving him a kiss on his head. "This is not the way I wanted to spend my birthday"he stated. "Consider it a bad birthday gift from your father" which made Criss chuckle. "I just wanted to make sure you're all right and everything came out good"I stated. "Where are the kids at home with my mom?". "With my grandmother and dad". "One kid for each adult to watch" Criss joked as I chuckled. "Well I let you rest and tomorrow I'll bring the kids to see you". I gave Criss a hug and a kiss as he fell back asleep. When I got home I saw my father had fallen asleep on the couch. I went upstairs and the twins were asleep but when I went into Nathan's room he was awake. Nathan why yo still awake sitting on the side of his bed.

Daddy always reads me a story when he doesn't have to work andhe said he would tonight but grandmom did it why. "Well unfortunely dad had to have an operation to get rid of something that was making him sick but I saw him a few minutes ago and he's allright. Why don't you go to sleep and tomorrow you, me, your sisters, and Nannie will go see daddy in the hospital. We'll also bring his gifts for his birthday too". Nathan smiled as he snuggled into bed. Good night my sweet guy. Nathan signed good night and closed his eyes.

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The next morning Criss was relaxing whne a knock came to the door. "Come in" Criss replied. The door opened and Dimitra and I came in with the kids behind us. Criss smiled as Nathan was helping his sisters walk in. "How you feeling today?" I asked as I closed the door. "Sore"he said. Then I noticed Criss had an IV as I looked around I saw a crash cart in his room and oxygen. Nathan started to tug on my pant leg. "What's the matter Nathan?"I asked. "Need to go potty"he replied. "I'll take him" and Dimitra left with Nathan as Zoey and Verdia were walking around. "Criss did something happen last night?". "I had to be giving antibodics but they gave me the wrong kind and I went to Anaphylactic shock. They said I was dead for thirty seconds". "Oh my god" as I felt my heart go right down into my stomach. "But I'm fine now Antonia don't worry isn't the first time it happened". I breathed a sigh of relief as Zoey tried climbing but I got her and brought over Verdia who was ready to climb into a chair.

"How are these two girls doing?" Criss asked as I gave him Verdia. "They've been walking like crazy Zoey even tried to climb up the stairs untill your mother caught her. Nathan's been a good big brother keeping his eyes on them when I can't". Dimitra came with Nathan who was sucking on a lolipop. "Where did he get that Dimitra?"I asked. "One of the nurses gave it to him since he went to the potty all by himself". I gave Nathan a kiss. Very good Nathan I signed. "That's very good Nathan you're becoming a big boy"Criss replied. "Can we give daddy gift?" Nathan asked. "They're in the bag Nathan can you get them?". Nathan walked over and took out two gifts than he walked back. "What's you got man?"Criss asked. "Rthday gifts for daddy" he remarked as Criss tried not to laugh. I put Nathan on my lap as he gave the gift to Criss. His mother took Verdia as Zoey held on to my leg standing. Criss opened it and it was a family picture of all of us. "That's wonderful this is going in my office at The Luxor"Criss replied.

"Open this"Nathan remarked giving it to him. "All right buddy"Criss said. "Me pick it out all by self"Nathan stated with a smile. "And with a little help from my grandmother he wrapped it too"I added. "Really well let's see". Criss opened it and it was a leather jacket with his insigna embrodded on the back. "Nathan this is awesome you've got good taste" and gave Nathan a kiss. Nathan blushed than Verida and Zoey started to cry a little. "I think someone is hungry". "And needs a change"Criss added. "I think that's our cue to let you rest but I'll come back later on all right". Dimitra gave Criss a kiss and Criss said good-bye to everyone as we left.

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That night I came back and Costa was just leaving. "Hey Costa" giving him a hug. "I see you're here to see Criss he told me about the gifts you gave him". "I know Nathan and the girls were thrilled seeing Criss"I replied. "Well JD is just finishing up and than we're going to go to Serenity and take our mom for dinner". "Costa my grandmother had to go back to New Jeresy last night with my dad so your mom is watching the kids for me"I replied. JD came in and saw Costa's face. "What's wrong?"he asked. "Mom is watching the kids for Antonia so unless you want to take the kids with us we're not taking mom out"Costa remarked. "Sorry guys maybe next time" and went in to see Criss. I came in as Criss was watching a little TV.

"I told you I'd be back"I stated. "Good I was counting the minutes untill you came" he said with a smile. I pulled up a seat as Criss turned off the television. "Your brother are a little ticked at me. They wanted to take your mom out but since my grandmother had to go back to New Jeresy and my mom is working tonight with Jill she was the only one available to watch the kids,". After I finished Criss was sweating a little and looked like he was unconfortable. "You allright?"I asked. "The reason they gave me antibodics is because I got Peritonitis"Criss replied. "Imflantion of the peritoneum believe or not my appendix popped and I got that myself” Criss chuckled than I started to chuckle as well. After talking with Criss for a while I saw he was getting tired so I gave him a kiss and left. When I got back Little D was watching a movie. "Hey Antonia" she stated.

"How much did you father brib you to watch the kids so he could take his mom out to dinner". "Fifty bucks plus suspension of my curfew on the weekends for a month" she replied smiling. "Just don't stay out all night my father nearly had a stoke when I did that at your age" I remarked. "I won't". She grabbed her coat and left. I checked on the kids than I went to bed as well.

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The days went on and Criss's infection went away that he finally got to come home considering in a few days it was going to be Christmas. "Thank god I'm finally out of the hospital I did not want to spend Christmas there"Criss remarked. "I don't think anyone does Christopher"I stated wrapping a gift. "Where are the kids it's so quiet it's scarey"Criss replied sitting down. "JD and Costa took Nathan to see a movie and your mother and my mother took the twins out than they're going to meet up and the kids are going to see Santa while I wrap some gifts"I stated. "So have you decided on whether you're going to start that bakery your uncle wanted you to start?"Criss wondered. "I put that on hold untill the kids are in school"I replied getting up. "Come on Antonia there's something else" Criss stated walking over to me. Before I could say it the phone rang.

"Hello-Oh hey Dave what come on Dave I've been out of the hospital for a day and a half do we have to do this now. All right," and hung up. "I have to talk to Dave about something I'll be back"Criss remarked. I said nothing so Criss left. When the gang came home I wasn't there. "Antonia where are you?"my mom called out. Nobody answered so my mom went upstairs to see if I was taking a nap. "Is she up there?"Dimitra called up. "No maybe she and Criss went out" she replied coming down the stairs. Then the door opened and Criss walked in. "Where's Antonia Christopher?"his mother asked. "I don't know she was here when I left to talk to Dave for a few minutes"Criss replied. My mom went into Criss's office and found something on his desk. "CHRISTOPHER NICHOLAS!!" she yelled out. Criss ran in with his mother following. "Why do you have divorce papers for you and Antonia". "Christopher are you serious?" as Criss looked at them. "I-I-don't remember having these drawn up" as he went to call his lawyer.

"Hey David it's Christopher Sarantakos I've got a question for you. Did you have divorce papers drawn up for me and my wife. Yea who told you to draw this up. Seriously thanks" and hung up. Criss put the phone down. "What's wrong Christopher?"his mother inquired. He looked up as tears were falling down his face. "Costa and JD asked David to have them drawn up" wiping the tears away. "Where is everyone?" a voice called out. Dimitra and Natilee came out as Nathan ran over to them. "I thought we were meeting up"Costa remarked. "JD Costa your brother wants to talk to you in his office and we'll take the kids to see Santa. Come on Nathan let's go get your sisters ready" Dimitra replied and they went upstairs while JD and Costa walked into Criss's office.

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Criss felt like spitting nails at his brothers or giving them Oscars for their performance of liking me when they hadn't changed their ways at all. Costa opened the door and came in with JD. "What's wrong Criss" Costa said when he saw his face. "I have a question for you two. Do you still have a problem with Antonia?"he asked looking at them. "No"JD replied. "We love Antonia" Costa added as Criss got up. "Than why did you ask my lawyer to draw up divorce papers for me" throwing the papers at his brothers. JD and Costa said nothing as Criss was trying to keep his temper under control. "We were just-". "Looking out for me god not this again. Why don't you trust Antonia?"Criss asked. "It's just the way she's been actting lately"Costa replied. "So you want me to divorce her just because the way she's been actting. If you guys have forgotten Antonia nearly lost her life to cancer than she lost her uncle to cancer. She also had a miscarriage that hit her hard but me too. Now you guys are making it look like I don't care about her or our marriage," Criss replied.

JD and Costa looked at their brother. Criss took the papers back and put them throw the shredder. "Now if you don't mind I have to find my wife" and Criss left. Criss's cell phone rang and saw it was my Aunt Rosa. "Rosa please tell me Antonia is there"he stated. "She is Criss she came home saying you're divorcing her". "No it's a misunderstanding which I'm going to kill my brothers for. Please Rosa let me speak to her"Criss asked. "If that's Criss tell him he can make himself disappear". "I don't think she'll talk to you Christopher I'm sorry" and hung up. "I told you she wasn't who you thought she was"JD replied. Criss turned around and hit JD knocking him to the ground. "CHRISTOPHER!!" his mother called out from upstairs. Criss grabbed his keys. "Mom can you watch the kids for the night I have to go somewhere"Criss said. "Where?" Costa asked. "New Jersey" and Criss left.

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I was so upset that Criss was divorcing me with out telling me. I felt like hitting Criss or cutting himself in two. In my father's office he was trying not lose his temper. "Come on Dennis there's got to be a reason Criss didn't want to tell Antonia about the papers. Maybe he had second thoughts about doing it"Aunt Carol suggested. "I had my doubts about that boy I should of listened to them" he replied. "Maybe we should talk to Criss and find out what's going on" my grandmother remarked. "I don't even want to see that guy he broke my daughter's heart he doesn't deserve to even breath"my father stated. In the back I was sitting thinking when my phone rang. I saw it was my mother. "Hey mom". "Antonia what's going on Dimitra just told me that you ran back to your father". "Mom Criss wants a divorce I found the papers I can't believe Criss didn't have the nerve to tell me he wanted out of our marriage" I replied wiping the tears away.

"Honey that's not true Criss's brothers had the papers drawn up Criss had no idea" she told me. "Bull :mad: mom Dimitra just told you that to make me come back"I said. "If it was bull than why did he slug JD and told his mom to watch the kids because he's coming to New Jersey to bring you back" she replied. "Yea right he's probably at The Luxor doing Believe" wiping the tears away. "Antonia I don't know if you knew this but when I left the second time Criss told me that he hired a PI to find me because he saw how much you missed me,". "Antonia just listen to Christopher and see what I just told is bull :mad:" and my mom hung up.

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After talking with my mom I wonder if what she was true or she was just trying to get me to come home. I came back in as my grandmother was standing there. "You all right baby?"she asked. "My head is just spinning right now. Mom just told me that Criss hired a PI to find her when he saw how much I was missing her. Also he's on his way here to bring me back" I stated. "Over your father's dead body as he said it". "Listen to this Criss's brothers surposely had those drawn up without Criss's knowledge and Criss got so angry that he slugged JD". "He slugged his own brother that weird".

"Grandmom you remember how hell bent JD and Costa were on keeping me out of his life. Criss always said that if his cousin didn't need a pen he wouldn't of even known that I was pregnant with Nathan. Maybe grandpa and Criss's dad are trying to keep Criss and I together"I thought out loud. My grandmother decided to get a second opinion on what I just told her so she called Dimitra. At the house my mother was helping with JD. "Ouch that hurt"he yelled as my mother touched his nose. "Serve you right JD for what you did"his mother remarked giving him some ice in a cloth. "Come on mom we did it for Criss"Costa stated. "You two went the wrong way. JD how would you feel if Christopher did the same thing with you and Lynn"his mother inquired.

"I'd be the same way and probably would slug Criss"he admitted. "You two have to let Criss make his own mistakes let him decide if it's time to end this marriage or keep fighting to keep it going"my mother stated. Then Dimitra's phone went off. "Wilma what's going on. Yes that's true Christopher did slug JD". "So Criss is on his way here to talk to Antonia and tell her what happened"my mother said. "I think so"she replied. "Thanks" and hung up. "Your mom's right Criss is on his way here". 'You better send dad home or somewhere before-". "IF YOU THINK YOU'RE GOING TO COME HERE AND CLEAN UP THE MESS YOU MADE YOU'RE MISTAKEN"I heard my father called out. "JUST LET ME TALK TO HER AND EVERYTHING WILL BE EXPLAINED". Christopher I thought and ran

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I came out and it looked like Criss and my dad were ready to come to blow. "Dad Christopher"I called out. "Antonia just go back to the back" my father ordered. "No dad I want to hear what Criss has to say"I replied. "Are you sure sweetie?"my grandmother asked. I looked into Criss's eyes. "Yes" and took him to the back while my father and my grandmother stood there. "All right Criss what do you want to say?"I asked. "Antonia those divorce papers were my brothers' idea not mine. I would fight with all of my powers to keep you in my life". I looked into Criss's eye. "You'd give up magic for me,"I stated. Criss looked shocked. "My grandmother said that the eyes are windows to the soul. Everytime I look into them I see you packing up Serenity than you working with me at this bakery we're both smiling as the kids are helping us with smiles and giggling"

Criss looked into eyes and a smile came to his face. "What Christopher?". "I see you and me in rocking chair old watching the sun set"he replied. Clearing of the throat was heard so we turned and saw my grandmother. "Your father has calmed down and wants to talk to Criss"she stated. Criss gave me a kiss and went to talk to my father. Criss came out and saw my father sitting so Criss sat down. "All right Christopher explained to me what happened?". "My brothers had the divorce paper drawn up with out me knowning. I was beyond pist that I did something I would never do and that I slugged my brother probably breaking his nose. I came close to losing Antonia once and I don't want to lose her again. I'd do anything and leave divorce as the last choice with our marriage"Criss remarked. "So you would do everything in your powers to keep the marriage together". "If I had to I'd give up everything I have in Las Vegas for Antonia that's how much I love her"Criss replied.

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After the mess with me and Criss was cleaned up Criss and I went back to Las Vegas. When we got home the kids were waiting for us. "MOMMY!!!"Nathan called out as he ran into my arms. Zoey and Verdia were jumping up and down as Criss went over to them. He picked both of them up and smiled. I walked over with Nathan and gave Criss a kiss than a flash went off. After our eyes focused we saw Jill with a camera. "There's next year Christmas card"she stated. I put Nathan down and looked at the picture. "Jill that's beautiful" and i showed it to Criss. "Pretty"Zoey remarked. Criss put the twins down as the kids ran out to play. Jill ran out with them as Criss and I stood there. "This is georous I want to send a copy to your father" he suggested. "And to your mother"I added.

A few weeks went by and I was looking at building for my my bakery my father even cfame down to help. At the production office Criss was sitting behind his desk as Luke and Doug came in. "Hey Criss where are Costa and JD haven't seen them in a while". Criss said nothing. "Christopher you hear us"Doug inquired. "Sorry they took a leave of abscene"Criss replied. "For how long?". "Bets me I haven't talked to them I need a coffee" and Criss left. At one of the site I was looking at the site while my father talked to the owner. Then my phone went off and saw it was Dimitra. "Dimitra what I help you with?" I asked. "I need your help on getting Criss, JD, and Costa to talk to each other. I hate seeing Criss so down" she stated. "Dimitra you know how stubborn your sons are. It would take a miracle to cut through their stubborness" I remarked. As I talked to Dimitra my father came over and heard a bit of the conversion. "I'll talk to you later" and hung up

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"What did Criss's mom want?" as I put my phone back in my purse. "She's wants just to get Criss and his brothers talking. Dad they are the three most stubborn men I've ever met I'd have a better chance of raising their father from the grave"I remarked. "Back it up their father passed away". "Yea stomach cancer I swear I told you this,"I replied. I could see the wheels in my father's head turning. "What do you have brewing in your head dad?". "Honey have Criss meet me at his bar tonight" and my father left. When I got home Criss was looking through a photo album. "Christopher"I called out. Criss hide the album and came out. "So how was the hunt?"he asked giving me a kiss. "Good oh by the way my father wants you to meet him at your bar tonight"I stated hanging up my coat.

"Why?"He asked. "I can't read my father's mind but reading yours is easy" as I whispered something into his ears. Criss's eyes almost popped out as I walked into the kitchen. "Maybe when I come home we'll do that but now (clearing his throat) I need a cold shower". I giggled as he went upstairs.

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After Criss did Believe he went to his bar and saw my father talking to JD and Costa. He was about to turn but my father caught him. "Christopher come on up"he called out. Criss turned and went over. "Christopher"JD stated. "JD what are you guys doing here?". "I invited them listen I know you guys haven't been talking". "Dennis they were the reason Antonia left they were the one who had those divorce papers drawn up"Criss replied. "We were just watching your back Criss"Costa stated. "Bull :mad: you guys don't want to see me happy. You know what I'm out of here"Criss replied and started to leave. "Christopher do you think your father would like this". That stopped Criss in his track. "Dennis what do you know about our father?"Costa inquired as Criss came back.

"Only what my daughter has told me. Listen guys I lost my father myself and he died on 9/11. I never got to say good-bye to my father like you guys did. I just want you guys to think about how your father would feel if he saw how you guys are actting. JD Costa you're actting like you don't trust Criss in his decision when it comes to his love life. What would your father say right now" he asked. "To stop interfering Christopher is old enough to make his own decision"Costa remarked. "Let Criss deal with his own love live"JD replied. "That's what mom's been trying to say I love Antonia and or kids. When it comes to her she's number one. I'd give up everything for her even what I have here so please let me deal with the bumps that I may have in my marriage"Criss stated. JD got up and walked over to Criss and gave him a hug. "I'm sorry"he stated. "Yea me too"Costa said. My father smiled as the brothers hugged.

When Criss got home I was looking over some stuff. "How was drinks with my dad?"I asked. "I was ambushed with Costa and JD I think your father hated to see my mom hurt"Criss replied. "So what happened you, Costa, and JD are speaking terms?". "Yea thanks to your father" as I walked over to him. "I'm glad" and kissed him as Criss ran his hands up my shirt. I pulled back as I slipped off my shirt. Then Criss took off his as I slipped off my pants and went outside to the pool where I threw Criss bra. Out in the pool I was swimming in my birthday suit as Criss came out in a robe. "Didn't want another ticket from the neighborhood society"I inquired smiling. Criss took off the robe than dived in.

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A few months went by and I was working on putting together my bakery at The Mirage which made Criss very happy. "I can't believe Antonia didn't take the empty space here"JD remarked. "If she did that Criss would get a gut"Costa stated as everyone laughed. "Very funny"Criss said. "So now that Antonia is starting up her own bakery who's watching the kids?"JD inquired. "Antonia's mother"Criss replied taking a drink of water. "Well we should get going before George wonders where we are. See you later" and Costa and JD left. At the Mirage I was going over the plan with the contractor. "It's a good thing this place use to be a pizza shop we can turn that pizza oven into something that can bake".

"That's great"I remarked. Then my phone beeped and I saw I had a text. When I saw it was from Christopher I opened it. NEED HELP was texted which sent my heart into my throat and a bad feeling in my stomach. I called Criss's phone but it went to voice mail which scared me enough to run to The Luxor. When I got there I didn't see Criss or anyone else. I tried the door but it was locked. Out of the corner of my eye I saw Criss's hand. I grabbed a trash can and broke the door open. I went over to Criss who was unconscious. "CHRISTOPHER can you hear me"I said as I checked for a pulse. "WHAT THE :mad:"A voice said. I turned and saw Felix. "Felix call 911 something wrong with Criss"I replied. As Felix called 911 I saw a few feet from Criss was his EPI pen. I looked at his lunch and smelled it. "They're on route right now"he said as I grabbed the pen.

Then I stabbed it into his thigh. "Antonia what are you doing?". "Criss ate fish smell his lunch" as Criss started to move a little. "Smell like tuna fish" he stated. "They must of mixed up Criss's order". "Why didn't Criss know it just by smelling it"Felix wondering putting a pillow under Criss's head. "He couldn't Criss and my son have been fighting a cold that stuffs up their noses Criss couldn't smell anything even I put Costa's sneakers infront of him"I replied as the amblunce showed up.

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When Criss woke up he felt something in his throat. He was about to touch it when he felt someone grab his arm. "I wouldn't do that". Criss looked up and saw me. I let go of Criss's hand and sat down in the chair. WHAT HAPPENED he signed. "Someone mixed up your order and gave you tuna fish and you went into Anaphylactic Shock. You passed out before you could inject yourself". HOW LONG HAVE I BEEN OUT. "You've been unconscious since yesterday they had to perform a tracheostomy on you that's why you can't talk"I replied. WHERE'S JD AND COSTA?. "They're at the house with the kids I wanted to make sure you were all right before your brothers saw you just incase". Criss gave a thumbs up sign which made me smile a little. "So I'm going to call them and tell them to come down". Before I left Criss grabbed my arm. DON'T BRING THE KIDS I DON'T WANT THEM TO SEE ME LIKE THIS "All right Criss I'll tell them" and gave him a kiss on his head.

At the house JD was pacing. "Stop pacing JD you're making me dizzy"Costa remarked. "I can't help it I'm worried about Criss" as he sat down. "Don't worry he's going to be fine I hope". The phone rang and Lynn got it. "Hello oh Antonia how's Criss really all right I'll tell the guys. Sure if they do I'll stay" and hung up. "So how's Criss?". "He's awake but they had to trach Criss so he can't speak"Lynn stated. "At least Criss can sign"JD muttered. "If you guys want to go I'll stay here with the kids". "Doesn't Criss want to see them". "He doesn't want to scare them so he's going to wait untill the tube is out of his throat"Lynn said. "All right come on" and they left.

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When the guys got to the hospital I was outside. "Hey guys"I remarked giving them a hug. "How's Criss doing?". "Good considering he nearly died"I replied. "Did you really run from the Mirage to The Luxor?". "That's like two miles maybe more"JD stated. "Really didn't feel like that but I think if you get a text from someone you love that sayes NEED HELP you just forget everything else and go"I remarked. "Sounds like something dad would say"Costa replied. "Why don't you guys go in and see Criss"I suggested and they went in. They came in and saw Criss laying there with the tube still in his throat. The guys didn't know what to say. They just had never seen Criss this bad having a tube in his trachea. "At least he can't snore"Costa joked. "This coming from a man who can be heard all the way from Reno"JD stated. Criss opened his eyes and smiled.

You've got that right Criss signed which made JD and Costa smile. "How you feelng?". Just wish they take this thing out of my trachea Criss signed. After a few minutes I walked back and opened the door to see Criss was asleep and the guys had left. I walked in quietly and shut the door. I gave Criss a kiss on his forehead and put a picture of the kids and me next to his bed and left.

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A week went by and I was doing some work at the bakery when JD rolled in. "JD what are you doing here?"I asked curious. "I went to see Criss at home and he told-I mean signed that you were here". "So Criss doesn't need a baby sitter he's all right". "I just think-". "JD I made sure Criss was all right with this and I told him to text me if he needed me". JD didn't look happy as I walked over to one of the contracters. At the house Criss was relaxing when Dave walked in. "Hey Christopher how's the throat". Sore the doctor said it would be so I shouldn't talk. "So no interviews". Unless they got someone who can translate sign language. Dave chuckled. "Where are the kids it's so quiet in here?" loking around. Jill took them for the day so I could relax. "Where's Antonia than?". She had to go to the bakery for a while some unaccepted things popped up. "I'm surprised your mother isn't here babying you" as Criss tried not to laugh. Antonia told her to stay in New-. The door opened and Dimitra walked in. "Mom!!"Criss said. He cringed as the pain in his throat hit. I shouldn't of done that he thought.

"Christopher you sound horrible"she remarked hanging up her coat. "He wasn't surpose to talk Dimitra his throat is too sore from having that tube in his trachea" Dave replied. Mom what are you doing here Antonia told you to stay in New York. "I couldn't stay knowing that you almost died Christopher besides where's your wife anyway"she said. "Something unexcepted happened at her bakery that she had to take care of I should go see yea later" and Dave left. An hour later I came home. I opened the door. "Hey Criss I'm home with something to take the raw feeling in your throat" I called out. Criss came down the stairs and went into the kitchen. He saw me put something into the freezer. Criss gave me a kiss on my neck. I gigled as Criss kissed my neck. "Stop that it tickles" as I playfully pushed him back.

So how's the bakery going "Good it's going to be awesome but I have a surprise for you". So do I my mom's here. "Are you :mad: me?". "Nice language Antonia do the kids hear that?'. Walking in was Dimitra. "Nice to see you Dimitra you know what I have to return a phone call so we'll talk later" and went upstairs.

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In New Jersery my father was working on a cake when my aunt Linda bellowed over the speaker phone that I was on the line for him. My father answered it. "Hello baby what can I do for you". "I just needed to hear your voice". "You don't sound happy what's wrong?" he asked. "I'm just stressed out about the bakery, about Criss nearly dieing, and the kids. Now Criss's mom in town when I told her she didn't need to and his brother came and said I should be with Criss helping him get better than working on the bakery"I stated. "Don't worry sweetie you know they mean well but what do expect after everything Criss has been through even before he meet you. They just don't want to see Criss in a coffin". I smiled. "I guess so but after what happened between his brothers and me I still get a feeling they don't trust me when I first started to date Criss"I stated.

"Do you ever get that feeling with Dimitra". "No but she did give me the evil eye when I went upstairs to call you"I replied. "Don't worry Antonia everything will be all right". "Thanks dad" and hung up as a knock came to the door. "Come in"I said. The door opened and Criss came in. What are you doing up here I thought you'd be downstairs with your mother I signed. I wanted to talk to you but I kind of evesdropped on your conversation with your dad. Do you really feel that way towards JD and Costa Criss signed back. I nodded. I know it's not you're fault Christopher I just wish they would understand that I do love you and I'm not a gold digger or some hussy that's using you. Even thou Criss didn't say anything I could tell in his eyes that he understood which made me smile.

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After my conversation with Criss we went downstairs to see my mom and Dimitra playing with the kids. "No running in the house Nathan"Dimitra called out as my mom ran after him. Nathan reminds me so much of me it's weird Criss signed. I giggled as Dimitra came over with Verida. "What's so funny Christopher?"she asked as Criss snickered. "He was just saying that Nathan reminds me of himself at that age it's weird"I replied. "I can tell Nathan has his father's energy I'm about ready for nap". "Join you on that Dimitra" as Nathan came over with Nathan. "You wearing out nana and Grammy?"I asked as he nodded which made everyone laughed. "Why don't you go out with your sisters and burn off some of that energy"I suggested. What stinks? Nathan signed.

Dimitra looked at Verida and smelled her diaper. Dimitra looked ready to fall down. "I think someone needs a change majorly"Dimitra replied. I need some air or I'm going to be sick and Criss went outside with Nathan. "Come on Dimitra let's go change this little stink bug before the wall paper starts to peel" and they went upstairs. After that I went to my bag and got something out as Nathan walked in. "What's that mommy?" he inquired. I bent down and showed him. "It's your new brother or sister but you have to be quiet about this. Don't tell daddy, grammy, uncle JD or Costa, nana, or aunt Jill. I'm going to surprise them all right". Nathan made my lips are sealed sign. "That's a good boy" giving him a hug.

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A month had passed and I still hadn't told Criss about being pregnant. At the Luxor Criss was working on Believe as I walked in. Criss was finally happy to have his voice back and so was everyone else who didn't know sign language on his crew. JD and Costa were happy that they weren't Criss's interpreters anymore. I watched for a few minutes untill Criss saw me watching them pratice. "LUNCH!!"Criss called out and everyone scattered like roaches. I smiled as Criss walked up to me. I gave Criss a hug and a kiss. "What are you doing here and where are the munckins?"he asked. "Nathan's at preschool and the twins are being baby sat by your niece. I wanted to tell you something that I've been dieing to tell you for a month now"I replied looking into his eyes. Before Criss could answer JD walked in.

"There you are I've been looking for you. I need your help"JD stated to Criss. "Can it wait say like five minutes for more"Criss remarked. I took my hands off Criss and sat down. "Go Criss I'll wait here"I replied. Criss left with his brother. As I waited I started to talk out loud about how to tell Criss about the baby when my phone went off. "Hello". "Antonia how are you". It was my father. "Daddy why the call you coming to Vegas?". "I was wondering if you and Criss could come down you aunt Rosa has a surprise for us and she want you and Criss there for some reason". "I'll check with Criss talk to you later" and hung up as Criss came back in. "Sorry about that so what's this surprise you've got". "Well I went to the doctors a month ago for my physical. He said everything is fine expect-". "Don't tell me your cancer's back"Criss said. "No you silly it's good news we're adding to our family"I replied with a smile on my face.

Criss had that deer in the headlight look again. "Christopher hello"I replied waving my hand infront of his eyes. Out in the artium JD and Costa were about to come in the theater when they heard Criss scream with delight. They came in and Criss swinging me around. "What's going on you win the lottery Criss?". JD asked as Criss put me down. "Antonia's pregnant"he replied. Costa gave me a hug as JD congraulted both Criss and I. "Mom is going to be thrilled"Costa stated. "Guys keep it quiet I want to just get through the first trimester first than we'll tell"I asked. "All right" and the guys left. "Before I forget Criss my father wants us to come down to New Jersey my aunt has a surprise that she wants the whole family to know"I asked. "Sure" and gave me another hug.

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Up in the plane Criss was relaxing while I was in the bathroom. Criss got up and went over to the bathroom door where he knocked on the door. Before he even knocked he heard me puking. "You all right Antonia?" he asked. I opened the door with the toliet flushing. "Yea a bit of air sickness and morning sickeness combined" as I sat down. "Here's some gingerale and would the lady like a breath mint too". I was ready to throw Criss out the airplane with out a parachute for that comment. "Very funny mindfreak"I stated. "Are you going to tell your father about the baby?"he asked. "Maybe in a few weeks after we tell your mother". When we landed my father was waited for us. "Hey daddy how are you?" giving him a hug. "You all right baby you look a little flushed" he asked. "Air sickness so do you know what the surprise is?"I asked.

"You know your Aunt Rosa and her husband come on". After we dropped off the luggage at the hotel we went to the bakery. We came in and eveyone was thrilled to see me and Criss. "Hey Antonia where are the munkins?". "Back in Las Vegas with my brothers. We just wanted sometime to our self before we lose our minds with potty training the girls"Criss replied. "Than Criss can have one of those I'm threw with changing diapers party". Criss snickered. "Do I hear my niece and her husband back here". Walking in was my Aunt Linda. "Hey Aunt Linda how are you?". "I'm good how are you you look a little pale" she stated. "She had some air sickness on the flight"Criss replied. "And I think my stomach is uneasy you've got any ginger ale or a coke-Excuse me" and ran out of the room with my hand over my mouth. "I guess she still a little air sick"my father remarked. "I hope she's not sick I would hate if she came all this way to miss the surprise"my aunt stated.

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After I finished I came out to find Criss holding a bottle of ginger ale. "Thanks" taking a drink as I sat down. "Are you sure you're all right?". "Yea I just never had it this rough before"I replied. "Why don't we go back to the hotel and you can lay down before you're sent to the hospital for dehydration" Criss suggested. "Yea the smells of the pastries and cakes is sending my stomach into knots"I replied. Criss helped me up as my father came over. "You don't look so well baby are you sure you're going to be all right for tonight?". "Yea I'm just going back to the hotel and take a nap"I stated. "All right I'll asked Teddy to drive you back to the hotel". My father gave me a kiss and went back to work. After taking a nap and eatting some crackers I felt better so we went to the party at my aunt's house.

When we got there everyone was there even my grandmother. "I see you're looking better your father told me you had a bit of air sickness" she remarked. "Yea I'm still a little nauseous thou". My Aunt Rosa came over and gave me a hug. "I'm so glad you could make it". "Rosa relax before you crush her into a fine powder"my father joked. My Aunt Rosa could sometimes hug like a pair of vice grips. Criss once told me that he felt one of his ribs cracked when my aunt gave him one of her hugs. After she let me go and I could breath again she wanted everyone into the living room. We all sat down as my Aunt Rosa and my uncle David stood all infront of us. "We gathered you guys all here because what we had to tell you we wanted to tell you all at once" she said with a giggle to her voice.

"Come on Rosa before I'm watching my grandson graduate high school". "The surprise is we're pregnant"my uncle stated. Everyone went nuts me I nearly fell over my chair and Criss's jaw fell to the floor. After I congraulated them Criss and I went outside. "This is something for the record books"Criss stated. "You're telling me I don't think there's ever been a time where an aunt and her niece are pregnant atthe same time"I replied. "YOU'RE PREGNANT TOO!!,". We turn around and saw my Aunt Linda who was hiding behind a bush smoking. "I have to tell everyone" and ran in as Criss and I followed her, but before we could stop her she told the whole room. "This is crazy!!"my father exclaimed. "Are you sure?".

"Yup believe me aunt Rosa I didn't want to ruin your surprise by announcing this"I remarked. My aunt gave me a hug as so did my father. "Now I understand why you looked so pale and tired today I'm so glad for you and Criss" giving us a hug. After the party Criss and I went back to the hotel. "This has been the weirdest day to date"Criss said. "And tomorrow before we leave we'll go see your mom and tell her before my grandmother does". After saying that Criss's phone rang and saw it was his mom. "Too late,"Criss remarked as he answered the phone.

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"Hello mom-we were going to tell you-no mom-mom-mom" but she wouldn't let Criss talk. I think I heard some Greek and by the way Criss's face looked he knew what she was saying. "Mom can I get a word in before-I'll call you later," and hung up. "Antonia I'm going to ring your grandmother's neck or ban her from visiting for a while". "She blabbed to your mother about our susprise"I stated. Criss nodded as he rubbed his temple. "I need an aspirin or a stiff drink" and Criss grabbed his wallet and left the room. At the house my grandmother was cleaning up when I called her. "Antonia I'm so happy for you" she stated. "Grandmom Criss isn't happy with you. We wanted to tell Dimitra about the baby tomorrow. Now Dimitra is upset that she's the last to know about this". "Honey I'm so sorry I was so happy that I didn't think that Dimitra may not know yet". "Don't apologize to me apologize to Criss grandmom"I replied.

"All right Antonia I will" and she hung up. Down at the bar Criss was having a drink when I sat next to him. "This seat taken,". Criss turned and saw me. He smiled. "I talked to my grandmom and you're going to get an apology from her probably tomorrow"I stated. "Thanks Antonia so are we going to do what we planned on doing if that kid is a boy?" he asked. "If that's all right with you?". Criss leaned in and gave me a kiss. "Johnny Sarantakos has a nice ring to it"" as I chuckled. Criss finished his drink and we went upstairs to sleep.

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A few months passed and Criss and I were at the doctors while JD and Costa were watching the twins. "How do we get roped into baby sitting"Costa remarked. "Wrong time wrong place"JD replied. "So do you think Criss will want to know if a little boy or girl is coming?"Costa wondered. "I'd bet you he doesn't want to know. Criss loves surprises"JD replied. "Let's hope it isn't twins or worse triplets Criss will be look for a good doctor to get fixed by"Costa said as JD cringed. "Don't say that just thinking about that is making me cringe" JD stated. A knock came to the door so JD went to get it. He opened the door and it was my mother. "JD Costa how are you?". "Doing good Natilee how can we help you" JD said. "I was wondering if Antonia is back from the doctor". "Nope why don't you come in" JD remarked. Natille came in to the palce looking like it was decorated by two year olds.

"I see the twins are redecorating the place". "Verida no drawing on the wall daddy doesn't like that"Costa said. Then Zoey came over and JD saw she peed her pants. "Oh Zoey I told you to tell us when you needed to potty"JD stated. "Why don't I clean her up". She picked up Zoey and brought her upstairs. "JD where's the cleaner"Costa remarked. JD looked at the drawing Verida did on the wall. "Get a frame and tell Criss it's a Picasso"JD suggested as Verida giggled. When we got home Costa and JD were alseep in a chair and on the couch. "I think the twins wore them out"I said. "What do you expect the last time JD dealt with a two year old my father was still alive"Criss stated as I chuckled. "I thought I heard someone laugh". Coming down the stairs was my mom. "Mom what are you doing here?". "I came to see you" giving me a hug. "And help out my brothers"Criss inquired.

"Let's just say it looked like a bomb went off in here, so did you find out what you're having". Criss looked ready to run. "Not triplets". "If that was true I wouldn't be standing here"Criss stated. "Twins". "Give the woman a prize"i replied sitting down. "But the good news is that it's a girl and if the doctor read it right a boy"Criss replied. "At least you get a Johnny out of this"my mother stated. "Why don't we wake up these two and send them home"I suggested. Criss shook JD. "It's your turn to feed the baby Lynn"JD mumbled. Criss laughed. "JD wake up". JD woke up and saw Criss and us. "Time to go home" I stated. "So do you have a girl or a boy coming?". "Both"Criss replied. "Twins I hope you don't have another one hiding in there". "Don't even say that JD"I remarked. JD got up and woke up Costa. "Wake up Costa time to go home"JD stated. Costa got up and told us he's never having kids. "Can we have that in writing just incase"Criss asked as the guys left.

That night I called my dad to see how everything was going. "Not bad your aunt is eating like a horse who are you and Criss doing". "Ready for round two with double diaper duty"I replied. "You've got twins coming again congratews did Criss tell his mom or should I let my mom do that". "Criss is on the phone with her right now so it's all right to tell her"I remarked. "Just take it easy baby" and hung up.

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At The Luxor Criss was looking over some stuff when a knock came to the door. Criss looked up and saw my father. Criss opened the door and let him in. "Hey Dennis what a surprise what are you doing here?" as he sat down. "A baker's convention over at Planet Hollywood so how's Antonia doing?". "it seems this pregnancy is a little tough. She's been exhausted her blood pressure has been going up and down, She's been naucious to the point where she vomits. Last night I almost brought her to the hospital for dehydration". "They always say every pregnancy is different Christopher". "She's also nervous about when the twins do come considering what happened last time with Verida and Zoey's entrance into the world"Criss replied. "What about you Criss you've collasped with Nathan's birth and Verdia and Zoey's too". "Well this time her mother is going to help her with the deliver but if she has to have a c-section than I'm going in"Criss stated.

"Well I should get going we'll talk later Criss". Before my father's left the phone went off and Criss saw it was my mom. "Natille what's up. What is she all right yea I'll be right there" and hung up. "What's wrong Criss?". "Antonia was rushed to the hospital she collasped while out with Natille". Criss grabbed his keys and they left. At the hospital I was being looked at. "This is so embrassing"I stated. "Just relax Antonia it's probably dehydration from the morning sickness"my mother assured me. "If I have to go on bed rest-". "Antonia don't worry all right just lay back"my mother stated. The door opened and Criss came in. Criss walked over and gave me a hug. "How you doing?" he asked. "Better I can't believe I collasped I'm so embrassed"I stated. "Just be thankful you weren't alone"Criss replied. The doctor came in as Criss sat down holding my hand. "So how you feeling Antonia?". "Embrassed why did I pass out?"I asked. "Well it seems your aminic and dehydrated. The heat wasn't that helpful either but with a blood transfusion and some fluid you'll be good to go in a few hours" he replied.

"What about the babies are they all right?"Criss inquired. "The twins are fine but-". "But what?"my mother stated. "We're not sure yet but your twins maybe conjoined". "Where exactlly?"Criss inquired. "They maybe sharing a heart but we're not sure yet we may have to wait for another two months" the doctor remarked and left. I felt like my heart was in my stomach and Criss just looked shocked.

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When Criss finally got back to The Luxor Criss walked into Believe to be by himself and think. He thought of what the doctor said that the twins maybe sharing a heart. Seperating them would mean one of them or both of them would died which send Criss's head spinning to the point where Criss felt dizzy. "Christopher"A voice called out. Criss looked up and saw JD. "What are you doing in here I thought you'd be with Antonia?". "I just needed some time to think" Criss replied. JD could tell something was up. "What's wrong Criss I can tell in your voice something's wrong". JD came down and sat next ot his brother.

"The doctor thinks that the twins maybe conjoined at the heart"Criss replied as tears fell down his face. "Is he sure?". "Not a hundred percent he wants to wait another two months to make sure. God what if it's true and these twins are conjoined at the heart. JD one or both of them could die if we try to seprate them"Criss stated. "Criss take a breath they're not even sure if they are conjoined they might not be so don't worry about this untill you know for sure". Criss took a breath and thanked his brother. "I just hope that I'm panicing over nothing"Criss remarked. "And if those kids are conjoin or there's something wrong we'll be there for you and Antonia"JD assured them. "Thanks" and gave his brother a hug.

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At the hospital my dad stayed with me and we talked. "Dad what am I going to do if the twins are conjoined at the heart?"I asked. "Antonia don't worry untill you need to. That doctor isn't a hundred percent sure. For all we know the kids are all right". "Maybe you're right maybe I am worrying about nothing"I replied. "That's my baby," and gave me a kiss. I started to giggle a little. "What so funny?"he asked. "One of twins just moved it tickles a little when they move around in me"I replied. "You were the same way with your mother everytime your mom would chuckle or giggle I knew that you were moving around inside your mom"he stated. I smiled as my dad said his good-byes and left.

That night Criss came to see me. When he got to my room I wasn't there which made him think the worest. "Mr Sarantakos"the nurse remarked walking over. "Where's my wife?" he asked. "She's down in the ultrasound room I'll show you". In the room the doctor was about to start when a knock came to the door. The doctor opened it and Criss was standing there. "Christopher come in". "I thought the doctor was going to wait another two months"Criss inquired sitting down next to me. "Well I saw how uneasy your wife was so I thought we'd check now". She started the ultrasound and we saw the twins. "There they are". I saw a tear run down Criss's face. "I've never seen this before"the doctor remarked. "What's that"I asked. "They're not conjoined it looks like they're hugging each other". "I hope their cords don't get tangled in there"Criss replied.

"If you look right there you'll see that the twins aren't conjoined at the heart" she replied. I gave a Criss a hug as tears fell down my face. The doctor left the room as Criss and I looked at the screen. "I can't believe taht doctor got us all worried over nothing"I remarked. "I think my wish came true". "What are you talking about?"I asked. "Before I came in the hospital I wished on a star hoping the twins are going to be all right and they are". I gave Criss a kiss. "That's what I love about you Mindfreak".

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Before we knew it it was getting close to the time of the twin's birth. Downstairs Criss was getting the kids ready as my mom and Jill came in. "Grammie"Verida stated. "Hello there sweetie" she stated giving them a kiss. "Hey Natilee Jill thanks for doing this for me"cleaning up. "No problem how's Antonia". "Antsy she hates that the doctor put her on bed rest untill the twins come"Criss stated. "With the rate you guys are going with kids you may need to add on an addition"Jill joked. "Don't even say that Jill"Criss replied. "Do you guys have everything ready just incase she goes fast like she did with Verida and Zoey?"Natilee inquired. "Yup we talked to the doctor about that and he told us what we may need if that happens. We have in a box in the closet and my cell is charged up if for some strange reason we can't use the phones in the house"Criss replied.

Then Nathan came down. "Daddy"he stated. "What Nathan?". "Why is mommy's belly so big?". Criss tried not to laugh and hoped he didn't say that around me. "Nathan your mommy's having two babies and they're in mommy's belly untill they're ready to come like with Verida and Zoey came" Natilee explained. "When will they be here?". "Don't know maybe today when you're at school or next week the babies call the shot on when they want to be born" Criss remarked. "Come on Nathan let's get your coat" and Nathan took her hand as my mother walked over to Criss. "I was praying that he wasn't going to ask where babies come from"Criss replied. "And if he did?". "Pray that Antonia goes into labor"Criss stated. "You know you're going to explained to him where they come from". "Yea when he's about thirteen"Criss replied as Natilee chuckled. "Come on Verdia let's go get Zoey and say hi to mommy" and they went upstairs.

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Upstairs I was in the nursery just making sure everything was ready as my mom came in. "Antonia what are you doing out of bed you're surpose to be on bed rest untill the babies comes"She asked. "Just making sure everything is ready I'm just getting ansty on when Johnny and Stella are coming"I replied. "You should of heard Nathan downstairs he asked Criss why your belly is so big" as I chuckled. "I don't think Nathan gets the idea that there are babies in my belly"I replied. "Honey what's wrong you look nervous?". "Mom I need your help"Jill called up. "I'll be rigt back". She went downstairs and Jill was at the foot of the stairs. "What's wrong?". "Something's wrong with Criss he's on the floor in pain"she remarked. "Why don't you go get the kids ready to leave and I'll help Criss". My mom went in the kitchen as Criss was on the floor just by his face she could tell Criss is in pain.

"What's wrong Criss?"she asked. "I threw my back out just help me to the couch"he asked. She helped Criss up and brought him over to the couch. Upstairs Zoey and Verida were watching TV with me. "Come on you two why don't you go get your coats and what you need for preschool and we'll leave". They gave me a kiss and left as my sister sat at the foot of the bed. "What's going on downstairs". "Criss fell tothe floor in pain mom's down with him" she remarked. "He threw out his back again I told him to get his brothers to help him when he got those cribs out of storage"I replied. "Well don't worry mom probably has a plan up her sleeve". The girls came back in so Jill gave me a kiss and took the kids downstairs. When she got downstairs Criss was on the couch with a pillow behind his back.

"You guys be good at preschool" and the girls gave Criss a kiss and a hug. "Let's get into the car" and Jill left as my mom came out of his office. "I called JD's house and caught Lynn so she's coming over while we drop off the kids". "Thanks Natilee for doing that"Criss stated. "No problem just take it easy" she remarked as Jill came in. "Everyone loaded up and I've got a video in the player to keep them calm so let's go"Jill stated. She gave Criss the phone just incase and left leaving the door unlocked so Lynn could come in.

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When Lynn came in Criss was on the couch asleep so she went upstairs and saw I was watching our wedding video. "Hey Lynn"I said. "Hey Antonia how yo doing?". "Just waiting for these guys to come out"I replied as Lynn saw what I was watching. "You were the happiest bride I've ever seen that day"she said. "Considering I was six weeks pregnant with Zoey and Verdia"i stated. "Look at your grandmother dancing with Nathan". I put my hand on my belly as I watched myself dance with my dad. "You all right Antonia?"she asked. "I just can't over the fact that JD and Costa still don't trust me to draw up those divorce papers to make me think Criss didn't love me"I stated wiping the tears away. Lynn gave me a hug. "JD and Costa are the stubborn and over protective of Criss but I was upset at JD for doing that to you and Criss" she replied.

"Criss told me he punched JD and told his mother to watch the kids as he went to New Jeresy to get me"I remarked. "If that doesn't show how much he loves you" she said. Then the phone rang and Lynn got it. "Hello oh hi Dennis really I'll tell Antonia" and hung up. "Your aunt just went into labor she's on the way to the hospital" Lynn remarked. Lynn looked at me and saw my face. "Something wrong?". "I'm not sure but I think my water broke"Antonia stated. Lynn felt the sheets. "It did come on before we have a repeat performace of Verdia and Zoey's birth". Downstairs Criss was waking up still sore. "Christopher get the car"Lynn stated coming down. Criss got up and helped me down. "Thank god it's not like last time"Criss whispered in my ear. "My aunt just went into-labor too"I replied as we left the house.

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At the hospital in New Jersery everyone was waiting to find out what my aunt had coming since she didn't want to know. "Did you call Criss and Antonia?"My Aunt Carol inquired. "Yea Lynn answered and she relayed the message to them" he replied. My father's phone started to ring. He looked and saw it's Criss. "Christopher I see you heard-what are you kidding me-seriously just keep me updated" and hung up. "What was that about?". "This is something for The Ripley's Believe or not books. Antonia water broke a few minutes after I called she's in labor too"My father replied. "I have to tell Rosa about this" and went to her room. When my aunt came in the room Aunt Rosa was breathing through a contraction. "How is everyone did Dennis call Antonia?"she inquired. "Yea but I have to tell you something after Dennis called her to say you were in labor her water broke she's on her way to the hospital to have her twins".

"Is this a joke?". "No this might be something for Ripley's Believe or not an aunt and her niece having their babies on the same day". "Maybe we should start a pool on who will deliver first me or Antonia" she said. "Yea and the money goes towards their college fund". Back in Las Vegas Criss was calling my mom while Lynn stayed with me. "Yea she's in labor right now and get this her aunt back in New Jersey is having her baby too. Yea I think I should give them a call too. Just hurry" and hung up as Lnn came out. "She's getting close Criss did you call her mom". "Yea she's on her way get this her aunt's in labor too"Criss remarked. "Are you serious?". "Yes if I knew this was going to happen I would of started a pool on who will deliver first"Criss joked. "Cute Christopher". His phone went off and saw it was his mother. "Mom yea she's in labor right now. I know right I'll give you call when they're here" and hung up. "Wilma told your mom abot what's going on?". "Yea she said she may give Ripley's a call after the kids are born" Criss said.

"Why don't you go back in there and be with Antonia and if you start to feel dizzy sit down I'm not in the mood to pick you off the floor or give you stitches" and left. Criss snickered and went in. "Your father is in shock right now. He thought I was joking about you being in labor"he replied as he sat down. "My father probably has a family pool going on who will deliver first me or my aunt". I grabbed Criss's hand and squeezed. Criss felt like his hand was in a vice or his eyes were popping out. When I let go Criss got up. "Mother :mad: now I know where that vice grip feeling came from". "Sorry" I said smiling. "Reminds me of when Nathan was born after that last contraction before you got the pain medication I thought you broke my hands but instead you cracked my knuckles hard"he replied as I laughed. "Criss can you get a nurse I feel something".

Criss took a peck. "The baby's crowning push the button!"Criss exclaimed. "I got to push Criss I can't stop it"I exclaimed. The door opened and Lynn came in. "Lynn get a nurse this kid is coming ot now!!". Lynn grabbed some gloves and came over while Criss held the head. "All right Criss just let the head come out and make sure the shoulder come out easily."she stated. Criss took a breath as the baby slide out and started to cry. "All right Criss Antonia is a boy"she stated. After Lynn cleaned off the baby and cut the cord she gave to Criss to show me. "Look at him he has your eyes". Criss kissed me on the head as I held him. "Looks like Stella is coming down and will be here soon I'm going to give the doctor the heads up"Lynn stated.

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The doctor came in and checked on me. "I see one of twins came a little too fast for us"he remarked. As the doctor looked at the baby something didn't feel right. "Doctor something isn't right"I said. Criss saw blood trickling down my leg. "Doctor!!"Criss called out. The doctor ran over and saw I was bleeding. "We can't wait we need to get the other baby out now!!"The doctor exclaimed. As we went down the coridder they told Criss he had to wait outside. Criss gave me a kiss and whispered that everything was going to be all right. In the waiting room Lynn, Natilee, and Jill were waiting as Criss walked in. Just by his face Lynn knew something was wrong. "Christopher what's wrong?". "She started to bleed they're performing an emeregency c-section on her right now"he replied trying not to cry. Lynn gave Criss a hug. "It's all right she and Stella will be all right". Back in New Jersery my father was outside as my Aunt Carol came out.

"Have you heard from Criss yet?". "Lynn called one of the twins is born Johnny" he stated. "That's good Rosa's pushing her child should be here soon" she replied. Then the phone went off. "Hello Natilee is Stella here. What is she all right no not yet thanks for the update" and hung up. My father felt his heart drop into his stomach. "Dennis what's wrong?". "Antonia started to bleed they had to do an emergency c-section"he replied. "Is she all right is Criss with her?". "They told him to wait so it has to be bad enough to keep the father out". She gave him a hug as mygrandmother walked over. "Rosa has a baby girl". She saw my father's face and knew something was wrong. In the waiting room Criss was sitting there playing with his wedding ring as everyone just sat there thinking.

A song started to play in the waiting room and it's PETER GABRIEL BOOK OF LOVE "I danced with Antonia as man and wife". "How Criss you went to the hospital to have your nose fixed"Lynn replied. "That night after everyone left we were downstairs in the moon light. Antonia turned on the stereo and this song was playing. She asked me for a dance so right there with nobody around we danced in the moonlight,"Criss remembered as tears fell his face. "Excuse me" and Criss walked out. Criss went out and sat down just looking at his wedding ring as the song played in his head.

The book of love is long and boring
And written very long ago
It's full of flowers and heart-shaped boxes
And things we're all too young to know
But I
I love it when you give me things
And you
You ought to give me wedding rings

"Please dad don't take my wife from me. If you have to take a sould take me instead"Criss said as he wiped the tears away. As Criss got up he started to feel light headed and with out warning he fell to the ground. People came out and put him on the gurney. Before everything went black he looked up and saw the stars as they shined.

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When I finally woke up I looked around and saw my mom. "Mom"I said. My mother went over to me and took my hand. "Thank god you're all right you gave everyone a scare"she remarked as she brushed my hair away. "Stella is she-?". "She's fine baby she in the nursery with her brother"she replied but I could tell something was wrong. "Where's Criss?"I asked. "He's in the CCU". "What happened?"I asked. "The doctors think it was broken heart syndrome. I guess he was so scared of losing you that his heart malfuctioned causing him to pass out outside. Doctors had to use the paddles to bring him back,"she remarked. Tears started to fall down my face. "It's all right Tony he's going to be fine now just relax". Up in the CCU JD was visiting Criss. "You nearly sent mom back to the hospital when she heard about you and that episode you had"JD stated.

"It was strange I remembering asking dad if he had to take Antonia to take me instead than as I got up I got lightheaded I felt some pain in my arm than everything went black. When I woke up I was still in the ER and Lynn was there". JD's phone went off and it was my mom. "Antonia's awake and your daughter is all right she's in the nursery next to her brother"JD told Criss. He showed Criss a picture of them that my mom took for him. "Thanks dad"Criss muttered. "I'll let you rest all right" and JD left.

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Back in New Jersey my father waited for someone to call him about me. "Have you heard anything from Criss or Lynn"my grandmother inquired walking over. "I tried Criss's phone but it went to voice maill. I hope my little tony is all right"my father stated. "Don't worry Antonia is probably coming out of the anesthesia with Criss holding her hand" My grandmother suggested. "Thanks mom"Dennis stated smiling at his mother. Like magic the phone rang and my father saw it was me. "Antonia are you all right?"he asked. "I'm fine daddy sore but all right"I remarked. "And the twins?". "Johnny and Stella are perfect dad". My father wiped the sweat off his face. "What about Criss did he faint again?". "No he delivered Johnny with an assistant from Lynn"I replied. "Are you serious well put Criss on the phone I have some question I need answered" he replied. "About that Criss isn't with me he's-". "Probably visiting the twins and get a good deal of pictures for his mother"he replied. "No dad something happened with Criss's heart something called Broken Heart Syndrom"I stated as a tear fell down my face.

"Is he all right?". "As far as I know he's in the CCU right now. JD said that they're going to keep him over night". "All right sweetie I love you and I'll try to come and see the new addition to your family with your grandmother"he replied and hung up. "What's going on with Criss I heard something about the CCU"my grandmother stated. "Criss's heart malfuctioned he has something called Broken Heart Syndrome but so far he's all right"my father said. "I have to call Dimitra" and my grandmother left. In his room Criss wanted to go down and see Stella and me but the doctors told him not right now which made Criss want to sneak out. The phone rang so Criss picked it up. "Hello Criss's room" he remarked. Laughter could be heard on the other line. "Christopher don't make me laugh it hurts".

"Antonia how are you and the twins doing"he asked sitting up. "They're fine you should see Stella the doctor told me she came out screaming" "I want to sneak down and see you but they have wired up". "I tried to bribe a nurse with Believe tickets no dice"she replied as Criss chuckled. "Maybe I should try that". "I love you Christopher and I'm glad you're all right"I stated. "Me too I don't know what's I'd do if I lost you"he replied "Me too" and we hung up.

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When Criss woke up the next day he took a look out his window and saw that the sun was coming up. Even thou Criss had seen plenty of sun rises for some reason this one felt special to him. The door opened and a nurse came in. "Good thing you're awake I have to take your blood pressure"she replied. "Do you mind waiting a minute natures calling me"he stated. The nurse helped Criss up and he went to the bathroom. "How you feeling today?". "Good I'm curious about something"he replied as Criss came out. "And that is?" the nrse inquired as Criss sat down. "I was wondering if I could go see my children and my wife"he inquired. "Let me talk to your doctor and we'll see what he has to say". She finished and left as Criss got into bed and fell back to sleep. Downstairs I was feeding Stella when my mom came in. "I see someone's hungry" she stated as I giggled. "Takes after her father. Have you seen Criss?"I asked.

"Not yet have the girls or Nathan met their their new siblings yet?". "No I want Criss to meet his daughter he's the one who wanted to name her Stella after his aunt"I replied. After she finished I let my mom hold her as Lynn came in. "Hey I thought I'd drop in before my shift started". "Lynn do you think there's anyway Criss could down here to see Stella or to bring Stella up to Criss?"I inquired. My mother and I could tell Lynn had something up her sleeve. Upstairs Criss was bored out of his mind he wanted to go downstairs to see Stella but the doctor wanted to keep him on the montioner which ment Criss couldn't leave. A knock came to the door. "Come in"Criss stated. The door opened and Lynn came in with a bassinet. "I thought you'd like to meet your daughter" she stated with smile. Criss's eye lite up as she took her out of the bassinet and gave her to Criss. Criss was speechless as his daughter just looked at him. "She's adorable Lynn how did you do this?"Criss asked. "A little misdirection as you put it. I won't go into details about it". As Criss held her Lynn looked up at Criss's montioner she noticed something.

"Something wrong Lynn?"Criss inquired. "I don't know I just noticed your heart skipped a beat"she stated. "Must be that darn arrhythmia I have"Criss remarked. "Arrthythmia how long have you had that". "A few years now during my physical they found it. They said that there was nothing wrong my heart now but if it gets worse I maty need a pacemaker"Criss replied. "I should get Stella back upstairs before they lock down the hospital". Criss gave her back and Lynn gave Criss a kiss. After she dropped Stella back she heard a code blue on the CCU ward. Christopher and ran back up. When she got there everyone came out. "I've never seen someone so healthy die like that". "The heart is a tricky muscle". Tears started to fall down her face thinking the worest when she felt a hand on her. She turned around and saw Criss. "What are you doing back up here?". "Oh Criss," and gave him a hug. "Oh Criss after I brought Stella back I heard there was a code blue up here I thought it was you"she replied. "No it was my roommate but I got good news the doctors discharging me". "Antonia is going to be on cloud nine when she hears this".

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That afternoon my mind was on Criss and wondering how he is. A knock came to the door and the door opened and my father and grandmother came in with balloons. "SURPRISE"My father remarked with the biggest smile on his face. I gave my dad the biggest hug I could give. "How are you?". "Still sore but I'm all right how's Aunt Rosa what she have?"I asked excited to know. "A little girl" showing me a picture of her. "She's such a peanut"I replied. "When your aunt found out you went into labor at the same time she said that your father should start a pool on who would give birth first"my grandmother joked. "Well it wouldn't of been fair considering I was having two and she had one"I stated with a smile on my face as my father chuckled.

As we talked in my room Criss who had been discharged decided to surprise me. Before he went ito my room he decided to look at his children first. Criss went to the window and saw that Stella and Johnny were front row center. Criss took out his phone and took a picture of them. He couldn't stop smiling as he sent the picture to everyone. In my room my father's phone beeped. "I just got a text from someone". "Probably Demarco telling us someone burned down the bakery"my grandmother joked. "Nice mom. Hey it's from Criss he must of busted out of the CCU". "What's it say?". "The rumors of me having a heart attack are greatly false in some way. Seeing my two little παιδιά (CHILDREN in Greek) than I'm going to see my wife. Here's a picture of my new additions" my father read.

"Thank you Uncle Johnny"I said to myself. The door opened and Criss walked in. My grandmother gave hug and kisses than my father gave him one. "it's good to see you Criss. I heard instead of fainting you delivered your son" as Criss sat on my bed. "Believe me I was excepting it what so ever but I was glad I didn't drop him"Criss replied. "We're just happy that you're all right we heard about your episode of the CCU here". "I was stunned when my brother told me they had to shock me I think three times technically Antonia was a widow for thirty seconds"Criss stated. I hit Criss with my pillow. "Not funny Christopher"I said. "Well we'll let you guys enjoy your bundles of joy". My grandmother and father gave us kisses and hugs than left.

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"I swear Criss when my mom told me you were in CCU my mind kept thinking that you had the same problem as your mother"I stated. "Well I'm fine and Lynn brought Stella up to see me before the doctor kicked me out"he replied. "I know I got so scared when I started to bleed I thought I was going to lose her" as tears fell down my face. Criss souched up and wiped the tears from my face. "Well you didn't we have two healthy babies and three more at home probably dieing to see their new baby brother and sister"Criss remarked. I leaned over and gave Criss a kiss. "I love you Christopher!"I said. "So do I Antonia". That afternoon while I took a nap Criss went home where JD and my mom were watch Verida and Zoey. "DADDY!!"they screamed when they saw Criss come in."Hey my angel are you driving grandmom and Uncle JD nuts"he replied. "Hey bro come on girl let me give your dad a hug"JD stated walking over. "How's everything I see the kids didn't destroy the place" as the girls ran outside. "No but unfortunely Nathan got sick last night"JD said. "With what?".

"Some stomach virus we've kept him upstairs away from the girls. He's been vomiting off and on last night. Lynn even came over and took a look at him just to make sure he wasn't dehydrated"JD stated. "I'll go up and see how he is" and went upstairs. When he got up there Jill was coming out with a bag of dirty clothes. "It's all right Nathan these things happen". "Hey Jill"Criss said. "Hey Criss glad to see you home too bad it had to be this show" she replied. "How's he doing?". "Better he's keeping some fluid down enough. Just becareful when you go in and wash your hands when you finish I don't want to pass it on to the girls or worse you"she stated. In his room Nathan was changing his clothes. When will daddy and mommy be homehe signed.

"I'm not sure sweetie"she replied changing the bedsheets. The door opened and Criss walked in putting a smile on Nathan's face. "Hey buddy how you feeling?"Criss asked. "I threw up"he replied in a somber tone. "Believe me buddy I've been there too I don't like it either"Criss stated. "Come on Nathan back into bed". He walked over and got in as Criss tucked him in. "There you go buddy". I missed u daddy. "I missed you too and your sister now why don't you get some sleep you look like the sandman made a special visit and if you need us you scream we're going right downstairs"Criss said. Nathan closed his eyes as my mom shut the curtains in his room. After a few minutes they left the room.

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"I see the doctors finally kicked you out". "You could say that I was thinking of bringing the kids down to see Stella and Johnny"Criss suggested. "If you want to and I'll stay here with Nathan". Jill came in with Verida who was crying. "What happened?"Criss asked as Jill gave Verida to him. "She fell going down the slide and Zoey started laughing at it. "It's all right sweetie" giving her a hug. Zoey came in and pointed at Verdia saying she's clumsy. "Zoey that's not nice to say to your sister"Jill remarked. "it was funny when she fell down the slide". Criss put Verida down and walked over to Zoey. "Zoey that's not funny your sister could of gotten hurt so I want you to apologize to your sister". She walked over to Verdia and apologized. "Now why don't you two get changed and we'll go see mommy and your new baby brother and sister"Criss stated.

The girls went upstairs to change as Nathan came out of his room. "Where u going?" he asked. "To see mommy and the babies"Verida stated. "Can I go?". "Your sick you'll get mommy and the babies all sick"Zoey replied. While Criss was washing up Nathan came down. "Nathan what are you doing up?" he asked. "Are you taking Zoey and erdia to see the babies?". Criss picked him up and sat him on the table top. "Yea but since your sick buddy you can't come". Nathan looked sad which made Criss feel bad. "You know what how about I stay here and we'll let your grandmom and Aunt Jill take the girls out". A smile appeared on his face. After they talked my mom came in. "You ready Criss?" she asked. "You know what Natilee I changed my mind I'll stay here with Nathan and you can take the girls to see the babies. If you want to you can have a girl's day while Nathan and I have a guy's day". "All right Criss come on girls" and went upstairs to get them.

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Six months had gone by since the birth of Stella and Johnny. At The Luxor JD was working on some stuff when a knock came to the door. He looked up and saw Nathan and Dimi. He walked over and opened the door. "What are you guys doing here?". "I picked up Nathan from school but for some reason he doesn't want to go home maybe you can figure it out"she inquired. "Why don't you leave him with me here why don't you get us something to drink" giving her some money. "All right" and she left. "All right Nate come here why don't you want to go home". "Too noisey". "What do you mean by that?"JD inquired. "Mommy daddy yelling all the time, babies won't stop crying"he stated. "What about your sisters don't you want to play with them?'. "They get away with stuff and blame on me daddy punish me instead of sisters"he replied. "All right buddy we'll figure it out" and gave him a hug. In his dressing room Criss was catching some zzz when a knock came to the door waking him up. "GO AWAY!!"he called out. "We need to talk Christopher".

Criss mumbled something under his breath and got up. On the stage JD was waiting as Criss came out. "What do you want?". "I talked to your son today you know Nathan he sayes that he's getting punished while the twins are getting away with stuff". "He just trying to get out of stuff by pinning you against me". "I hear that the twins have colic and you and Antonia are arguing like her parents did one night that you dubbed World War Three"JD remarked. "JD I love you but stop butting into my private life". "Criss look at you. You come in like you got a bug up your butt, I've seen you look so tired that I should ask Lynn to hook you up with adrenial by IV. Now you're letting Verida and Zoey get away with stuff and side with them when they say Nathan did it. Criss if you need help ask for it. You know mom would fly down here in five minutes, Lynn and I wouldn't mind taking the kids for a few days while you and Antonia take a weekend trip to decompress and don't foget about Julie and Natilee they love spending time with the kids".

Criss sat down. "You're right the colic is keeping me and Antonia up we've been getting like two or three hours of sleep". JD sat next to him. "How about this I'll give mom a call and ask her to come to Las Vegas for a week maybe I'll even ask her to bring Antonia's grandmother with her. Lynn and I willl take Stella and Johnny tonight so you guys can get some sleep before you guys end up in the hospital". "I guess I got a bit of dad's stubborness" Criss stated trying not to yawn. "We all do but sometime we think you got a double dose of it,"JD said as Criss chuckled. "Now why don't you go home Believe is cancelled for tonight I'll make up something". Criss got up and went to get his shoes.

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When Criss got home I was on the couch asleep while Dimi was playing with Nathan. "Antonia wake up". I woke up and saw Criss. "You looked exhausted"I remarked. "So do you look JD talked to me and he offered to take Stella and Johnny for the night so we can get some sleep before we end up in the hospital with exhaustion". "I don't know Criss"I replied. "Antonia we've been so tired since the colic started that we've been at each other's throat and Nathan told JD that he didn't want to come home. JD called my mom and she's flying down to help and she's bringing your father". "My father is leaving the bakery to help us am I going nuts?" I asked.

"Your grandmother is on a single's cruise so your father stepped up"Criss remarked. "Well why don't you get the twins ready for their trip and pray to your father that your brother doesn't kill us"I remarked. "Don't worry he went through the same thing with Dimi so they know what to expect with colicy babies"Criss stated. That night Criss's mom arrived with my father. At the house Criss was talking to JD about the twins. "I'm surprise they're quiet". "They save their energy for the night time. Sometimes I think they're night owls"Criss replied. "Don't worry Criss and I talked to Felix he understands what you're going through he said to take your time on getting yourself together"JD stated. The door opened and Dimi and my father walked in.

"Grandmom"Nathan stated running over to her. "Hey sweetie of you've gotten so big" giving him a kiss. "Where are Verida and Zoey?"my father inquired. "Time out they were drawing on the walls and blaming Nathan for it"Criss stated. "And Antonia?". "Upstairs with Lynn she and I are taking the twins for the night so Antonia and Criss can get some sleep tonight"JD said. "You look like you should ask Lynn if she can put you in a coma for a week Criss"my father joked. "I feel like it Dennis"Criss replied yawning.

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"I may join him"I remarked coming down with Stella as Lynn had Johnny. "It looks like we came just in time Antonia you looked exhausted" giving me kiss. "They both are Dennis that's why Johnny and Stella are coming with us tonight"Lynn replied. "I've got an idea why don't you and Antonia get a hotel room for the night and me and Dennis will handle the rest of the kids" Dimitra suggested. "Mom I couldn't do that to you and Dennis"Criss stated. "No butts Christopher you and Antonia look like the living dead you need time to yourself as a couple with out your kids driving you nuts". "All right mom I wave the white flag I surrender"Criss said as everyone laughed. "You guys can have my suite at Ceaser's Palace". I almost dropped to the floor. "Are you serious?"I asked. My father nodded. "All right come on Criss let's pack" and we went upstairs.

"Why don't you help grandmom unpack Nathan"Dimitra stated and they went to her room as my father took out his phone. "Yes this is Dennis I have a reservation for a suite I'm letting my daughter and her husband have it can you have a couple's massage also a room service dinner with no fish. Thank you" and hung up as we came down. "All right dad we're ready now becareful with Verdia and Zoey they've been trying to get away with stuff and blame it on Nathan"I stated. "All right". "JD before I forget Johnny is being having problems with lactose so give him the soy formula"Criss added coming down. "Can Stella have it"he asked. "No she's allergic to it you'll be changing diapers every ten minutes"Criss replied. "Good to know"JD remarked. "You guys have fun and we'll only call you guys if we have to bring the kids to the ER"Dennis stated. "Mom we're leaving" Criss called out. She and Nathan came out and said good-bye to them. "You be good to grandmom and Papa all right"I said to Nathan. "And if Zoey and Verdia give you any trouble you tell Grandmom or Papa" I will have fun Nathan signed. I gave my father a hug. "I have a surprise for you and Criss at the hotel"he whispered.

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When Criss and I registered the lady at the front desk said that a massage had been set up for me and Criss. Criss and I were surprised so while they took our bags up Criss and I got a massage. "I can't believe your father did this"Criss stated putting on the robe. "Me neither I guess he wanted us to relax considering what we've been going through with the twins"I replied as we came in. We walked in and the place was beautiful it made me feel like I was on a desert island with just Criss. We got on the tables and just enjoyed the massage. I felt like butter as they massaged me. "Oh my god can I take you home with me?"I asked as Criss chuckled. "Don't mind my wife I think she's finally lost it"Criss said. "Very funny Christopher"I replied. After the massage Criss and I felt like we could run a five K run. "We should tell you that a dinner has been set up in your room for you".

"Antonia I'm loving your father right now"Criss remarked. We walked to our rooms and saw the lovely dinner set out for us. "Wow". "Why don't we change and enjoy this lovely meal"I suggested. "All right". Back at the house my father and Dimitra were putting the kids to bed. "Now you guys have a good sleep"he stated. "Good night papa" they replied. In his room Dimitra had just finished reading a story to Nathan. "You read good Grandma"he said which made Dimitra smile. "Dimitra Verdia and Zoey want to say good night to you" coming in. "All right". She gave Nathan a kiss and left the room as my father came over. "All right buddy time to go to sleep" as he tucked him in. "Can I say night night to mommy and daddy?". "All right but don't tell your sisters this is between you and me"my father stated. Nathan agreed as my father took out his phone. In the suite I was putting on my shoes as my cell rang. "Hello dad what can I do for you?"I asked.

"Nathan just wanted to say good-night to you and Criss"he replied. "Hold on let me get Criss". In the living room Criss was having a drink as I came out. "You look georous Antonia". "Thanks Nathan’s on the phone he wants to say good-night to us” as I put it on speaker. “You being good for grandmom and Papa?”Criss inquired. “Yes daddy” he stated. “You have a good sleep Nathan”. “Night night daddy mommy” as we chuckled. “Good night Nathan now put Papa on the phone,”I remarked. He gave the phone back. “Dad thank you for the surprises you had for us”. “I knew you and Criss needed it talk to you tomorrow”. “Bye Dennis”Criss said as he hung up.

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When I woke up I had my head on Criss's chest and memories of the first time Criss and I made love came flooding back. Then I felt Criss's fingers going down my back which gave me chills. "Cut it out you know that gives me chills"I stated as Criss snickered. "The way you are right now well I would say both of us reminds me of the time we slept together for the first time"Criss replied. "The only thing we need is two of your associates walking in on us"I remembered. Criss blushed and laughed as he put his hands around me. "I don't want this to end it was so much fun last night"I replied as we sat in bed. "Me either but reality calls I've got a-". Before Criss could finish his sentence his phone went off. He picked it up and saw it was Costa. "What's up Costa you here to pick me up I'll be-". "Criss I called to tell you that the meeting has been rescheduled".

"Are you pulling my leg"Criss asked as I got up. "Nope and mom has told me to tell you that there is no need to come home tonight you and Antonia are on a mini vacation so they will see you Sunday night"Costa remarked and hung up. In the bathroom I was getting ready to take a shower when Criss walked in and put his hands around my waist. "Not now Criss you have to get ready and I have to get home to the kids". "Believe or not my mom and your dad have everything under control and my meeting has been rescheduled so you and I have today and tomorrow moring to ourselves"he replied. "Are you :mad: me?". He shook his head. I turned myself around and whispered something in Criss's ear. "We will be saving water"Criss replied as he untied my robe and I did the same with Criss's.

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After having the weekend to us it made Criss and I feel like the first time we met which we enjoyed. When we got home Dimitra and my dad weren't home and neither were the kids. "Anyone home?"Criss called out. I saw a note on the kitchen table. "It seems my father and your mom took the kids to a movie and than dinner"I stated showing Criss the note. Criss whispered something into the ear. "I'm surprise you have the energy for it"I replied. When Dimitra and my dad got home they saw our bags. "Christopher"she called out. Dennis heard a whistle and went outside to find me and Criss in the hot tub with some wine glasses and wine on the outside. "You guys look happy"he replied as we got out. "Just enjoying the day did you have any problems with the kids"Criss asked as we wrapped a towel around us. "No everyone was on their best behavior"he replied.

We walked in and the kids ran to us. "It's so good to see you guys we missed you guys"I replied. "Where are Johnny and Stella?". "They're with Uncle JD I should give him a call and see if they'll bring them home"Criss remarked and went to call them. "Well I'm going to get changed so I'll be right back" and went upstairs. I got up there I saw Criss's towel on the carpet. "Criss where are you?". "Do you mind coming in here for a minute?". I walked in and in Criss's hand was a pregnancy test which read postive. "Is there something you want to tell me consider we havn't been together since the twins got colic"Criss asked. "It's not mine Criss I swear". Downstairs Lynn and JD showed up with the twins. "Hey guys"JD stated. "JD Lynn what a surprise Criss is probably calling you"Dennis said. "Where are they now?". "Upstairs in their bedroom" Dimitra stated. All of a sudden Dimitra saw me leaving by the backdoor. "Maybe my brothers were right about you!!". The slamming of a door could be heard than a car driving off as Lynn and my father went upstairs

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Upstairs Criss was sitting on the bed as my father and Lynn came in. "What the heck happened?". "Antonia cheated on me and now she's pregnant with that man's child. I should of listened to my brother"Criss stated as he got up. "So the test said positive"Lynn remarked. "Who cares my brothers were right but I was too dumb to see it"Criss replied. "Criss there's got to be a reason for this". "Dennis I'm sorry to say this but I should of taking my brother's warning towards Antonia"Criss remarked. "Christopher you've got it all wrong"Lynn stated. "What do you mean Lynn?"Dennis inquired. "It's mine I came here to take it so JD wouldn't know. Before I could read the results JD called me to come home"Lynn replied. Criss slide down the floor as tears fell down his face. "I just made an :mad: of myself and accused my wife of something that she didn't do"Criss replied.

"Christopher you have to find her and apoloogize your butt off"Dennis said. "I don't know where to start I don't think she'll take me back after what I said" Criss replied. "What's going on up here?". "I got to find Antonia"Criss remarked. He got up and went down the stairs as JD stood there. "Can someone explain to me what's going on?". "Talk to your wife JD" and my father followed Criss. On the strip I was walking around wiping away tears as Criss and my father went looking around anywhere they could for me. At The Luxor I got a room but at the house Criss came back with my father. "Christopher what's going on". "I blamed Antonia for something with out getting all the facts. I said things that was out of angry and now I can't find her to apologize"Criss stated as he went outside.

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That night I couldn't sleep and neither could Criss. Criss got up and went outside as everyone slept. I got up myself and looked out the window. As Criss looked at the sky memories of our wedding came back with the song Book of Love playing.


The book of love is long and boring
No one can lift the damn thing
It's full of charts and facts and figures and instructions for dancing
But I
I love it when you read to me
And you
You can read me anything
The book of love has music in it

Tears fell down my face as I looked out at the strip. I put my hand on the window and at the house Criss put his hand on the glass as tears fell down his face. "I'm so sorry Antonia please come back to me"he muttered. Up at the stairs case his mother stood there just watching him. The next day Criss didn't go back to sleep he just sat in his office. Back at The Luxor I was looking at the picture on my phone of me and Criss. Then I got a video text from Dimitra. I opened it and the video was Criss at the doors with his hand on the glass saying hewas sorry and for me to come back to him. At the house Criss was leaving but when he opened the door I was standing there.

Criss just stood there so I walked to him and kissed him. "I forgive you I knew you didn't mean what you say". "I shouldn't of went off like that at you. I let my head run away"he replied. "And I thought my father did that"I said as Criss chuckled. As we stood there Dimitra and my father just watched us.

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After Criss and I made up my dad and Dimitra came down. "You guys all right" Dimitra inquired. "Yea I shouldn't of lost my head like that I'm so embrassed that I thought that Antonia cheated on me"Criss replied. "So who's test is it?" Dimitra asked. We all looked at eachother wondering if we should tell her who it belonged to. "I don't know I should get going". Criss gave me and his mother a kiss than left. At the studio JD was looking at some stuff as Criss came in. "What's up JD?". "My blood pressure Lynn is keeping a secret from him"he stated. "Well don't go crazy before you have all the facts"Criss replied and sat down. Around noon I was having some fun with the kids when Lynn came in. "Hey Antonia"she saiid. "Lynn what a surprise to see you". "Do you think we can talk for a minute". "Sure dad"I called out.

"Yes" he stated coming out. "Can you watch the kids for a minute?". "Sure" and we went in. "So what do you want to talk about?" I asked. "I'm nervous about telling JD about the baby". "Come on Lynn you and JD wanted a big family but the cards weren't in. Now that Dimi is getting ready to leave the nest you have another child coming JD will be thrilled"I replied. "I don't know". "Lynn how about I come with you". "All right"she said. At the hotel Criss and JD were working when Criss saw me and Lynn came in. "JD look our wives are here"Criss stated. "I wonder why"he remarked as they came out. "Hey guys"I said. "What are you guys doing here?"JD inquired. "JD we need to talk for a minute"Lynn said and they went to the side. "So do you think JD will fall or panic when he finds out he's going to be a father again"Criss inquired. We watched as JD gave Lynn a hug that took her off the floor. Criss and I smiled as they walked over. "You happy that you're going to be a father again". "Well I just hope I remember how to diaper a baby"JD remarked.

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Criss and I were happy for Lynn and JD. Even their daughter Dimi was ecstatic about being a big sister. At The Luxor Criss was in Believe working out a few things when Costa walked on. "Hey Angel"he called out. Criss stopped and walked over to him. "What's up?"Criss inquired. "Antonia needs you at the house like yesterday". Fearing the worest he got off stage and left. When he got to the house I was talking to the cops. "Oh Criss"I called out as he jogged over. "Everyone all right what happened"Criss inquired. "I came back after picking up the kids from school but when I got to the door I saw that the door had been kicked in so I took the kids next door and called the police". "Thank the lord you're all right"Criss stated hugging me.

"We walked through the house and found some graffiti on the wall and some jewelry missing"the officer remarked. "I can paint over the graffiti and replace the jewelry I'm just happy nobody was hurt"Criss replied. "I would suggested untill we make sure what's missing you guys should stay at a hotel tonight" the officer suggested. "Why don't you go get the kids and we'll go to The Luxor for the night". "I'll call my mom and ask her to keep Stella and Johnny overnight"I stated and went to make a call. When we got back to The Luxor JD and Costa walked over. "Antonia what are you, Zoey, Verida and Nathan doing here?" as JD gave Zoey a hug. "Costa can you take the kids to the production office for a minute"Criss asked. "Sure come on" and they left. "The house got broking into today" Criss said. "Oh my god you guys all right?"JD asked.

"Yea just shaken up a little"I replied. "The officer suggested we stay at a hotel tonight". "What about Believe do you want to reschedule?"JD suggested. "I don't know yet so for right now Believe will go on"Criss said. "Christopher do Believe maybe I'll ask Costa to stay with the kids and sneak down to see it"I suggested. Criss gave me a kiss and went back to Believe. When JD and I came back to the production office Nathan was sitting at Criss's desk. "Nathan where is Uncle Costa and your sisters?"I asked. He signed something that made me laugh. "What's so funny?". "He said that he made them disappear like daddy does"I replied as JD chuckled as well. Nathan laughed as well. "Like father like son"JD said. "Enough of the jokes Nathan where did they go?". "Needed to go potty"he stated. "All right how about a picture for daddy". "Can't see over desk"he said. "No problem". JD grabbed a couple of book and put them under Nathan. "There we go and one more thing".

JD put one of Criss's fedoras on him which made Nathan smile. "Yes cheese Nathan"I stated. "Wheese" as I took the picture. When I looked at it it made me smile. "That's adorable"JD said. "Me see". I showed Nathan the picture and he liked it. "Now let's send it to daddy". In Believe Criss was working on an illusion when his phone went off. He took it out and saw it was a text from me. He opened and started to chuckle. "What's so funny?"Mastero inquired. He showed the picture to him. "That's cute Christopher". Criss decided to send it to his mom. "My mom is going to get a kick out of that"he replied.

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A few days after the robbery things started to return to normal. At the house Criss was playing with the kids as Costa and Doug walked in. "When did Serenity turn into a day care center?"Doug asked as Costa tried not to laugh. "Very funny Doug I'm just watching the kids while Antonia is out of town". "Is every thing all right?". "Her father had to have hernia surgery"Criss said rubbing his side. "Pull a muscle Criss"Costa asked. "Doug can you watch the kids for me while I talk to Costa?"Criss requested. "Sure come Zoey" and they went outside as Criss shut the door. "All right Criss something's wrong with you". Criss turned around and sat down. "My hernia’s acting up"Criss replied. "Didn't we tell you to get that thing fixed”. “And now I’m regretting it because I have to go into surgery before it gets worse”Criss replied.

“When?”. “Tomorrow in California so can you watch the kids?”. “Antonia is going to kill you when she finds out”Costa stated. “Well I’ll be somewhere where they can bring me back to life”Criss joked. That night Antonia was taking care of her father. “I’m so glad you’re here sweetie”he stated. “Just relax dad I’m going to call and see how Criss is”I remarked as I shut the door to his room. At Serenity Costa was going over a few things with Criss when the phone rang. “Hello Serenity day care how may I help you”. I tried not to laugh. “Very funny Christopher how you doing?”. “Tired and got aching muscles I forgot I had”he replied. “Well I’ll be home tomorrow night so just relax”. “About tomorrow I got a meeting in LA tomorrow so Costa is going to stay behind to watch the kids for me until I come back”Criss stated. “Criss if I knew-“. “It-my fault I forgot but don’t worry”. “All right Christopher give the kids my love and I’ll see you tomorrow” and hung up. After he hung up Criss grabbed a pillow from the chair and screamed into it. “It hurts that much”. Criss nodded.

The next day while Criss was in LA Costa was watching the twins with George. “Thanks for helping me with these two”. “No problem let’s clean up a little” George remarked. As they picked up the door opened and I walked in. “Antonia what are you doing here?” George inquired. “When Criss informed me you her watching the twins I came home early I’m just surprise Criss isn’t home yet”I stated putting my stuff in our bedroom. The door opened Criss came in with a little help from JD. “How is he?”. “Tired just put him in mom’s room for right now”JD stated. “Hurry Antonia’s home and she doesn’t know about Criss’s surgery”. “JD is that you is Criss with you?”. “Yea it’s me (Whispered) take Criss to mom’s room” and they took Criss as I came down. “Where’s George and Costa?”. “They went outside for a minute”. All of a sudden I heard someone throw-up. “CHRISTOPHER!!”Costa called out. I could tell something was up. “Spill it JD why did Criss just toss his cookies and why is he in his mother’s room?”I asked.

“Criss had hernia surgery and I guess he had his normal reaction to anesthesia vomiting”JD stated. “Why didn’t Criss tell me this?”I asked a little irritated. “I don’t know Antonia I can’t read my brother’s mind” JD remarked. “All right why don’t you go hose off Costa and I’ll take care of the patient”I suggested. That night after the kids were in bed I went to see Criss. I walked in and Criss was asleep so I made sure his gauze was changed and that he had his pain medication next to him. I gave him a kiss and left the room.

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When Criss woke up the next morning he was sore and the tenderness of his surgery made him not want to move. "Criss you up"I called out. "Yea"he replied as I opened the door. "How you feeling?" sitting on the bed. "Sore and tired"he replied. "Well for a few days take it easy and if you need help with anything please don't be embrassed to ask"I stated. He nodded and I was about to leave when Criss asked me a question. "Did I puke on Costa?" he inquired a little embrassed. "Unfortunely you did Criss". "Remind me to apologize for tossing my cookies on him". All right". That afternoon Criss got up and walked to the couch. As he sat down Verida came in and jumped on Criss. As Verdia gave him a hug Criss bit his lip as pain hit. "Verdia what did I say about jumping on daddy today"I inquired.

"That daddy has a boo boo that's sore". "Now why don't you go upstairs and get dressed for kindergarden"I stated. She gave Criss one more kiss and left. After she left Criss grabbed a pillow and screamed into it. "You all right?"I asked. Before Criss could answer I notice there was a blood stain on his pants. "I think Verdia may of popped a stich" as Criss checked the gauze. "I think she did I'm bleeding" showing his bloody hand. "let me call my mom and have her take the kids to school before you bleed out" and called her. When my mom arrived I took Criss to the ER where they stopped the bleeding and fixed the stich. As Criss was having a transfusion my phone rang. "Hello". "Antonia it's JD I just heard about Criss is he all right?". "Yea Verida jumped on Criss causing on the stitches to break. They fixed it and right now Criss is having a blood transfusion than I'm taking him home". "All right" and hung up

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After I finished talking with JD I went to see how Criss was but when I got there Criss looked worried. "Criss what's wrong you've got a look on you that I only saw when I had cancer"I stated. "The doctor said that when they did an ultrasound of my stomach just to make sure I wasn't bleeding internally he saw something". "What did he see?". Criss couldn't even get the words out of his mouth. "Criss you're scaring me what did the doctor find". "A mass". I knew right away what was going on in Criss's head. "Criss don't go there it could be another herina or it could be a cyst"I suggested. "But what if it isn't what if I've got what killed my father. I don't want to go-". Criss couldn't even finished the sentence. "Criss if it is they may of caught it in the beginning stages"I said holding Criss's hand.

"The doctor wants to biopsy it to see if it is or what you said". "Let me give my mom a call so she can stay with the kids longer"I stated. I gave Criss a hug and a kiss and told him everything would be all right. After I called my mom I sat in the surgical waiting room I kept wondering if Criss's fear was right or he was thinking the worest. I sat there as my mind kept thinking of when I first met Criss that day in New York or when we got married. I felt a hand on my shoulder I looked up and saw my mom and Criss's brothers. I got up and just hugged my mom as tears fell down my face.

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When Criss woke up he saw me asleep in the chair with my coat over me. "She hasn't left since you went into surgery". Criss saw his brother JD with a cup of coffee at the door. "She's been here the whole night who's watching-". JD walked over to the bed as Criss started to cough. "Here take a drink but slowly," JD remarked giving him a cup of water. "To answer your question Costa and Julie are watching the kids. "JD I'm scared what if I have what killed dad"he stated. JD pulled over a chair and sat next to him. "Criss don't think like that it could be another herina or a cyst or something that people get when they're stressed out which you get from time to time, so untill the doctor sayes so don't worry about it". "All right god I can't believe Antonia has been here" he said.

"Criss she's going to be by your side untill one of you passes on or god forbid you divorce"JD stated. I started to stir and opened my eyes to see Criss awake and JD next to him. "Have a good sleep Antonia"JD inqired. "My back is kind of sore how are you baby"I replied walkingvoer to him. "Nervous and probably will be untill the doctor tells me what that mass is"Criss stated. "Just think good thoughts Criss and everything will be all right". JD's phone went off and he looked at the text. "I have to go Lynn is in the mood for some hot wings extra spicey". "Get a side order of antacid while you're at it,"Criss stated. "I'm getting heart burn just thinking of it". JD left and I stayed with Criss untill he wanted me to go and take a shower. "All right". I gave him a hug and a kiss than left.

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When Criss finally came home he just wanted to be left alone. At Serenity I was on the phone with my dad. "I don't know what to do dad eversince the doctor informed of that mass and the threat of cancer Criss has become distant and telling everyone to leave him alone". "He's scared Antonia he already saw how close you came to dieing and he watched as his father died from cancer" he stated. "I know dad but I just want him to know I'm here for him if he has cancer or not but untill those results come Criss won't let anyone near him"I remarked. "Just hold on baby" and hung up. In his office Criss was sitting just thinking of his father when I walked in. "Christopher". Criss looked up and saw me. "What do you want Antonia?"he asked. "I need you to go to Nathan's school he got hurt and Nathan wants you to pick him up"I said.

Criss got up and left with out saying a word. At the school Criss walked in and they brought Criss to the nurse's office. He saw Nathan with his arm in a sling and the nurse was wiping some blood from his nose. "Mr. Sarantokas I'm glad you came". "What happened?". "Boy tripped me"Nathan stated. "One of the boys tripped Nathan in the locker room and Nathan fell on his arm". "Want to go home"Nathan replied. Right after we get that arm looked at buddy Criss signed. We'll see you later Nathan the nurse signed. Nathan waved godd-bye to her with his good arm and left with his father. When they came out of the nurse's office one of the teachers walked over. "Nathan I heard what happened you all right". "I broke arm" he stated. "You must be Nathan's father the magican". "Yea you must be Mrs. Taylor my son sayes that he loves your art class"Criss replied.

"Was your father John Sarantokas?"she asked. "Yes why do you ask?". "I knew your father we both went to the same cancer center for Chemo"she stated. "Really". "He would always talk about his family including his youngest the magican John always told us about some of the stunts you did he always said that you never let anything get in your way you'd always find a way to get around it as he said it"she remarked. "Really he never told me this". "When I heard about your father's passing the cancer center was never the same but I felt like some of your father's positive nature was brushed onto me because I survived my cancer and through my troubles money wise and other things I found my way to be a teacher at this school for the deaf and hearing impaired". A tear fell down his face. "You all right daddy?"Nathan asked. "Just had something in my eye it was nice to meet you Mrs. Taylor I got to get this guy looked at". She waved good-bye as they left.

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When they got to the hospital Lynn was outside just relaxing. "Auntie"Nathan called out. "Nathan Criss what are you guys doing here?"she asked giving Nathan a hug. "Nathan got hurt in school and the nurse thinks he may of broking her arm so we're having it x-rayed to make sure"Criss replied. "Baby"Nathan said pointing to Lynn's bump. "That's right Nathan Aunt Lynn is having a baby how's the pregnancy going anyway"Criss stated. "Pretty good JD wants to know if it's a boy or girl but I want to be surprise since we found out last time"she remarked. "Well if yo need baby clothes Antonia has some left over that she's recycled for Johnny and Stella for a few more months untill we donate them or you can have them"Criss suggested.

"Antonia all ready called me about it and I'm going over there tonight while you're at Believe"she said. "Well we'll let you enjoy the day out here come on buddy" and they went inside. Back at Serenity I was playing with the Johnny and Stella when the phone rang. "Hello Serenity daycare". I could hear my dad laughing. "Criss give up being a magician to run a day care" he joked. "Hey dad what can I do for you". "I just got your invitation to the opening of your bakery baby and I'll be there with bells on". "Thanks dad I wis Uncle Johnny could of been around to see the bakery"I remarked. "Well your Aunt Rosa is coming with me for the opening and I got the new pictures of the twins from your grandmother". "Grandmom has so many pictures of the kids I'm surprise she hasn't sold them to the tabloids". "Don't tempt her Tony I'll see you soon tell Criss I said hi" and hung up as the door opened and Nathan came running in with a blue cast on his arm.

"Slow down Nathan before you break your other arm"Criss called out as he closed the door. I gave Nathan a hug and a kiss. "I see you broke your arm". "Yea but in six weeks he gets it off so he has to be careful"Criss said. "Me play outside"he asked. "All right but becareful like daddy said" and he went outside as Criss picked up Stella. "Where are Verida and Zoey?"Criss asked. "Jill and my mother took them to get hair cuts for us"I replied. "i saw Lynn today boy has that baby grown". "Don't forget Criss she's seven months you remember how big I was at seven months"I said. "Welll with the second and thrid you looked ready to have the kids at seven months"Criss replied. "Very funny"I stated. The phone rang so Criss put Stella down and answered it. "Hello Doctor Clarkson hi so you have the results". I watched Criss's body language but I could figure it out if it was good or bad. "Thanks doc" and hung up.

"So what did he say Criss?" as he sat down. "It was a benign I don't have cancer" Criss replied. I walked over and gave Criss ahug as tears fell down our faces. "Oh Christopher thats such good news"I stated. "I have to call my mom and tell her the good news" and Criss went to his office. Thank you grandpa for hearing my prayes I thought as I watched Nathan run around.

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A few weeks went by and I was at the bakery going over some stuff when I heard my kids call out for me. I came out and saw the kids with Criss. "What are you guys doing here?"I asked giving them hugs. "Daddy's idea"Zoey remarked as Criss chuckled. "The kids were getting ansty at the house so I thought maybe they could try out some of your cookies"he stated. "Well I do have some brownies I need tasting". The kids looked ready to jump up and down. "Go sit at the table guys". "Does daddy get one?"Nathan asked. "No daddy getting big around the middle Nathan"I remarked. Thanks Antonia Criss thought. I went to the back as Criss sat down.

"Daddy getting pudgey"Zoey stated poking Criss's stomach. "Criss can you come in here". "Be good guys I'll be right back". When Criss came to the back he saw me standing there with tears fallintg down my face. "What's wrong Antonia?". I showed the picture of me and my uncle Johnny to Criss. "I just look at this picture and I keep thinking that he won't be here to see what I did here" I replied. "Oh Antonia I know this hurts believe me everytime I walk into Believe I wonder what my dad would think of this"Criss replied. I wiped the tears away. "Thanks come on let's bring these out before the kids go nuts". That night Criss went out with JD. "So how's it going with Lynn?" Criss asked. "She's in her nesting stage right now getting stuff ready for the baby"JD remarked. "With Antonia it usually happened near the end of the pregnancy" Criss replied.

"And I think you've been spending too much time at Antonia's bakery pudgey" JD replied. "I think so too my pants are getting tight around around the middle" Criss stated. "You always had the sweet tooth in the family". "I'm surprise I'm not a diabetic"Criss replied as JD chuckled.

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For the next couple of days I was trying to get the bakery together which was hard. Even when I had to bring my stuff home the kids were driving me crazy to the point of losing my mind so my mother decided to take the kids which I thanked her. Back at The Luxor Criss was working on some stuff when JD walked in. "What's going on?". "Nothing much how's Antonia doing?"he said. "Ready to lose her mind I wish I could bring the kids here for a while so Antonia can finish up with the bakery"Criss remarked. "Don't you start your vaction tomorrow?". "Yup and to make it up to Antonia I'm taking the kids to Disney Land so they will be out of her hair"Criss replied. "Are you bringing Stella and Johnny too?". "They would be stuck in a stroller so Dimi has offered to watch the twins while Antonia finishes up"Criss replied. "You've thought of everything".

The phone rang and Criss picked it up. "Hello". "Christopher it's Julie have you heard from Antonia she was surprose to pick up the kids a half an hour ago and I got to get to the shelter" she remarked. "Did you call the bakery maybe she lost track of time"Criss suggested. "No answer I even tried her cell phone but it just rings and rings"she replied. "You know what I'll go to the bakery maybe she can't hear the bakery phone and she forgot her phone". "And the kids?". "Hold on" as Criss covered the phone. "JD can you pick up the kids while I go check the bakery for Antonia?". "Sure" as Criss got back on the phone. "Julie JD is going to come down and get the kids". "Thanks Criss" and hung up. The guys grabbed their jackets and keys and left. When Criss got the bakery he saw the place was close so he knocked on the door but nobody answered so he dialed my phone he heard it inside. "ANTONIA OPEN UP!!"he yelled. "Hey buddy"a guy called out as he walked over.

"Sorry my wife works here but somethings wrong can you open it for me". The guy opened the door but as Criss stepped in he suddenly got a pounding headache. "You all right buddy". "Call 911 somethings not right" as Criss went into the back to see me on the floor unconscious. He checked for a pulse as his vision started to get blurry. The offcer came in and helped Criss get me out to the fresh air. That night JD was sitting with the kids with his daughter. "Everyone is asleep thank god"she stated. "Thanks for the help Dimi you're going to be such a help when the baby comes" as he gave her a hug. The phone rang and JD picked it up. "Hello". "JD it's Criss". "Christopher where are you and Antonia?".he asked. "We're at the hospital Antonia has carbon monxoide posioning"Criss replied.

"How bad are you all right?". "They have me on some oxgyen since my oxgyen saturation was not good but Antonia is in a Hyperbaric chamber they said if I didn't find her I would of lost her"Criss replied. "Well take it easy and call me if they're going to keep you overnight" JD stated. "Thanks bro" and hung up. After that JD went to the phone book. "What's going on daddy?"Dimi inquired. "Hello may I speak to Dennis Valastro it's about his daughter Antonia" and was put on hold. At the bakery my father was doing a consulation when my Aunt Carol walked over and whispered something in his ear. "Will you excuse me for a minute" and got up. My aunt gave him the phone. "JD it's Dennis what's up with Antonia?". "She's in the hospital she had a carbon monoxide leak at the bakery. Criss found her nearly dead" he stated. "How is she?" he asked.

"Criss said she's in a hyperbaric chamber right now I thought you should know" JD replied. "Thanks JD keep me informed" and hung up. "Dennis what's wrong with Tony?"my aunt Rosa inquired. "She's in the hospital she has carbon monoxide posioning Criss found her nearly dead. Right now she's in a hyperbaric chamber"my father replied. "Dennis why don't you go home we'll finish up the consulation"my aunt suggested. "Give me a call if JD calls back with some news" and my father left through the back door. When he was about to get in his car he saw a lonely star in the air.

STAR LIGHT STAR BRIGHT FIRST STAR IN THE SKY PLEASE DON'T TAKE MY ONLY CHILD AWAY SHE DOESN'T DESERVE TO DIE THIS WAY

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When I finally woke up I saw Criss was asleep but in the bed next to him. "Criss" I said. He opened his eyes and turned his head to him. "Hey Antonia nice to see you awake". "W-w-w-what happened?"I asked. "You had a carbon monoxide leak at the bakery you came close to dieing"he replied. "But what are you doing here?"I asked. "When I came and got you out of the bakery I got hit with some of it and because of my bronchitis I got scarring on my lung my oxygen level was bad so I had to stay the night but I'm happy it's with you" smiling. I smiled too before I closed my eyes. When I woke up the next morning I saw Criss wasn't there. "Christopher"I said. The door opened and Criss came back in. "Sorry I was just signing some paper they released me"he stated pulling up a seat.

"When do you think I'll be released?"I asked. "He said in a few days but I'm happy that you're all right I swear I thought you had been kidnapped or worse you had been robbed and the person hurt you"Criss remarked holding my hand. I smiled as Criss just sat there looking at me. At the house Julie and my mom were getting the kids ready for school. "You guys ready for school?"my mom asked. "Nannie where's mommy and daddy?"Nathan inquired. "I told you Nathan mommy and daddy got sick so they had to go to the hospital but daddy should be home later on today now why don't you go sit down for breakfast" she stated as he ran into the kitchen.

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As the kids eat their breakfast the door opened and my father walked in. "Anyone home"he called out closing the door behind him. The kids hearing their grandfather ran out of the kitchen. "GRANDPA!!"they called out. My father hugged them all at once. "It's so good to see you guys"he replied. "We missed you too granpe"Zoey replied. My mother walked over and broke up the greeting telling the kids to finish their breakfast and get their stuff for school. "Can't we stay home untill daddy comes nana please"Verida begged. "Verida what did we tell you about begging now go finish your breakfast so Aunt Jill can drive you to school" and the kids went into the kitchen. "Nice to ruin the mood Natilee"my father remarked getting up. My mother tried not to lose her temper like last time. "What are you doing here Dennis another bakery convention?"she asked. "For your information JD called and told me what happened to Antonia so i came to see how she is and where's Criss at the Luxor instead of here"he inquired.

"Unfortunely Criss has scarring on his lungs from a bad case of bronchitis so when he got Antonia out of the bakery as it filled with carbon monoxide Criss got a dose of it so his oxgyen was bad enough that they kept him over night for now" she replied. "Mom came you help me for a minute Johnny won't stay still and-". My father saw Jill at the top of the stairs with Stella. "Stella doesn't want to be put down again Antonia warned me about that"my mother remarked coming up. "Here take Stella while I finish with Johnny"Jill said giving her to my mom. My mother came down with Stella and showed her to my dad. "How my god she's beautiful as Antonia was when she was a baby"my father stated sitting down. "Do you mind watching her for a minute while I get the kids loaded up". "No"my father replied.

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After my mom put the kids in the car she went back in and saw my father had cleaned up the kitchen. "Thanks for the help Dennis"she stated. "No problem" as Jill came down. "The kids are ready in the car"my mom said. "Thanks mom so I'll see you at the shelter later on today". "Unless Christopher doesn't get out today than I'll have to watch the twins"Natilee stated. "Nat if you have to work at the shelter I'll watch the twins"my father offered. "Dennis it's a nice gesture but Johnny and Stella are way different than Verida and Zoey were as babies"Natilee remarked. "Beside Johnny and Stella are on two different diets because of their allgeries"Jill replied. "Julie go get the kids to school before they go crazy or learn how to drive the car"my mother stated. As Jill got in the car a cab pulled up and Criss got out. "DADDY!!" Nathan called out pointing to Criss as he paid the driver. "Hey Jill I see the bus is getting ready to leave for the day"he stated. "Yup I was just about to go and just a warning Dennis is here"she replied. "Thanks have fun in school guys and maybe we'll go see mommy later"Criss stated. The kids all waved good-bye to Criss and Jill drove off. That afternoon Criss went to my bakery to see if everything was taking care of but when he got there Criss saw JD talking to someone and JD didn't look happy. "listen I need this leak fixed now or I'm going to call your supervisior and tell him how you missed it the first time"JD remarked as the guys left. "Settle down JD before you blow a blood vessel"Criss stated. "Shut the :mad: up Christopher this isn't my job to help your wife get her bakery in order"he replied.

"JD what's going on why are you in such a foul mood"Criss asked sitting him down. "I'm ready to lose my mind Lynn's mood swings are making me want to run to Mexico and never return". "Relax mood swings are apart of pregnancy. Antonia thought I was cheating on her because she had put on so much weight with Stella and Johnny"Criss remarked. "Also Lynn had two false alarms in two days I can't wait for this kid to come"he replied. "Don't worry before you know it you're going to holding that baby in your arms"Criss assured him

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After that Criss told JD to go home but instead he went to see me. In my room I was sitting in a chair when JD walked in. "JD what are you doing here I thought you'd be with Lynn since she's so close to having the baby"I said. "I'm just so frazzled right now Antonia I needed time away before I said something I shouldn't of said"he admitted. "Let me guess mood swings". "I don't mind the mood swings The ones she's having right now are small compared to the ones she had with Dimi so I'm scared"he replied. "Scared about what JD". "if I can be a good parent like I am to Dimi". "JD you're going to be a wonderful father I know it's been a few decades since you had a newborn in your life every expantanted father goes through this. Criss may not admit this but when I was pregnant I saw the fear in Criss's face and body language but once the children were born that fear disappeared so once that little baby is here that fear will go away"I replied.

"Thanks Antonia I should go back home and see how she's doing" and he left. When JD got home Dimi was home. "Dimitra I thought you'd be out with your friends?". "I thought I should stay home just incase since you weren't home yet" she replied. "You remind me so much of your grandfather sometimes where's your mother anyway?". "Upstairs relaxing in bed" she replied. "Here's some money go call one of your friends and see a movie on me". Dimi got up and gave her father a kiss. "I have my phone if you need me dad" and left. JD went upstairs and Lynn was looking over the nursery. "Joseph where have you been you had me worried"she remarked. JD went over to his wife and gave her a kiss on the check. "I'm sorry for the way I've been actting lately". "You don't have to apologize you're nervous about this little guy and so am I,"she remarked.

JD smiled. "I know the last time we went through this Criss had hair down to his backside and your father was still alive I just gave up on the idea that we'd have another child"she replied. "Don't worry Lynn I'll be there and unlike my brother I will not be on the floor outcold". Lynn chuckled as JD gave his wife another kiss on the check.

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After I had gotten out of the hospital and the leak in the bakery was fixed I couldn't believe that my opening was days away. At the house i was looking over a few things when a knock came to the door. "Come in"I called out. The door opened and Jill came walking in. "Hey Jill what are you doing here?"I asked. "I wanted to ask you something" she remarked. I could she was nervous about this question since she pulling her fingers to make them lnger. "What's the question?". "Well I was wondering if I could bring a date with me to your opening". I lookied up at her with a surpise look on my face. "Really who is this guy do I know him for that fact deoes mom know him?". "Well I met him a year ago at The Luxor and we've been insepratabler since he even took me to meet his mom and dad". "What's his name?"I inquired taking a drink of coffee.

"Luke Dancy". I nearly choked my coffee. "Jill did my husband have anything to do with this?"I inquired. "Why do you ask?". "Luke works for Criss he's one of Criss's consulants as Criss puts it"I replied. My sister's eyes almost popped out of her head. "Are you serious he-he works for Criss Luke never told me this" she remarked. "You better go talk to him about that". My sister got up and left as I grabbed my phone to call Criss. At The Luxor Criss was working on some new illusions when he started laughing. "What's so funny?"Luke asked. "Sorry I forgot I have my phone in my pocket on vibrate"Criss replied aas he saw it was me. He went to the side and took the call. "Antonia is everything all right with the kids?". "I thought you should know that one of your consulants is dating my sister"I replied. "Excuse me which one because this is the first I've heard of it"he stated. "Luke is dating my sister for a year now I thought you should know"I said.

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This threw Criss off he couldn't believe that for a year that Luke had been dating his sister-in-law. "Hey Angel you ever coming back or have you developed a sudden case of stage fright". Criss chuckled at the joke he didn't mind occasionaly razzing from his crew. "Coming"Criss replied and went back on-stage. "So how's the wife?"Luke asked. "When did you take up mentalism?"Criss asked as he sat on the stage. "You're the only guy I know that goes off-stage when the wife calls,"Luke replied as Criss tried not to laugh. "I wanted to tell you that Antonia invited the crew to the opening I hope she doesn't mind that I'm bringing my girlfriend". "Really how did you meet her?". "We met here at The Luxor she was looking for Felix's office so I brought her to his office. After she finished with Felix I asked her out and we've been dating eversince. I even took her home to meet my parents my mom and grandmom knew I picked a winner"Luke remarked.

"Does she know you work for me?". "I haven't told her that yet I wanted to see if she wanted me or using me to get to you but I'm going to tell her tonight and if things go good I may take the next step with her" and walked off. Criss's eye almost popped out of his head. That night Jill and Luke went out to dinner and took a walk through Freemont street. "I had a fun night Luke and I was wondering if you have any plans for tomorrow night"Jill said. "Before I answer that I have to tell you something that I've been avoiding telling you-it's about my job". "Luke I know you work for Angel" she stated. Luke was shocked as Jill smiled. "How?"he asked. Jill took out her wallet and showed Luke a picture. "Because his wife is my half sister" showing him the picture. Luke started to laugh. "Now I get why Criss was asking me questions about you today"he remarked. "I'm surprise you didn't realize this before"Jill said.

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The next day I was at the bakery getting ready for tonight when Jill came in. "Hey Jill what are you doing here I thought you'd be at the shelter today". "Mom's there right now but I wanted to tell you something"Jill stated. "What's that?"I asked coming over. She held out her hand and showed me the ring that was on her finger. "Oh my god Luke proposed to you" looking at the ring. "We walked up to that big screen on freemont street and there in big words going by on the screen: WILL YOU MARRY ME JILL-LUKE. I turned around and there was Lukee on one knee with the ring in his hand". "I'm so happy for you" giving her a hug. "I betcha it was better than the way Criss proposed". As Jill and I were talking Criss came in for a surprise lunch with me and heard us.

"Criss propossed while getting over food posioning. He proposed to me in bed after we had falling asleep together". "That doesn't sound romatic at all sounds like he just wanted to get it over with"Jill remarked. "I don't care how he did it I'm happy being married to Criss"I stated. Criss sighed as he looked at his wedding ring he remembered what he had planned to proposed to me: after doing Believe he was going to ask me up on stage and proposed to me infront of everyone but Nathan getting sick put the kabosh on it. An idea popped into Criss's head and left before anyone saw him.

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After Jill left to tell my mom the surprise my cell phone rang. I saw it was Criss. "Hey Christopher what's going on?". "Nothing much I wanted to tell you I'm running a bit behind so I was wondering if you could pick me up at The Luxor?". "All right". After Criss hung up JD came in and saw Criss smiling. "Why the happy face?". "I'll tell you later how's Lynn doing?"Criss asked. "Well the kid isn't due for another two days so I told Lynn to stay home but she wants to go to the opening tonight"JD replied. "That kid probably wants a chocolate chip cookie with milk"Criss joked. "Don't laugh she's been craving your wife's cookies for the past three days". "That kid has the family's sweet tooth"Criss stated. That night I stopped by the Luxor to pick up Criss and found Felix. "Hey Felix you coming to my opening tonight?"I inquired. "Unfortunely my wife and daughter have the lfu so I'm going to be taking care of them" he replied.

"How about I give Criss one of my famous maple apple pies tomorrow?"I offered. "Make it a maple crumb cake and if you're looking for Criss he's in Believe filming something". "Thanks Felix"I stated and went in. When I walked in I saw the place was packed with loyals so I just watched Criss do his stuff. While watching Criss I could tell just by his face it was a hi for him doing his magic like it is with me and baking. "Before I finish I noticed my wife Antonia is hiding in the back row". I blushed wondering how Criss could see me but I came down to the stage and walked on. Criss gave me a kiss which made everyone including the crew of Believe do cat calls.

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"All right now I've been married to this lovely lady for a while now but there's one thing I regret with her-". I felt nervous thinking maybe Criss was going to tell me he cheated on me or something worse. "It's the way I proposed to her I had this great plan but when my son got sick I had to scrap it ,but now I want to propose to her the right way"Criss remarked. I walked over to Criss while Mastero gave Criss a ring box. That feeling I had when I married Criss was hitting me like lightning bolts. I looked to the auidence and the women were watching probably wishing this was them. Criss took my hand as he got one one knee and took my wedding ring off. "Antonia Marisol Valastro will you marry me again?".

Tears started to fall down my face as Criss put a different ring on my finger. As I stood there in shock I could the crowd chanting: SAY YES SAY YES. "Yes I will marry you again"I replied. Criss gave me a hug as the crowd and the people on stage clapped and cheered with delight. "You are amazing Christopher"I said as Criss wiped the tears from my face. When we got there everyone was waiting. I took a breath and I went over to the doors of the bakery. "All right thank you for coming to the opening of my bakery. Eversince I started this everyone asked me what I was going to name it. The name of my bakery is deciated to my uncle Johnny who left me the money to build this lovely bakery so here to SWEET ANTONIA'S BAKERY!!". I pulled the string and the sheet fell to show the name. Everyone clapped and cheered as this went on I noticed something was up with Lynn.

Criss saw the same thing and walked over as I followed. "You all right Lynn?"I asked as she sat down. "I'm not sure"she stated. "You think you're going into labor?"Criss asked. "Maybe"she replied. "Where's JD?". "I-don't know". "Criss you better find JD now". My Aunt Linda walked over and askedwhat was going on. "I think Lynn's going into labor"I stated. Criss was about to get up when he noticed a puddle on the floor. "Forget think she is in labor her water broke". "Come on Lynn let's take you somewhere before you have an audience to watch you give birth" as we helped her up.

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"Where Antonia this isn't The Luxor where you can take her to my office"Criss remarked. "I have an office in the back smart :mad:"I replied. Lynn took Criss's hand and squeezed it. Criss looked like his eyes were about to pop out. When she let go my aunt and I helped her up. "Criss call 911 and tell them we need an ambulance and find JD"my aunt remarked. As we brought Lynn inside my father and Criss's mom showed up. "Hello I need an ambulance to the Mirage I got a woman in labor thanks" and hung up. "Christopher what's going on?"Dennis asked. "Lynn went into labor"Criss said. "Where's JD he should get her to the hospital before the baby is delivered here"Dimitra stated. "We can't find him mom we don't know where JD is"Criss replied. "Criss something is wrong with your fingers one to hanging to the side" Dimitra said. Criss looked at his finger. "Lynn must of dislocated my fingers when she had a contraction"Criss replied.

"Let me relocated it". Criss took some deep breathes as my father relocated his fingers. Criss winced but didn't scream. "Thanks Dennis". I came out of the bakery and walked over to Criss. "How's Lynn?" Dimitra inquired. "Screaming for JD she doesn't want him to miss this". "Have you guys called him?". "No Zoey decided to flush his phone down the toilet a few days ago"Criss replied. "Call Costa maybe he knows where JD is?". Criss called Costa who was outside smoking. He heard his phone ring and saw it's Criss. "Yea Criss what can I do you for?". "Costa have you seen JD". "Yea he had to go get Dimi her car decided to not to start why Lynn taking the spot light away from Antonia by going into labor" laughing. "Lynn's in labor now call Dimi now and tell them to get here now!!!"Criss replied and hung up

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At a mall Dimi was with her father as a tow truck came to pick up her car. "I hope you're not angry with me daddy that you had to leave the party"she stated. "Dimi not to worry at least it wasn't somewhere you couldn't get a signal for your cell phone"her father replied giving her a kiss. Her phone in her purse started to ring. "Hello oh uncle Costa yea dad's with me. What are you serious is she at the hospital yet all right," and hung up "What did your Uncle Costa want?"JD inquired. "It's mom the baby's coming they're waiting for amblunce". "Come on let's go"JD exclaimed. They both got into the car and left. At the bakery Lynn's baby was coming soon. "Where is that amblunce"Lynn stated. "Just relax Lynn everything will be all right". A knock came to the door and Criss came in.

"The amblunce is here". "Get them in here Christopher!"Lynn called out. The EMT came in and loaded up Lynn. As they were leaving JD and Dimi showed up. "Lynn!"JD said when he saw her on the stretcher. "Oh Joseph I thought you were going to miss it"she replied as they hugged. "We have to go now". Dimi gave her mother a kiss and they left in the amblunce. When we got back to the house everyone sat down. "Well that was a lovely evening"my father remarked. "I'm just happy Lynn didn't have the baby at the bakery"I stated. "So what do you think she had a boy or a girl?" Dimitra wondered. "I think a boy"Dennis said. "I'm betting a boy too" Criss replied sipping his water. The phone rang and Criss picked it up. "Hey JD yea really are you kidding all right give Lynn our love and we'll see you tomorrow" and hung up So what it is a girl or a boy?". "Both"Criss replied. "Wait a minute Lynn had twins!!"I stated in shock.

"It seems the little boy was hiding behind his sister JD had to sit down before he ended up on the floor"Criss said. "What are the babies' name?" my aunt asked. "Marisol and Nicholas". "I like that but do you notice something Christopher"Dimitra remarked. "I do they used my middle name and Criss's,"I stated. "I think that's adorable"my aunt stated. "In all the confusion I forgot to tell you guys something". "And that is what Antonia?". "Criss proposed me to me again we're going to renew our vows" I replied. Everyone gave us hus and kisses to congraulate us.

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The next day I went to my store to find my mom there. "I must of missed some party last night" she remarked as I gave her a hug. "You could say that Lynn came very close to having her kids in my office"I replied. "How close?". "The EMT checked her out she was eight and half along". "Wow!!"my mother stated. "You'll love this Criss reposed to me on stage at Believe"I remarked showing her my new ring. "That's awesome sweetie and may I say Criss has good taste in jewelry" she said as I smiled. At Believe Criss was pacing back and forth as my father came in. "Christopher what's going on why are you pacing"he asked as he walked on stage. "I want this renewal ceremony to be good not as good as our wedding but I want it to be remembered"Criss replied.

"Considering you broke your nose and Antonia was six weeks pregnant with Zoey and Verida I can see where you're coming from"my father said. "What do you think?". "Why not have here in Believe make it a surprise for Antonia". My father could see the wheels turning in Criss's mind. "I was thinking of getting the kids involved like Verida and Zoey as flower girls and Nathan as the ring bearer. "But what about Johnny and Stella how are you going to put them in this". "That's going to be a problem but I’ll figure it out”Criss stated. “You always do Christopher”my father remarked. At the bakery I told my mom about the proposal. “He did it infront of his fans I’m surprise they didn’t rush the stage”my mother said. “When he proposed I was speechless however his fans started to chant SAY YES SAY YES” I replied. “Well this time I get to see yo get married again”my mom said with a smile. “Don’t forget about Jill she’s going to have a wedding too”. “I have to know did Criss set them up”she asked. “Believe me mom he didn’t know about it untill I told him the day I found out. My-my jaw was on the floor when she informed me that she was dating Luke”I stated. “Well I should get going I’ll talk to you soon”. She gave me a hug and left.

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When I got home Costa was playing with Nathan. "Mommy"Nathan stated running over. "Hey buddy did you have fun with Uncle Costa". "Uncle Costa took me out to lunch and we went to Circus Circus"he remarked. "Thanks again for watching him Costa I competely forgot he had a half day". "No problem Nathan go upstairs and wash up,"Costa said and he went up. "Those hearing aid you got for him work great you guys ever thought of a cochlar implant". "We're still not sure about it we keep going back and forth on it so for right now we'll keep with the hearing aids"I replied. The door opened and Criss came in with Stella and Johnny. "They did it again Antonia"he said putting them in the bassinet.

"They got kicked out of another day care what's this number three"Costa stated. "Two I swear these two don't want to be in day care why I have no clue"I replied. "Maybe The Luxor day care center can take them"Costa suggested. "I don't know Costa I don't want to look like I can't handle these guys" Criss said. "Criss it's either that or we're bringing them to work with us and I don't think you can handle baby twins while trying to figure out your next demostration or be in a meeting"I remarked. "I'll call them right now and see if they can take them tomorrow"Criss stated and went into his office to call them.

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Before I knew it the day had come for my vow renewal with Criss. At Serenity I was getting ready while at The Luxor Criss was making sure everything was all right. "Christopher you have to get ready"a voice called out. Coming down the aisle was his mother. Criss looked at his watch. "All right mom I have all my stuff laid out". "Well get ready before you're getting married again in what you're wearing" and Criss left. As Criss took the elevator up the song BOOK OF LOVE was playing inside which made Criss smile. When the elevator opened Verida ran into her father with Costa chasing after her. "What's going on here?"he asked. "Your daughter doesn't want to get into her dress unlike her sister who's ready to go"Costa stated catching his breath. "Come on Verida you and I need to get ready". She shook her head. "Verida this isn't the time to be stubborn your mommy wants to see you nice and pretty"Criss said. "No I want to play" she replied. "Come on Verida we'll play afterwards". "Prwomise"she stated. "Yea" and they went into the room. At Serenity I was looking at myself in my new dress. "Antonia you look great"Jill stated . "Mom is probably going to cry her eyes out when she sees me in this"I replied. "Criss is going to start crying himself". "Yea but this time I'm not pregnant and he's not spending our honeymoon with a broking nose"I replied as she snickered. "Do you know what's going on?". "Nope Criss won't tell me but I know he's put the kids in it somehow". "Even Johnny and Stella can't wait to see how he's done it"Julie replied. Back at The Luxor Costa was helping Criss with his tie as George, JD, and Lynn were keeping eyes on the kids. "I got to say Criss Antonia is lucky to have you"Costa said.

"After everything we've gone through with her father, her cancer, me surviving a plane crash I guess her grandfather and our father are watching over us"Criss replied smiling. Nathan stop hitting Zoey, Verida don't run with that juice in your hands, Dad Johnny just spit up all over his jacket and Stella got the runs could be heard from the living room. Criss chuckled. "Just stay here so you don't end up with hand prints or worse dirty diaper marks on you" and Costa went outside as he shut the door. Criss checked himself out in the mirror and saw how god he look. "I wish you were dad you would of loved Antonia"Criss remarked. Who do you think sent her to you Christopher. Criss turned around when he felt a hand on his shoulder but he was the only one in the room.

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At Serenity I was looking at myself in the mirror when a knock came to the door. "Come in"I said and Jill came in with a box. "You look awesome I hope I look that good when I get married". "You will sis what's in the box?"I inquired. "It's from mom she's afraid she's going to start balling and ruin her make-up" and gave me the box. I opened it and it was a necklace with a gold star hanging from it. "Mom told me you love wishing on stars". "So does Criss he told me that when I was sick he wished on so many stars"I remarked. Another knock came to the door and Dimitra came in. "Dimitra I thought you'd be at the church with Christopher"I stated. "I have something for you that I didn't give you when this happened the first time". She opened her bag and in was a veil.

"This is the veil I wore when I married Christopher's father" she said. "Oh Dimitra"I stated. Tears fell down my face as she put it on. "There you look lovely"Dimitra replied as I wiped away the tears. "Thank you Dimitra should we get going before Criss decides to run to Mexico"I joked. "The car's here" my mother called out. After Jill and Dimitra came down I came down and my mom and my father had tears running down their faces. "What do you think?" as I stood at the bottom of the stairs. "You look better than when you got married the first time"my father remarked giving me a hug. My mother was speechless just hugged me. "A woman of few words"my father said as I chuckled. "Come on". The door opened and outside was Criss's Royce Rollis. "From Mr. Angel"the driver remarked giving me a card. I opened the card and it said:

TO MY SWEET ANTONIA,

I KNOW HOW MUCH YOU LOVE DRIVING IN THIS CAR WITH ME SO I THOUGHT YOU SHOULD ARRIVE TO THIS CERMONY IN STYLE. SEE YOU SOON TONY

ANGEL

Oh Christopher as I wiped the tears away. The driver helped me in as the rest of the group took limos. As the driver took off he put in a CD. All of a sudden the song I KNEW I LOVED YOU BEFORE I MET YOU started to play.

There's just no rhyme or reason
Only the sense of completion
And in your eyes
I see the missing pieces
I'm searching for
I think I've found my way home

I know that it might sound more than a little crazy
But I believe

Memories of when I first met Criss and everything we've been through kept flying through my mind as we drove to the church.

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When I got to The Luxor the driver took us to the back of Criss's theater. "Here we go and may I say you are the most gorgeous bride and Mr. Sarantakos is lucky to have you"he stated. My father opened the door as I picked up my train. Inside Criss was nervous and his best man could tell. "You nervous daddy?"Nathan asked. "A little this is a special day for me and your mom"Criss remarked. JD walked over and told him that I was here. "Thanks JD is everything ready?". "Yup we have diapers and extra formula for Johnny and Stella with cribs for when the get tired. Also we have some blankets just incase the rest of the kids gets dozy too"JD stated. "Let's get into position". When my father opened the door I was standing outside of Believe. "You look beautiful as the day you got married the first time"my father stated as tears fell down his face.

I took a handerchief from under my sleeve of my dress and gave it to my dad. He looked at it and smiled. "What's up dad?". "I gave this to your mom when we got married I can't believe she held on to it"he remarked wiping the tears away. "Dad do you still love mom?"I asked. "Sometimes I wonder that if the spark is still there". The door opened and when I saw what Believe looked like I became speechless. My favorite flowers Roses and Sunflowers hanging any where it could be even from the cieling. We walked in and I saw Criss on-stage with Nathan next to him in a tuxedo which made me smile. I saw Costa and Luke holding to Verdia's and Zoey's hands while they stood there in dresses that looked like the bridesmaids' dress, I saw Jill was on-stage too as a bridemaid. My father walked me up to Criss. Criss took my hands as my father took my bouquet. "What do you think?"Criss asked me. "It's beautiful Christopher but I think you're two kids short"I said as Criss chuckled. Criss whistled and George rolled out a wagon that had flowers all over it with the twins in it which made me smile.

"Oh Christopher what am I going to do with you,". Criss took me over to them and tied around their wrists were the rings which made me giggle. "Our ring bearers cute"I remarked. "We had to use them some how since the older kids are in the wedding party"Criss stated as I smiled. George took the rings off their wrist and gave my ring to Nathan and Criss's to Jill. We got back into place as George took the twins back stage. "Now pray to god they don't start crying"I whispered to Criss which made him chuckle.

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Criss and I took eachother hands as the priest started. "We're here to witness the reaffirmation of Christopher And Antonia the bride and groom have decided to write their own vows. Criss bent down and Nathan gave him the paper which made me smile.

"ANTONIA EVERYDAY WHEN I WAKE UP AND I SEE YOU EITHER ASLEEP OR TAKING CARE OF OUR FIVE CHILDREN I THANK MY MOTHER FOR BRINGING ME TO NEW YORK THE DAY WE MET. YOU HAVE GIVING ME THE LOVE THAT I WAS LOOKING FOR AND THAT LOVE HAS GROWN STRONGER EVERY DAY I LOVE YOU AND UNTILL THE LAST STAR IN THE SKY GIVES OUT I'LL NEVER STOP LOVING YOU".
I took my handkerchief and wiped the tears away. Criss looked and saw his mother even wiping tears from her face. Jill gave me mine and I smiled as I unfolded mine.

"CHRISTOPHER I NEVER THOUGHT IN MY WILDEST DREAMS THAT I'D BE A MARRIED WOMAN AND MOTHER WHEN I LOOKED UP IN THAT SKY THE NIGHT BEFORE WE MET I WISH THAT I'D MET THE MAN WHO WOULD CHANGE MY FUTURE INTO WHAT I THOUGHT IT WOULD BE AND YOU'VE BEEN THAT MAN. YOU'VE BEEN BY SIDE THROUGH THE GOOD TIME AND THE BAD TIMES. EVEN WHEN I GOT CANCER YOU STOOD BY ME. MY UNCLE USED TO TELL ME THAT IF I KEPT WISHING ON STARS THAT ONE WOULD GRANT MY WISH AND HE WAS RIGHT. I LOVE YOU CHRISTOPHER NICHOLAS SARANTAKOS EVEN IF YOU WERE A MECHINIC MAKING MINIUM WAGE IN NEW YORK(I heard a bit of giggling in the theater even Criss was laughing). YOU'VE MADE ME THE HAPPIEST WOMEN IN LAS VEGAS AND NEW JERESEY"

"Christopher do you take Antonia again to be your lawful wedded wife to have and to hold to death to you part?". "I do"Criss replied. "Antonia do you take Christopher again to be your lawful wedded husband to have and to hold to death do you part?". "I do with all my heart"I remarked. "I now pronounce you remarried you may kiss the bride"the priest stated. Criss kissed me as the crowd cheered with delight. After the party Criss and I went to a dude ranch Criss did a show at a few years back. As we sat by the fire Criss just held me as we just sat there. "This is so romantic Criss how did you know I always wanted to ride a horse?"I inquired. "A little angel told me"he said with a laugh. Criss and I looked up at the sky and stars were flying through the air. "WOW!!" we both stated as we watch the stars fly by like jets.

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Before I knew it I was in my sister's wedding as maid of honor Criss made fun of the dress I wore the color dark plum purple didn't not look good on me and when this wedding was over this dress was either going to a second hand shop or burn whatever came first. During the reception I noticed someone was here which I was kind of surprised about. "Dad what are you doing here?"I asked walking over. "Your mother asked me to come" he remarked. "Why?". My father kept his mouth shut and went over to my mom. Criss and I watched them like hawk trying to find out what was going between them considering the first time they got together since my mom came back into my life they were both carted off in police cars. When the wedding finally died down Criss and I decided to go home. "You get the coats I'm going to say good-bye to my sister"I suggested. Criss went to the coat room and what he saw there almoost made his eyes bug out.

In the coat room making out behind some coat we4re my parents. Criss cleared his throat as my mother and father stood there. "Christopher having a nice time here"My mother stated. "Guys if you want to keep this little secret I'd split apart before Antonia comes over"Criss suggested. My father gave my mom a kiss and walked off as my mom gave Criss our coats. "Can you please not tell Antonia about this Christophert?"My mother pleaded. "Don't worry but you're going to have to tell her yourself in time"he stated as Criss left. When I met up with Criss I asked him what took him so long. "I saw two people making out in the coat room"he replied. "This might be a little funny at our wedding I found Costa making out with I think one of your dancers from Believe upstairs in our room"I said putting on the coat.

"Remind me to change the locks to our bedroom". "Let's go home so I can get rid of this dress just looking at it is making me sick"I remarked. "How long have you been feeling sick"Criss wondered. "A couple of weeks Criss you're not thinking-". "I think we may have to stop off at a drug store before we go home"Criss said as we left.

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A few weeks passed and Criss and I were working out together. "So Luke came back to work yesterday they had a great time on their honeymoon"Criss remarked. "Yea Jill said it was a great time she's never felt happier"I replied as Nathan came walking in and stomped his foot getting our attention. "Nathan what's wrong?". Verida put black X on Johnny's face he signed. "You're turn"I stated looking at Criss. Criss wiped the sweat off his face. "God I would love to know why she's actting like this"Criss remarked. "You and me both". As we came out Stella came rolling by in her walker going near the stairs. "Catch her!!"Criss called out and I did. Criss looked and saw Zoey as she went out of sight. "I have a feeling we have a bout of sibiling rivalry going on"Criss stated. "How do we handle this". "I'm calling my mom on this one because I'm not sure myself" Criss replied. "Why don't you change this little girl and I'll see if I can get the marker off of Johnny"I suggested. "All right" and went downstairs. That afternoon I was working at the bakery when Jill walked in. "Hey sis what are you doing here?"I asked. "I need to talk to you about something" she remarked. I washed my hands and walked over. "What's wrong you and Luke all ready have problems". "No it's not that"she stated. "What you look ready to cry".

"I'm scared about something". "Scared about what?"I asked. "I had my physical today and I got some test results back and now I'm freaking out on how Luke will reactted"she said. "Let me ask one thing do you have cancer?". "No thank god" Julie stated as I took a breath. "Than what could be freaking you out this bad?"I inquired. "I'm pregnant" she replied. You guys made a baby on your honeymoon this is going to be interesting I thought. "I don't know how to tell Luke about this". "Jill there's no time like the present why don't we go down to The Luxor and talk to Luke about this"I suggested. "I can't I'm too scared and I think I"m going to be sick"Julie said. She got up and ran to the bathroom. "Morning sickness don't miss that"I muttered as my phone rang. "Hello". "Hey Antonia I was wondering if you've talked to your sister. Luke thinks something's wrong with her"Criss said. "Yea there is Luke is going to be a father if I can get Jill to tell him"I replied. "After that scare we had during your sister's wedding I almost thought we made a honeymoon baby" Criss admitted. "Well thank god it was nothing after Jill's morning sickness passes we're going to come down and my sister will talk to her husband about this baby coming" I remarked.

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After Criss finishing talk to me Jill came back. "All right now that has past you and I are going to The Luxor to talk to Luke"I suggested. "All right" and we left. At the Luxor Criss and Luke were in the production office working when Luke looked up. "Hey Criss our wives are here". They both got up and went to meet us. "Hey guys what are you doing here?"Luke asked as he gave Julie a kiss. "Excuse me". Julie ran to the bathroom as Luke sat down looking worried. "Antonia is Jill all right she's been like this for a week now but she won't tell me anything". "She'll tell you Luke I'll make sure she does"I replied. Please Antonia tell me"he asked. "I can't Luke this is something Jill has to tell you"I remarked.

"What if it's cancer?". "Luke stop worrying it isn't cancer"Criss replied. "You know too come on guys tell me" he asked. "I'm pregnant Luke". Luke turned around and saw Jill standing there shaking a little. "You're pregnant oh my god"Luke said with a smile on his face. "So you're not upset"Jill remarked. Luke walked over to her and hugged her. "I'm thrilled I wanted to have a family but just not this early" he said. "Well congrates guys"Criss said. "Yea you guys are going to be great parents"I added. "I have to call my parents this si going to be their first grandchild" and Luke walked off. "Why don't you call mom and tell her she's going to have another grandchild coming"I suggested. "All right" and went to the production office following Luke. "I think that's great that Jill and Luke are going to be parents"I stated. "Me too now let's go call my mom and see what her advice is on sibiling rivilary"Criss suggested as we went to Believe.

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The next morning I felt something brushing against my neck which felt like Hammie's tongue. "Hammie cut it out"I said. "You telling me I need to shave". I opened my eyes and saw Criss and his ten o'clock shadow. "Sorry about that" I remarked trying not to laugh. Criss laid back down and put his arm under his head. I slid over and put my head on Criss's torso. "So what do you want to do today?"I asked. "I like what we're doing right now"he replied as he leaned in and kissed me. "Christopher you are such a horn dog sometimes"I stated snickering. "I kind of miss just laying in bed with you not worrying about how the kids are or my job"he replied sighing. "What's wrong Criss?". Before Criss could say it we heard the door bell ring.

"I swear if it's JD or Costa and they wake up-". Criss didn't have time to finish the sentence as the babies started to cry. "If it's your brother they are going to have to baby sit them tonight while we go out to dinner"I stated putting on the robe. "They can take care of the whole moltery crue so to speak"Criss added. As I went to check on the kids Criss went to get the door. He opened the door and it was my father. "Dennis what are you doing here I thought you were in New Jeresey"Criss said surprise to see him. "I wanted to surprise Antonia and my grandchildren"Dennie replied. "Daddy". They looked up and saw me holding Johnny. "Surprise baby"he said. I came down the stairs. "I'll go get Stella" and Criss went upstairs. As Criss went upstairs he starred at me and my dad and sighed.

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Upstairs Criss was changing Stella's diaper as Verida came in. "Daddy I want pancakes for breakfast"she remarked. "Sorry baby it's cereal now go downstairs to your mother" he asked as he dressed Stella. "NO"she said stomping on the ground. "Verdia please I'm not in the mood for your stubborness now go downstairs"Criss stated. Verdia took it one step farther and took a tamper tranturm in the middle of the hall which Criss wasn't in the mood for. Then Stella joined in. "ANTONIA!!"Criss called out. Me and my father ran upstairs. I took Verdia and put her in her room till she calmed down and my father took care of Stella but Criss with out saying a word went into our room, got dressed and left. I was shocked that Criss did that and so was my father.

When Criss got to The Luxor he walked into Believe and went to his dressing room. After I got dressed and got the kids together my father said he'd watch them while I went to talk to their father. When I got there Criss was filming some stuff. Criss saw me and cut. "Antonia what are you doing here?". "You and I need to talk about this morning"I asked. "I'm busy Antonia maybe later". "Criss we need to talk now". I took Criss by his coat arm and went into Believe. "All right Christoper what''s up with you. You've been moody and than instead of dealing with Verdia you yell for me than while I'm dealing with her you run off faster than you disappear. Now what is going on with you". "I've been feeling like I'm not a good father to our kids I'm either working here, doing Believe, or off to a business meeting. I'm surprise the kids know that I am their father"Criss replied sitting on the stage.

"Christopher you're not a bad father"I remarked sitting next to him. "Really than why couldn't I handle Verida and her temper tantrum I felt like putting her across my knee and spanking her" Criss replied. "Criss it's all right we're both stubborn in our own right and for Verdia she got a double dose of it. One of the things your mother told me is to either ingore it or put her in her room untill she cools down like she did with you when you were Verdia's age,"I stated as Criss tried not to laugh. Thanks momCriss thought. "How about this I know you're free this weekend so why don't we ask your brothers to watch the babies and take the rest of the kids on a weekend vacation somewhere". "Yea maybe I just need some time to get to know my children again"Criss said and gave me a hug.

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"I should get back before my father goes crazy". Then Criss whispered something in my ear which made me blush. "I hear cold showers can help you with that"I stated. I walked up to the door as Criss stood there so I pulled up my shirt. Criss actted like he fainted as I pulled my shirt down. When I came out I was giggling as JD came over. "Where's Criss?". "On his stage he's either doing his impression of a dead body or trying to get his brain to work". JD smiled as I left. When he came in Criss was sitting on the stage rubbing the back of his head. "You all right?"he asked. "Yea Antonia decided to flash me"he said with a grin on his face. "God I swear you and Antonia don't act like you've got five kids at home". "What jealous?". "I can't remember the last time Lynn and I were romantic together"JD stated. "Why don't you get a baby sitter and take Lynn out to dinner, get a hotel room to have some time together"Criss replied.

"Lynn is having some trouble losing the rest of the baby weight that she won't even let me watch her get undressed or dressed for that matter"JD replied. "Have Lynn call Antonia she had the same problem after the last pregnancy. She could probably help"Criss suggested. "All right". "Now let's get back to work". The guys left Believe and went backto work.

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When I got back to the house I got a surprise that knocked me for a loop. My divorced mom and dad making out on the couch. "Oh my god"I said. My parents fixed themselves as I stood there with my mouth on the floor. "Antonia you're back"my father remarked as my mother fixed her shirt. "Where are the kids?"I asked. "Jill and Luke took them to the park" my mother said. I didn't know what to say about what I've seen so I just went upstairs untill the kids came back. At The Luxor Criss was finishing up some stuff before going to lunch when Luke came in ready to fall asleep.

"You look exhausted"Criss stated. "Your kids have the energy of the energizer bunny Criss"he replied as Criss chuckled. "Maybe I should hook them up to my house I'd save a lot of electrity"Criss joked. "I hope this baby isn't like yours Criss that's all I got to say"Luke said. "How's Julie feeling?". "Good but last night she wanted a cheese pizza with nothing but pickles on it". When Criss heard that a wave of nauseousness hit him. "Did Antonia ever go there?"Luke asked. "Not that diguesting but when she was pregnant with Verida and Zoey she would make peanut butter and mayonisse sandwich oh my god I tried it once and nearly threw it up it was nasty"Criss replied. Then JD came in. "What are you guys talking about Criss looks a little pale"JD replied. "We were just talking about our wives pregnancy craving and Jill may win first prize"Criss remarked getting up.

"Well I might have you beat with this last pregnancy Lynn asked me to go get some deep fried bologna with chololate sauce". Both Luke and Criss looked ready to puke their guts out. "You win excuse me" and Luke ran out. "Please tell me that you're joking"Criss replied as the taste of bile was in his mouth. "Nope". "Excuse me I need some air and tums"Criss remarked and left the room

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Before Criss knew the weekend was here. As the kids boarded the plane one by one I was on the phone with my mom. "Thanks for doing this mom yes mom we'll talk about it when I get home call us if anything happens with Jill, her baby, or the twins". I hung up as Criss and Costa came in. "I can't believe JD and Lynn couldn't come". "They all ready had plans for the weekend Costa so Antonia where are we going?"Criss inquired. "Well we're going to New Jersey to see my family than I have a surprise for the kids which I hope they like". "Yea we're going to go see grandpa"Verida stated. "Yea"Nathan replied. When we final got to New Jersery my grandmother and my aunt Rosa were waiting for us. "Aunt Rosa and GG are here" Zoey stated.

"GG"Costa inquired with a weird look on his face. "It's what they call Antonia's grandmother and believe or not Wilma doesn't mind it"Criss said. We all got off the plane and the kids ran to my grandmother and aunt. "Oh my god you guys have gotten so big" as they gave them hugs. "Where's dad?"I asked giving her a hug. "Got held up at the factory but he'll meet us at the boat". "Boat"Criss said. "Yea I wanted to surprise you we're going deep sea fishing with my dad and some of his workers from the bakery"I replied as the kids jumped up and down. "You all right Criss you look like you're in shock. "Just thinking"Criss remarked. "Well let's go the boat isn't going to wait forever" and we all left. When we got to the dock my father was waiting. "You ready to catch some fish" my father asked. All the kids yelled with delight Criss on the other hand look like he's going to be eatten by sharks. "Christopher you all right?" I asked.

"I got a confession Antonia I can't go on that boat". "Criss if you don't want to fish you can take pictures"I suggested. "It's not that I get sea sick I mean really bad sea sickness"he admitted. "But I've seen you on boat when you filmed Mindfreak". "I never let them film me throwing up over the side of the boat well once they caught me and I nearly fired the person who put it in the show"Criss remarked. "Can't you take something for it I know they have over the counter sea sick pills". "I did once and I had a reaction to it while I was on the boat I got hives"Criss stated. My father came over and asked what the hold up was. "We have a problem Criss get sea sick really bad". "If I had known Criss I would-". "It isn't your fault Dennis I'll stay behind".

Then Nathan came down with his life jacket on. "Come on dad you can help fish"he said to Criss. "Nathan your father isn't coming with us daddy gets sick when he's on a boat"I explained. Criss's heart was breaking when he saw Nathan's face. "Come on the kids are ready to dunk their worms and catch some fish. Verid's saying she's going to catch a shark". "Come on buddy". My father took Nathan back on the boat. "Criss I'll stay with you my father can handle the kids have the guys he works with sometime actted like kids"I stated. "Why is Criss staying behind?"my father's employee Carl inquired. "I get very bad sea sickness"Criss replied sitting in the car. "Criss have you ever tried coke syrup?". "Never thought of it considering my mom gave to my brothers and I when we threw up as kids" Criss remembered. "Try some maybe you won't get sick and you can enjoy the trip"he suggested. "I'll try it". Carl went into his bag and took out a bottle of Coke syrup.

"Here take a swig of this helps me when I got fishing". Criss took a drink of it. "Now come on before we're swimming to the boat". On the boat Nathan was sitting next ot my dad. "Don't worry Nathan we'll take a lot of photos of you catching fish for your dad"my father said. "I want daddy here"he said trying not to cry. my father saw Criss and I come abroad. "Nathan I think you got your wish". He looked up and Criss. "Daddy" he called out. Nathan ran to Criss and gave him a hug. "Now let's go fishing"my father remarked and the boat left.

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Out in the sea the kids were having fun beyond belief. "Mommy look I caught a fish"Verdia stated showing it to me. "Congrates baby". "Honey where's Criss?"my father inquired. "He probably went to use the bathroom" I replied. I went to find him and found Criss coming out of the bathroom. "You all right?". The coke syrup didn't work he signed. "You going to be all right?"I asked. If I don't smell dead fish he signed. "Just go sit inside and have something to calm your stomach". Criss put his hand over his mouth and went back into the bathroom. When I came up my father walked over to me. "Criss all right?". "No he throwing up in the bathroom I don't think Carl's remedy for sea sickness worked for Criss". "Do you think we should turn around before the coast guard has to fly Criss out of here?".

"The kids are having so much fun". Then my father got an idea and I saw it in his eyes. "Excuse me" and went to find the caption. Inside the cabin Criss was sipping on some water trying not to throw up. "Criss I'm so sorry"I said sitting next to you. It's not your fault Antonia I just don't have an iron cast stomach like my brothers I got my mother's stomach instead. "I guess talking makes you feel worse"I remarked If I don't open my mouth than I may not puke god my head hurts rubbing his temple. My father came over to us. "How you feeling Criss?"he asked. Criss gave my father a thumbs down. "You make like this there's a storm heading towards us so the caption is bring us back to land". "Are the kids all right that the trip was cut short"I asked. "They understand so just relax we'll be in port before you know it". As my father went up the stairs he winked at me which was a sign he gave me when he pulled a fast one on anybody. I love you dad I thought rubbing Criss's back.

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When we finally got back to land my father took all the fish that the caption had gutted and cleaned for us. "Did you have fun guys?"my father asked them. "I didn't get my shark "Verida stated. "Yea you did but he was a baby that's why we had to return him to the ocean"my father explained to Verida. As my father put the fish in a cooler in the car Criss came off slowly with me just helping him. "You all right do you think you need to see a doctor?"I asked. I just want to lay downCriss signed. My father took one look at Criss and got an idea. "So who wants to see where grandpa work?". All the kids jumped up and down. "Antonia why don't you take Criss back to the hotel I'll take the kids with me"he suggested. "Dad I don't think you can handle this group of kids".

"Don't worry Antonia I'll go with your father and the kids while you take Criss back to the hotel"Costa offered. "Is it all right that Costa goes with them Criss?"I asked. Criss nodded so Costa went with my dad as I took Criss back to the hotel. When we got back I helped Criss to the bed. "Do you need anything?". An asprin I feel like I got riverdance in my head stilling rubbing his temple. "All right and I'll shut the blinds". When I came back with the asprin Criss had fallen asleep which made me happy so I put the asprin on the side talbe and closed the door behind me. At the factory my dad gave each of the kids their own coats to wear. "Now when I go out to deliver cakes I wear one of these"he said. "Can we bake now grandpa?" Zoey asked. "Come on but you have to listen to what I say I'm the boss of this place and you guys are like my workers". All the kids nodded as they went in.

After my father finished showing the kids around my aunt Carol came over. "I see we're back early from fishing". "Big storm coming"Verdia said. My father winked at my aunt. "The caption had to bring us back in before we got caught in the storm so I thought I'd bring the kids in and show them around"my father remarked. "Hey Dennis I need some help and I need some small hands can I borrow the crew"my father's cousin Eddie called out. "All right Costa why don't you go with them so Eddie doesn't get overrun by them". "All right come on guys" and they left. "Who got majorly sea sick"she asked.

"Criss Carl thought if he drank some coke syrup it would help didn't work and I could tell Antonia was nervous that Criss's sea sickness would get so bad that he would have to be lifted out by the coast guard so I talked to the caption to take us in early and I made up the story about the storm to the kids"my father explained. "Dennis you're a good grandfather and father to those kids and your own". My uncle smiled and went to find the crew.

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When Criss woke up I was looking outside. "Are the kids back?"he asked coming over. "No my dad and Costa took the kids to dinner". "I hope they don't come back hoped on sugar"Criss joked. "Me too"I replied. "What's wrong you don't seem happy?"Criss asked. "Just thinking of when the kids were born snce Jill been pregnant I've been thinking a lot about it"I replied. "You thinking of having another baby?"Criss asked. "I don't know I know that we said after Johnny and Stella that we were done". Criss put his hand around my stomach. "I wouldn't mind another kid". "Are you nuts you know with our track record we may end up with another set of twins or worse triplets"I stated. Criss went over to one of the chairs and sat down. "I never thought of that"Criss remarked. "I don't think we could handle another set of twins with Verdia and Zoey going through sibilng rivilary and Stella and Johnny on the verge of turning one". "If that happened I may have to hire my mom as a nanny" Criss joked.

"I got an idea since my father and your brother have the kids why don't we go out to dinner just the two of us"I suggested. "All right" and we went to get dressed. Criss and I had fun that night having drink and having fun. When we got back to the hotel Costa was asleep on the couch. We went to or room quietly and went to bed ourselves. A few months passed and Criss was getting ready. "Come on Antonia we're going to be late for your sister's baby shower" he called out. "Coming"I stated as I came down. "What's wrong you look like you've been up all night". "I don't feel so good I think the kids brought something home from school". Criss checked my head. "You're not warm why don't you skip the shower and just relax"Criss suggested. "Yea my stomach has been on edge".

"Have you been throwing up?". Once Criss said that I ran to the kitchen and threw up in the sink. Oh boy I did again as he walked to the bathroom to get something. "Yea I think I should stay home" wiping my mouth as Criss came in. "Why you're at take this while I call your mom to tell her we won't be there," giving me a pregnancy test. "Just incase". I took the test from Criss. "All right that thought has been floating through my mind I'm just hoping it's a virsus"I stated. "We could go for the sure fire test and invite JD over and see if his cologne makes you sick" as I chuckled.

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While I took the test Criss called my mom to tell her I wouldn't be there. "Is everything all right Christopher?" she asked. "Yea Antonia just caught a bug we think one of the kids might of brought it home". "All right tell Antonia I hope she feels better" and hung up as I came out with the test in my hand. "So what did it say?". "Negative thank god"I replied. "All right since it's just a virus why don't you go back to bed and relax"Criss suggested. I didn't have to argue as I went back upstairs. As Criss did some work in his office his phone rang and saw it was JD. "What's up JD?". "I wanted to see how the baby shower is?". "We didn't go Antonia came down with something"he replied. "That's too bad should I call Costa and Gerard and tell them they canbring the rugrats home"JD suggested. "You do that I'll pray to god both your twins get colic"Criss replied. "Well at least she's not pregnant". "Yea"Criss said with sigh. "You really wanted Antonia to be pregnant?".

"I know it sound selfish of me but I'd like another baby in the house"Criss stated. "Christopher you got five kids what you want an even number". "Maybe I'm just like being a father"Criss stated. "Yea but it's Antonia that's gotta go through nimne months of carrying that child around than having it come out of her. I'm surprise she hasn't had you nuetered yet considering you got two sets of twins". "I guess you're right maybe when Johnny and Stella are older we'll talk about it"Criss thought. "Talk to you later bro"JD stated and hung up.

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Before Criss and I knew it it was Johnny and Stella's birthday and everyone decided to come to the party. Outside as everyone was watching the kids Criss was inside. "Hey Criss why are you hiding in here for?". "Just got to thinking about them and Antonia" he replied. "Well before you know Stella is going to be dating and Johnny will probably be asking for keys to Lambo"Costa stated. Chris suddered at the thought. "Now come on Antonia is waiting for you outside" and they left. Outside I was talking to Jill. "I can't wait for this kid to come out I'm so uncomfortable"she replied. "Try it with twins I lost sight of my feet by seven months"Trina remarked. "I went to the doctor he says that I may need a c-section if the baby doesn't turn" patting her swollen belly. "Try Nathan he kept changing position every five hours try sleeping when the kids playing soccer with your bladder than he decides to turn and kick you in the ribs Grandma almost thought Nathan was twins for a minute"I remarked. "So did you find out what you're having?"Dimi inquired.

"I didn't want to know but Luke he was begging me so we flipped a coin and I won he want best two out of three"she stated. "Criss was the same way when I got pregnant with Verdia and Zoey I knew so I told Criss to read my mind if he wanted to know what we're having"I replied. We all chuckled as my father and mother came over looking happy as ever. "You guys look happy did you guys play seven minutes in heaven in the closet room again?"Criss asked. "We have announcement Dennis and I are getting married". Jill and I were almost knocked out of our seats as my mother showed us the ring. "So you're going to move back to New Jersey mom". "Yea since you girls are married and have your own lives now I think it's time to start up my life again". "Well I hope you stay around long enough to see Jill's baby born"Luke said. "I think she doesn't need to wait long my water just broke"Jill replied. "Criss get the car Luke do you her hospital bag?". Lukme looked like a deer in headlights. "Luke snap out it Jill is going to need you"my father stated.

"Her bag is in the car I nevwer leave hom with out it just in case"Luke said. "Go get it"Criss stated as I help Jill up. "I'm scared Antonia"she replied. "Don't worry everything is going to be all right but FYI go for the drugs I almost broke Criss's hand when I was in labor with Nathan"I replied. "Yea and you swore that you weren't going to have another kid after Nathan"Criss added. "Well guess what Criss you better freshen up we're going to go through this again"I stated helping her to the car.

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As they checked Jill in Criss pulled me aside. "We're you serious about being pregnant again". "Yea I still wasn't feeling good so I went to the doctor and he found out I'm two months pregnant this time with one kid,"I replied. Criss took a breath. "You all right you look shocked". "I am I know I wanted another baby but I thought it was going to be untill Johnny and Stella were older"Criss stated. "I know"I remarked. Luke came over to us and said that since the baby is feet first they were going to perform a c-section. "We'll be waiting and if you feel dizzy sit down don't be a hero"Criss said. Luke left as we all sat down. "Antonia what you said to Criss whiloe we were leave is it true you're pregnant again". I nodded. "Yea"I replied smiling. "So what do you think Jill's going to have boy or girl?"my mother said.

"I think it's a girl"Criss replied. "I think so too"my mom stated. "I think- excuse me" and got up. "So Criss you ready for number six?". "I hope so"Criss remarked feeling like he was ready for a panic attack. As time went I was wondering if Jill and the baby were all right. "You all right baby?"my mom asked walking over. "I'm just wondering what's taking so long"I replied. "Just relax honey Luke will be out here showing us picture of the baby". Like magic Luke came out. "So you got a daughter or a son?"Criss asked. "It's a boy Matthew" Luke remarked. We all went over and gave him hugs. "Is Jill all right?". "She's fine Matthew was way up into her rib cage that's why it took so long"Luke replied. "Know the feeling Jill didn't want to come out even when they induced me"my mother said as I smiled.

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Six months went by and I was at the bakery as my mom walked in. "Hello mom". "You got time for a lunch break"she asked. "Yea". When I came out my mother's jaw fell over when she saw how big I was. "Are you sure you're not having twins"she replied. "Sometime I think that when I woke up and saw how big my stomach has gotten"I replied rubbing my stomach. "Do you and Criss want to know". "We haven't decided yet come on let's go" and we left. At The Luxor Criss was working as JD came in. "How's it going JD I heard from Lynn the twins are walking"Criss remarked. "Yea how's Antonia doing?". "She's tired, swollen and uncomfortable"Criss replied. "Yea Lynn saw her at the hospital yesterday that kid did some growing". The phone rang and saw it was my mom. "Hello how are you what yea I'll be right down" and hung up as he grabbed his coat. "What's wrong?"JD asked. "Antonia's in the hospital she almost passed out while having lunch with her mother" and Criss left.

At the hospital I was being looked at. "Mom I don't need this I'm fine" I said. "Antonia you almost passed out at the resteraunt let the doctors make sure you and the baby are all right"she stated. I put my hand on my stomach as the baby kicked. At least you're all right I thought. The curtain opened and Criss came in. "Christopher"I stated. Criss came over and hugged me. "You all right I heard you almost blacked out" he said. My mother sat down Criss. "I'm fine Criss just got up too fast"I stated. "And the baby how's the baby?" putting his hand on my stomach. "The baby's fine moving around with all the space it's got"I joked. The doctor came in. "Well I got your results it seems you have a bit of high blood pressure which caused you to almost pass out" The doctor remarked

"Is it serious?"my mom asked. "If she can keep her stress level down enough to keep that baby in for another three months she'll be fine but if she doesn't Antonia could develop preeclampsia which means that the baby will be delivered no matter what"the doctor replied. "Thanks doc"Criss remarked and he left. "See it's nothing now I have to get back to the shop". "Wait a minute Antonia didn't you hear what the doctor said you need to take it easy and going back to work is out of the question"Criss remarked. "Christopher I can't do that to everyone"I replied. "Antonia I know you love that shop but you need to put the health of that baby in you first"my mother suggested. "Your mom's right Antonia I don't want this baby born too early that it can't survive"Criss said. "All right Criss for you and my mom I'll go home and relax but what about the circus we call home". "We'll take care of that just go home, put your feet up, and relax"Criss suggested. "Come on honey I'll drive you home"

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When I got home it was quiet which spooked me. "Where is everyone?"I asked. "Just sit down and put up your feet Sweetie"my mother remarked. As I sat down my mom went to make me a cup of tea. "So mom when are you and dad getting married"I asked as I tried to get comfortable. "We haven't decided yet what about you have you and Criss decided on any name for that baby" she replied. "Believe or not I'd like to name after it's father if it's a boy"I stated. "Christopher Nicholas Sarantokas the second what does Criss think of that" as she came back in with the tea.

"I haven't told him yet"I remarked smiling. The door opened and Verdia and Zoey came in with Dimi. "Antonia what are you doing here?". "Your uncle wanted me off my feet"I stated as the girls came over. "Mommy's got a big belly"Verida said. "Mommy why is your tummy big?"Zoey asked. "Mommy's having a baby and the baby is growing in mommy's belly" my mother said. "When will the baby be here?". "Not untill July". "Come on girls let mommy relax let's go bring our stuff upstairs and we'll go outside and play"Dimi said and they went upstairs. After they left my mom chuckled. "Now that's cute". When Criss came home it was quiet. "Hello" he called out. I came waddling in. "Hey baby" giving him a kiss. "Where are the kids?". "My mom took the kids to a movie and Dimi is babysitting Stella and Johnny"I said.

"What's wrong you don't look happy?". "I don't feel right since this baby started to grow I feel like if I bent down I'm going to tip over". "Come on you alway say that when you start to show Antonia". "This is different I went to the doctors a few days ago and he says that even thou I'm six months pregnant I look like I could have this baby soon"I remarked. Criss felt bad that I was feeling like this. "It's all right Antonia if I could I'd have the baby for you". I started to chuckle. "I can't see you with a swollen stomach Criss".

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The next day Criss was in his office thinking as JD came in. "What you thinking about?" JD asked. "Just a dream I had last night"he replied. "What was it about?"JD asked courious. "You're going to laugh when I tell you" Criss replied getting up. "Come on Criss I swear I won't laugh"JD stated. "I dreamt that Antonia woke me up telling me I need to get going I open my eyes and I see Antonia getting dressed but she wasn't pregnant. Before I could ask her I felt something inside me I pull back the covers and I'm the one pregnant"Criss remarked. Criss looked back at his brother who was trying his best not to laugh. "Let it out". JD started to laugh so hard his face turned red. "This is why I don't tell you much"Criss said sitting back down.

"I'm sorry I couldn't help it" wiping the tears from his face. "I told Antonia about it she said that it means that I wish I could carry the baby instead of her"Criss stated. "One question did you deliver naturally or c-section"JD said giggling. Criss threw paper balls at JD as Luke came in. "What's going on?". "Just a bit of sibiling rivilary how are you and Jill doing with Matthew?". "Let's see he has colic, allergic to milk so we have to give him soy, and now he has an allergy to the diapers we're using"Luke replied. "I hated Colic Verdia and Zoey had at the same time I thought Antonia and I would go nuts if they didn't get over it"Criss remembered. "Try Dimi she couldn't drink breast milk and the formula that we were using made her sick with it coming out on both ends if you catch my drift". "TMI JD"Luke replied. "Don't worry Luke The colic will go away in time". "I hope so Jill can't take much more of the colic"Luke stated.

The phone rang and Criss picked it up. "Hello Natilee what can I do for you. Seriously I'll send right home," and hung up. "Luke you need to get home ASAP". "Why is Matthew all right?". "No it's Jill your mother in law came over to find Matthew alone in the house and she can't find Jill". Luke got up and left like a jack rabbit as Criss picked up the phone. "Who you calling?". "Antonia I'm going to give her a heads up on this".

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At the bakery I was in my office with my feet up doing some bills as the baby was moving around. "Relax in there will you"I stated patting my big belly. The phone rang and I picked up. "Hello Sweet Antonia's bakery how can we help you?". "Tony it's Criss have you seen Jill?". "No why is something wrong with Luke?"I inquired. "No Jill left Matthew alone at her house thank god your mother came over for a visit"Criss stated. "let me go look I've been working in my office trying to stay off my feet. I'll call you back" and hung up. When I came out to the bakery I saw Jill sitting there with a cup of coffee.

"Hey Antonia". "Hey how long has she been here?"I asked pointing to Jill. "A few minutes she just sat down and ordered a coffee nothing else" she said. "Why don't you go take a break I'll man the store"I said. "All right but don't clean us out if that baby keeps asking for cookies"she said rubbing my belly as she left. "Hey sis". She looked up at me. "Hey I thought you'd be at home considering the episode yesterday" Jill stated. "I was doing some work in the back now what's up with you Criss just called and told me you left Matthew alone at the house". "I just couldn't take it anymore I just needed some peace and quiet. I knew mom was coming over I knew he was going to be all right". "Jill if you were having troubles with Matthew you can come to me for help. Verdia and Zoey had colic too".

"How did you handle it having two kids with colic". "Easy when Criss's brothers and his mother saw us ready to lose our minds they stepped in and helped even Lynn JD's wife can help you she's a nurse and I have some trick that my grandmother showed me for colic babies". "I guess I never thought of that. How's the baby doing"she remarked. "Actting like his father moving and grooving he's giving me a run for my money in here". "He you're having a boy". "Yea I found out yesterday when I was at the hospital and I'm going to tell Criss before he goes on stage for Believe"I stated. "Criss may scream it from the Luxor light when he finds out". That night Criss was getting ready for Believe. "So Criss how's Antonia doing this time around". "She's put on more weight but she keeps joking that the baby has more room to move". "Do you know what you're having?" his stylist asked. "Nope the baby doesn't want us to know but next doctor's appointment the doctor may try one more time"Criss stated. The door opened and Mastero came in.

"Criss this is from your wife" giving him an envelope. Criss opened it and it was a sonogram picture and on the bottom it read in big bold letters: CHRISTOPHER NICHOLAS SARANTOKAS JR Tears fell down his face as Criss just stared at it. "Excuse me I need to make a call to my wife"Criss said and left the room. At the house I was relaxing when the phone rang. "Hello". "So you want to name him after me"Criss stated holding the phone while looking at the sonogram. "Why not it be fun to have a Christopher the second". "You know what if my father was still alive he'd love you"Criss said. "That's what your mom said when we got married have a good show and I'll see you in the morning". "All right and thanks for the surprise" and hung up. After he hung up Criss went over to the mirror in his room and put the sonogram on the mirror next to a picture of his family which includes his father.

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At the house Criss was downstairs as JD and Costa came in. "So how's Antonia I hear the baby doesn't want to come out". "Yea she's about five days over due the doctor wants to wait another day and if CJ doesn't make a move he'll induce". "Antonia is probably ready to reach in and take that kid out herself"Costa said. "That's why I cancelled the fourth of July party I usually have for fear that she might go into labor"Criss said. "Is that why you've taken three months off?". "I did that for Antonia". "Well have fun and call if Chris JR decides to come out"JD remarked and they left. Upstairs I was trying to relax but I wanted Chris out in the worse way. "Come on Chris time to come out so we can meet you"I said. I sighed as Criss came in the nursery. "Nothing yet". "A few kicks but nothing that will get him out of me. I'm so over this pregnancy"I stated. "How about we go for a walk get your mind off of Chris's arrival for a while"Criss suggested.

"All right". We got into the car and left. When we got to Sunset park we bumped into my mom and my father. "Antonia how are you?" giving me a kiss. "Waiting for this baby to come" rubbing my belly. "I'm surprise considering all the others were early"Natilee stated. "Where the other kids?". "Let see grandmom and Dimitra took them for the week so I can focus on this little devil if he would ever come out"I replied. "He's taking over for my side of the family every Valstero baby including you were late"my father said. "Why don't we sit down you look so tired". "Yea this guy is putting my back-". "Honey what's wrong?". "I just had a contraction"I replied as I leaned against a bench. "Has your water broking sweetie?". "No not yet"I said breathing as my mom sat next to me. "Why don't we go get the cars and had to the hospital just incase this kid does impression of Verdia's and Zoey's birth"Criss suggested.

"Good idea Criss" and they left. "Just breath baby". "All right it stopped for now"I remarked. "Just tell me when it starts up again so we can time them". "Mom my water just broke". my mom looked down at the buddle underneath the bench. "Oh boy where are those knuckle heads". "They better hurry I don't want to be on the evening news for having a baby in the park"I stated.

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At parking Criss couldn't get to his car because someone doubled park. "This is just great who the hell double parks"Criss said. "I'll do you one better my battery is died". Criss pulled out his phone and dialed 911. "Hello my wife is in labor at Sunset park. Can you send an amblunce fast my wife isn't in the mood to be on the five o clock news for giving birth in a park. Really thank you" and hung as my mom and I came out. "What's going on her water's broking and the contractions are five minutes apart". "Make that one and a half"I stated. "My battery is dead and someone decided to block Criss in" "Oh god I don't want to deliver in a park!"I exclaimed. "Don't worry I called 911 there's an amblunce on its way". Like magic the amblunce came with the police. The EMTS helped me up and put me on the gurney. "Come on dad"the EMT called out to Criss.

"We'll be right behind you Christopher"my mom said. "Hurry please"I exclaimed. Criss got in and we left. As they drove we got stuck in a traffic jam even with the lights there was no room for the cars to go. ""Oh god"I called out. "Antonia what's wrong?". "I think Christopher is coming now"I stated. "Guys this kid is coming now". One of them came over and checked. "Marty pull it over I see a head". I took Criss's hand as I pushed. "Come on Antonia you're doing good the head is almost out". I screamed as the babycame out. "It's a boy" the EMT remarked as he started to cry. He gave the baby to me. "Welcome to the world Christopher"I replied as the EMT let Cris cut the cord. When we finally got to the hospital my parents were waiting outside.

They came over as they took me out holding the baby. "Oh my god he's beatiful"my mom stated. "Congratulation my sweet little tony" my father said as he gave me a kiss on the forehead. "Thanks dad" as Criss got out as well. "I don't believe it he's still vertical call the papers"my mom remarked as Criss just chuckled. Back in New Jersery my grandmom and Dimitra were having a drink. "God I forgot how much enegry those kids have". "But Nicholas was such a helper with Stella and Johnny"Dimitra remarked. The phone rang and my grandmom got it. "Hello really of course we'll tell them in the morning, and hung up. "Christopher was born today". "Really"Dimitra stated. "Yup ten pounder get this she gave birth in an amblunce and Criss didn't collaspe". "I'm calling Ripleys on that one"Dimitra replied as Wilma laughed.

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Before I knew it my parents were getting married again and this time I was there to see it. As Jill and I got ready with my mom in her area a knock came to the door. "Who is it?"my mom inquired. The door opened and Criss came in look nice in a suit and tie. "Well well I wish I had a camera Christopher you look wonderful"my mom remarked. "Thanks I need to borrow my wife for a minute" he said. "I hope it's not for seven minutes in heaven"Jill said with a giggle as we rolled our eyes. "So?"I asked as we stood in the hallway. "It's the kids they're getting ansty and JD called the twins Dimitra and himself have the Norway Virus so he can't watch the kids after the wedding" Criss remarked. "What about Costa?". "I don't know about that Costa has really no experience with kids"Criss admitted.

"Well I'm not going to send the kids back to Sereinty where your mother is watching Stellla, Johnny, and CJ. She'll have a heart attack". "Maybe I can ask Luke if he can watch them after the wedding" Criss suggested. "You forgot that Luke broke his leg thanks to Costa; his mother has Matthew since Luke is on crutchers and can't hold Matthew. You're out of options Christopher you have to call Costa to come and get the kids after the wedding". "All right" and called his brother. At his house he was getting ready to leave when his phone rang. He answered it on a whim that it was his date telling him she was running late. "I'm on my way Shelia". "Wrong again Costa leave the mentalism to me" Criss stated. Why I should of just let it go to the machine, he thought. "What's wrong Criss?". "I need you tonight JD was surposeto watch the kids but he's sick so I need you to watch, Nathan, Verdia, and Zoey tonight" he stated.

"Noway bring them to the reception". "I can't children aren't invited to the reception just adults"Criss replied. "What about mom?". "Are you mad she'd have a heart attack trying to take care of all the kids she's not forty like me. Just be at The Luxor in an hour that's where the reception is". "All right let me give my date a call but you owe me" and hung up. When Criss came back my father was fixing his tie. "Everything all right with the kids?". "Yea I told the kids that they're going to be staying at Uncle Costa's place for the night"Criss said. "Did you tell your brother that it was going to be over night". "If I did he would of said no, hung up, and left before I could call back"Criss replied. "You're bad Christopher" as Criss giggled.

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When we got to the reception Costa wasn't there. "I swear if he's bailing I'll kill him"Criss muttered looking around for Costa's car. As he waiting Felix showed up with his daughter Daisy. "Criss what are you doing out here the reception is inside"Felix remarked. "I'm waiting for my brother Costa he's watching my kids over night and I have a feeling he bailed to be with his date just to annoy me"Criss replied. "Daddy Verida is touching me" Nathan called out from the car. "Did not" she replied. "Did you try JD?". "JD was surpose to watch them but he, and Dimi got the Norway Virus and I'm not sending them to Serenity where they'll probably send my near eighty year old mother into the cardic ward". The phone rang and Criss saw it was Costa. "Costa where are you?'. "Criss I can't do it tonight I'm kind of in the middle of something"he replied as Criss heard his date calling him back to bed.

"Costa I need you I'm stuck". "Maybe next time" and hung up. Criss felt ready to scream bloody murder as Daisy walked over to Criss. "You all right Criss you look ready to blow a fuse or a blood vessel". "My brother bailed on me and I've got nobody to watch the kids"Criss remarked. "Criss may I may a suggestion my daughter is a nanny she can watch your kids for you"Felix suggested. "Felix they may need to stay overnight and I can't do that to Daisy"Criss remarked as I came out. "Criss what's going on where's Costa". "Bailed"Criss remarked. "Mommy I'm hungry"Nathan called out. "Criss Antonia it's no problem I can watch these guys for you". "And I don't mind if they're at my house having a sleep over"Felix added. "All right but if they get out of hand call me and I'll come and get them"Criss replied.

I walked over to the car with Daisy. "Guys this is Daisy she's going to be watching you tonight so I want you guys to be on best behavior"I stated. "Hi guys I'm Daisy". Hi Nathan signed. "Nathan is deaf but he's been talking pretty good"I stated. Really Daisy signed. Nathan smiled. "And these two are Verdia and Zoey". "Hi"they said in unionsion. "Well hi back"Daisy remarked. After the kids left with Daisy and Felix we went back in. "Everything all right with the kids?"Jill asked. "yea but I might be on trial for killing Costa"I replied. "Bailed on you nice Criss may help you with that. I checked in with my mom Matthew is a sleep and so is Luke". "Well that's good come on" and we went into the reception.

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It was a Saturday but for Criss it was a special day it was loyal Saturday something Criss loved to do he considered it the one way he could get to know his fans. As Criss got ready for it I was feeding CJ in the nursery. After I finished feeding and cleaning him up Nathan came in. "Hey baby I thought you were playing with your sisters". "They're playing dress up in your bedroom"he replied. Not again. I asked Nathan to bring his brother downstairs as went into the room to find the girls putting on my make-up and wearing my dresses. "Look I'm going to a premire with daddy"she replied. "VERDIA ZOEY SARANTOKAS what have I told you about this"I stated as they stood there. "What's all the yelling about"Criss inquired coming in. When he saw them and my face he knew I was mad. "Verdia Zoey how many times do we need to go through this you're not surpose to play dress up with mommy's clothes or play with her make-up"Criss inquired.

"I want you two to take off my clothes, clean your faces off and go to your room". "But we're going with daddy today"Verdia remarked. "Not today you to aren't going anyway you broke the rule of not playing in mommy's closet and wearing her make-up. Now go clean up"Criss replied. The girls not happy left as I picked up. "What is up with those two if there like this now I don't want to see their teenage years"I replied. "Join the club". When it came time to leave Criss took Nathan and CJ with him. At the location the guys were setting up. "So Luke how are you and Jill doing?". "Good Matthew doesn't have colic anymore he's crawling like a mad man and we're considering having another baby"Luke replied. "Did someone say something about another baby"Criss called out as he came in with Nathan holding CJ in his carrier. "Decided to bring the oldest and the youngest today"Mateo said.

"Well I would of brought the girls but they broke a rule and their punishment was staying home"Criss stated. "Oh my god who blew wind?". Criss look down at CJ who was just looking around. Criss picked him up and could tell it was him. Diaper Change Nathan signed. "You're not kidding buddy I'll be right back" and went to change CJ. After that Luke got an idea and brought Nathan over to Criss's seat. After CJ was cleaned up Criss came back with him and saw Nathan sitting at his desk. Me taking over for daddy he signed as Criss chuckled. "Luke hold Chris for me I have to get a picture of this"Criss said. "I've got a better idea" and told Criss. It was noon so I turned on my computer and went to Criss's site. When I got to it there was Nathan sitting there in Criss's seat. "I see Nathan is taking over for his father today"Luke stated as Nathan smiled.

"Now only if he could do his father's show we'd be all right" Mateo added as I just chuckled. "Are you ready"Nathan stated. "What's going on here I use the bathroom and you start the show with me"Criss said as he came into view. Criss picked Nathan up and put him on his lap. As the show went on Nathan was having fun even signing some answers that I adore. "Before we end this everyone wants to see the new edition to my family my name sake Christopher the second so Luke can you go get him for me". Luke brought the carrier out so everyone could see him. "Well at least his asleep instead of crying"Luke stated as they zoomed in on him. "He'll probably be whining when I bring him home so that's the end for today but come back next month and maybe my girls will take over"Criss remarked.

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When Criss and the guys came home I was cleaning up. "Honey we're home" he called out. "Hey guys did you have today?". Nathan nodded as Criss put CJ in his playpin. "How are the girls right now?" as Criss gave her a kiss. "Better they're watching television upstairs,". Then crying could be heard. "Stella's up". "I'll go get her before Johnny wakes up too"Criss suggested and went up. As he walked to the room he heard Verida and Zoey talking. "PU this is a ten on the stink scale"Zoey remarked. "Shh be quiet we don't want to wake up Johnny too". Verdia came down the step stool with Stella. "It's all right Stella we're going to change you". Criss watched quietly as they changed her clothes and the diaper. "Stella you trying to make the wallpaper peel"Zoey replied as she put the diaper in the pail.

"All right a wipe here than a squirt of powder". Stella sneezed as a bit of powder went up her noise. "Bless you there we go I knew watching daddy and mommy change these guys would come in handy". "Let's put her back before mommy and daddy come up"Zoey suggested. "I'll do that you just clean up the dirty clothes and stuff". Verdia put Stella back into her crib and the girls went back into the media room. When Criss came back down I asked what took him so long. "Well I saw the good side to Verdia and Zoey they just changed Stella all by themselves"Criss remarked. "Seriously" I said surprised. "I'm just as surprised as you"Criss stated.

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That night while Criss was at Believe I called Verdia and Zoey down. "Yes mommy"they said. "I would like to talk to you" as they sat down on the couch. "Did we do something wrong?"Zoey inquired. "No I wanted to thank you two for taking care of your sister's diaper change this afternoon" I replied. "How did you know we were very sleath about it?"Verdia inquired. "Not as sleathy as your father he watched you guys and he was very proud of you two". they both smiled and blushed. "We kind of felt bad for breaking the rule today so when we heard Stella crying we decided to help you and daddy out"Zoey stated. "Well thank you girls again and for doing that your father is taking you two to work on Tuesday but you have to be on your best behavior all right". "Yes mommy we swear"they said.

On Tuesday the girls got ready to go to work with Criss. Downstairs Criss was having some breakfast as Zoey and Verdia came down. "I see we're ready to roll"he said. "Uncle JD will be surprised to see us"Zoey remarked. "I bet you he will but remember you have to be on your best behavior". "We promise daddy"they said in unionsion. "And one more thing don't do that unionsion thing gives me the chills"Criss asked as they left. When they got to The Luxor Gerard was outside with Luke. "Hey guys what are you doing out here?" as he unbuckled the girls. "Just waiting for you hello ladies what are you guys doing with daddy?"Gerard inquired.

"They did something very nice for me and their mother so I'm rewarding them like I rewarded Nathan Saturday"Criss explained. "We'll see you inside and be good girls"Luke said as they all went in. They walked in and went to the production office. Zoey and Verida went to Criss's desk and sat in the chair together whcih Criss loved. "I see you've got another heir to the throne Christopher"Felix stated walking in. "Good morning Felix I see you remember my daughters Zoey and Verdia". "Yes I do Verida loved watching my cook make Mac and Cheese for the kids and Zoey loved my horses". "Maybe when they're a little older I'll take them on a horse ride"Criss suggested. "Maybe but I think the ponies at the fairs will have to do. Just a reminder you have a meeting at two instead of ten today". "Thank you for telling me". "You're welcome good-bye ladies". "Good-bye Felix"they remarked.

Felix smiled as he left. As the day went on the girls were on their best behavior which made Criss very happy. While the girls were taking a nap in Criss's dressing room Criss was on the phone with me. "They have been prefect angels today". "Good I got a call from my mom she's going to be maoving abck to New Jersey in a few dayws so we're having a going away party for her"I stated. "Just make sure it's on a day I can come"Criss said. "I've made sure of it talk to you later" and hung up

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The day came for my mom to go back to New Jersey. "I'm all packed and ready to go I can't believe I'm going back to New Jersey to work with your father again". "With grandmom retired dad's going to need all the help he can get"I remarked as my mother laughed. My mom began to tear up. "What's wrong mom?"I asked giving her a tissue. "I was just thinking of the first time we met Nathan was still a toddler and the rest of the children weren't even here yet". "Oh mom I remember how you came in through the sliding door and delivered Verdia and Zoey while Criss was knock out on the floor"I stated giving her a hug. "I just hope Jill can keep the shelter running". "Mom I dcan with a little help from the assistant I hired. Even Criss has offered to do a Minderfreak episode at the shelter"Jill remarked. "And I'm having a cookie sales in a few days and half the sale goes to the shelter mom"I added.

"Grammie grammie". The kids ranto her and she bent down and hugged them all. "You guys are going to be the one I'm going to miss the most"she replied. "Don't worry Natilee my next vacation we'll bring everyone to New Jersey to see you and Dennis"Criss promised. "Just send me pictures and videos of Matthew and CJ when they start crawling or walking"she asked. "We promise mom"Jill remarked. After the party had ended and all the kids were in bed I was looking out at the stars as Criss walked over. "Looking at the stars"he said. "Also wishing that my mom and dad have a great life just like us"I replied. Criss gave me a kiss as a shooting star flew by.

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